Blackening the Ivy
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Joined 06-08-04, id: 417851
Author has written 116 stories for General, Nature, Haiku, Song, Supernatural, and Love.
Will somebody just come and kill me, 'cause I just can't take it anymore. Life tastes bitter, sweetness is found only in blood.

But you all leave me to rot in the hallway, because to you, I am nothing. Stuff my flesh in your ears to stifle the sound of my screams.
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Without passion, we would be truly dead.~Angelus, Buffy the Vampire Slayer

I love vampires.
Music keeps me alive

Bands: AFI, Cradle of Filth, HIM, Slipknot, Lacuna Coil, Murderdolls, The 69 Eyes, Angtoria, After Forever, Dimmu Borgir, Draconian, Madder Mortem, Epica, Within Temptation, Evanescence, Azam Ali, Emilie Autumn, Static X, Simplyd4rk...and the list goes on & on growing with each day...

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blood is life...

and death.

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IRE by theCoffeeEnzyme reviews
He lost himself in the rage that he fed. Not a lot of planning went into this, it just kind of happened. Reviews would be super cool.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 427 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/22/2006
In the Night by RotForRaven reviews
There are secrets and actions that can only be found in the night.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/23/2006
Undoing by Dracula Lord of the Vampires reviews
This is a poem about someone who never truly wanted to be a vampire. Very emotional, although I don't what u'll think. Enjoy. Plz R&R.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 636 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/26/2005
Broken Doll by AmaranthineMisery reviews
A broken doll lays on the floor;... read and review
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 189 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/4/2005
Early Mosquito Bite by Faithless Juliet reviews
Weeks of Winter, crawling into my mouth.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 372 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/7/2005
Self Mutilation by RotForRaven reviews
Song about hurting, hurting yourself and not being able to stop until your gone. R&R flames welcomed
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 190 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/15/2005
Shadows by BlueDragonus reviews
A man awakens only to find that his wife and his aunt have been brutally murdered. As he continues on, more are murdered, and the killer leaves behind a cryptic message: "I am always watching you from the shadows."
Fiction: Horror - Rated: T - English - Horror/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,872 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/29/2004
Nina, the dollchild by amethystdawn reviews
The audience applauds as the doll dances a ballet across the stage, with every twirl and spin you are amazed, until you notice something's wrong...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Horror/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 392 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 4 - Published: 12/24/2004
They Fly at Night by Dopesick Girl reviews
"Creaturesd of the night, during the day they fly, but at night they fly."
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 160 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/16/2004
Mirror Image by Dopesick Girl reviews
"You can see the one person that you hate the most, but love at the same time."
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 213 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/23/2004
Unsavior by Dracula Lord of the Vampires reviews
This is my second story. I won't say anything so you have to read it to find out what happens. Please R&R.
Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Horror/Suspense - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,920 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 8/22/2004 - Published: 6/12/2004
Death Child by TheresA-Pickle-InMyCookieJar reviews
...uh...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 3 - Published: 7/1/2004
Master by Silentwriter9 reviews
I was reading Bram Stoker's Dracula when I wrote this poem... Closer and Closer... Can you out pace the Master?
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/22/2004
Shade by WrittenInJello reviews
A demon and an angel try to understand the differences between them.
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K+ - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 620 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 4 - Published: 6/20/2004
Bleeding at the Seams by Starry Elf Child reviews
bleeding at the seams...Please review
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/19/2004 - Complete
Night by Dracula Lord of the Vampires reviews
First attempt at Haiku, please review. Hey, I just made a rhyme. But seriously, please R&R
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Horror/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 11 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/11/2004
Darkness by Tamaku Songi reviews
This is for my spirit sister. Also, if u cant tell, it's kinda about Vampires. Please R&R
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/23/2003
Blood Price by The Freaky Butt Mate reviews
An outcast demon. An unloved neko. An amnesiac girl. With the help of an assassin-mercenary they must discover their destiny and stop a great evil from coming into power and destroying the world that they have known but never been apart of. Please R&R
Fiction: Action - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Supernatural - Chapters: 2 - Words: 8,137 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Updated: 5/4/2003 - Published: 3/22/2003
Cut Cut by Kato Freaky Blue Haired Kid reviews
An original poem from one of my characters points of view, about suicide. Very Angsty and in my own style of writing. Was fun to write.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 444 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 10/5/2002
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No Reason reviews
Going insane, In this lifeless cell. I know. I know. I know too much.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2/11/2007
Shadows, Demons & Harm
Shadow... Finding a new way to crawl beneath my skin, Haunt me, Make me itch...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Published: 2/11/2007 - Complete
Love Has Now Become My Noose reviews
Don't bother to try breathing, Or to stop shaking... It will only give you more pain. I don't want any more agony, I can only take so much... Yet it seems there is always more, And it just hurts... Thinking I'm going to breakdown... Lose it all...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 589 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/4/2006 - Complete
Resigning Myself to the Night
Red eyes burn deep into the night, Feeling a darkness in my skin, Something this watching. He is watching... From him, I never can hide. But I am uncertain that I truly want to hide...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Horror/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 434 - Published: 10/21/2006 - Complete
Burning Like Paper
My thoughts feeding off my fears, Off my regrets, Off my frustration, Off my hatred of myself, this sadness...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 350 - Published: 8/22/2006
The Gallows
To just take it all away, No more screaming crows, No more of all of this. If I don't make it end, It all falls. So I will stay, To watch it collapse on me...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 248 - Published: 8/8/2006
Untitled reviews
Cutting deep into the flesh of my wrist. Sweet numbness. Pain creeping up my arms, Shiver with the ecstatic pain...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 249 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/7/2006
Sleeping Agony
To the point of bitter, Stupid tears, As my conscience cries out, "Your hate will destroy you..."
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 282 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/7/2006
Once Invisible reviews
What exactly is he listening to, As she cries herself to sleep? He is waiting in the shadows, groping for life in the dust...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 345 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/1/2006
Maybe reviews
razorblade. a lovely thing. it tastes my skin. and my blood...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 43 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/26/2006
Void Beneath Me reviews
Crushed, Beneath the chaos. Suffocating on confusion. Feeling bitter. It all falls away. Revealing how horrible it really is...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 212 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/9/2006
Shunningunderstandcan't reviews
Addiction. Now do you know? Secrets, pulled on top of themselves, like shrouds...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 263 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/7/2006
Losing reviews
Strangulated on this insanity. Glass breaks in my hand. Feeling ugly & forsaken. Pitiful & pathetic I whisper to the image in the mirror...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/7/2006
Drowning in Numbness
Rage filling me, Burning through my blood. I feel restless, Self-hate consuming me...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 402 - Published: 4/23/2006
All Because of a Question reviews
Blood is black in the moonlight. Blue light cast upon me. You ask a question. Then it's gone...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 327 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/14/2006
Blood Upon the Rose reviews
There was something in the hallway. She leaned forward as much as possible & strained her eyes to see what it was—what she saw made her freeze. It was the body of another patient strewn across the floor, neck broken at a sickly angle. Vampires...
Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 7 - Words: 8,543 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 3 - Updated: 4/11/2006 - Published: 9/3/2004
Loneliness, My Captor
In seclusion, High upon the mountain, In my castle, Obsidian and forbidding...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 623 - Published: 3/18/2006
The Feeling of a Cold Blade reviews
Cut out of myself, Cut out like a cookie-cutter into soft dough, Into my soft flesh, As I hope this feeling will bleed out of itself, This flesh taken away will destroy this poison...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 256 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3/8/2006
Another Bloody Fix reviews
I have to stop, If just for now. Until the scars fade. I see my fate in the water, Fragmented like a cracked mirror. Hold the razor...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 257 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/22/2006
My Unending BitternessPart One
Hoping to see through my wrists, A red atrocity with deep red transperancy, To cry for. Six feet of problems and hate...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 390 - Published: 2/22/2006
Nothing to Say to Comfort Myself
Biting my lip, as I hurt myself, Drown out the noises, Swallow down the blood... WARNING: contains S.I.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Published: 2/22/2006
Dark Creatures
Reach out and touch the sides of reality. Some things you hate, you cannot escape...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Horror/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 171 - Published: 2/11/2006
Losing Tomorrows reviews
Tomorrow maybe, Maybe tomorrow. Hearts made of candy bleeding into these wounds endlessly...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 178 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/8/2006
Blood into the Sky reviews
Feeling the blood, Torrid crimson spilling over, Sweetly scorching my skin...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Horror/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 226 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/6/2006
Perdition Consuming
All these tears I cannot control or contain, I would willingly surrender myself to my doom, but I am caught just beneath the surface of life.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 168 - Published: 12/16/2005
the truth of dying
Fragile little pieces, Pull them apart, Rip and tear... Tear down the sky...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Horror/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 168 - Published: 12/16/2005
Memory? reviews
Broken inside myself, Where only dreams can see me. Eat me alive, So I can be in peace.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 189 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/16/2005
Morbid Words reviews
Putting simple things so eloquently, Staring at an empty canvas...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 11/11/2005
Empty Thoughts reviews
Bathing in spiders' webs, Drinking down cups of bleach like water.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11/11/2005
These Found Shards reviews
As she cries, Her tears becoming ice, Numbing her face. She feels as if she can't breathe.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 308 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/11/2005
Glass Pieces reviews
...My mind is muddled as the pain washes over me...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/11/2005
Something of the Shadows reviews
I'm invisible because you can't see me. Screaming until I've faded away. Can't hurt if I can't be seen...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Horror/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 301 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/11/2005
Lament the of the Darkened Soul reviews
A single violet teardrop slips down her cheek... I'll see you in the Darkness...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 326 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11/10/2005
Eloquence into the Night reviews
Draped in red, Lying under the moon, In the leaves, Smothered in a pale death... Beautiful death... Tasting a thirst in your mouth... ::vampires::
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 349 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11/4/2005
Spirits Kept reviews
Trees bent to the wind, So like broken dolls, Arms dangling and limp, Frozen in place, Whilst dancing around the white lillies...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 259 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/4/2005
Nightmare Incantations reviews
Corpses piled around me in circles...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/24/2005
excludedbroken reviews
Inhaling dust, Beneath my feet, The ashes of grey.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 210 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/17/2005
Crimson Waterlilies reviews
Vines of thorns thread their way through my skin, Tearing my within & without.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 161 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/17/2005
Anything reviews
You couldn't even take up a razor. You can't even stop smiling.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3/10/2005
Turning into Something Black reviews
Children of darkness paint ice upon my window, Thier bluish white skin is dead, And the bleed, Crying red tears, But never ceasing in thier task.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 563 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2/12/2005
Dark Dreamless reviews
Bleeding, my blood dripping into the stream, As the wind gently beats me against the hooks, The fish come up for a taste. Not fish, Humans... Vampires, The burgundy sun having disappeared behind the black clouds, They drink magenta water...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 285 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/10/2005
Chinadoll Winter reviews
White blood drips from my fingers. I feel cold. A crow laughs in the distance, My hand reaching toward it, Lips parting, wanting to laugh w/ it, But I can't find the happiness to even smile, Too much work, to laugh... & again the crow laughs. Icicles drip
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 196 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/10/2005
With Raven's Wings reviews
Let my tears fall to the floor, Empty and forsaken. My wings flutter, Aimlessly casting shadows on the floor, Trying to hide from the sun in the cathedral belltower. The bells pealing anonymously, None pulling the ropes to make them sing, And I weep, My b
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 198 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/10/2005
Murderer You Are, My Sweet Black River reviews
...Wondering what my grave will be labelled, Or if I'll sink to the bottom, My sanity never to be found...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 338 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/14/2005
Just Designs reviews
Sitting on the dusty attic floor, I whittle away at my skin. The moon shining through the window, The house utterly silent, As my blood splatters on cakes of dust, That blanket moldy floorboards. The moon is my light, As I numbly work my piece together...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 479 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/11/2005
Barely Here reviews
Ghost from another time, Lost in the dimesions, Blurred by the difference. Time has jaded it, Time has jaded you.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Supernatural/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 254 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/19/2004
Singing to the Unicorn reviews
But I'm not okay, Won't you listen? But I won't tell. An empty hope, I have already given up. Anger is past... All this bounty means nothing, Lying in the graveyard, The dead told me...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 654 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/16/2004
Crave of Death reviews
The meditations of a lonely vampire girl - Rainwater smears the window, Crippling the image that comes through. It echoes the pain we all hold inside. The pain that I feel. No screams can cure this. No water will flush it from my mind... Wash it from my v
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 568 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/14/2004
Mutilated Immortality reviews
Running, And running, And running. My feet they are torn, And the profusely bleed. Pieces of glass in my hands, Frigid rain biting all these wounds, Washing away the blood, As it beads up over & over again. I wish I had wings to lift me from my feet, A re
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 373 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/14/2004
Lythancrope Metastis reviews
Empty black eyes stare into the mirror, And there resides the reflection, That bears the monster... a werewolf longing for the end of his pain. part 2 UP! Plz R&R
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Supernatural - Chapters: 2 - Words: 484 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 12/14/2004 - Published: 8/22/2004
Cancel the Plea reviews
Someone isn't here, Empty sounds echo and contort, Leaving the feeling of hate, An ominous evil, Waiting to awake.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 329 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/23/2004
My Eternal Repulsion reviews
I consume hate like blood. I am vengeful and illogical. I hate them all, Mewling humans, Too weak, Always ill.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/8/2004
Truly Vengeance? reviews
Darkness always follows me. Between the lines, Beneath the lies.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 187 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/8/2004
Hypothermia reviews
Cold and bleeding and alone. No chance to die. Seeping beneath flesh and making bones ache.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/8/2004
Confusion of Darkness reviews
I try to quench the evil, The evil that boils inside of me.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/8/2004
Above the Living reviews
Freezing in emptiness, As they wait for her magnificence. I wish they would forget me... And I want them to pine for me.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/6/2004
Weight of Sheer Insanity
I sit in my cell, cold and alone, waiting for the death angel to take me.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Published: 11/3/2004
Unwilling to Believe reviews
a hole has been torn inside of me
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 17 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/3/2004
A LIFE LOST reviews
looking at a best friend's suicide
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 19 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/3/2004
The Dark Cloud reviews
A fallen angel lost in chaos.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 16 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/29/2004
The Fallen Dark reviews
...darkness consumed me...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 18 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/29/2004
The Death Boulders
I am part of a ritual sacrifice, And I shall be the one to die.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 391 - Published: 10/29/2004
Demon Queen reviews
I was born into the human world, One night. It shook the sky and ground, Blood spewing up between the cracks.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 225 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/29/2004
Unsaved reviews
I feel no love nor hate, Passion is a thing I cannot grasp. Compassion stings me.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 53 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/26/2004
Not for an Obituary reviews
I feel things writhe and crawl beneath my feet, Screaming to be reborn. To block the noise, I stuff my ears with dirt, The sound unbearable. ...It pulls me under...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/26/2004
Screaming at Darkness
Mocking you all, I laugh. Feeling the pain, I laugh, See you scream ...I scream back... More bleeding. Unheard. Unwanted.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 59 - Published: 10/26/2004
The Monsters
Rotten inside, Broken in a rotten time. Monsters pulling at me, They make dawn and dusk merge, Distorting my mind, Warping my thoughts. They want to kill me...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 244 - Published: 10/26/2004
Hissing Names reviews
anger... written when i was pissed... "and i will paint the pink walls black and red, for there is no happiness here"...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/26/2004
Beyond the Funeral Procession
In black clothes, I walk upon the asphalt, Hair obscuring my face, Rain streaming down from the sky. Nowhere to escape, Wishing I could hide, Bruises on my face, Cuts that mar my face... No place to go.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 183 - Published: 10/21/2004
Crumbling in My Broken Kingdom reviews
Hidden in my room, Bleeding on my bed, Swimming in pools of anarchy, Breathing through my anarchy, Grasping at a wish to speak or scream...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 236 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/21/2004
Trapped Beneath, Impending Disease
I want to be dead, Consumed by despair, I glare into the night sky, As blood-snow falls upon my bear flesh, My garments aren't suiting for a harsh winter, Yet through the frigid & cold atmosphere, My insides are torrid., They cringed & twitch. My pain is
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 292 - Published: 10/16/2004
Dark Streams Through the Hunger
Guilty beneath lies of deceit, Hold my breath as bits of flesh, crumpled and dry fall upon me... a vampiress remembers her past, laments lovers and her ppl's curse.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 239 - Published: 10/16/2004
To Be Seen Through Forsaking Eyes
They all see through me, my mask. They are blind to the darkness beneath. But not even I know what truly breathes in me...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Published: 10/15/2004
Seductive Skyquake
Not dead yet, Don't even ask, As the dead ones cut through. My blood is running grey, As I cry white tears in a wronged night...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 231 - Published: 10/15/2004
Hidden Behind Lies: The Piece of Ice in My Heart
Burning the dead tree, Watch the black dryness against the angry flames. I feel the tears run down, Welling up inside of me is a scream...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 303 - Published: 10/15/2004
Quietus in the Swing
She sits on the swings, Eyes to the ground, Tears of black streaming down her face, A soul full of sorrow and bitterness. The sky of red, Black clouds, Cast over a broken playground...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Supernatural/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 229 - Published: 10/2/2004
The Dead Queen reviews
The dead queen sits high upon the blood-stained hill, Lips blue, Skin icily pale, And she smiles, Fangs tainted with burgundy. Her black hair glistens in the nothingness...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 290 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/27/2004
Bound in Black Veins and Despair reviews
Lovely these pieces falling before my feet, As you cower in terror of my hate for you, I will cause you the pain that you caused me, Screaming at you, Blood dripping from my lips...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 317 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/11/2004
Damned Reawakening reviews
A female vampire, who was reawakened in a damned place that is forever night... Her mentality waning...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 724 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/25/2004
Succuba of Dreams reviews
I want to gore out my eyes, And laugh as my eye-sockets burn in pain, With no way to cry. Do not hand me the knife, For you will find I won't use it against an enemy, But I shall use it to run deep cuts up my arms, & cut apart my lips...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Horror/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 354 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/25/2004
Writings of Burgundy and Jade
Everything burns up and dies in pools of entrails, The cancers and diseases spread to the mind, Killing off cells as the thoughts begin to fall apart, Slices and pieces missing...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Horror/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 681 - Published: 8/19/2004
Echoes in the Dead Hallway reviews
Streaming down the dark corridor, Humming of warning, Whispering a signal to be wary, But not speaking of what you will find. A door far down the corridor slams, Seeming to make the floor shake... Paintings on the walls glare at you as they fall, The glas
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 535 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/11/2004
How We Changed When We Lost Our Wings reviews
Our wings and place in the angels’ hierarchy has been stripped from our worth, They clipped our wings in mid-flight and threw us out of bliss. And now we putrefy in these days of pain... In a time of hate, But this is our mortal and ugly nature...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 316 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/7/2004
Running Through Lost Suicide
What awaits at the bottom of the stairs? Nothing, But I still want to run down them and collapse in a heap, Because the intesity is too much, All I feel is pain coursing through me...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 433 - Published: 8/6/2004
Mannequins & Masquerades reviews
Faces hidden by masks, Smothered by webs and dust, Unused, Just to watch as mannequins as life passes by...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 333 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/6/2004
Shards of Dead Porcelain Dolls
Stop looking at me, Probing old wounds. Inwardly I crumble, Nothing will come to save me...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Horror/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 339 - Published: 8/6/2004
Burning Up Cinders
Chains hang from the ceiling, Mimicking shadows as they dangle. They oxidize, Decaying, Adding to the heightening smell of blood and mortality...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Horror/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 303 - Published: 8/6/2004
The House of Eternal Bloodshed reviews
Burgundy is dripping from the ceiling, Attracting the shadows, Shrouding the house in darkness. In the deep black of the trees that linger behind, There is a cemetery of ruins... Plz R&R.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Horror/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 485 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/3/2004
Intoxicated Death reviews
A waterfall of blood cascades upon us, It is so beautiful, But the taste disturbs. We all dance in the crimson pools, Singing in our purification...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 617 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/1/2004
Schizophrenic Murder
The blood is still on my hands, It won't stop dripping from my fingertips, Whispering are my internal and evil demands, All my mind's gashes and rips.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 289 - Published: 7/30/2004
Liquefying Gothic Bells reviews
Pictures of Victorian dresses are stained with black, Watch as the cathedral crumbles. Towers imploding, Those bells shall no longer peal...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 553 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/28/2004
Suicide Birthday reviews
What is this blood? Why is it all over me? It is because I am bleeding... Though I do not feel the wounds, Only the cold and numb that is this life.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 532 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/25/2004
The Prevailing Blood Kiss: Return of the Song reviews
Did you feel the cold? Did it sweep over you like a wave of blood? The bats are calling, They wait for their next leader, The bloody messiah...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 498 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/24/2004
Love and Hate: A Bitter Wine reviews
I feel the blackness seeping over me, It has been beckoned by the dark surreal, It is what makes wounds fester, And souls ache.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Horror/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 386 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7/24/2004 - Published: 7/17/2004
The Many Pieces reviews
Cracks are crawling up the walls, Shooting through the floors, Growing to the ceiling, The sound of shattering glass ricochets off the walls. I'll write it on the mirrors & windows...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Horror/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 189 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/16/2004
Feasting of the Spiders reviews
Dead spiders hang from webs on my ceiling. When they fall, I will eat them, Poison coursing through me...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Horror/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 414 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/15/2004
Haunter of Nightmares reviews
No blood flows through my veins, They are empty, Like your eyes...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 171 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/12/2004
New Remembrance to Bliss reviews
I'm unraveling before your eyes, and you don't care. You just hold me, Listening to my brutal insanity...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 531 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/10/2004
Falling into the Painful Alone reviews
Whispers... Don't yield to the pain, Not the whispers. I see shadows playing on the floor, I look up...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 255 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/8/2004
Ugly Silhouettes and Malicious Voices reviews
Shadows & silhouettes shift & contort the walls above your bed, Listen as they whisper to each other...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 469 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/7/2004
My Screaming Downfall reviews
Blood begins to rain down from raven clouds, Seeping into my mouth... Four part poem (story poem). COMPLETE. Plz R&R.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Horror/Tragedy - Chapters: 4 - Words: 959 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 7/7/2004 - Published: 6/27/2004
This Blood, These Wounds
Blood, Dripping from invisible wounds, Making staining puddles on the floor. She cannot hide from them...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 163 - Published: 6/29/2004
I'm Gone reviews
A girl's ghost watches as her lover mourns her.
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K+ - English - Supernatural/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 23 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/28/2004
Bleeding Depression reviews
I miss happiness... (the title says it all)
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 14 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6/27/2004
Beyond the Cleansing Rain reviews
Standing here I am, Lovely rain soaking me through and through, Cleansing my weary soul...
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/26/2004
Death is Waiting reviews
Death is breathing down your back, Can you feel it? It's whispering...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 175 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/24/2004
Shifting of the Graveyard
The earth quakes and trembles, I know something is coming, It will devour us whole.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Published: 6/24/2004
My Disturbance reviews
Suicidal thoughts eating at my brain, Images of slitting wrists...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 169 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/23/2004
Abaddon reviews
I am the angel of Darkness and destruction...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/23/2004
Bloody Purgatory reviews
I'm bleeding, It's running down my body, It's warm and thick... and painful.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/22/2004
The Deeper Shade of Blood reviews
In the alley... Midnight... Their eating you alive. But then...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Horror/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6/21/2004
Fade Away reviews
Fading away. She's nothing, just a wisp of what once was...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6/19/2004
Blue of Heavy Mist
Gone... Lost... Never to be found again. The ice chills...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Published: 6/19/2004
Eternal Ones reviews
Stars eat dust, blood is a stain, it dies away into the devouring fire...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 52 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/19/2004
Falling Away: the Cold Grave reviews
Wind howls, rushing through the forest and then the graveyard...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6/18/2004
Ice at the End reviews
I just stand here, in the darkness of night, The light of the cold moon shines down upon me...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6/18/2004