Frostany
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Joined 06-10-04, id: 418230
Author has written 52 stories for Life, General, Friendship, Young Adult, General, Song, and Biography.

I'm a sixteen year old girl who's been through a lot of trauma and drama in my short life. I was abused for years when I was younger and am fighting to get past that. I also daily do battle with various mental illnesses, including an eating disorder, a depressive disorder, and psychotic symptoms. My writing reflects some of these struggles. There are no easy answers, there is only honesty.

I really appreciate reviews. If you ever want to ask me questions, or comment on my work more personally, you can write to me at my email address, bpava72@aol.com. I'll respond to all emails.

They say write what you know. So I do.

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Calling For Help by Dakotta Sky reviews
Adam has never been normal. Too smart, too weird, and to top it off, an outcast. Adam starts noticing differences in his behavior. His friend, Malcolm notices too. What's happening to him? warning:bad language,violence may be on later on. not complete.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 700 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/31/2007
Unorthodox by audi reviews
Tricia is sent to a therapybased boarding school to heal. Before long she realises it may not be a bad thing, but will she ever open up?
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 7 - Words: 10,320 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 10/25/2007 - Published: 5/29/2006
Willow Creek by KetaPhex reviews
Emily is a young girl on ward 12 at Willow Creek Psychiatric Hospital. She hates it there,and one day, her room door is left unlocked
Fiction: Thriller - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 3 - Words: 2,883 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 12/9/2006 - Published: 2/5/2005
A Raod With No End by Kykura reviews
About the life of a self-injury addicted girl. {Similar to my old fic Joyous Pain}
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,035 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/2/2005
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What is Normal Anyway? reviews
Is normal really anything besides a reading on a thermometer? If there is such thing as normal then when did I stop being normal and start being weird. According to all the doctors and everyone I'm abnormal and psychotic but personally I'm sick of label
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 34 - Words: 19,962 - Reviews: 3 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 5/12/2008 - Published: 11/21/2007
Introductions Are Hard reviews
My first intoduction to the world of psychiatric hospitals. I was ten. The doctor let me choose between the normal eating disorder program that was for teenagers, or the children's psychiatrac unit for kids my own age. I chose the psychiatric unit..
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,852 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 3 - Published: 11/14/2007
Control reviews
Hannah's life is too much to deal with. The sexual abuse she endured for years has chipped away at her defenses. Lately the only thing she feels she can control is her diet. But is she really controlling her diet, or is her diet controlling her?
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,185 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/12/2007 - Complete
Let's Pretend reviews
Let's pretend that nothing happened, let's pretend that I'm okay. Sometimes after you've been violated, abused, and raped, that's all you want to do. Just pretend that everything's all right, but it's not. It never is.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 209 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/14/2007 - Complete
Ruptured Reality reviews
Life's hard when you have a psychotic disorder, Mara knows this from personal experience. While living at a residential treatment facility for teens with mental health issues Mara must figure out how to deal with her hallucinations and delusions.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,487 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/14/2007 - Complete
Twelve Years Old and Going On Eighty reviews
Sometimes a child is forced to grow up too fast. Sometimes a child ends up losing out on part of their childhood. A number of factors cause this Lost Childhood Syndrome. Having cancer is one of them.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 968 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/22/2007 - Complete
Caffienated Accident reviews
I was full of summer plans and a longing for an icy Diet Coke. Mom told me to remember, To put on my helmet. I promised her I’d wear it and then tossed it by the side of the garage. So begins a young girl's headlong rush into a bad biking accident.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 582 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/3/2007 - Complete
Playing with Ana reviews
A deadly character called Anaanorexia, lures innocent children into her arms and entices them with dangerous games that have lethal consequences.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 359 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/28/2007 - Complete
Locked Inside
It's traumatic being locked up in a psychiatric hospital. It forces you to face yourself and sometimes that's one of the hardest things to handle. Sometimes you just want to escape the hospital and your feelings, but you can't. You're locked inside.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 254 - Published: 5/13/2007 - Complete
I am a Survivor reviews
The story of how I survived five years of physical and sexual abuse, told in the form of a poem.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 363 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/27/2007 - Complete
Just Another Day reviews
Daily I do battle with my mental illness. This is what happens when psychosis and suicidal thoughts take over and the staff at my residential treatment program need to guard over my life for me. For others it's a nightmare, for me it's just another day.
Fiction: Biography - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 793 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/22/2007 - Complete
Where I'm From reviews
Sometimes other people just don't understand what life's like for me and the place I'm trapped in. This is what life's like when you've been dealing with an eating disorder for more then half your life.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - Spanish - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 602 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/17/2007 - Complete
A Letter to My Therapist reviews
This is dedicated to my therapist. The only one who's ever been able to actaully help me. I struggle with bipolar, psychosis, feeling suicidal, and an eating disorder. Thank you to my therapist for actually understanding and being able to help
Fiction: Biography - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 541 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/17/2007 - Complete
Splinter of Hope Stuck Inside reviews
Everyone has something that keeps them alive. Sometimes even just a tiny splinter of hope wedged deep in the darkest part of our heart is enough to keep us from totally self destructing. How I survived my suicide attempt
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 218 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/16/2007 - Complete
What's Wrong With This World? reviews
A depiction of the craziness in this world that we live in. What's wrong with it and what can we do?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 257 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/11/2007 - Complete
Storms reviews
Three plots occur at once in this nontraditional story. While a girl stands on a roof top debating whether to jump, an older man watches Hurricane Katrina coverage down the street and a blizzard is blowing through far away. All three storms collide.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,498 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/11/2007 - Complete
Starving for a Hug reviews
Lacey wakes up in the middle of a dream she can't quite remember. Everything around her looks normal except that she's haunted by an unresolved incident with her therapist. The disturbing encounter won't stop runnning through her head until she fixes it
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,292 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/11/2007 - Complete
Hopelessly Hoping reviews
A young girl sits in a psychiatric hospital thinking about her life and her problems. She wonders if she messed up so badly this last time that it's hopeless.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2/11/2007 - Complete
So am I Guilty? reviews
So am I guilty for hating a staff at the residential program I live at? I can't stand the lady, what does that mean about me? This poem is about a lot of intense angy feelings. I wrote it for this person who seems to be able to make me cry everyday.b
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 279 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/11/2007 - Complete
Judgement reviews
This poem was written as a response to my therapist continually telling me that I'm safe because the voices I hear in my head are only hallucinations and can't hurt me.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 323 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/24/2006 - Complete
The Monster that I Need reviews
A poem depicting the intense struggle of an eating disorder. Do I want it, or do I want to get better?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 389 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 12/18/2006 - Complete
I'm the One reviews
A sexually abused girl is ready to fight back
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12/17/2006 - Complete
Begging reviews
A girl lives in the street after running away from an abusive father.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/9/2006
Shattered Dreams reviews
A girl mourns the dreams she has lost to the demons of mental illness
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 226 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/9/2006
Broken Butterfly reviews
A poem about growing up too fast
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/7/2006
Lost Innocence reviews
A young girl is pushed by society to turn into a treenager, before she's ready. PG-13 for mention of cutting.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1/26/2006
Haley's Story reviews
Haley's Story
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 6 - Words: 2,810 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 2 - Published: 1/24/2006
What if? reviews
A girl wonders how her identity is affefcted by her experiences. Rated Teen for mention of sexual abuse, anorexia, bullimia, and cutting.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 170 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/22/2006
Stuck in Time reviews
A fifteen year old girl realizes that while everyone around her is getting older she seems to still feel and look eleven
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/30/2005
Who Am I? reviews
A girl realizes her mental illness has changed her so much she barely knows herself.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/30/2005
Dead End Ahead reviews
I'm headed down a dead end spiral. This poem describes how a mentally ill character is going down a path she hates.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/30/2005
Pretending reviews
A victim of abuse talks about how hard it is to appear normal
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/30/2005
Swinmming Naked in Homework reviews
the struggles of facing all the homework in high school, the draining effect it has on a person.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3/24/2005
Two Worlds, one girl reviews
A story about Psychosis, told from the viepoint of a psychotic young girl and her best friend. PG-13, for self mutilation.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 14 - Words: 27,496 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 3/17/2005 - Published: 1/5/2005
What Do You See? reviews
Whaty do you see when you look into the eyes of a mentally ill kid? Do you see the insanity? Or something else?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/3/2005
Flying to Neverland reviews
a story in poems of an anorexic girl who decides she never wants to grow up.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 8 - Words: 954 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 3/2/2005 - Published: 2/17/2005
Can't Cry reviews
An abused girl who tries to stand storng through all the beatings, tells her story through a poem. Rated PG-13 for abuse.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 358 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/24/2005
Where Did I Go Wrong? reviews
A kid lies in a padded room on a psych unit.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2/9/2005
A Single Tear reviews
A poem of anorexia/bulimia
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 2/8/2005
Mental Illness Speaks reviews
This is a message to the world about mental illness and the way people treat vicitims of it. Covers all bases of mental illness, schizophrenia, depression, eating disorders, OCD, Bipolar, ADHD, etc...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 308 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/7/2005
Starving reviews
the story of an anorexic runaway. PG-13 for graphic eating disorder descriptions and discussion of suicide.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Adventure - Chapters: 3 - Words: 5,200 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 1/4/2005 - Published: 1/3/2005
I died Last Night reviews
This is the poem told from the view of a young girl with cancer. Her death tells us about life.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1/4/2005
Kayla reviews
This is a story about an anorexic/bullimic girl who is sick of life and how she tries to to take things into her own hands
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 6,305 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 1/1/2005 - Published: 9/14/2004
Lost Fairy Tale reviews
This is a story I wrote about what my life could have been but isn't. A lost childhood. Lost to the demons of abuse, eating disorders, bipolar, and psychosis
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 323 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/30/2004
Lost Girl reviews
Warnining. Poem by suicidal girl! I'm having a hard time. My voice is dry from screaming. But it seems like no one takes the screams seriously. This poem/story reflects my frustration. PG-13 for suicide and overwhelming despair and fear. Please R an
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,201 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/7/2004
Fragmented reviews
This is an inner narration of my fragmented thoughts as I try to make it through the day without totally losing it. I already have basically lost it though, as this little monologue demonstrates. PG-13 for manic/psychoticness and cutting, self-mutilatio
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 351 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 11/30/2004
Breathing Poison reviews
a poem reflecting my current state of mind. Dark and depressing PG-13 for depressingness. Please R&R
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11/30/2004
Biting the Hurt reviews
This is a poem discusses a young girl's deviation from the standard form of self mutilation, to her own genre. This may contain triggering material. PG-13 for vivid depictions of self mutilations.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 219 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 11/15/2004
Safety Net reviews
A poem reflecting immense hurt and pain, the kind that numbs you and terrifies you, a refreshing change from my other works though. This one actually has an ending. PG-13 for depressing content
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/15/2004
Lie To Me reviews
This poem was inspired by a website house-of-sins.com It's documenting the downward spiral of my life. PG-13 for talk of eating disorders and another not fun subjects like cutting
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 231 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/1/2004
Fading Away reviews
This is a poem i wrote right before i attempted suicide. It's another dark depressing, and otherwise fun, work of mine. PG-13 for thoughts of suicide and general sadness
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 151 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/30/2004
Save Me reviews
i have a strange obsession with death, suicide, and other happy, productive subjects. Rated PG-13 for thoughts of suicide
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 271 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 3 - Published: 8/27/2004