August Rush
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Joined 06-12-04, id: 418661, Profile Updated: 03-15-09
Author has written 11 stories for Young Adult, Essay, Love, Life, Family, Fantasy, Fantasy, Friendship, and General.


February 20th: I am re-vamping a lot of my stories. Sorry the loyal fans of Twins. I'm not the same person as I was then, but who knows: may the yaoi fire be lit again some day, heh. I'm dedicating this site to my new style of writing, though I will keep the stories/poems that I wrote beforem for those who read and enjoy them.

Thanks to all my Reviewers. I'm enjoyed reading the majority, unless it was something really stupid and non-consturctive.

.:Other Names:.

Disturbed Sins, Ashrothaten, Makani Daileass, Honaihaka, Mischeif Darkness, UnsureFate, XxPassive AgressivexX, Space in Time, Aolani Celestyna, Return to Innocence

.:Just Like Me:.

.:Simple Stuff:.

I graduated on May 26, 2007. I'm a Freshman in College. I'm planning on going to Oklahoma Wesleyan University. Yay Me!

I've decided I'm a nut case. Just like the song "I'm a Bitch" by Meredith Brooks, I'm just a little bit of everything wrapped up into one. I'm always changing myself, I'm never the same person two days in a row. I try to understand everyone, sometimes it doesn't work. I hate liars. I want someone to be straight forward with me. I don't understand people who act stupid or say stupid things that are pointless, when they could be doing something constructive with their time. I fall in love too quickly most of the time, but know that if I love you, it its something special because there isn't another me out there and you'll never have me again. This little fact is where most of my writings come from. It takes me alot of emotional support to open myself up and write.

I don't fit into a certain 'social hurd.' I'm just me, so get over it. I'm really shy and I'm the girl with the obnoxious laugh that you can hear over any conversation. I sometimes go to extremes. I love to have a good time. I make an idiot of myself alot. I love writings and absolutely hate Writer's Block. Don't judge me before you know me.

Name - Manda;
Profession To Be: Pharmacist / Music Proffessor / Musican
Favorite Color - Orange, if you can't tell.
Food - Cheesecake is my weakness, and pizza. Give me those and you will be my best friend. xD



Edgar Allan Poe,
Harry Potter Series,
Lord of the Rings Series,
Elie Wiesel
Life of Pi
DaVinci Code

Dominic Monaghan, Johnny Depp.

Lord of the Rings,
Dracula 2000,
Queen Of The Damned,
Interview With A Vampire,
Pitch Black,
Girl Interrupted,
Ghost Ship,
Alien vs Predator,
Silent Hill,
Passion of the Chirst
Boondock Saints
Hitchicker's Guide to the Galaxy

The Simpsons,
Invader Zim,
The Grim Adventures Of Billy And Mandy,
Fosters Home For Imaginary Friends,
Courage the Cowardly Dog,
The Deadliest Catch
The 70's Show
Dirty Jobs with Mike Rowe

.:Likes And Dislikes:.

People who act like ignorant Need I explain?
Liars I am a pretty trusting person, until you lie to me,
My hair on certain days What girl doesn't,
Being too serious Unless the situation calls for it,
Crying Again Unless the situation calls for it,
Contacts You try putting a little peice of plastic on your eye,
Being told I'm stupid I'M NOT STUPID!! I may say stupid things, but I'm not stupid,
Most guys who think they are all that and a bag of chips I'm all that a bag of skittles, so taste my rainbow Bitch.
Onions GAG!,
Tomatoes GAG More!,
Toes Insert Gross Noise here.

Horseback Riding,
Singing while Driving,
Singing in General,
Being nuts,
Video games,
Sleeping... -.-;

.:Other Facts About Me:.

Agoraphobia - Fear of open places. cornfields, I still go, but it scares the crap out of me
Claustrophobia - Fear of small crowded places. Airplanes, and again I still do it. They aren't really phobias, just really big fears.
Autophobia - Fear of alone. Hve you been alone for long periods of time with an overactive imagination: It does some scary shit.. _;
Dishabiliophobia - Fear of undressing in front of someone. I lock every door in the house while showering.. Is that odd?
Emetophobia - Fear of vomiting. Self-explanatory.
Pediophobia - Fear of dolls. Pinocchio.. I'm bizarre.
Pharmacophobia- Fear of taking medicine. Just pills..

Anyways, Please Read and Reveiw for me and I would be very greatful! Thanks muchies!

.:Return to Innocence:.

.:Lyrics of the moment:.

I want to be rich and I want lots of money
I don´t care about clever I don't care about funny
I want loads of clothes and I want loads of diamonds
I heard people die while they are trying to find them
I'll take my clothes off and it will be shameless
Cuz everyone knows that's how you get famous
I'll look at the sun and I'll look in the mirror
I'm on the right track yeah I'm on to a winner

I don't know what's right and what's real anymore
I don't know how I'm meant to feel anymore
When we think it will all become clear
Cuz I'm being taken over by The Fear

Life’s about film stars and less about mothers
It's all about fast cars and cussing each other
But it doesn't matter cause I'm packing plastic
and that's what makes my life so fucking fantastic
And I am a weapon of massive consumption
and it's not my fault it's how I'm program to function
I'll look at the sun and I'll look in the mirror
I'm on the right track yeah we're on to a winner

Forget about guns and forget ammunition
Cause I'm killing them all on my own little mission
Now I'm not a saint but I'm not a sinner
Now everything is cool as long as I'm getting thinner

The Fear .:. Lily Allen

.:Quote of the Moment:.

Are you that lightblub on my chandelier that flickers and pisses me off...!

- Me and a Co-work, Kim

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Analysis of a Teenage Mind by natsukiforever reviews
One 17 year old boy, forced to live in the hell that so many manage to skip past; a violent father, a mentally-unstable mother an escape-route with self-harming and realising he's gay are just some of the things Jay has to live with. CHAPTER 13! UPDATE!
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 14 - Words: 25,648 - Reviews: 62 - Favs: 26 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 10/22/2005 - Published: 6/25/2004
Hopeless is not a Word by Dream and Write reviews
A little story about Symbolism and I.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 313 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/25/2005
America's Downfall by Dream and Write reviews
Watch as a country losses its way...[Complete]
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Tragedy - Chapters: 46 - Words: 9,795 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 6 - Updated: 8/2/2005 - Published: 11/8/2004
Day to Die by Dream and Write reviews
"You can see dozens of them walking down the street…screaming and moaning these horrible things that just make you want to rip out your ears."
Fiction: Horror - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,277 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/2/2005
Take Me From This Pain, Brian's story by Esquirella reviews
Completed. MM Slash. BE WARNED! Abuse, mentions rape. Matt is a bully and Brian is his target. But one day Matt finds out something that changes their relationship forever. Can he save Brian from his pain, or is he already lost? Chap 40: Daddy dearest.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 40 - Words: 81,794 - Reviews: 1011 - Favs: 622 - Follows: 119 - Updated: 5/10/2005 - Published: 3/11/2004 - Complete
Dark Waters by Draven of the Shadows reviews
A poem about my life right now
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/9/2004
Loss of a friend by Draven of the Shadows reviews
I lost a great friend... and this is about him
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 162 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/9/2004
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A Girl like Me
Things in life change, and no one is a girl like me.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 380 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/20/2009 - Complete
To Whom It May Concern reviews
About someone I miss terribly.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 192 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/17/2006 - Complete
Finger Painting
This is about a little boy and his ideas. Mock Heoric Epic Poetry for Literature
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 498 - Published: 9/20/2006 - Complete
Poems about to those I have had realtionships, intimate moments, or just close friendships with
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 7 - Words: 687 - Updated: 6/3/2006 - Published: 8/13/2004 - Complete
What Did You Do?
After a trip, I wrote this. Rated for Language and Adult Content.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 204 - Published: 5/22/2006 - Complete
Twins reviews
Benjamin and Brendan are twin brothers. YaoiGaySlash Rated for Language and SexualitySexual ReferencesSex. I'm marking this as complete. I'll try to come back to this is I can, but my life has changed so much since I started this story.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 12 - Words: 12,715 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 5/3/2006 - Published: 6/16/2004 - Complete
Holders of the Keys reviews
I was in a rather rotten mood with I wrote this. It has extreme hints of Greek Mythology. Better read up on your Myths
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 339 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/21/2006 - Complete
Sightless reviews
A short story we wrote in our Literature class on Gothic theme. This may be a may not be suitable for younger children, but it was the closest to what this certian story should be rated.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: K+ - English - Mystery/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,349 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/10/2005 - Complete
The Walk with Death
A poem written for my grandpa.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 280 - Published: 3/18/2005 - Complete
New Year's Resolutions
What was your New Years Resolution?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 199 - Published: 3/17/2005 - Complete
Letters Never Sent reviews
Some letters the I never had sent for reasons
Fiction: Essay - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 595 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/8/2004 - Complete