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Joined 06-23-04, id: 420898
Author has written 41 stories for Young Adult, Life, Romance, Love, School, General, Friendship, Spiritual, and Family.

"To love is to suffer. To avoid suffering one must not love, but then one suffers from not loving. Therefore, to love is to suffer, not to love is to suffer, to suffer is to suffer. To be happy is to love, but to be happy then is to suffer but suffering makes one unhappy, therefore to be unhappy one must love or love to suffer or suffer from too much happiness." from Love and Death by Woody Allen

Idealism is what precedes experience; cynicism is what follows.

Just because you're paranoid doesn't mean they aren't after you.

If anything can go wrong, it will.

If at first you don't succeed, destroy all evidence that you tried.

Confidence is simply that quiet, assured feeling you have before you fall flat on your face.

Do not try to solve all life's problems at once -- learn to dread each day as it comes. -- Donald Kaul

Don't hit a man when he's down -- kick him; it's easier.

Genius may have its limitations, but stupidity is not thus handicapped.

Never leave anything to chance; make sure all your crimes are premeditated.

Never underestimate the power of human stupidity.

Succumb to natural tendencies. Be hateful and boring.

Pessimists are the world's happiest people... Ninety percent of the time they are right, and the other ten percent they are pleasantly surprised.

The secret of success is sincerity. Once you can fake that, you've got it made.

The supreme irony of life is that hardly anyone gets out of it alive.

Now, just because someone sees, you know, two naked people asleep in bed together, it doesn't necessarily prove sex was involved. It does, however, make for a very strong case.

The world is changed because you are made of ivory and gold. The curves of your lips rewrite history.

Anyway... Please review my stories!

By the way, I have a joint story with Artificial Refuge called Forever In Love. It's posted on her account. :) Please review!

Update: January 25, 2006 Hey everyone. I've finally finished Love Hurts! I'm so proud and excited! Granted, it's not written the best, but I don't think it's too bad. Hopefully I'll find time this year to rework it and make it perfect... Who knows. So yeah, please review that. I'm hoping this year to be more prolific in my poetry writing, but again, anything could happen. School restarts in two weeks so I'll probably be busy then. But I'll try my best! : )

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Finding Heaven by Darkladyknight reviews
Yaoi: What would you do if some rich guy saved you from being beaten and raped? That if he took you back to his hotel, offered you everything your heart desired; a home, clothing, food? The only Stipulation is that you are to be his lover. A/N read please
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 6,219 - Reviews: 437 - Favs: 478 - Follows: 106 - Updated: 1/2/2011 - Published: 3/15/2004 - Complete
Nerves by frenchmartini reviews
Meet me - David – a jittery student nurse who thought entering a roommate carer scheme was a brilliant idea. Meet Ryan – skate-punk extraordinaire with a penchant for chucking himself off vert ramps. In his wheelchair. Oh Lordy, that's got to hurt. Slash
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 41 - Words: 95,664 - Reviews: 942 - Favs: 802 - Follows: 670 - Updated: 4/12/2010 - Published: 9/12/2008
Love is Strange by Fao reviews
When a boy moves with his mom from his home in the crowded city to a small town in the middle of nowhere Texas, what will he find? Who knows. Maybe a love that he thought could never happen, and probably shouldn't be. But love is, well.. strange. mm slash
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 42 - Words: 186,074 - Reviews: 502 - Favs: 484 - Follows: 167 - Updated: 7/25/2009 - Published: 5/25/2008 - Complete
The Boy Bride by Jack Dawkins reviews
An American boy, Ryan McFallon, is sent off to Japan to avoid the War. Under the terms of his new citizenship, he must marry a Japanese husband, Takeo Takahashi. Told from Ryan's point of view as he adjusts to being a japanese 'wife'. Fictionmature.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 13 - Words: 28,016 - Reviews: 273 - Favs: 362 - Follows: 323 - Updated: 6/15/2009 - Published: 10/9/2003
Stupid Post It Notes by Dirty-Angel-Toes reviews
Seth has a lot to deal with lately, such as adjusting to his brand new life with a brand new 'family', including the acerbic and unpredictable Tuesday, who can't seem to stand him [M/M slash]
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 44 - Words: 434,926 - Reviews: 3977 - Favs: 1,869 - Follows: 1,426 - Updated: 1/4/2009 - Published: 6/15/2005
Lazuli Synecdoche by Hopechest reviews
To err is human and to forgive divine. A love that was thought would last forever must now withstand the trials of time and complexities of change. But are some misunderstandings more than can be forgiven? (SLASH, angst, humor, adult lang and situations)
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 32 - Words: 127,075 - Reviews: 242 - Favs: 61 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 12/10/2007 - Published: 7/9/2004
For All Waters by Sirivinda reviews
MM Original slash. Sebastian is living a perfectly hedonistic, worriless life as a student. But when he meets married father of one, Antonio, everything suddenly gets so complicated. Complete.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 25 - Words: 112,975 - Reviews: 490 - Favs: 505 - Follows: 83 - Updated: 11/25/2007 - Published: 9/5/2007 - Complete
More Than You'd Think by sitaloire reviews
Joshua Courtland is gay. Kay Marks is gorgeous. How can they possibly help sleeping together? First in trilogy, slash.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 31 - Words: 71,768 - Reviews: 415 - Favs: 303 - Follows: 60 - Updated: 7/7/2007 - Published: 5/15/2003 - Complete
Amends by Beautiful Midnight reviews
What do you do when your friend's only a ghost of who he used to be... literally? And he won't leave you alone until he makes amends... Well, besides wearing pants a lot more around the apartment, anyway.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Drama/Humor - Chapters: 9 - Words: 16,753 - Reviews: 141 - Favs: 50 - Follows: 31 - Updated: 3/18/2007 - Published: 3/1/2006
Dearly Beloved by Beautiful Midnight reviews
When Matthew Grey transfers from London to California for school, his gothy looks and posh accent frighten the other students. Well, except for Sean. Sean just wants him naked. Permanent Hiatus.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 63 - Words: 258,090 - Reviews: 1325 - Favs: 657 - Follows: 72 - Updated: 10/29/2006 - Published: 5/22/2003 - Complete
First Taste by Lady Surreal reviews
A young teen gets a first taste at what it feels like to be loved. *SLASH* m/m
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 20 - Words: 34,359 - Reviews: 233 - Favs: 87 - Follows: 18 - Updated: 6/5/2006 - Published: 4/5/2003
From Hell to Heaven in Four Months by comedyandtragedy-xiii reviews
(THE LEMON IS HERE) Jesse is the shy quiet anime lover. Nate is the handsome new guy. What happens when they fall for each other, but girls and social status get in the way? YAOI, SLASH
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 14 - Words: 50,781 - Reviews: 200 - Favs: 134 - Follows: 16 - Updated: 10/23/2005 - Published: 12/5/2004
Drop by A. Perry reviews
everyone benefits from/ a good gravity storm every once in awhile
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/8/2005
Flowers for Ophelia Suite for the Sweet by Beautiful Midnight reviews
Cori Weaver's ex-boyfriend killed himself one year ago.. He wasn't sure how he was going to move on from that when all of a sudden, a blue-haired boy named Tristan fell into his life. And moving on didn't seem so difficult.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 26 - Words: 59,426 - Reviews: 293 - Favs: 123 - Follows: 12 - Updated: 2/15/2005 - Published: 4/8/2002
Please Don't Hate Me by Nicale reviews
Okay, Tyler is a Christian freak boy who begins to fight with god over his sexuaity. Then he meets James who is the School 'gay kid', will he sort out his problems? And, will he pass Chemistry? M/M
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 13 - Words: 23,547 - Reviews: 125 - Favs: 49 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 12/24/2004 - Published: 10/20/2004
I'm Here by Shades of Twilight reviews
[Slash] Just a story of boy/boy goodness. Oh, and there may be hippies, a psychotic granny, and a gender bending beauty queen. COMPLETE
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 14 - Words: 42,977 - Reviews: 272 - Favs: 173 - Follows: 10 - Updated: 7/13/2004 - Published: 7/1/2003
Rhododendron Woes by Hopechest reviews
It’s a fine line between love and friendship. When that line blurs, things get complicated. Is there such a thing as happily ever after? (SLASH, some angst, humor, adult lang and situations - COMPLETE)
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Drama/Humor - Chapters: 35 - Words: 131,363 - Reviews: 257 - Favs: 150 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 6/28/2004 - Published: 10/23/2003
Dreams of Forever by deadxdreamer reviews
(slash) What happens when one jaded, upper class, gay boy meets two other who are vying for his heart? There's the stranger who has secretly loved him all his life and the other who boldy forces his way into his life.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 12 - Words: 24,061 - Reviews: 42 - Favs: 13 - Updated: 4/5/2004 - Published: 11/25/2003
Glitch by Akira and Flair reviews
Nary's a slut, Tybalt is jealous, Kael's parents are homophobic, and Ethan is rejected. True love is never easy to find, but with the help of your friends everything will work out eventually. (Yaoi, Shounen-Ai, Slash)
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 21 - Words: 98,516 - Reviews: 340 - Favs: 241 - Follows: 27 - Updated: 12/21/2003 - Published: 6/29/2002
My Life In All Its Pity by Cepghefian reviews
.::Finished!::. Story about a troubled 16 year old named Carlos dealing with many problems like his abusive father, school, and his love life. Rated R for homosexual content.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 28 - Words: 24,583 - Reviews: 120 - Favs: 23 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 9/19/2003 - Published: 8/22/2003 - Complete
Shattered Pieces by P.A. Lovas reviews
When Aaron's life is torn apart, he meets a young man that just might be able to save him. But when the tables turn, will he be able to save the boy? *m/m slash* (Chapter 8 up)
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 9 - Words: 45,993 - Reviews: 97 - Favs: 47 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 7/21/2003 - Published: 5/12/2003
Roses for the Blind by fae wrae reviews
Sometimes we have to look at things without our eyes. Just some sweet shonen ai/slash fluff. WARNING: Boys kissing.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 808 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 16 - Published: 11/21/2002
Draw Your Final Breath by K.H. Ivywater reviews
Slash - m/m. When Calvin's parents fight, he turns to Nathan for comfort. But one night his father goes too far. Includes domestic violence and possible death.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,371 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 2 - Published: 1/6/2002 - Complete
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Newsflash reviews
Parents, you've gotta love them.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3/28/2006
Bothered To Care reviews
Another poem written for my school's anti-bullying week competition. I prefer this one, personally. Let me know what you think
Poetry: School - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 282 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/22/2006
Bad Day reviews
A poem written for my school's anti-bullying week competition. And 'twas written very quickly... please review
Poetry: School - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/22/2006
Love Hurts reviews
Joel is raped by his father and runs to his boyfriend for protection. Slash male/male. Not sure about the rating. Nothing graphic at all. COMPLETE
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 8,209 - Reviews: 54 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 1/24/2006 - Published: 6/23/2004
The World Unmasked reviews
About how waking up sucks, put more poetically than that. :p Please read and review
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1/17/2006
Debilitation reviews
I miss someone and this is what came out. I don't know if it's related, tell me what you think. Please read and review.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 12/26/2005
The Key reviews
A poem about individuality versus 'fitting in' to society, I guess... Please read and review
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 12/5/2005
Hope reviews
A girl contemplates her early years and all that she still has to achieve, aswell as her mother's passing and letting go.
Fiction: Spiritual - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 857 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/19/2005
It's Worth It reviews
I have no idea where this came from. I'm sorry for inflicting this upon the world.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 181 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9/7/2005
The Hard Path reviews
About the barriers we put between us and our loved ones. Please read and review.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/23/2005
Spinning Top reviews
A really really random thing that came to mind. Please read and review
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/23/2005
One Step At A Time reviews
I like to think it has a deeper meaning than it appears, but you're the judge. About journeys in any case. Please read and review
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/23/2005
Humanity reviews
Questions the brilliance of humanity. Please read and review
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 174 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8/23/2005
Strength reviews
A piece about, funnily enough, strength. Who would have guessed? Please read and review and tell me how crappy it is. It'll make you feel better! :)
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/8/2005
Again reviews
A girl has a minor break-down. After a break-up. Hehehe. Anyway, please read and review.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/17/2005
When You Fall reviews
Something I wrote for a friend of mine. Essentially about dying relationships and support. Please review
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 60 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/16/2005
Break reviews
Just me being depressing. About 'breaks', funnily enough, and the feeling that comes with them. Please review
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3/3/2005
Joy Of The World reviews
Dear god, this is crap! Anyway, it's about a flower. I know, very sad. Please review!
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 1/29/2005
Is It Really Worth it? reviews
Love = Pain. So what's so great about it? Please review!
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/23/2004
I Should Know reviews
'Have you ever felt the complete loneliness that comes with being ignored' Please review!
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/23/2004
One Way Or Another reviews
Generally depressing poem about a girl who eventually cracks under life's strain. Please review!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 204 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/23/2004
Every Little Thing You Do reviews
Slash. Matthew is in love with his best friend. I know it doesn't sound all that exciting but please give it a go. Please r&r!
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,144 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/23/2004
Revelations reviews
What happens when a guy finds out that his lover has AIDS. SLASH! Yay! Please review
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 633 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/26/2004
Why? reviews
An anorexic looks into a mirror. Please review! Not really sure about this one.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/30/2004
As Always reviews
About being alone in a ever-changing world. Sort of. Please review!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8/30/2004
Out the door reviews
A gay teen is kicked out of home after coming out to his parents. He loses everything, finally succumbing to his destiny in the cold of the streets. M/M Warning: death
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 2 - Published: 8/16/2004
Why does he cry reviews
A teen on the streets has lost everything. How does it end? M/M
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8/16/2004
No one but myself to blame reviews
The oak door closed, emitting a frosty breeze and discharging everything I had ever wanted. M/M. Please review!
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 726 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 2 - Published: 8/13/2004
In a Moment reviews
A girl commits suicide. A lot of very odd similes and metaphors. Please review!
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 320 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/12/2004
Without You reviews
Angsty aswell. A guy sits at his boyfriends grave. M/M innuendo. Please review.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 677 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 8/12/2004
Stop reviews
Bullying and eventually giving up. I'm not good at summaries. :) Please review!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 39 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8/12/2004
Fading reviews
Completely random. About lost love. And life. Sort of.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 45 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/12/2004
Save Me? reviews
I have absolutely no idea where this came from but please check it out and let me know what you think. REVIEW!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 8/9/2004
On The Outside reviews
Please review! It's probably in the wrong catagory but I really couldn't decide, so yeah! Please review! About intelligent people, in a sense.
Poetry: School - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/9/2004
Dreams reviews
A random thing that just came to me. Really different from anything I've done before so please review. A girl has a nightmare.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8/9/2004
Waiting reviews
A boy, alone and depressed, commits suicide. Please review!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/7/2004
The Rose reviews
A poem on lost love and what to do. Please excuse my abysmal attempt at 'happy' poetry. I only really do depressing, suicidal ones. Please review and let me know how I've done.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8/7/2004
No More Tears reviews
A gay teen commits suicide. Slightly odd. Please review!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 3 - Published: 7/13/2004
Void reviews
A really random poem. Sort of about acceptance and... stuff. Please review!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 7/4/2004
Hidden Love reviews
This is really short but hey! The title is also really bad but whatever. Fluff. Slash m/m. Read to find out more. Rating is a bit over the top but I thought better to be safe than sorry. Please review!
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 497 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/2/2004
Defeat reviews
This is just a poem I did while in an exam. As you do. It's about life and how much it sucks. Theme: Death
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 6/27/2004