Ikuisuuden Teiden Kulkija
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Joined 06-30-04, id: 422259
Author has written 34 stories for Song, Fantasy, General, War, Life, Love, and Religion.

I'm not very good at writing poetry.

My poems aren't necessarily about me or my life (though some of them are). They are quite often inspired by books, movies and such, always with my own twists. Though most often then I just invent the whole theme by myself.

I'm a 16-year-old girl from northern Europe.

I love music. Most of all, I love metal, especially black metal. Another genres that I truly enjoy are martial industrial, dark ambient and goth rock.Of course I listen to a lot of other genres of music too. Medieval, EBM and j-rock, to name a few. My favorite bands are currently Emperor, Xasthur, Sorcier des Glaces, Demonic, Dargaard, Mechanical Poet, Puissance, Emilie Simon, One Master, The Crüxshadows, Unfinished Thought, Trobar de Morte, Bal-Sagoth, Dimmu Borgir, Assemblage 23, Desiderii Marginis, Sirius, Morgion, Clan of Xymox, Nostalgia, Burzum, Dolorian, Free Dominguez, Spektr, Lake of Tears, Blind Guardian, Evanescence, Wasara, Malice Mizer...ah, there are so many. In music, the most important thing to me is the atmosphere it creates. Oh, and big, bombastic, orchestration is always a plus! (Hey, I did list Dimmu Borgir and Bal-Sagoth up there, didn't I?) I sometimes make music myself but it pretty much sucks. At the moment I'm obsessed with Xasthur. It's ethereal, raw, bleak, dissonant, hopeless, eerie, desolate, yet incredibly beautiful depressive black metal. I highly recommend!

I love fantasy books.

I spend most of my time in my own world of thoughts, ideas, dreams; possibilities and impossibilities...

I'm not very social. And I'm very secretive. Not even my parents truly know me.

I like learning. At school there's a straight correlation in between what subjects interest me and my grades. But I like studying alone, independently, much more than studying at school.

I'm a big time procrastinator.

I am quite depressed most of the time. Rather due to me driving myself insane than due to the outside world. My life is pretty good, one would say.

I am my own worst critic.I am certain no one even views my profile.

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Fighting the Inevitable by TheOutlawHadMercy reviews
And you'll never appreciate being able to stand if you've never had to crawl.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 287 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/2/2007 - Complete
Stabbing In by Anna178
Everything is surreal with me, isn't it?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/29/2007 - Complete
Musical Freedom by All Alone With Her Thoughts reviews
Close your eyes and listen to the music. NUMBER 300...WOW
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 44 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/25/2007 - Complete
Unreal by Anna178 reviews
Life is strange. This is from way back in March.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/17/2007 - Complete
Save Myself by dirt-is-yummy reviews
I cant save myself from me
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 63 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/28/2006 - Complete
human waste by Reborn As I reviews
where'd we come from? where will we go?
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 202 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 3 - Published: 12/12/2006 - Complete
Self Discovery by NovemberMist reviews
I have yet to figure out if this was written about myself, or someone else. Interesting.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/9/2006 - Complete
Hollow Shell by eyluvmusic reviews
This song is about feeling nothing but pain.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/1/2006
I want to be a statistic by Trashed-Lost-and-Strungout reviews
Ever felt crazy? Check this out. This poured out of me in about ten minutes. I think I really AM crazy. Chapter 2- Author Note
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Suspense - Chapters: 2 - Words: 737 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 11/6/2005 - Published: 11/5/2005
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Let's End the World
Hmm...I think the title says it all. Just don't take this too seriously XD
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Published: 5/3/2007 - Complete
Existence reviews
This is about how you have options to choose from in life and how you make decisions...Or how you have no options...Update: added another poem, a far better one, about where that person actually ended up.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 2 - Words: 489 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 5/3/2007 - Published: 8/12/2006 - Complete
Nameless 2
This is about exactly the same thing as Homeless, but in a more pretentious...ahem, abstract way. Never mind the title, I couldn't come up with anything interesting, that's just the thing I saved it into my computer as.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 183 - Published: 4/29/2007 - Complete
Homeless reviews
Just what might happen if one spends too much time alone with their thoughts.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/29/2007 - Complete
An Echo from Times Nonexistent reviews
That weird feeling I sometimes get for a second, from some place, randomly. Really weird, but also really beautiful, and sad. I know this makes no sense. Suppose I'm insane or something. Thus a description of some sort of hallucination.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/28/2007 - Complete
Heaven reviews
Not very prochristian, sadly :
Poetry: Religion - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/28/2007 - Complete
Routine
A fairly simple poem, but somewhat vague, at some parts. Figure it out yourself. I'm not expecting any great reviews for this.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Published: 4/28/2007 - Complete
The Beautiful Truth reviews
Wrote this with some sort of medieval battle in mind. It's quite obvious once you read it.
Poetry: War - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/3/2007 - Complete
Toivo reviews
Something I just wrote...it's quite depressing, actually. It's in finnish, but I've included a translation although the poem does sound a bit dumb in english, without the rhymes and all...:
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - Finnish - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 169 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/16/2007 - Complete
There is Nothing reviews
I'm NOT claiming this is a good poem. But I had fun writing it.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 196 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/28/2006 - Complete
Sunstruck reviews
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Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 73 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/16/2006 - Complete
All That Remains
This was inspired by the lyrics of Where will you go by Evanescence, even if it isn't clearly visible from this poem. The style is very different.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 284 - Published: 12/10/2006 - Complete
Crowns of Thorns
Slightly satirical...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 161 - Published: 11/28/2006 - Complete
Eternity and the Unexistence
About everything.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Published: 11/28/2006 - Complete
In Your Blood reviews
First I tried to rewrite my old ridiculous poem Insanity, but it turned out to be completely different, so here it is. It's about a person who kills their lover to protect them from getting hurt...lol...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/21/2006 - Complete
Pelon Orjat
I wrote this in the night when I woke up and went to sleep after that. I must've written about some dream I saw, because by now I don't haven't a clue what this is supposed to be about anymore XD I've included an english translation.
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: T - Finnish - Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 295 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/21/2006 - Complete
The Monster reviews
Some things are better left unexplored, however interesting they may seem. I began writing this with no clear goal in mind, and it ended up like this.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/8/2006 - Complete
A Winter of the Past
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 157 - Published: 10/7/2006
Lampaat reviews
How comes I never manage to write good poems when writing in finnish? Nah, that's not the theme of the poem XD
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - Finnish - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/7/2006
Envy
This is about exactly what the title implies. Envy diguised in hate.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 254 - Published: 10/7/2006 - Complete
Rebirth
You decide what this is about. I know of course since I wrote it.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Published: 10/7/2006
Shackles v3
This is the third version of a poem I first wrote when I was 13, almost 14. I wrote the second version a couple of months later. This third version is very different from the first two though, and naturally, better in my opinion. (Now I'm 16)
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Published: 8/27/2006
Ruin
This poem was written with a story I made up in my mind. But it could mean something else too which I only realized recently.
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Published: 8/27/2006 - Complete
Lacking Confidence
About a person who is controlled by someone she hates.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 197 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/12/2006
Viimeinen Päivä
This poem is about the end of the world. Not especially good. I suck at writing in my native language.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - Finnish - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Published: 8/12/2006 - Complete
Unknowing
I think I wrote this one a year ago too...maybe a bit earlier though than the previous three.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Published: 8/12/2006
Fallen Empire
This is about a people completely destroyed.
Poetry: War - Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Published: 8/12/2006 - Complete
Everfall reviews
I wrote this a year ago. I actually like this poem...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/12/2006
As the Clouds Cry reviews
I wrote this about a year ago. I think this is an ok poem...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/12/2006
Lost You Again reviews
I think I wrote this when I was 14 near the summer...It's not especially good.
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 198 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/12/2006
Wasted reviews
This is about someone whose life is vain and nothing never happens...In overall, rather pathetic.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 194 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/22/2004 - Complete
The Guard reviews
"Anywhere you go/I will follow/Anything you do/I am with you/I just don't want to lose you/I'd die if you do"
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 233 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/19/2004
Fake Smiles reviews
"Silent beauty of the night, But Nothing is what it looks like, Nothing is genuine anymore"
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 8/31/2004
My Withering Chant reviews
Someone thinks that she could end all the pain in the world with a hymn she made
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6/30/2004