I've been really into writing a bit of erotica (ish) lately, thanks to tumblr. Hm. R&R

i choose to be silent.

i have this feeling you're going to change me.

i wish i was that girl.

and i could have kissed you forever.

i need more time.

i want to feel the car rev beneath your bones.

i thought i'd gotten over this a long time ago.

i wonder if you remember the fact that i was your first.

i'm trying not to rekindle an old love.

spaces between vertebrae

and we are perfect.

and eventually i know i'll just have to choose.

i don't know why music inspires me to write.

boy, we all have troubles.

you can't run away from everything.

be somebody i can love.

i believe things happen for a reason.

inspired by . great site. r&r

for the ex-boyfriend who hurt me very badly. new style again. R&R

trying out a newer style for me. this one's for the current boyfriend. R&R

For Joe. Just recently recorded this, if you would like to listen, let me know.

Sad and depressing. Definitely not one of my best. But read it anyway. R&R

Written for my best friend when we were going through a tough time recently. Glad we're over it now. R&R

To Jake. I love you. R&R

I don't know...I've been going extremely emo lately and it's driving me crazy. I just want to get these issues over with... R&R

Something that I had to do for an English project. I kind of like it. It was around Ye Olde All Hallow's Eve and we had to write an eerie tale. So here's mine. It's not great, but I enjoyed it. R&R

and her insides swell so they're no longer on the inside. R&R

For Patrick. Love. R&R

To Evan. I just wish you could see me. R&R

To a best friend. R&R

Should I live or die? R&R

Poem to a friend that I feel I'm losing lately...I wish I could see past your tough surface and see the beauty that's inside...R&R

"She knew he loved her more than anything...More than anything, minus everything." Kaitlin is living a life of abuse, drugs and self-mutilation. Who does she have to trust, and will she ever be able to be a normal teenager?

Saying goodbye to what I thought and believed was a "best friend". R&R

Again. A collection of 3-word poems that tie together in the end. R&R

Yesh. As the title says. A small collection of Diamantes for you to enjoy. R&R

How do people feel two opposite ways about someone else. When you know that you should hate them? R&R

Very angry at a "best friend". Well, not anymore. R&R

Meh. Kind of violent, not really. R&R

Life of being a sin to others. R&R

Telling the subject that I've had enough. R&R

Wrote it when I was ditching a "best" friend. R&R

Meh...Don't know what to say exactly. Putting it on the CD. R&R

Second Haiku. R&R

First Haiku. R&R

Something my cousin and I wrote - since both our fathers are gone. R&R

About the father...R&R

Random little poem I found in my notebook today. I actually like it. R&R

I guess kind of a comparison between two things. When you read it you'll know what I mean. Feels good to be writing again. R&R

Comparing too sides of me..I don't know..random. R&R

Just a small little thing...I was kind of upset I guess...

Written for my boyfriend, Rocky, whom I haven't talked to in a while. I hope you're doing alright, love. R&R

Based on the book of the same title. I did this for a book report. R&R

Suicide is such a sweet escape. {Rated for the theme} R&R

This is obviously to my mom. We're going through a really tough time mainly because of the main things I'm screwing up. R&R

A longer poem about cutting. Wrote it today in French class. How inspiring...R&R

R&R-means a lot

Coudln't think of another name. Any suggestions, leave in a review. R&R

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R&R-means a lot

Hopefully this man will go to jail. He took a part of me that I will never be able to get back..R&R

About a friend that betrayed me. She'll read it sooner or later. Not really a friend of mine anymore..I'm sorry. R&R

Something I wrote for my "friend." She knows who she is. This is was I am feeling right now..R&R (P.S. It's a Haiku)

To someone I know who's been really dragging me down lately. R&R

Inspired off of Piers Anthony's book of the same title. "On a Pale Horse". About Zane. R&R

Kind of a confession type thing..I don't know really how to explain it! R&R

Something I wrote to a "friend" of mine. I just felt angry today for some reason. It's kinda like a rant of some sort. But just read it anyway please! R&R

Justt something I wrote for my Best friend Imke..She's going through something tough right now..Love you babe. R&R

To all my friends..I love you all!..R&R

I was researching something for school..and I got some inspiration..but then I went to work with someone who deals with self-mutilation..and they described the 5 steps..I got inspiration from that. R&R

Something my friend sent to me tonight, that I had written her a long time ago..Old stuff. R&R

Just to my best friend Ashley. She wrote a poem to me that kinda pissed me off...So I'm writing this to let her know that she's bullshitting! Lol! J/K. R&R Please!

She watched his cloak sweep behind his black boots. Why was he so special? Why did she get that feeling in her stomach every time he walked by? R&R

Just to a friend of mine, who's really sweet to me and I'm sure to a lot of people anyway. So to Emalina: This is to you. To everyone else: Enjoy. R&R

Well, this is for someone I know. Not exactly a friend, but she's on fictionpress too, and I just realized this the other day and decided to write a poem about it. So to Alex: This is for you. And for readers: Enjoy. R&R

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Just a little song I wrote in math class. I put a tune to it so please nobody ask me about that! Anyway. I don't know who to put this out to, I think it's pretty well to all who have had to move on. R&R

Just a little poem I wrote for my best friend in the whole wide world. She loved it so much it made her cry! R&R

Well, I know this is such a cliche topic, but I really needed to get this out, and I didn't want it to seem like a rant. I really don't know how to summarize it. R&R

A series of poems expressing how some people feel about things, including how I feel about some of them. Read and Review lovies!

Just a little thing I thought up today, waiting for choir time to come. R&R

This one's kinda cooL. I liked writing it. It took a lot of thought and it was fun so! R&R

It's a story. But it's told in a poem. There are two chapters but they're both pretty short. Let me know what you think. R&R

This goes out to Joanne. I'm really mad ar her, I had a fight with her today after school. And I kicked her ass. Woohoo! R&R

Ok. This has never happened to me. But a friend of mine has had it happen. So that's where I got the idea. R&R

This is, of course, to my dad. It's a bit harsh but alright. I liked getting the anger out of me. R&R

This is to my old friend Joanne. We cut our friendship yesterday. And I remember writing this to her a while ago. Kinda fits the situation now. R&R

Aaah. So many dark songs coming out of this keyboard lately! This is another one. I've been putting tunes to all of them, they sound ok. R&R

Just something I thought up in English class today. Another song. I put a tune to it and it sounded pretty good. R&R

"But something's not real. This whole thing." What the hell are you talking about? "It's like a book. It feels like a..." -R&R

About how I think some things shouldn't go as unnoticed as they are sometimes. R&R

Another Evanescense inspired song. I thought the last one was ok. Hopefully this one is just as good or even better. Let me know what you think. R&R

I've been listening to a lot of Evanescense lately. They're kind of inspiring me right now. I like their gothic theme. So I'm trying it out to see how I can do on it. Let me know. R&R

Not one of my best, but this is to a man I thought I loved. R&R

My friend was having some troubles with a friend of hers. She told me about how she felt and stuff, so here's a little thing about how I think she'd feel. R&R

Just something I thought up relatively quickly, don't know what to think about it so let me know what you think! "Shuffle the deck, so every card is hidden, no cheating on my part, because cheating is forbidden." R&R

This was a vent. I get a lot of anger just bundled up inside and there's never any other way to get it out. This rhymes though too so I think it's kind of interesting. R&R

Just a one-shot I thought up while I was at school today. I thought it was kind of interesting and it appealed to me. Let me know what you think. R&R

Just something I wrote that I thought was pretty good. I liked writing it so I hope you guys liked reading it! R&R

To Imke! (Obviously) I also found this one when I found the poem entitled "Joanne"...I think this one is alright, neither of them are my best, but I still like to see how far I've come since then! R&R

A poem about a good friend of mine. We've been sharing poems with eachother, and I found this, that I wrote sometime last year. I thought it was kind of sweet so I thought I should post it! Enjoy! R&R

Something I wrote about 2 years ago, but just found a few minutes ago. I think it's alright so I thought I'd post for fun! R&R

Just a little romance poem I thought I'd write. Let me know how it is. As you know, I'm not one for romance! - R&R

Hmm..Maybe this isn't really a Haiku, but there are some thoughts in here. About my self-injury. Why I should or shouldn't quit. R&R

I know this one is a bit harsh. It's to my parents. But I needed to vent in some way and this kept going through my head. Let me know what you think guys. R&R

Ok so, here it is. One of my better optimistic poems. I liked writing this one a lot. It doesn't rhyme, but I think it's ok! Let me know what you think. R&R

I wrote this for one of my friends. She started cutting as a habit because she got the idea from me. This is what I'm telling her I will do, if she doesn't try to stop. I was angry when I wrote this and I know I can't control her, but ok. R&R

Ok so, I'm going to be working on this one. I have Aragorn and Legolas' rap up and I'm working on all the others! This one is going to be so much fun! R&R guys!

Wow. This one was full of anger. I think it was just a vent. It's about hating someone for what they've done, yet still loving them in a way..R&R

I was mad and upset about a whole bunch of stuff and I didn't want to do what I normally do so..yeah. R&R

This is for a guy I know that I'm in love with. He lives very far away and I've only met him on MSN but I don't know..There's something about him..Aah! Just R&R guys!

I wrote this to one of my friends. I don't think they're every going to forgive me but I thought I should post it anyway. R&R

I don't know where this came from. I hope you all like it. R&R

Ok so this is one of my favourite pieces that I've written. I matched up different chocolate bars with different personalities! R&R please!

I wrote this at nine fifteen while I was laying in bed. Again, relationship trouble. Oh well. I think this poem is one of my better ones but that's just me! R&R

Hmm. I'm having relationship trouble right now. Just getting my feelings out I guess. R&R

Awwwwh. It feels so odd writing gushy poems. This one's probably crap but I'm posting it anyway. Tell me what you think. R&R

I was talking to a Skitsophrenic man a few days ago. He descirbed how he felt about his disease. I rewrote that. This is my version of his story. R&R

Just another little Haiku poem. I like this one. My friend had an MSN name asking me a question so here's my reaction to that. R&R

My friend wrote this and I just found it in my e-mail inbox today! I think it's really good so tell me what you think and I'll pass it on to her! R&R

I'm having trouble with friendship right now. I felt like writing this. Please. R&R

This is something my friend Imke wrote for me. I haven't had permission to post it, but she seemed upset that I didn't post anything by her so. Please, I need her to know what you guys think about her writing.

Aww. This one is short and sweet but cool. I enjoyed writing this one so I hope you enjoy reading it! R&R

To my two best friends. Imke and Joanne. Thanks you guys so much for always being like sisters to me. I love you guys! R&R

Don't know where this one came from. I thought it was pretty cool. Tell me what you think.

I wrote this when I had an unclear mind. I was writing from the perspective of a killer. I reread it later and it really shocked me. R&R

This is something my friend Joanne wrote for me. I thought it was so sweet and pretty so I asked her if I could post it. Please guys/girls, R&R.

About Freddy Kruegar. My cousin, brother and I wrote this. I think we were a bit high on Halloween candy! Enjoy! R&R

ONE-SHOT I ran down the hall of the school. It was almost time to start, almost time to end. Please, be very critical. R&R

Second attempt at Haiku. I got a good review for the last one so I thought I'd try again. Please, R&R.

When my friend and I started channeling, our lives changed. They came after us. Took over our minds and bodies. Made us do things we never wanted to do...What would happen if everything you thought was only meant for a movie, all happened to come true?

This one goes out to Joanne. I'm always going to remember that you're holding on with both hands. Love ya Jo. R&R

I really like this one. I was kind of screwed up when I wrote it and I found that it came out with a lot of talent. Let me know what you think about it!

Another one out to Imke. We were in our first "large" fight and I wrote this to say sorry to her. R&R

This one goes out to Imke. I was kind of mad at her a couple days ago. But I'm glad that's all passed! R&R

My first attempt at Haiku. Wrote it today while worrying about something that's happening to my friend. Let me know what you think.

Ew, it feels very weird writing love poems as all my others are very deep and dark. Let me know what you think about this one. I want your input.

My dad read my poems a couple days ago and said that I should try and make them so they're more positive..This is an experiment so tell me if I should continue with optimistic poetry as well as dark.

Just a poem I wrote today about something that's going on...R&R

Very inspirational song...Sing this whenever I feel down or depressed.

About what happens when I get REALLY depressed...Rated "R" for cutting references.

I had a friend about 3 or 4 years ago and she called me tonight asking to be friends again...This is my reaction to that.

Just something I wrote about my so-called life. R&R please!

Rated R-> Deals with suicide...R&R please...

"Looked down at her feet, all bloodied up from the crimson regret coming from her arms." R->Just to be safe.

Just a short and sweet poem about a friend of mind R&R please!

A verse I wrote about life.

I wrote this when I was 10 years old. I don't know what else to say! R&R please! :P

About what I want to do in life. Also about how I do things. Very short, but reasonably good. R&R

Warning-Suicidal thoughts in the poem. "I wanna cut, I wanna slash, I wanna do it all again."

"Letting go of what I used to know and waking up to reality.->R&R, let me know what you think about it!

A dream my friend had. I turned it into a story and I think it's decent. R&R and let me know if I should keep it up here.

A poem I wrote for one of my very good friends. She's very special to me and I was thinking about her and this just popped out of my head!

When Sam finds out about a serial killer named James Current he gets awfully caught up in him. And after his father's horrible death, Sam wants everyone to know what pain he suffered through.

I wrote this when my best friend and I split up. I miss her a lot. This song is based on Usher's song "Confessions Interlude."

A poem I wrote for my best friend. "We live 100000 miles away, but our friendship we keep it true. The bond we have will never break, the bond between me and you."

This is a poem my friend wrote and I edited. "It’s become a vicious cycle that I can't and won't escape. I know that I'll die along with broken down dreams but I don't care."

Tzarina is a horse that no one knows about. Her history, background...all a secret behind her firey eyes. Emily Roddum has come to change that. Can she heal the hurt behind the black that no one can see through?

Based on a scene from Secret Window. R&R please.

"He was the only thing good in her life. But now he's gone away. And she gets closer to suicide. Everminute of everyday." Warning-PG-deals with suicide.

Little did she know, it wasn't gone. It would never leave her dead soul, it would never leave her life. It would haunt her forever and ever.

Dark poem...very...angsty