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Author has written 16 stories for General, Friendship, Life, Love, Family, Romance, and Historical.

Name: Ash
Gender: Female
Sports: Soccer, Tennis, Cross-Country

NEW- October, 2011

I have removed some stories because I am currently trying to get published. Some of you may be sad, but hey, if they get published, you can read the full story :)

NEW -Updated 06/19/09-

No Shades of Grey: Chapter 5 posted!

I've been so motivated about this story, I have no idea why.I expect to finished it within the year if all goes well. College might get in the way, I'm not really sure yet. I've estimated about 24 chapters already and I have outlined the whole story- I know where this one is going! YES! I mean come on, you can tell that I'm motivated about it- just look at my avatar!

My new story As Fragile As A Rose, has just been posted. This will be a nice twisted story for all you dark romance lovers out there.

I have suddenly realized that Fantasize in Nightmares is most likely going to be much longer than 22 chapters. Try aiming for the 30's perhaps. I do intend to publish once I finish rewriting all the chapters and editing her age, etc. I already know how it ends, and I already know the tenative name of the sequel. This is most likely going to be a trilogy. I am really excited as to what I am producing for chapter 7. A new, extremely important character will be introduced and I absolutely love how twisted he is.

For those of you who are curious, I have found who I think looks very similar to Calista in Fantasize in Nightmares.

Also, I think the story will be undergoing a huge change because I want to shift her age up little so that she is a college student. I have figured out that I can't write teenagers well just because...well, I can't stand reading stories about teenagers (which is why I read adult books). You probably won't notice the difference, because only a few small things will be tweaked. The storyline will not change, only her age.

New Story In The Making!
It will probably be a long while before this comes out and it will be more geared towards adults because I plan to publish it. I do plan to see what I can do with FIN but we'll see. FIN will probably be a teen romance novel. Who knows?

Anywho...I do feel like letting the audience know up front; yes, I do write smut, but no, when I am making a good well thought out story I refuse to through my much loved characters into random love scenes. I build up to the moment. I am sick of reading stories on here where the characters just get together after 8 short chapters. NO! Readers don't feel the aw inspiring romance theme then and often find themselves disappointed because the characters were not close enough to even be having sex yet!

Sorry...I was just a little aggravated...anyway...

I used to be theLoverAsh

-The Other Stuff-

Here is the links to my Fanfiction.net and LiveJournal profile. YAY! Check them out!

(aka my daily life) Personal LiveJournal.com:

Fanfiction.net aka the Pit: http://www.fanfiction.net/u/654739/

Favorite Movie Quotes:

"Stupid, Fat Hobbit!!" - Lord of the Rings

"This is the captain speaking. We're having some trouble with our clearance so we may experience some turbulance
...and then explode." - Serenity

"I'm taking your sister under my protection here. If anything happens to her, anything at all, I swear to you, I will get very choked up. Honestly, there could be tears." - Serenity

"Hey...hey you! Bear fucker! Do you need assistance?!" - Super Troopers

"Sing it again, Rookie Biyaatch!" - Super Troops

"We should have taken him out back and shot him months ago." - Super Troopers

"We're expendable assets, and we've just been expended." - Resident Evil: Apocalypse

"I'll fart in your general direction." - Monty Python and the Holy Grail

"That's the most foul, cruel, and bad-tempered rodent you ever set eyes on!" - Monty Python and the Holy Grail

"If you see anyone come running out screaming, it's just me." - The Mummy Returns

"If you see a cool looking guy, strike up a conversation and ask him on a man date." - I Love You, Man

Favorite Bands:
Within Temptation
Baby Bash
Three Days Grace
Benny Benassi
Breaking Benjamin
LAme Immortelle
Icon and the Black Roses

Hmmm...I usually have a friendly disposition, just a hot temper.

I used to be a huge fan of fanfiction. Now I have gotten bored of it mostly...kinda sad. It gave me something to do when I was bored. Now I get bored reading it because no one writes good stuff these days. My penname is TheEvilSurgeon. I am a big fan of anime also...sometimes.

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The Light House by CrazyCowgirl101 reviews
Its 1942. The world is in the middle of the war. After a terrible storm racks her island, Gwen discovers a man laying in the sand. She doesn't know which is worse, being alone on an island with a man, or that the man is a Nazi, someone she should fear.
Fiction: Historical - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 5,284 - Reviews: 117 - Favs: 177 - Follows: 44 - Updated: 8/28/2014 - Published: 11/24/2008 - Complete
His Eyes by pen-ink reviews
When Amy answers an ad to babysit a boy, little does she suspect that he's her age! Meet Tristan, a rich 18 year old who's recently gone blind…and he's not at all interested in being helped. Or so he thinks. [PUBLISHED]
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Humor/Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 564 - Reviews: 2532 - Favs: 1,332 - Follows: 266 - Updated: 12/15/2013 - Published: 3/18/2005 - Complete
The Contract by Bleeding Air reviews
REMOVED Katlyn, teased and made fun of all her life, meets a strange boy in a cafe. He offers her five wishes in return for herself, but as her wishes progress, they aren't what she expected. Now the boy owns her and worse yet; how will she get out of it?
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Horror/Supernatural - Chapters: 29 - Words: 9,225 - Reviews: 1793 - Favs: 1,267 - Follows: 123 - Updated: 11/18/2010 - Published: 5/15/2004 - Complete
Predator by Hotkitty reviews
Angels fall, darling. They fall straight into hell. COMPLETE.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Horror/Suspense - Chapters: 24 - Words: 162,516 - Reviews: 773 - Favs: 533 - Follows: 268 - Updated: 12/30/2009 - Published: 8/21/2006 - Complete
Nameless Woman's World by svonnah-la-fay reviews
The classic Female-Domination story: Finished In a world controlled by women, one young woman must overcome societal barriers as she grows closer to her new, abused slave, a romance that will eventually lead to world revolution
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 3 - Words: 15,087 - Reviews: 1042 - Favs: 386 - Follows: 59 - Updated: 11/2/2009 - Published: 2/22/2005 - Complete
Roses and Black Glass: A Dark Cinderella Tale by Lani Lenore reviews
.Revised 2007. The girl is content until her father dies and she meets a man she cannot have. It takes the appearance of a strange woman to make a prophecy...and everything changes. Rated for violence and sexual content.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Horror/Supernatural - Chapters: 4 - Words: 11,012 - Reviews: 241 - Favs: 283 - Follows: 28 - Updated: 10/20/2009 - Published: 7/18/2002
Thirty Days by Em Wolf reviews
Layla Cherezli, beautiful heiress to billions has thirty days before she is thrown into a marriage with a callous, redheaded Adonis. But will her crude hostility and temper be enough to drive away a man determined to break and make her his own? REMOVED
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 11 - Words: 6,940 - Reviews: 1185 - Favs: 979 - Follows: 358 - Updated: 6/5/2009 - Published: 12/9/2005 - Complete
Blue Eyes by Theotokos reviews
Naomi is a young Jewish refugee hiding from the Nazi invasion. Markus is a soldier, taking residence in a local house during his stay. When he finds her, hungry and desperate, will his morals outweigh his Aryan disgust for her?
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Crime - Chapters: 5 - Words: 17,382 - Reviews: 62 - Favs: 34 - Follows: 51 - Updated: 9/8/2008 - Published: 7/13/2008
Sebastian Bear Invisible Pervert by hi-tanner85 reviews
g'night psycho, I thought to myself. There was a split second where I wondered who I was talking to, the invisible boy spooning me from behind...or me..the girl who somehow managed to summon him back from the darkest corners of dream world.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Fantasy/Humor - Chapters: 21 - Words: 178,916 - Reviews: 1380 - Favs: 2,116 - Follows: 537 - Updated: 5/15/2008 - Published: 2/26/2007 - Complete
Solitaire by S. Renee reviews
REMOVED In the years preceding the Revolutionary War, softspoken Elizabeth McCarthy unintentionally falls in love with a British soldier, spies on her two older sisters' budding romances, and lives through the events of her brewing Boston society.
Fiction: Historical - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 40 - Words: 9,426 - Reviews: 676 - Favs: 275 - Follows: 64 - Updated: 12/23/2007 - Published: 1/30/2007 - Complete
Land of Red by Queen Anabella reviews
[COMPLETE] Aliana was born with skin the color of dusty cinnamon. It was her skin that brought her to the feet of the Younger Prince of Deshret as a present to serve in his harem. And it was because of him she met his brother. Fate has an interesting domino effect.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 19 - Words: 54,415 - Reviews: 856 - Favs: 932 - Follows: 149 - Updated: 8/15/2007 - Published: 4/18/2005 - Complete
The Contract II by Bleeding Air reviews
STORY REMOVED. Katlyn's finally free. . . but freedom comes with a price, and along with that, how long will it last? sequel to The Contract
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Supernatural/Horror - Chapters: 25 - Words: 6,967 - Reviews: 2328 - Favs: 800 - Follows: 77 - Updated: 6/2/2006 - Published: 8/24/2005 - Complete
He Punks Me Not by Slideshow reviews
I'll chase and stalk him until he is mine. I'm pretty determined. Unfortunately his best friend thinks my existence is pointless and I'm unworthy. And, well, he's pretty damn determined too. / Left up just for comparison with my writing then and now.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 25 - Words: 165,111 - Reviews: 4212 - Favs: 2,525 - Follows: 231 - Updated: 6/1/2006 - Published: 10/9/2003 - Complete
Interrogame by Hate to Hope reviews
STORY REMOVED. He had created the game because he believed that love had to be won. . . nine pawns, two players, one winner.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Horror - Chapters: 22 - Words: 6,039 - Reviews: 1344 - Favs: 511 - Follows: 45 - Updated: 11/8/2005 - Published: 5/9/2005 - Complete
The Spider's Web by Mistress of Matches reviews
Sydney, a girl with a history of family problems and an attitude to match, finds herself as the object of a dangerous boy’s obsession when she is held hostage in a virtual reality game. [ Chapter 18 up! ] R/R please!
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 18 - Words: 75,399 - Reviews: 790 - Favs: 460 - Follows: 152 - Updated: 6/22/2005 - Published: 4/4/2003
Intrigue by obsidian sorceress reviews
Aiden is captured by pirates while pretending to be a boy in order to get passage home. She needs to play a game of intrigue in order to keep her life while keeping her sex a secret. Based on old definition of Romance. R for complex characters. Complete
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Fantasy - Chapters: 24 - Words: 72,349 - Reviews: 1150 - Favs: 908 - Follows: 102 - Updated: 5/23/2004 - Published: 5/3/2003
Invisible by Eraserhead reviews
Sophie doesn’t really fit in at her high school; she’s actually kind of invisible to the crowds, but when something suspicious is uncovered, she rises to the occasion. *COMPLETED*
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 18 - Words: 25,238 - Reviews: 262 - Favs: 92 - Follows: 13 - Updated: 12/4/2002 - Published: 3/26/2002
Jack and Jill by Lani Lenore reviews
.Revised 2009. Jack and Jill go up the hill to fetch a pain of water. Jack's a handsome preacher's son and Jill's a drunkard's daughter.
Fiction: Horror - Rated: T - English - Romance/Horror - Chapters: 3 - Words: 8,503 - Reviews: 265 - Favs: 243 - Follows: 28 - Updated: 10/3/2002 - Published: 2/26/2002
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No Shades of Grey reviews
1940 WWII. Eighteen year old Lilia was seen as a huge asset to the Resistance in occupied France because of her fluent German. That was until her loyalties became challenged by an SS Officer. Story REMOVED for editing.
Fiction: Historical - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,173 - Reviews: 123 - Favs: 82 - Follows: 127 - Updated: 11/30/2015 - Published: 8/3/2008
As Fragile As A Rose reviews
Dr. Halliwell, criminal psychiatrist, is used to analyzing twisted minds. However, she knows her current case personally; she's the reason he's under lock and key. She thought she escaped her past. She was wrong; his alluring pull hasn't faded.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Horror/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,533 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 12 - Published: 6/2/2008
The Sun in Your Smile reviews
A poem about being in love with someone and knowing that no matter what, you are safe with them.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 161 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/15/2007 - Complete
Behind the Mask reviews
This is a growing collection of poems that describe friendships, even if they are based on love, hate, or pain.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 429 - Reviews: 3 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 12/2/2005 - Published: 11/2/2005
Losing Control
Losing fights constantly is hard enough, but once enough is enough, the strongest emotion eats away the calm surface.
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 197 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/10/2004
Loving Misery
The story of how one friend watches as their close friend continues to enjoy harming themselves and others.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 283 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/10/2004
My Frozen Mask reviews
The smile many people wear each day is so worn out it's dead and hides true feelings behind something that doesn't exist.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 271 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/10/2004
Life isn't Life Without Death reviews
life is linked to death closer than anyone knows...and death is always at the door of life.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 235 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/10/2004
I'll Never Be What You Want Me to Be reviews
The story of all us teens...and how we can never be good enough everyones eyes.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 764 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/28/2004
Look in Your Eyes reviews
A person who does not share the same feelings as the other...angst tones, friendship strains...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 594 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/13/2004
Some Things Are Doomed reviews
The tale of how time and friends can slip through your fingers as if they were never there.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 181 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/12/2004
Fallen Away reviews
About person whose own fears have swallowed them whole and can't pull themsevles out.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 430 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/11/2004
Stop Her Bleeding Heart reviews
A girl's love for one man led to her untimely death. Angst...as usual...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 340 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/11/2004
Time Has No Loyalty reviews
This is a poem about life...nothing missing there. From going from childhood - all the way to death. Angst, lots of it.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 622 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/10/2004
Becoming Number 2 reviews
This is a poem for those out there who had a certain few friends who they have had a fight with...or became replaced by someone else.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 269 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/10/2004
The Mind's Insanity reviews
For those who feel they can't escape fear and darkness...and feel very alone. Very sad.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 268 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/10/2004