NightSprite
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Joined 07-11-04, id: 424309, Profile Updated: 06-23-08
Author has written 35 stories for Haiku, Life, General, General, Family, Religion, Nature, School, and Friendship.

This account consists of the old me and as such will no longer be regularly updated. If you would like to read my new material and are wondering where it is, feel free to email me using the link above and I'll be happy to tell you what my new username is.

Age: 14
Favorite Color: cerulean
Favorite Animal: African Bush Baby
Music: depends on my mood -- Evanescence, Avril Lavigne, Mandy Moore, Kelly Clarkson, Anna Nalick
TV shows: Without A Trace, Alias, Close to Home, Grey's Anatomy, Ghost Whisperer
Pets: two cats, Patches and Phantom. Yes, Phantom got his name from the Phantom of the Opera. His face is half black and half white, and the black oval on his back makes him look as though he were wearing a cape.

8/7/07 - Patches has passed away. Our new cat, Jillian Mica, can be seen here.

4/9/05 - Sika got her own account here on fp.com!! Her pseudonym is MoONAleah, and her stuff is good, seriously! Oh, and the review from 'UR BESTEST FRIEND' on my poem Forsaken? Yeah, that's hers too.

9/8/05 - An -x- in front of a poem means it's one I am particularly proud of and/or one I recommend. :-p

12/5/05 - The 'poetry is people' section is a list of songs that remind me of certain people and their situations. If you don't recognize the name of the person, it won't mean anything to you anyway. But if you're curious, click the name and it'll take you to a site with information about that person. Or, if you don't recognize the song but you recognize the person, you can click on the song title for lyrics. NOTE: all names are of fictional characters who happen to be very real to me.

Bio: Blue Mists and Lilies. That's who I am. Every line has a special meaning to me; a connection to a memory, a favorite image or concept, a passion, a secret.

I write what comes to me, whether it comes in the dead of night or in the middle of a math test. I've been asked where I find the words to describe some of the emotions I try to capture on the page; I Write My Words in My Blackest Nights is my attempt at an answer that makes sense. I have an - interesting - writing style. Interesting as in I often write for the words and the emotions, not for material and logic. This means, as might be obvious in my work, that most of the sentences and phrases on their own don't actually make much sense, usually. The idea of my writing is to read the whole poem at once, then sit back and think about it as a whole. You can't break down and analyze each line. I think that destroys the emotion in the words anyway. So that's my warning: don't try to make sense of my poetry. Half the time I can't even understand it.

That's about it, except, thanks to readers, special thanks to reviewers, extra-special thanks to people who have me on their Favorites list. Oh, and if you like fan fiction, I have a page there too, and you can get to it by clicking on the link next to 'homepage.'

Quote of the However Long it Takes Me to Post a New One:

"Sunlight through the trees in summer / Endless masquerading / Like a flower, as the dawn is breaking / The memory is fading / Touch me! / It's so easy to leave me! / All alone with a memory / Of my days in the sun / If you touch me you'll understand what happiness is / Look! / A new day has begun..."
-- Jemima, Grizabella, Memory, CATS

Favorite Poems:

The Story We Know- Martha Collins
untitled - Rainer Maria Rilke
The Highwayman - Alfred Noyes

Music is Poetry, Poetry is People:

Samantha Spade's song: I Wanna Be With You (Mandy Moore) On Jack (SJ)
Martin Fitzgerald's song: She Will Be Loved (Maroon 5) On Samantha (SM)
Eve Cleary's song: Nobody's Home (Avril Lavigne)
Brady Roberts' song: Bright Lights (Matchbox 20) On Eve
Amanda Quincey's song: Candy (Mandy Moore) On Andrews, pre-accident
Meg Pesaturo's song:17 (Mandy Moore) On David Price, pre-novel, and Angels (Within Temptation) On David Price, post-novel
Buffy Summers' song: What Have You Done (Within Temptation) On Angel, season 2 finale

Inspirations:

Imprisonment - 'Enlighten' by Julie Malone

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A Snowflake's Dance by Ceri.17 reviews
The thoughts and emotions of winter
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 206 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/15/2005
I take the black sea with my black coffee by Faithless Juliet reviews
This is what being a poet is all about, I guess.
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 39 - Favs: 8 - Published: 9/7/2005
Nobody's Girl by Guarded Silence reviews
Nobody's whore and nobody's daughter.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 678 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/31/2005
You Don’t Like Me Because by Faithless Juliet reviews
The amount of hate that I’m breathing over takes the love that I’m leaving.
Poetry: Family - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 449 - Reviews: 42 - Favs: 8 - Published: 8/25/2005
Remember Forever by Faithless Juliet reviews
Caged criminals in high top mansions glittering against opal skies.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 276 - Reviews: 33 - Favs: 4 - Published: 7/10/2005
Always There by Ceri.17 reviews
Is there a demon eating away at your heart?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/25/2005
Thoughts of a Fetus by Akhenaten reviews
thoughts of a fetus during an abortion. May offend some people.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Parody/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 3 - Published: 6/1/2005
Deep Sleep by Ceri.17 reviews
Where does your mind go when your sleep is dreamless? When there is a total absence of awareness, of reality? When anything could happen, and you'd never know?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 38 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/28/2005
Behind Her Eyes by Aryanda reviews
About how some people can never show their true selves, they always have to hide.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 273 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 3 - Published: 4/8/2005
Waking Nightmare by WereWulf Gurl reviews
Something that if you actually look at the words it makes no sense, but plenty of sense at the same time.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/25/2004
My Words Aflame by Faithless Juliet reviews
My words are aflame.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/6/2004
For a Moment by Caleigh Tighe reviews
Nature at it's finest, purest moment.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/11/2004
Imagination Flow by LostInReality reviews
This is about, well its odd. its about my inability to change my imagination into a coherant story
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/10/2004
Terror of the Downfall by Lullaby Rain reviews
How scary it is when things are out of your control and everything is falling apart, and no matter where you search you can't find answers.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Supernatural/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/20/2003
Anger blown by the wind by dragonknight1
Think of the secrets the wind has seen. Please read it, I'll love ya :P
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/11/2003
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ZAG reviews
I think I'm living... but maybe not.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/6/2008 - Complete
Blue Mornings reviews
I live for blue mornings.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/20/2006
Switch reviews
-x- A realization; just a thought.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 31 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/17/2005
God Is reviews
-x- A random thought that came to me one night as i was lying in bed.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 2 - Words: 260 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Updated: 12/1/2005 - Published: 10/28/2004
I Write My Words in My Blackest Nights
-x- The words have to come from somewhere.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Published: 11/1/2005
Reflection reviews
'Sitting in azure reverie / Collecting the thoughts that walk by my bench / Piecing together mosaic smiles'...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10/4/2005
White Hot Rainbow reviews
Never forget the pain of sudden tragedy, when everything falls apart and burns... metaphoric.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/17/2005
Falling reviews
-x- 'Crying tears of swollen glass / whispering to sprites / that haunt me in sleep'... my mind walking the edge of sanity.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8/31/2005
Blue Mists and Lilies reviews
-x- Not Goth, not Prep... just me.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/26/2005
In the Night reviews
'In the night, white frights coil...' A darker piece on death, but with hope at the end. I think.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/5/2005
In Death reviews
-x- 'In the black fog that swallows my wayward words / I cast my shadow where silences stirred...'
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/5/2005
Forever Friends reviews
The life of two friends. (written by my friend, Lei)
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 183 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/21/2005
My Corner of the World reviews
This is how the world should be. (written by my friend Lei)
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/21/2005
Dreaming
My wandering place. (written by my friend Lei)
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 60 - Published: 7/21/2005
My Special Place reviews
A place that's yours alone to share. (written by my friend, Lei)
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/21/2005
In Sadness reviews
-x- Rainbow yesterdays.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 52 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/19/2005
Imprisonment reviews
-x- Imprisonment, in body and in soul. Dark material; implies heavy stuff.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 197 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/23/2005
Cottage in the Wood reviews
-x- Deals with a run-down and forgotten COTTAGE IN THE WOOD.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/29/2005
CHILD of the SUN
Has to do with Ancient Egypt. Not written ABOUT school but FOR school... all those crazy requirments - HISTORICAL, alliteration, rhyme, stanzas, etc... did my best.
Poetry: School - Rated: K - English - Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Published: 3/15/2005
Fireside Seclusion
-x- Picture an old man, all alone in the world, sitting by the hearth and staring into the fire. Picture him reminiscing about life... and regretful.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 48 - Published: 2/11/2005
D A Y B R E A K reviews
One of my very few positive poems... consists of phrases that flowed out of my pen, mostly left in original form.
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 59 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/18/2005
Darkness Kissed reviews
-x- Written at midnight, in the dark, alone; an outpour of agony.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 44 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/12/2005
Soul reviews
-x- I wrote this and I don't even know what it means. It starts off kind of dark, but then sort of switches in the middle. Maybe because of the references to turning. Anyway, it just sort of flowed out of me, and I decided to leave it in raw form.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/15/2004
Vengeance
-x- Four lines on revenge, meant to make you wonder. I would love to hear everyone's opinions on what happened.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Supernatural/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 21 - Published: 10/26/2004
Sunline
This was written totally on impulse. It doesn't make sense, so don't try to understand it. NOTE: it flows better as a ditty.
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 20 - Published: 8/20/2004
When I Close My Eyes reviews
You know how sometimes when you close your eyes, you see little colors and dots and bursts of light? This was my attempt at describing that, but I think it kind of deviated from that path a little.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/19/2004
Shadow Realms reviews
This poem came to be because of my pseudonym at FanFiction.net, NightMage
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/15/2004
Jealousy Kills reviews
An acrostic i wrote last Easter... people finally convinced me to put it up.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/13/2004
Blind Rage reviews
In order to make this a real haiku, you have to pronounce 'fire' with one syllable, like 'far.' sorry.
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 14 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/13/2004
Storm of Fury reviews
This appeared in my head after I had an argument with my mom and sister in the middle of a thunder storm.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 33 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/12/2004
Shattered Mosaic reviews
I wrote this when I was feeling down one day...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 36 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/12/2004
ICE
'My life is iced over, and if I'm not careful, I'll slip and fall. And I won't be able to get back up again. I won't.' -Reviewers welcome!
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 13 - Words: 5,109 - Updated: 8/4/2004 - Published: 8/2/2004
Forsaken reviews
-x- I wrote this after my math exam. Read this, it'll tell you how agonizing that exam was. Anyway, it's about a world forsaken by all good, I guess.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/12/2004
Run reviews
I was thinking of desperation in a dark alley, when i wrote it, but i suppose it could be taken in other ways...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 25 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/11/2004
Redemption reviews
It's actually a series of 4 haikus, about, well, look at the title.
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 59 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/11/2004