madmason
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Joined 07-20-04, id: 426128, Profile Updated: 05-14-12
Author has written 107 stories for Young Adult, Love, War, Life, General, and General.

Hey anyone who is reading this!

Not sure where this is going to go but oh well! I mainly write poems based on my life and experiances. I haven't been on this site for a long time but I have missed it... Writing is my escape, the way I get out of my life.

Main influances in my life:

My sexuality

My family

My general state of confusion.

Hope you enjoy my writing, and get something out of reading it.

Madmason

Ok so I'm back. I'm working on some new stuff, it might take a while but I really missed others reaging my poems and I kinda forgot about this site for far to long.

I have to admit that I'm a lot less confused about my life now and I am in a much happier place. so lets see where this goes!

Madmason

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Hopes and fears reviews
A stream of thought.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 440 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/15/2012 - Complete
You and I
For my girlfriend
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Published: 5/14/2012
You stop and stare reviews
Another poem about being gay and society.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/20/2007 - Complete
Somewhere to Nowhere reviews
Make what you want of this poem as I'm not sure what it means.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 39 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/20/2007 - Complete
I'm reviews
Just a poem about it can be hard life can be when you are gay, and how lucky I am.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/20/2007 - Complete
Everything
Just a jumble of emotions and what if's
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Published: 3/20/2007 - Complete
Nightmares
All I can say is that this poem is what a nightmare is to me.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 22 - Published: 2/17/2006
what would I do for you reviews
What would you do for someone you love
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/5/2006
what is it to be gay? reviews
it is as the title says
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/5/2006
How low?
how low do you have to be feeling.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Published: 2/4/2006
I want to be me
I want to be me, but who is me
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 60 - Published: 2/4/2006
Madmason
A poem about my nicknamse
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 40 - Published: 2/4/2006
Jo reviews
I don't know the best way to describe this poem/note. Just read it to decide what you think
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/5/2006
seeing reviews
how come you can see, yet not be able to see anything at all.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/13/2005
war 2 reviews
this is my second poem based on war.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 32 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/29/2005
It's reviews
i can't explain it just read.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 42 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/29/2005
what i have to say reviews
it's one of the ways i came out as gay
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/29/2005
breaking point reviews
just when you think life can't get any worse.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 37 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/29/2005
to the one i love reviews
another poem for the person i love
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/29/2005
I love you reviews
A love poem to someone who I can't have.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11/25/2005
Monolouge My Life reviews
contains thoughts of suicide. written to help me understand mu life
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,377 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/18/2005
monologue 'Hedda Gabler'
a monologue based on Ibsen's play Hedda Gabler
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,143 - Published: 9/23/2005
wanting reviews
wanting someone you can't have
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 30 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/22/2005
wandering
based on the song 'stranger in moscow
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Published: 9/22/2005
untilted 1
this is what i do
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 41 - Published: 9/22/2005
train fate reviews
written on a day with delayed trains due to a death
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/22/2005
they don't care
another poem based on a song 'They don't care'
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Published: 9/22/2005
the cycle
looking at life as if it were the rain cycle
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Published: 9/22/2005
teachers
how have teacher helped us to be who we are
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58 - Published: 9/22/2005
stranded
when you need help but no one is there to help
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 25 - Published: 9/22/2005
stealing response poem
this is my response poem to Carol Ann Duffy's Stealin
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Published: 9/22/2005
stealing
THIS POEM IS BY CAROL ANN DUFFY I HAVE A RESPONSE POEM. THIS IS NOT MY WORK!
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 241 - Published: 9/22/2005
screwed up family
This is my family
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 43 - Published: 9/22/2005
scream
another poem based on a song 'Scream'
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Published: 9/22/2005
Questions
questions in life. questions for my mum.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Published: 9/22/2005
Impington Village College
a poem about my sixth form college
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Published: 9/22/2005
is it wrong? reviews
is it wrong to love?
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 40 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/22/2005
love reviews
another short poem, linked to forbidden love
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 27 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/9/2005
losing control reviews
Just make your own mind up about this peom.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 19 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/9/2005
living reviews
what could you live without?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/9/2005
little flower reviews
This is a poem about a photo i took of a flower one day and the next it was dead.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 34 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/9/2005
I want to break free reviews
this is based on Queen's song that has the lyric 'i want to break free'
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 37 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/9/2005
anger reviews
anger that's directed at myself
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 35 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/6/2005
always there
something that will always be there
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 53 - Published: 6/6/2005
alone reviews
just a short poem thats all
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 32 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/6/2005
something inside
you know when you want to express something but you can't
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Published: 6/6/2005
mixe up
life how else can it be explained? MIXED UP
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 41 - Published: 6/6/2005
why? reviews
why do people do what they do?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/31/2005
what's it worth
is life really worth all the hassle
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 28 - Published: 5/31/2005
what the hell happened
what heppened when i hit-out in anger
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Published: 5/31/2005
what makes people
what is it that makes people...?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Published: 5/31/2005
what have people done
what have people done for me
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 55 - Published: 5/31/2005
untilted reviews
a very short poem, but has some affect
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 13 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/31/2005
trust
how do you trust
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 41 - Published: 5/31/2005
trapped
verson who knows how many. stuck in my own head without anyone knowing
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Published: 5/31/2005
time
this poem is linked to 'change'
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 20 - Published: 5/31/2005
tell me
tell me how to do, how to feel.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 41 - Published: 5/31/2005
suffering
a poem written in anger, in pain, in a confused state.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Published: 5/31/2005
sport
just a random poem about sport
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 46 - Published: 5/31/2005
sometimes
the emotions that come with the word SOMETIMES
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Published: 5/31/2005
scared
what i'm scared of. Life, past, future, present.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Published: 5/31/2005
relisation
this poem is linked to 'people' as they are to do with the same thing
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Published: 5/31/2005
pradise reviews
my world
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 41 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/31/2005
power
why do some people think power is good?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 38 - Published: 5/31/2005
people think
just some people think your life is wrong
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 60 - Published: 5/31/2005
people
just a poem to do with people
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 37 - Published: 5/31/2005
one step
one person, needing one person. one step at a time
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 26 - Published: 5/31/2005
my life
as the title says my life it could be anyone's life
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 28 - Published: 5/31/2005
smashing big sister reviews
a poem written for my big sister
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/30/2005
looking reviews
what do i see
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 35 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/30/2005
letting me
n/a
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 41 - Published: 5/30/2005
learning
learning the lessons of life
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Published: 5/30/2005
i want to tell you reviews
love that can't be talked about
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 30 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/30/2005
history
everything is history including today
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 51 - Published: 5/30/2005
help
help is at hand
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 28 - Published: 5/30/2005
hard
just about my poems in general
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 24 - Published: 5/30/2005
finding
finding yourself
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 36 - Published: 5/30/2005
do you? reviews
how do you let someone into your life
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5/30/2005
did you? reviews
just think about this one and maybe you will see things as i do.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 43 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/30/2005
depressed
how it feels when you don't want to be around anymore
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 49 - Published: 5/30/2005
change reviews
how fast things change in life?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 21 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/30/2005
be proud
you have to be proude of who youu are.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 34 - Published: 5/30/2005
average
just being average
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 48 - Published: 5/30/2005
you kept me
keeping someone safe, making them learn from their mistakes, but helping them when they need it most.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 43 - Published: 5/24/2005
watching the reels
looking back at life
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Published: 5/24/2005
some people
N/A
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Published: 1/10/2005
memory
memory
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 34 - Published: 1/10/2005
Leave me alone
strong language used. another poem about life getting too much
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 45 - Published: 1/10/2005
just F off
strong language used. when life gets too much too handle
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 28 - Published: 1/10/2005
if only reviews
deep secrets which friends doon't know
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 31 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/10/2005
I've seen it before
seeing life repeat itself with no way to stopp it.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Published: 1/10/2005
crying reviews
crying for hope, for love, for help
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 48 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/10/2005
between us reviews
a link between family
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/10/2005
confused reviews
confused by life, confused by love and sexuality, confused by depression.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 175 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/1/2004
what i tell you reviews
think one person won't like you say this
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 55 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/1/2004
The Thunderbird reviews
It's all in the mind.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 32 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/24/2004
My reviews
The things we see
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 22 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/24/2004
My Number reviews
Depersonalisation just given a number
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 27 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/24/2004
Mirror, Mirror reviews
A reflection of us.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 79 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/24/2004
Closing Time reviews
Ending the a chapter and onto the next
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 26 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/24/2004
Memories Always there reviews
Triggering memories
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 53 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/24/2004
battlaling reviews
the battles of life
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 42 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/24/2004
cross roads reviews
The cross roads of life.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 55 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/24/2004
sexuality reviews
A general look at sexuality
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/24/2004
War DDay reviews
A poem inspired by the D-Day events
Poetry: War - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 40 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/24/2004
I'm falling forbidden love
This is raw emotions
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 41 - Published: 7/20/2004
Home reviews
A monolouge based on my life and it's events up to now.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 767 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/20/2004
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