HisBeLovedChildofGrace
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Joined 07-23-04, id: 426820
Author has written 15 stories for Life, Nature, Fantasy, Love, Friendship, Religion, and Family.

Tuesday, Febuary 14, 2006

Oh my goodness. It has been FOREVER since I updated. I'm really sorry. Life as I know is always busy. Between work and college. It's a days work! I have been really as well with my Church. I'm doing okay. I mean life isn't easy. I've sort of been depressed but I have SO MANY great people in my LIFE right now. Their helping me through my tough. Just want to say my new poems are on the way so hang tight :-)

Thursday, August 26, 2004
Hello people,
I've been having many many personal problems the last week so please forgive me for the lack of updates. I've been really depressed and writing a lot but only really writing personal feelings that I feel is not right to post. I'm posting some. I've been doing a lot of writing but most of them are not fit for fictionpress.
Anyway enjoy the small but nice ones I've wrote.

Wednesday, August 18, 2004
Well, I know it's been forever since I updated but I have reasons. Reason one: I live in Florida and we just had that Catergory 4 hurricane and it was two hours from me and I got heavy rain and damamging wind and so it took my back yard along with it. So I've been busy cleaning that shit up. Second Reason: I've been too depressed to get up and load stuff on my account. I'm having a lot of mixed feelings right now. Third & Final Reason: One of my cloest friends hurt me for the last time and I've been crying every night for the last four days and I've been a wreck. I hope to be updating my recent work either tonight or tomorrow. I hope I cleared up enough.

Sunday, August 1, 2004
Well here are some new writings. I wrote them while riding up to Melbourne yesterday. Hope you enjoy.

Friday July 30, 2004
I know I haven't written in a few days but I've been really depressed and just not in the mood to go to the computer and download the poems onto my account.

I will be posting some new stuff tonight & tomorrow so keep an eye out!
That's all folks!

About me: For the record I'm not longer my depressing, sucidal self. I mean sometimes I think of my old ways but it's just to show me where I am now in life. And to me that means a lot. I'm so proud of myself right now. I mean sometimes I get depressed but it's nothing compared to what it was before. I have GOD, myself, friends, family AND my DADDY. I never knew what happiness was like till I took the chance and it has been everything I thought was possible. I have a love for God I thought I would never have. I pray to my Father in Heaven as minute of everyday. I'm so in love with him! I have changed my look, I dress in what I want too, it could be colorful or black looking whatever fits my mood that day, but it's never DEPRESSING. Whatever I feel like wearing when I wake up I wear! I love who I've turned out to be!

I'm still kinda judged for what my past is, but, it doesn'tmatter tome anymore. You don't like me that is your problem.BUT it doesn't mean I won't EVERsay I NICE word to you because I WILL.My God, friends, family andmy dad are so proud of me. I still don't get along with many people (Mostly people who are insercure about themselves) You want to know something funny? I'm some what more popular then them, hehe STILL! Pretty funny huh?

I'm eighteen andin college. I live in the U.S.A.I graduated anhonor student with many talents(always was from PK -12th grade). I'm studying to be a teacher. I'man amazing young woman (from what I'm told)with many GREAT things in life.

The poetry or stories I write are about GOD or how I feel. :-)

I have another author account here is the URL:
http://www.fictionpress.com/profile.php?userid=417278(I don't use it much anymore)

My hobbies: Writing (Fave thing to do), taking long walks, sports, hanging with my friends/ my family (At times, lol), going to the beach, riding my bike, going shopping @ the mall or going to the movies, Church and GOD

Fave TV shows:

Law and Order: SVU
Friends
CSI Miami
Inuyasha
Witch Hunter Robin
The Division
1-800 MISSING
Without a Trace

I've been thoughso much inmy life in the last 3 years.But I have come to relize that who I was then wasn't really me. Who I am now, the hyper, silly, outgoing, having fun, being friendly, loving me is WHO I am. And I wouldn't have it any other way

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The Unicorn by Eirien reviews
A young woman alone in a forest, on a quest she does not even believe in herself. Will there be a wonder for her or only a life of crimson tears? A kind of parable on hope in the midst of pain. Chapter 2 is a poem that illustrates the story.
Fiction: Mythology - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,670 - Reviews: 60 - Favs: 19 - Updated: 4/24/2012 - Published: 3/4/2004 - Complete
Razor Touch by Eirien reviews
A series of poems dealing with the addiction of self-harm.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 9 - Words: 970 - Reviews: 95 - Favs: 7 - Updated: 4/20/2012 - Published: 7/14/2004 - Complete
Bethrothed by Red Orchid reviews
A young girl wants to live a normal life but her family made an arrangement to marry her off. Story is complete.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 20 - Words: 31,406 - Reviews: 132 - Favs: 140 - Follows: 16 - Updated: 10/19/2004 - Published: 9/12/2004 - Complete
Forgotten Child of Christ by Flavor of Rain reviews
I don't personally feel this way, but I saw someones Pen name and made me think this way I guess, I don't know.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/7/2004
The Nature of a Shadow by IpsoFacto reviews
Without light there can be no shadow. The balance must not be disrupted.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,542 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 3 - Published: 7/10/2004
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Angel reviews
Something I wrote for my best friend Sara 6/23/87-12/3/03. I wrote it for her birthday coming up. I miss her dearly.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 160 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/9/2005
The Love They Have reviews
This is a poem for my best friend Sara who died 12/3/03. This was made for her and her boyfriend Becca! Tho he is still living.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11/21/2004
Time reviews
Time is nothing? Or is it? Just a little something I wrote one night while being bored.
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K - English - Supernatural/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/21/2004
Fears reviews
Just a SHORT little thing about fears. I know it's not good.
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K+ - English - Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 45 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/21/2004
Little One reviews
To my three year old cousin, Jillian who died 11/15/04. We miss you & we will love you forever.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/21/2004
God reviews
Just something I feel about God. Please don't hate me or anything. It's just how I feel on the subject. Please r&r
Poetry: Religion - Rated: T - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 214 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 8/26/2004
The Way reviews
What I feel like towards myself and I guess God. Please r&r
Poetry: Religion - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 232 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/26/2004
The Last Time reviews
I've been writing this for the last few nights while crying. One of my friends I thought I trusted was a liar. Please r&r if you like.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 487 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/18/2004
Yesterday reviews
I know it's not much but I don't know I was depressed.
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/18/2004
Love reviews
If you really loved. I know it sucks! Please r&r if you like.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 8/1/2004
Dreams reviews
Dreams can be anything you want them to be. Just believe in them and yourself. Please R&R
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K - English - Fantasy/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/30/2004
Starry Night reviews
I wrote this while I was at the beach alone one night. I was really depressed and when I saw the stars I just kinda wrote this.
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Supernatural/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 7/30/2004
Sadness reviews
Words decribing me. Please r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 45 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/27/2004
My Depression reviews
Just a little thing explaining my depression & how I feel. Please r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 7/27/2004
Not What It Seems reviews
Something about how people think they know the true me when they really don't. Please R&R
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 351 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7/26/2004