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Joined 07-28-04, id: 427758
Author has written 34 stories for Life, Love, General, War, Humor, Essay, Friendship, and Family.

HI guys

my name is sarah. i am bipolar, schizophrenic, and psychotic, so most of my poems are about hearing voices, suicide, death, trips to the psych ward, and various other things that have happened throughout my life.

if anyone wants to chat more i would love to, and please review, i am in desperate need of other opinions!

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bitter cold by A. D. R. Minshull reviews
the first free verse thing i ever wrote.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/4/2004
the darkness by A. D. R. Minshull reviews
something i wrote last year on the back of a french test.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/4/2004
Cognizance by Bloodlust reviews
Reality
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 8/4/2004
stand by A. D. R. Minshull reviews
no comment on this one.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 210 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/3/2004
sorrow by A. D. R. Minshull reviews
this is about people who just sit in their own pain until one day they end it all. I hate not having an effect on people like that so i got frustrated and wrote this.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 240 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/3/2004
old pain new day by A. D. R. Minshull reviews
this is dedicated to my dear friend. She went through some tough times and it kind of moved me.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 325 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/2/2004
symptom of life by A. D. R. Minshull reviews
hehe, i woder if this should go in the life section...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/2/2004
after love by A. D. R. Minshull reviews
This is the only one in a series i made earlier that i like, so it's the only one i'll submit
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 174 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 8/1/2004
nothing by A. D. R. Minshull reviews
One of my earlier pieces. I liked it, so I put it on.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/1/2004
mental hell by A. D. R. Minshull reviews
The first poem I ever wrote in my life. I put it on here for nostalgic reasons.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/1/2004
You´re Dying Away by eyluvmusic reviews
This poem is about stealing away everything a person has, and wanting them to die. (Rated ¨R¨ for subject and it´s VERY dark) Please read and reply.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 307 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/29/2004
Dark by eyluvmusic reviews
This song is about wanting your lover to love you. Read and reply
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/28/2004
Enemy by eyluvmusic reviews
How would you hurt your enemy if you had the chance? Read and find out how this enemy gets hurt in this song (It´s very dark)...Read and reply
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 196 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 3 - Published: 7/28/2004
I Can´t Go On by eyluvmusic reviews
This poem is about someone who can´t stand the pain anymore, the pain of living. (Rated ´R´ for subject) Read and reply
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 192 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/23/2004
Sound Asleep by eyluvmusic reviews
¨Sound Asleep¨ is a pretty dark song. It´s about wanting to sleep forever.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/20/2004
My Fake Dream by eyluvmusic reviews
¨My Fake Dream¨ is about not knowing what´s real or fake
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/20/2004
I Remember You by eyluvmusic reviews
... Find out what tragic things this little girl sees... Read and reply...(Rated ¨R¨ for subject)
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 3 - Published: 7/13/2004
Today by eyluvmusic reviews
This song is about selfharm and wanting to die...(Rated ¨R¨ for the subject)
Poetry: Song - Rated: M - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 267 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/12/2004
Into The Night by eyluvmusic reviews
¨Into The Night¨ is a song bassically about dying... This song was written with help from a friend (Thanks Steph)
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 165 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/30/2004
Her Last Goodbye by eyluvmusic reviews
´Her Last Goodbye´ is about a girl who doesn´t know she has died.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/26/2004
The Cause of My Own Depression by noplace4me4469 reviews
A poem i wrote about how i am my own worst depression.. please R+R
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 63 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/12/2004
No Longer by swift sky silver reviews
No longer... note: I'm still alive... please R&R
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/7/2004
Darkness of Truth by Kendra Alagondar reviews
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Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 11/8/2003
Murderer by BloodBrother reviews
Blood is on your shoulder.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/17/2003
What Draws a Stare by BloodBrother reviews
A different look on the lonely soul.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 2 - Published: 10/17/2003
Commit my Sin by Kendra Alagondar reviews
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Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 200 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 2 - Published: 8/12/2003
Tranquility Bay by BloodBrother reviews
A young man is stripped away from his home and sent to a place he'll never forget. . .
Fiction: Thriller - Rated: K+ - English - Adventure/Suspense - Chapters: 3 - Words: 3,310 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 6 - Updated: 7/15/2003 - Published: 7/8/2003
The True Things We Can't Comprehend by Dragon-Fire reviews
Just ranting of people that probably should lock away in a mental hospital for a while. It's the way that they see that world for what it truly is. I could really uses ideas for future writings
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 770 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/12/2002
Silver Tears by Bloodlust reviews
this is very dark and morbid, and sad
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Published: 11/11/2001
Sedctive Touch by Bloodlust reviews
i'm not a cutter but this is about one
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 2 - Published: 11/4/2001
Suicide by darkpanther reviews
A girl is tired of living in this world alone.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 182 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/4/2001
Darken the heavens by Bloodlust reviews
what does it sound like? R|R
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/25/2001
Battling the sheep falls by Bloodlust reviews
its about how people are like sheep R\R
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/24/2001
Little Angels And Their Suicide Pills by Spider1 reviews
A poem I wrote because it's who I am........
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 327 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/20/2001
My Final Plea by Kendra Alagondar reviews
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Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 273 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/18/2001
White by WordPlay123 reviews
What life is like for a sane person in a mental hospital.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Drama/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 177 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/16/2001
Black by Kendra Alagondar reviews
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Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/15/2001
Suicide Dreams by Kendra Alagondar reviews
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Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 188 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 4 - Published: 5/15/2001
Angry Sky by Kendra Alagondar reviews
The beating of a loved one
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 169 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/14/2001
it flows really nice by depresso reviews
...please read and reveiw. it's more of a story-like poem. sorta odd and demented and suicidal in a way. got the name from when i read the poem aloud to my friend, and he said it flows really nice. so...thats the name.
Poetry: Song - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 262 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/28/2001
Hurt by The Reaper reviews
I feel hurt.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 391 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/31/2000
A Dying Wish by Heather Goldbug reviews
PG for death...this is depressing. I don't think it's that good but my friends do, please reveiw! I want to know what you think!
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,005 - Reviews: 33 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/21/2000
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Him and You reviews
This is about a certain person in my life that has shown me the way down a path of long awaited happiness.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 189 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/28/2005
My Friend reviews
This is about a good friend that pulled me from the depths of darkness, now its my turn to help him, but i fear i will be too late.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/21/2005
A Knock at the Door reviews
This is one of my happier poems, tell me what you think of it.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6/21/2005
I want reviews
This poem is heavily about suicide, tell me what you guys think about it.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 267 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/21/2005
NO reviews
This is about living and life, and what being suicidal may sometimes feel like.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6/21/2005
Nothing to Fear reviews
This is a poem about paranoia, one of the worst things one can ever experience.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6/21/2005
Suicide or Homicide? reviews
This is about a woman, at her wits end, read and review please?
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6/15/2005
Unwanted Hands Touching in Bed reviews
This is about a child molester, whom if you know me will understand where this is coming from,
Poetry: Family - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6/15/2005
Dying Inside reviews
This is about what unreciprocated love does to a person after many years.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 340 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/13/2005
Mindful Suicide reviews
Uh...someone told me to write about emotional suicide, this is what i came up with
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/12/2005
A Friend Of Mine reviews
THIS IS ABOUT SUICIDE, DONT READ IF YOU DONTWANT TO HEAR ABOUT IT.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6/12/2005
Swallowing the Pain reviews
Much like my others, about suicide
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/11/2005
Standing in the Shadows reviews
Prom night, and i had to see his girlfriend kissing him
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/11/2005
One for Every Ten reviews
This was written while on the phone with my one and only love
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/11/2005
My Dreamland reviews
This is about my one and only love.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/4/2005
My love and eternal bliss reviews
About love and how crazy it can get, please review
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/3/2005
Betraying Lies reviews
About when you have no friends, (or when you feel like it)
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6/3/2005
Drip, Blink, Drip, Blink, Blink, Close reviews
Another poem about suicide tell me what you guys think.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 160 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/3/2005
Monsters reviews
This is a little something about a child molestor that has captured my life, tell me what you think
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2/17/2005
Sorry is the life i lead reviews
you can take this two ways, a suicide note or reasons to live. read and review please
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 1/2/2005
What happened between the two of us reviews
this is actually a journal entry, tell me if you guys like it, dont worry it isnt long.
Fiction: Essay - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 500 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/2/2005
Perils of War reviews
this is about a military life, the events are real
Poetry: War - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/1/2005
My first shot of Apfel Korn reviews
well, the title says it all
Poetry: Humor - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/1/2005
Normalcy reviews
well, this in sonnet format, i wrote it in the new yearr, struggled with it please REVIEW!
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12/31/2004
A Day in the Life reviews
A little thing I wrote up about well, life, and the sould existence of living
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/29/2004
Chaos in the Empty Room reviews
Well, this is rated R cuz a girl is getting hacked up, it has a surprise ending, please read it, you will be surprised, it is free verse so that is kinda new for me, please read and tell me what you think.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 355 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 8/4/2004
Love Conquers all, but Death Breaks the Fall reviews
Well, this is written from true happenings and it is written as if the reader were god, if youdon't believe in god or a god then read it as a poem to explain why I am an atheist, well one of the reasons. (which is the real reason that I wrote it) R&R it's
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 337 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 8/1/2004
Prisoners of War reviews
Well, this poem is a little different than my usual, this poem focuses on someone else's pain. I hate war, and this poem kinda doesn't do justice to show just how horrible it truely is. Just read it and interpret the end however you would like to. And ple
Poetry: War - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7/30/2004
Death reviews
Well, this is almost the same as my last one, but changed a tad. Tell me which one you like better.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/28/2004
The Demons reviews
I wrote this when the voices in my head were talking to me. Take it as you wish.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/28/2004
You Say reviews
This basically is when you love someone more than anyone knows, even the person you love.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 7/28/2004
Death By My Own Hand reviews
Well, this is pretty self-explanatory, it's about the many ways to commit suicide, Don't read unless you want to.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 7/28/2004
You reviews
This one it's about that wonderful thing called unreciprocated love.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 7/28/2004
Forgotten reviews
The ending of the beginning of drug addiction.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 171 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 7/28/2004