Confused-Mind
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Joined 08-01-04, id: 428438
Author has written 51 stories for Life, Family, Love, Friendship, Song, General, and Thriller.
I am a 17 year old female, living in WI...where everything is boring. I'm into anime, guitar, rock, the Red Hot Chili Peppers, DDR, and writing and reading poetry.
Recently I can hardly get along with my family and my last grandpa has died recently too so those are the things most of my poems are about.
As of right now I have no clue what I want to do with my life, I also have really no clue of who I am(yep...still in self discovery). I have very few friends, but could trust all of them with my life. I guess it is better to have it that way than a bunch of friends I can't trust.
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Suicide Note Stained in Blood by HauntedMisery reviews
Her suicide note to him, stained in blood... his permanent memory of her...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 554 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/10/2006
My Poem For You by AstayrFoxx reviews
This was the poem that made me break. Thank you Melissa for once again bring bac a talent that I had thought I long lost.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/12/2006
Plaything by Kuzuki Sugimorii reviews
Something I wrote about a friend's situation.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 218 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/6/2006
A Spell by Twenty Nine reviews
I wanted to cast a spell on myself.
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K+ - English - Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 35 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/4/2006
Angels and Demons by c0rvida3 reviews
A simple juxtaposition/oxymoron poem Enjoy!
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/3/2006
The poetry challenge by Delphian-Angel reviews
This was set fby my friend Gareth, I had to include something about leprechauns doing the can-can, paddy fields, giving their gold away, and "mikey wuvs monkeys."
Poetry: Humor - Rated: K+ - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 514 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/24/2005
My Invisable friend by Delphian-Angel reviews
Sometimes It's easier to pretend theyr still there, even if they never answer your questions.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 500 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/19/2005
On Love Songs by LordK reviews
This is my collection of love songs, expressing the happy feelings. Sigh There's a better summary inside.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 15 - Words: 4,259 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/2/2005
Honey by Sang Yu Nung reviews
A cutting poem. I'd like to think this is somewhat original. . Please read, review & enjoy!
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 202 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/14/2005
Ruins by Eyes Unclouded reviews
Written after 9/11 with mixed feelings of anger, sorrow, and disgust. Not particularly political or patriotic.
Poetry: War - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 3 - Published: 7/10/2004
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Let go reviews
I wish they'd give me room to make my own mistakes
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 169 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5/25/2006
Can't you see reviews
Is it really that hard to notice how I feel or what's going on?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 2/14/2006
The Darkness Is My Home reviews
The Silence is my friend, the darkness is my home
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/9/2005
Thankyou reviews
Probably not my best work, but please review and let me know what you think. I've been feeling crappy lately, but he didn't leave when I thought he would. He chose me over her. So, it's basically my feelings on not being left behind when it would hurt
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 258 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12/7/2005
My Last Hope reviews
You are and have always been my last hope. I don't know if I can hold on, but please don't let me go. When I want to end life keep me in your heart and give me the strength to go on, because without you I am nothing.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/5/2005
Leave me alone reviews
You ignore, but yet you return. Just like it always is. I don't want a situational friend, either talk to me always or just leave me alone.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 229 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/5/2005
Where were you?
Where were you when I needed you the most? When I need someone there to tell me I'm worth life, but you ignored me and wouldn't help.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 216 - Published: 12/5/2005
Abandoned Animas reviews
A quiet town where nothing happens, but that's about to change. Lives will be ripped apart and turned upside down.
Fiction: Thriller - Rated: K - English - Fantasy/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 292 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/4/2005
First Love reviews
I think I have fallen in love...so i wrote a poem about that person
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5/8/2005
Abandoned By Friends reviews
some people are always there for their friends, but their friends are never there when they need them
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 169 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/2/2005
Season's Greetings reviews
A short little poem about a reflection of Christmas
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1/2/2005
Unwanted reviews
me just taking some stress out by writting a poem
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 185 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/2/2005
How Colors Describe reviews
experimenting with a new style of writing
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/2/2005
The One I Despise
A little poem I wrote about my relationship with my dad, which isn't really a good relationship at all. We seldom get along and I feel I am unadequete to live up to his expectations.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 199 - Published: 1/2/2005
Controlling Fear reviews
All my fear controls what I do or say in my life
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 242 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/16/2004
Peaceful Mind
Walking to watch my sister's volleyball games I felt truly free. The wind gently blowing my hair. For once I was truely happy.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 160 - Published: 10/16/2004
Weekend at the Lake
Wrote during my first time at our cottage without my grandpa, who just passed recently. Talks about my dealing with my grandpa's death.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 169 - Published: 10/16/2004
Living Dead reviews
Expression of once again my wanting to die
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/16/2004
All Alone reviews
recently I have been feeling so alone and have the want for someone te
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 179 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/16/2004
Tearing the Wall Down reviews
I need to learn to build relationships with others, my inability to be trusting is what causes me much grief
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/16/2004
Overly Nervous reviews
a feeling I get often, although the symptoms can be different for others
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/16/2004
Dependable Friend
A poem I wrote about my relationship with my bestest friend, Rachel
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 241 - Published: 10/2/2004
Pain reviews
Another reflection on my pain
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10/2/2004
Pain without Gain reviews
Reflection on my life
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/2/2004
Being Me reviews
Reflection on how I feel about my life and me
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/15/2004
Paranoid
describes feelings of being paranoid
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Published: 9/15/2004
Sea of Silent Tears
A song I felt I need to right to get out my feelings after looking back on the deaths of my Grandfathers
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 225 - Published: 9/15/2004
Break Free
About how people believe they must fit in, instead of being themselves.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Published: 9/15/2004
True Emotions
I have issues with expressing emotions, so I wrote a poem about that and to let off some steam
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Published: 9/15/2004
Sadness Has No Color reviews
wrote sometime...began as song, but was unsure of if it made a better song or poem, so please read and let me know your opinion
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 227 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/15/2004
Breaking the Barrier
Just a song I sat down and wrote for keyboard. Please R&R my lyrics to help me see what I should change. Thanks
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 211 - Published: 9/15/2004
Normal Me reviews
I've always wished to be something other than the shy, quiet me
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 51 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/14/2004
Not Good Enough
Song about how me and my dad can't get along...and my feelings on the crappy relationship we have
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 313 - Published: 9/14/2004
Mirror
A thought put into poetry on how I feel about my looks VS. my feelings inside
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Published: 9/14/2004
Approaching Train
Just a little piece I wrote about the thought of a train approaching
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Published: 9/14/2004
Dancing Fun reviews
the fun of a school dance, hanging with all your friends
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 51 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/29/2004
Never Knew reviews
A little poem I deside to write on my other grandpa, who died almost a year ago of colon cancer
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/29/2004
Unknown Future reviews
How does one prepare for the unknown ( their future?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/29/2004
Hate for Fate reviews
Everything in life is caused my fate, and for this oh do I hate
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 299 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/29/2004
BOX of LONELINESS
bad friend experiences lead to loneliness, and being unable to trust others, this is where you get traped in a BOX of LONELINESS
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Published: 8/29/2004
My Dear Grandfather reviews
a poem written before a death, for a death, and typed after the death
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 195 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/28/2004
Self hate reviews
A poem displaying the hatred I hold for myself
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/28/2004
Secret Crush reviews
I have feelings I can't tell...a fear of rejection
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/28/2004
Acceptance reviews
A feeling a needing to be accepted...a feeling that will never become
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 181 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/28/2004
Shadow in a Hallway reviews
Peers in my school treat each other so poorly...why can't they take the chance to get to know someone before they judge?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8/28/2004
Why? reviews
why I do the things I do
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/28/2004
Someone To Love reviews
I want to feel the love of another
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 179 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/23/2004
Fear of Death reviews
I want to die, but I posses the fear of death
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/22/2004
Mixed Emotions reviews
emotions come surging in, like a flow of rushing water
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/22/2004
Abandonment
quiet feelings never told, cause you left me all alone
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Published: 8/22/2004
Runaway reviews
I just imagined what it would be like to runaway and put it into a poem
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/22/2004