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Joined 08-11-04, id: 430398
Author has written 2 stories for Supernatural, and Life.

Ok, here it goes ... My name is Meredith. I am now 16 years old. I live in NY. I have moved out of the preppy-infested, elitist, ultra-conservative, Bush-supporting high school of Spack into the middle-of-nowhere hill billy town of Hicksville.

I like to write epic spookiness (poetry, slam poetry, fiction) and draw epic spookiness because I have problems. But hell, you're suppose to embrace your flaws, right?

I live with my mom and my brother (who goes to a community colledge, now.) My dad lives in Binghamton (divorced, no shit) and I haven't seen him in 2 years. F*ck that.

I have a facination for Kitsune` and Angels, and a special affection for ghosts. Currently, I am writing a supernatural/ drama called Bridge of Ghosts, about a rogue Angel named Adriel and her quest to free the Lost souls from the purgatorial Underworld of the Nogitsune` (like, demonic astral werefoxes). Yeah, very spooky stuff. I am very private with most of my writing, but, I do like to perform slam poetry whenever the communityops the chance.

I am a strong beleiver in God, but I am not religious at all. (So, I'm spiritual). If you haven't noticed yet, I like to study metaphysics/ spiritualities. Angelology has been a HUGE subject for me since the middle of the summer of 2004 (where I really got down to writing Bridge.) I both love and deep respect the Paranormal, but despise superstition and relgious bigotry. I also respect the scientific community.

A few years ago, I used to have a really bad hatred for organized religions like Christianity, because of all the hypocracy and closed-minded stupidity it spewed. But latly, through research and insight, I have learved to respect organized monotheistic religions to a certain extent because I have discovered that these religions, and ALL of the topics I've listed, are Humanity's feeble attempt at finding our cosmic place within and making sense out of a seemingly chaotic Universe. I've learned that all of these studies are drawing at two main things: the psychic Love we find in cosmic connections (ie: family bonds, friendships, and lovers, and in some further cases, as with Death, we find the deepest, highest and most anciant kind of love there is: God's), and, also, for humanity not to be Lost. I'm not talking about the Jesus-Salvation kind of Lost, but more like the psychic kind of being lost, like: we're all mere nothings in a merciless Universe. A psychic lonliness. Like the ghosts feel. Ghosts and mortal humans aren't that different, I think. Which is one of the reasons I love the concept of ghosts so much.

I have a love/ hate relationship with humanity, whom I affectionatly refer to as mybeautifull, creative, but destructive, pathetic, and stupid species.

Still, I like to debate on all the listed topics, and hear people out on their opinions.

I beleive in Karma, so generally, I like to respect people (unless they do something that really ticks me off), and a have a deep appreciation for those I concider my friends. (Don't tell my mom this, but I love my family too. Woah. Like she didn't know that.) I'm really compassionate- sometimes too compassionate. That compassion streatches out to compassion for other animal species (I admire animals).

I'm told I am very intelligent, but I can't bring myself to see that. People say I'm wise and insightfull beyond my years- I can kinda see that. lol. I like listening to people- smart people. I also like to help people with their problems, if they ask for help. I like affection. I'm a masochist to a certain extent.

I used to be a vegatarian, but I quit for personal reasons. (PETA can bite me.)

Still, I HATE animal cruelty, and especially, the fur industry, etc.

Some people say I'm karismatic, but I don't know w-t-f they're talking about.

Psychologically, I'm an extremist. Its not that I'm bipolar or anything, it's just that I canhave 2 totally different opinions or feelings aboutone particular subject- at the SAME TIME. I think it has to do with myweirdly transcendant empathy. Sexually, well, guys DEFINATLY turn me on (even though I have an inate distrust for them b/c of my dad's divorce and the general asshole-osity of younger teenage boys). But there were times when I was attracted to girls too.

I'd go on, but I'm getting tired of talking about myself. So there you go, the revamped bio of yours truly. :)

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Through My Eyes by Lady Suzaku reviews
My name is Rachel J. NIght. My life is an unforgival one, whether it be my past, my present, or my future. But then he came to try and save me. This is my story...
Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Romance/Adventure - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,439 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 9/8/2004 - Published: 8/31/2004
Reliance by ReignOfFear reviews
Natalie is a lonely teen who has found an escape to all of her problems, but it's considered forbidden in society's eyes. *COMPLETE*
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 10 - Words: 14,206 - Reviews: 34 - Favs: 13 - Updated: 6/24/2003 - Published: 5/14/2003
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Passing into Astral reviews
Ever wonder what it's like to die? What waits for the soul beyond the threshold of death? This slam poem presents the reader with one theory ...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Supernatural/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 591 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/15/2005
Bled Shadow reviews
A suicidal teen goes to therapy with troubled mother. If you like ghosts, check this one out.
Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,174 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/11/2004