AmaranthineMisery
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Joined 08-22-04, id: 432158
Author has written 65 stories for Friendship, Life, Family, Love, General, and Song.

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I have decided to retire this account... if you want to know my new account name e-mail me
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Somedays its not worth chewing through the leather straps .:sighs:.
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Nothing much to tell... I'm a girl. I'm seventeen. I live in Miami, FL.
I love writing poetry although I dont think im very good.
Review my other stuff too. It makes me feel better.
Btw...
Some of my poems are confusing if you read only them...
Alot have to do w/ my first poem 'To Let u kno'and 'Crimson Tears'
So if you feel lost or confused read them and maybe it'll clear it up. Helpless isn't the right word but it's the first that comes to mind, there's worse things than being alone,I think in time I'll get by
-from autumn to ashes
'Sometimes you really shouldn't care. If someone makes a mistake, let them. It doesn't matter whether it affects you or not 'cause in the end, whether you care or not, you still get screwed'- Me

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Killing The Joy: Self suicide by daft punk reviews
Thanks for the reviews I'm glad you liked it they come from me against war and my love for lyrics this song is when you feel depresed, and has helped me wright my lyrics because from personal experiance enjoy
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 262 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/10/2005
A Perfect Existance by Shadow Lackard reviews
Can there really be a "perfect existance?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 261 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/28/2005
Just listen by Boejangles reviews
Just listen to the words I say and understand how much i care.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/11/2005 - Complete
A Victim Of Depression by Shadowed Mind reviews
The parents left behind...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 201 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/23/2005
Beauty Is Pain by TriciaArlene reviews
rated for suicide... yeah... Please R&R
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/20/2005
silent night starless fate by unperfect blood reviews
Do you ever have that complete feeling of hopelessness, if so check this poem out
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/17/2005
You want to know by aceofheartaches reviews
the curiosity of one person can cause them to regret wut they find out
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/14/2005
Drowning by forbidden passion reviews
she whispered forgotten secrets, to the crimson on the floor
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 295 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/6/2005
the moments that i don't regret by Rakira9 reviews
Even though everythings a mess, at least i have this moment of peace, and at least one person i count on and totally trust.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 220 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/17/2005
Watch it Burn by xoxkissxofxdeathxox reviews
R&R please... will be a song maybe...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 495 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/17/2005
Remain Dead by henyo reviews
we tend o act numb at people who give a damn to us...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 175 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/17/2005
see the truth by Crimson-Fantasy reviews
this is the first thing i've posted in a while its about my life and the world and everything that has effected me so far pleaseR&R
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 341 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/31/2004
If OTmorrow Should Never Come by Divya reviews
What If tomorrow ended?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 409 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/24/2004
One Way Or Another by Stefen reviews
Generally depressing poem about a girl who eventually cracks under life's strain. Please review!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 204 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/23/2004
The Next Best Thing by Just Lai reviews
If someone you love won't love you back, then what's the next best thing? Not in anyway based on my life.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 4 - Published: 12/22/2004
Letting Me Go by BeautifulEcho reviews
No matter how hard you may push yourself to try, you can't hold on to me any longer. I'm not going to let you get to me any longer. You have to let me go.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 304 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/21/2004
Survive? by Earthbound Angel 49 reviews
what do you choose?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/21/2004
Without Turning Back by Whatever-I-Say reviews
about losing a friend...
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/20/2004
Barely Here by Blackening the Ivy reviews
Ghost from another time, Lost in the dimesions, Blurred by the difference. Time has jaded it, Time has jaded you.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Supernatural/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 254 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/19/2004
Emotions by soulshadow21 reviews
...simply emotions...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 34 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/14/2004
Invisible by BeautifulEcho reviews
I love you with all my heart. And you'll never know it.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 346 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/8/2004
Lapis Lazuli by Joey7691 reviews
A girl walks in to a deadly storm and takes cover in an old building; a library.She meets a weird lady who introduces her to some freaky stuff. Her destiny to be more precise. Oh, and the Lapis Lazuli. Can't forget the Lapis Lazuli. R&R
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 3 - Words: 5,775 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 11/22/2004 - Published: 11/21/2004
Smiling Red by DownwardAngel reviews
An angsty cutting poem
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/9/2004
Simile of a Broken Heart by soulshadow21 reviews
rated for morbid thoughts and vivid imagery
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 276 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/15/2004
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Did You Know reviews
Did you know... You never knew... written while thinking of my mom and sister who just dont get me... read and review (please be honest)
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 340 - Reviews: 5 - Updated: 6/25/2005 - Published: 5/4/2005
When the Time Comes reviews
read and review (be honest)
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 29 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6/16/2005
Poems of a darkened life reviews
these are poems written by me... they are really short on their own so i just posted them on the same page hope u like them... review please
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 243 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 6/13/2005 - Published: 9/4/2004
My Observation
um yeah(wtf) ... just a strange little observation... read & review
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Published: 6/7/2005
Nothing reviews
yummy angst... read and review
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 14 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/30/2005
Sheltered reviews
This was written for two guys whom I consider very special to me... read and review
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 171 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/25/2005
Sleep reviews
neither wishing nor dreaming will bring him to me... read and review
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 22 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/21/2005
Whispers In the Dark reviews
cant be explained and showing one line would do it no justice... just read and review
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5/15/2005
What's the Point? reviews
what's the point in anything?... just read and review its important to me.. just read and review please
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/15/2005
Unfazed reviews
a short poem that has sprung up from the depths of my mind.. tell me what you think... read nad review
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 29 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5/8/2005
My Heaven In Hell reviews
just read and review... thanx
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 21 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/7/2005
The Black Cat reviews
The black cat is creeping in the darkness for she has found her prey… read and review (tell me what you think honestly... constructive critism welcome)
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/30/2005
Antisocial' and 'Depressed' reviews
ever stop to wonder how i got this way?... read and review (i'll give you a cookie.. damn h/o... i'll give you one when i make more lol)
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 73 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/24/2005
Make It Real reviews
Make it real... please make it real... read and review (please)
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 4/24/2005
I'm Fine reviews
im not but i am... read and review (make it honest)
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 196 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 4/23/2005
I Dream reviews
I dream of a life where someone loves me...I dream of a dream, and that’s all it is... Because… the person I love… will never love me... read and review
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/17/2005
Undisclosed reviews
Dreams untold of a world unknown... ...Blood drips from unmarred wrists... read and review
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4/17/2005
My Monologue reviews
I’m crying, at least i think i am, but no tears are falling... more of a monologue than a poem really... its just something that i cant explain and needed to get out.. please read and review
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 199 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/10/2005
No Lamentations reviews
You ignore my cries And all my frustration. So here I’ll die With no lamentation...written during a bad time in my life and sometimes i still feel this way... read and reaview
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/10/2005
Her wings reviews
about a teen mom... read and review
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4/9/2005
Seemingly Everlasting reviews
why a rose represents love... read and review
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/7/2005
Fallen Angel reviews
My broken angel's life brings tears to my eyes... wrote it in class after a quiz thinking of my friends love life... read and review
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/6/2005
Nothing is Perfect reviews
nothing is perfect... but everything is beautiful... insprired by a quote left by Rakira9 in a review... read and review
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3/23/2005
Trust Me! reviews
my parents dont trust me even though ive never done anything bad or to make them think they cant... my older brothers and sisters screwed up but why do they have to assume that i will too
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/13/2005
Helpless reviews
I hate them, I hate you. I am helpless to everything around me, and yet, you blame me for it all... its that one friend you hate and love but cant let go... read and review
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 203 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3/5/2005
Broken Doll reviews
A broken doll lays on the floor;... read and review
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 189 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/4/2005
Should I? reviews
I have been lagging since the start of autumn, and through the winter, have barely survived... hope you like it... jus read and review
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 154 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2/26/2005
Perfect reviews
Aren’t you happy, yet?... I’m your perfect, flawless gem... sometimes expecting the most of your children isnt what's best
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 233 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2/20/2005
Maybe reviews
Maybe.. Just maybe… i didnt know whether to place this in life, love or friendship... so i put it here.. read and review please
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 338 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/14/2005
Kiss reviews
A kiss; So deceitful, Yet, welcome...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 2/10/2005
Isn't He Lovely? reviews
i was reading a story and i saw a title that said 'isnt she lovely'... somehow it inspired me to write this (within 5 min)... please read and review please
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 2/10/2005
No one reviews
something i wrote a few months ago during night school... read and review
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 46 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/6/2005
Am I? reviews
No one knows who i am/And they don't care... ive been home alone most of the time and none of my friends really care, especially the old ones, so i felt lonely then mad... and this came out... read and review
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 2/5/2005
I don't Know reviews
Touch my heart/ And tell me what to feel... i was feeling sad b/c of something i read about a friend... and somehow this came out hope u like it... please read and review
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/26/2005
Faded reviews
wrote it in class... i was thinking of a friend... cant explain it or at least i dont know how
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1/25/2005
What Have I Done? reviews
What have i done to deserve this torment?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 549 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/9/2005
Darkness reviews
general dark poem... read and review... flames are welcome as well
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 1/7/2005
Duque reviews
written for my firend duque... read and review
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 38 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/7/2005
Lovely reviews
It’s lovely, isn’t it?... plz read and review... more yummy angst
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/6/2005
A Little Lesson reviews
So lie back and wait For your world to break And I hope that it happens For your sake... two of my friends annoyed& pissed me off me at the same time... i was venting... read and review the really need an anger genre..lol
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/1/2005
I Am reviews
I am... more yummy angst... read and review
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1/1/2005
Precious stones reviews
You don’t know how I feel; You never knew and never wanted to learn. ...read and review
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 307 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/1/2005
i feel nothing reviews
...For a long time, I have been broken... its alittle confusing... read and review
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/29/2004
What? reviews
you pissed me off. what did you expect?... read a/n at the bottom for explanation/ summary... they should really have an anger genre, too.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 219 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12/25/2004
A Beautiful Evil reviews
She was the one, the only, A Beautiful Evil... read and review
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 12/24/2004
Was It Worth It? reviews
Was it worth it to see me cry? all you had to do was... plz read and review
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 312 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 12/23/2004
Lost, Cry, Time, DayDream reviews
these are 4 very short poems... read and review please
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/22/2004
Everything Is Gone reviews
a few years ago my family moved... i wasnt used to the enviorment and my mom was making it extra hard and i got mad at her alot... and this is what i wrote after one of the arguements
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/21/2004
So unclear reviews
unclear in love and life...cant describe it... just read and review
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 174 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/20/2004
Blur reviews
no summary can explain it... its just a sorrowful rant thing... just read and review
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 285 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/20/2004
Crimson Tears reviews
inspired by alot of my friends... its about cutting
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 308 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/19/2004
Am I Invisible to you? reviews
i have a friend that i feel every stongly for but i cant bring myself to tell him.. so i wrote this poem for him.. he'll know who he is if he reads it.. i just hope it changes things for the better.. i do love you even if you never believe me.. r&r plz
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 576 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/19/2004
My angel of life and death reviews
cant explain it.. just read and review
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,355 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/11/2004
Somethinegs Are reviews
written for both my ex-bf and my current bf(at the time) ... its both of the situations wrapped up together and all the stuff i kinda wished i had said.. i reposted it because i wanted to change a few things... please r&r
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 335 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/28/2004
forever reviews
I have to admit it is a little confusing but i think it portrays what i want... read and review
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/28/2004
get away reviews
first and only song i've ever written... dont really kno what its about... please tell me what u think
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/19/2004
Fairytale Ended reviews
title speaks for itself
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 35 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/19/2004
Tell Me reviews
dont know what state i was in when i wrote this... its really sad
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/19/2004
Heart Broken reviews
the poem and title speak for themselves
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9/16/2004
Choose reviews
?... dont kno what to say...please review
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/9/2004
A Collection of Heartbreaks reviews
3 poems i wrote... they are really agnsty
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/9/2004
I'm Sorry reviews
a look into the life of a pressured child- for kids and parents... review please
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/2/2004
A Losing Battle reviews
Title speaks for itself... please reviw
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/2/2004
Gone reviews
It's kinda short... i wrote it after an argument and i was feeling really low... please review
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/2/2004
To let you kno reviews
This was sumthing i wrote for a friends who has never read it... he asked me alot of deep questions i couldnt answer so this was my only way.. tell me what u honestly think
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 836 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8/22/2004