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Joined 10-12-04, id: 439664, Profile Updated: 09-04-10
Author has written 232 stories for Life, Love, Family, Friendship, General, Essay, Biography, Romance, Humor, General, Young Adult, and Song.

I rarely ever get to update on here, as I don't always have internet, so I'll make this brief. I don't want to bore y'all when I have SO much said right down below:

My name is Anna. I'm 23 literally, 35 physically, and my mental age varies between 5 and a hundred depending on how much sleep I get and what subject I'm talking with people about. I'm passionate (too much, really), I smoke too much, and I fall in love very easily (as can be proved by the multiple subjects of my poetry and prose). I've had this account for years.

If you like you can check me out on myspace, too, at www.myspace.com/screamo_angel or on twitter as "lovenotegestapo," but if you're going to friend me please let me know you're from this site and what your pen name is, otherwise I'll just say no on the grounds that I don't know you.

To all my reviewers, both steady and one-time, I have this to say: Whether you rant or rave about my writing, I still love you. You took the time to tell me your opinion. You boost my confidence in my ability to affect others with my words, and that's all I really want to do with this site.


"Writing's easy. You just sit down at a typewriter and open a vein."

-Walt Whitman

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You Met, Where? by The Swallowtail reviews
Sasha thought that Casey was the only man for her. Her thoughts change when Chris brings a new spark into her life. Rated M for content
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Romance - Chapters: 20 - Words: 41,076 - Reviews: 49 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 8/23/2009 - Published: 7/21/2005
A Dark Obsession by Jaskey reviews
Anna Mitchell has always been obsessed. She has loved goths since the time she first met one. But her obsession has taken a new twist, in the form of a certain blue-haired goth boy. Just how far will she go to get his attention?
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Drama/Humor - Chapters: 19 - Words: 73,393 - Reviews: 1213 - Favs: 1,079 - Follows: 111 - Updated: 2/17/2006 - Published: 1/1/2005
Swear Not By the Moon by Nehali reviews
beginning of a story about wanting what you can't have, romance, friendship, betrayal and lust.I may have to break up with Kevin.It isn't fair for me to be thinking about Justin. Why can't we be together?
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 6 - Words: 7,203 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 2 - Updated: 8/5/2005 - Published: 7/8/2005
Seduce Me Sweetly, O Singer by queenofthbritons reviews
Inspired by the sounds of Jimmy Eat World, some allegory and symbolism. guess it for yourself. its anything you want it to be.
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/6/2005
change by JackOfSpades reviews
a promise i wish i could have made someone, but it wasn't in the cards
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/30/2005
Letter From You by withprettysmiles reviews
a letter found in the trash
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 3 - Published: 3/25/2005
Solitude by thedarkthatiwas reviews
This is a poem I wrote when my life had taken a turn for the worse, about withdrawing into yourself to escape reality. I like reviews! Hint hint.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/15/2005
Is That OK With You? by doowopbop reviews
Read it. The last three lines were meant not to rhyme. I think it adds to the effect of my emotions...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/7/2005
It's darkest when the lights go out by Rachelle Lee reviews
Shadows. Darkness. Pain. Suffering. Lollipops. Sunshine. Just some painful metaphors for life at large.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/31/2005
Bathroom cleansing by islandeyes reviews
Description of my inner battle for sanity.
Fiction: Essay - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 580 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/31/2005
Good Grils Don't by dustytiger reviews
again rated for alluding to certain things, this is about trying to be a good girl like you've always been told with a bit of a twist, hope it's not scattered pls r&r took me forever to get it right!
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 258 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 4 - Published: 1/30/2005
Look at Yourself by xxLuvoxx reviews
Accepting yourself can be hard. Accepting the fact that you can is real easy.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 182 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/17/2004
She'll be Beautiful by Rachelle Lee reviews
Written about a girl whose outer beauty hides how her world is slowly falling apart-first post! help out some?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/3/2004
Stupidity Must Be Some Kind of Chronic Illness by Radyn reviews
Puberty does strange and mystifying things to teenagers, the least of which is dropping your intelligence to that of a tree stump. Why does this happen? Probably due to the bad chemicals. Rantish satire.
Fiction: Essay - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,369 - Reviews: 124 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/11/2003
Blonde Hair and Jean Jackets by Ulcercated Soul reviews
Blonde Hair and Jean Jackets
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/30/2002
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Bargain Bin
Kind of has a nursery-rhyme feel to it
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 336 - Published: 2/2/2011 - Complete
New Meds
Kind of self-explanatory.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Adventure/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 365 - Published: 2/2/2011
You Can Talk All You Want
Another fun little personal song OH SO HEAVILY VEILED! Originally inspired by a certain someone and The Dead Weather.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 302 - Published: 11/2/2010 - Complete
Futon Song reviews
Something I wrote last night. It had to get out of my head, it wasn't letting me sleep. Very Kimya Dawson influenced.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Romance/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 461 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/4/2010 - Complete
Over and Over
We're done
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 303 - Published: 5/26/2010
Days Of Love reviews
Inspired by my ex and the movie Candy
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 358 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/21/2009 - Complete
Modern Day Tragedy Chris's Song
Title is from my friend Chris, who had the honor of being first to read it.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 302 - Published: 12/21/2009 - Complete
Big City Fairy Tale
Philly wasn't very good to me.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 430 - Published: 12/21/2009 - Complete
65 MPH
An old one I found. Probably needs some work, but it's about a pretty big turning point in my life.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 433 - Published: 12/21/2009 - Complete
The land where the Jumblies live reviews
I feel like a nursery rhyme
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 664 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/30/2009 - Complete
Night Drive reviews
Ever get one of those slow subtle inner revolutions?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 647 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/22/2009 - Complete
This Is What Summer Feels Like reviews
Been in my head for a few days. I'm in a good mood :
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 151 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/13/2009 - Complete
Tentative Tightrope
I'm a little bit rusty, you're a little bit intrigued
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 378 - Published: 7/20/2009 - Complete
The Danger Boy Detour reviews
Written after a 3 week drinking binge. I just yesterday discovered that the subject of this prose is also the father of my 6-week-old embryo, so forgive the drama. It was an adorably passionate little love affair that has to enter reality now.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 321 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/28/2009 - Complete
Reasons Why He Didn't Call reviews
A look into self-doubt and fear in the form of a list. Much better than this sounds, I swear :p
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 329 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/5/2009 - Complete
Cruising Song
Kind of M-goats inspired. About a very recent change in my life. I'm pleased with it.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 300 - Published: 9/18/2008 - Complete
Flowergirl reviews
remembering a life I don't have any more
Fiction: Essay - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 248 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/29/2008 - Complete
How We Deal With Boys Like You reviews
Written at the spur of the moment while he was asleep.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 536 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/27/2008 - Complete
Rain Maker
Just something that came bubbling out of me last week when I was storm-dancing. Hope y'all like it. Lemme know whatcha think.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,024 - Published: 8/22/2008 - Complete
Grey Morning reviews
It was raining this morning, so I went for a walk. This ended up on the back of the paper place mat I got at the diner I ended up in.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 237 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 3 - Published: 8/10/2007 - Complete
Rapunzel reviews
Rated for language and violence. This one just kinda came out.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,444 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/27/2007 - Complete
HO & CH reviews
The world's got me dizzy again. You'd think after 22 years I'd be used to the spin, kind of sums up the feeling of this one. Thanks Conner!
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/26/2007 - Complete
Poured reviews
Another latenight caffinedriven ramble. Seem to be my specialty, really.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 310 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/26/2007 - Complete
And Queen Ann's Lace reviews
Purple clover, Queen Anne lace, Crimson hair across your face, You could make me cry if you don't know. Can't remember what I was thinkin' of. You might be spoilin' me too much, love, Yer gonna make me lonesome when you go.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 4 - Words: 2,946 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 12/22/2006 - Published: 1/3/2006
Lather, Rinse, Repeat reviews
I don't know... it kind of has a country feel to it for some reason, which isn't what I was going for, but it works anyway.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 290 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/21/2006 - Complete
Nero Fiddled reviews
Written because a couple people decided I was being a horrible person and betraying them because I decided to fall in love. I don't understand it either.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 270 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/7/2006 - Complete
Inkblots reviews
Written while my lover was describing how he felt when he found out the one that got away was moving to AZ. And no, I don't hate either of them.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/7/2006 - Complete
Driving Fast In Stolen Cars reviews
A song that kind of kicked itself out my head and onto the paper. I was in a car crash over the summer, and apparently I never got over it.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 207 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/7/2006 - Complete
A Simple Message reviews
Oy vey. Exes vex me sometimes.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12/7/2006 - Complete
I Remember Everything reviews
What happened to me over a year ago. I hope someone else will be able to relate and maybe learn that it's possible to move on. Kind of sharing my grief, I guess.
Fiction: Biography - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,115 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/7/2006 - Complete
Prettyface reviews
A late night, It's-8:30am-and-I'm-STILL-awake ramble that turned out all purty and such. Read, review, you know the drill :)
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 794 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/26/2006
Free Fall reviews
A little stream-of-thought type of piece I did the other day while watching my boyfriend play his guitar in our apartment after work. Thrilling, no?
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 382 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/18/2006
The First Woman reviews
Written while I was in the psych ward this past winter. Based on 2 people I met. Sorta.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 177 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/12/2006
Demons, Days, and Pills reviews
A song written about one of my exes. It was not a good relationship, but this piece is :)
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 243 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 7/9/2006
Wow, Someone Thinks Highly Of Herself reviews
For the first time in a while. Wow. Wrote it cuz someone I know has a xanga that I just found, and it's full of prose-like junk that just makes her sound shallow and, well, pretentious.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 252 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 7/9/2006
Center reviews
I'm an in-between kind of girl, bay-bay.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 59 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/13/2006
Mood Ring Eyes and Cocaine reviews
Rated for language and some minor violence. About love. The kind that last, despite insanity.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,594 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 3 - Published: 3/13/2006
Paper Cruise reviews
Not even I know, man.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 2/19/2006
it's time to say goodbye reviews
For mom.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2/19/2006
Rails reviews
Escape
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 229 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 1/13/2006
Remember My Eyes reviews
About a friend of mine who used to be more than a friend... and if choosing to forget me.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 194 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1/13/2006
Late Last Night reviews
Mountain Dew and Marlboros and insomnia are a beautiful thing on paper. Especially when you haven't slept and your mind wanders across the page.
Fiction: Essay - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 341 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/27/2005
APD reviews
Musings written on the back of a blank diner order
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/6/2005
online journal reviews
Written in a mood.. not sure what kind, though.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/29/2005
Amber reviews
About my old co-worker, Amber.
Fiction: Essay - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 448 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11/19/2005
Arsenic reviews
Meh. I was listening to Manson. "This is the New Shit" is the ultimate psych-out song. Heck yeah.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 248 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 11/1/2005
You Made Me Smile reviews
Last night I didn't want him, I just... want to be his.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 10/30/2005
The OW Syndrome reviews
Written while in an emotionally charged and inspired mood. God bless Frappuccino and forbidden love.
Fiction: Essay - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 544 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 3 - Published: 10/21/2005
You Lost Pandora's Box reviews
With every word and every dream and every single time you breathe a memory, I think of your eyes in the back of my head, and wish you were thinking of me...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 400 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 3 - Published: 10/18/2005
Bright Eyed reviews
I feel untalented right now.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 73 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 10/18/2005
Kiss and Tell Flowers reviews
Hmmm...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 9/28/2005
Delete reviews
I was inspired by a review commenting on how much I've published on here, and how that person doesn't feel inspired very often. That, and by my e-mail account's buttons. (The last two lines are true, by the way)
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 9/26/2005
So Many Possiblities reviews
A break up, a flirt, a new guy, a jerk. This is what happens when you let your subcoscious and your keyboard intersect.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/26/2005
Ophelia Rose Goes to the Movies reviews
Went to see "The Exorcism of Emily Rose" and ended up writing about self-destructive romance in the back row of the cinema..
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/26/2005
Love Letter reviews
to you... remember me? Please don't.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9/26/2005
Pink and Black Stripes reviews
A kind of Jack's Mannequin-style song. Another day, another dollar. Another break up that I claim doens't matter. You know what I mean, or is that to complex for a summary?
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 497 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/16/2005
I Loved Him to this Music reviews
Wonderwall is playing, and it brings to mind summer tan lines, awkward lines at the top of the twisty slide, confused nights set to music, lies, love, adolescence slipping away so forecfully...
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 263 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/12/2005
Over Thinking reviews
I hate it when guys read too much intot hings and think everything's about them. LET GO OF YOUR EGO!
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 321 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/12/2005
Opposite Faces reviews
The strangest thing happened the other day...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 9/11/2005
Jacob Ender reviews
I hope he has your eyes...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 49 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 9/8/2005
Biggest Fan reviews
Inspired by and written for Katelyn. She rocks my socks, and I love her. I hope all works out...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 9/6/2005
Sinking Beauty reviews
For the victims of Katrina. Always remembered.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 55 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/2/2005
Anna Rose, Baby Girl reviews
A bit of an unconventional "welcome to the world" poem for my friend's new baby, Anna Rose.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 151 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8/31/2005
SplitBottom Soul reviews
See what happens when I listen to a garage band practice? Maybe I should do it more often...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 49 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 8/30/2005
Fighting on the Floor reviews
Screamo, emo, and just plain friggin' AWESOME! Read it. Now. I promise, it doesn't suck at all.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 264 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/24/2005
Morning Sickness and OneTime Beauty reviews
"One for sorrow, two for joy. Three for girls and four for boys..." Counting off crows in the sky doesn't help cover the fact of what you did last night.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 8/22/2005
Empty and Pure reviews
Stick figures are my role model
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 248 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 8/16/2005
Brillo reviews
Hopes and plans go wrong so so easily, and I keep on forgetting that. It's always a smack in the face when someone denies me a dream.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 45 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8/16/2005
Love Me reviews
Written in the ER today after calling my S.O. and having him calm me down. He doesn't realize how much he helps me.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 48 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 8/12/2005
Victim Cobain reviews
Did you orchestrate your own hospital report?
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 239 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/11/2005
On the Pill? reviews
Those three little words do not guarantee safety. It's only 66% affective w/ protection, anyway.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8/9/2005
Unsuccessful reviews
Dammit! I was doing so well! I was so happy tonight, what went wrong? What's WRONG with me!
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8/3/2005
Endless Page reviews
It's our 3-month mark, and I wanted to make a list of top-ten, but why confine it that way? So I wrote about writing what I ended up making him, and what it brought up.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 339 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/2/2005
All in your eyes reviews
I could curve into you and melt.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 197 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8/1/2005
Fakefrayed Denim Day Dreams reviews
Tonight is a night for practical prose and smiles on the phone.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 377 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/1/2005
Ides of March Invading reviews
Can you figure out the hidden meaning? If you do, I'll give you a ravingly nice review, I promise!
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 269 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 7/29/2005
Baby I'm Amazed reviews
"The way you love me all the time"
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 952 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/28/2005
When I get surrounded reviews
... I just can't stop. Call it impulsive, call it compulsive, call it insane.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 423 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/27/2005
Caught but Not reviews
Hey that rhymes! I wish I could do that all the time!
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 289 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/24/2005
Impressions reviews
Last night's images in my mind. No flash photography, people, it might scare the cutter!
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7/22/2005
Cutting in front of the keyboard and reflecting reviews
"Let's compare battle scars. I'll show you mind if you show me yours"
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 236 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7/22/2005
Email Confessions reviews
Almost word-for-word from an e-mail I sent to a friend of mine, and then asked for it back, because it just expressed so well how I was feeling.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 258 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 7/22/2005
Didn't even think, let alone try reviews
I said I'd try to stop doing it so much. So what did I do tonight? Made myself jewelry with pretty red droplet beads on my wrist.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 7/21/2005
White Noise Walls reviews
Ok, this is wierd. This song was inspired by my ex, for some reason. I'm not even sure why i thought of him, I haven't in such a long time. But I wondered what would happen in someone's head in a situation like that who wasn't me. You know? Let me know wh
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 225 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 7/20/2005
Hate Crying reviews
I hate crying in front of you. I'm so unpretty...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 211 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/20/2005
When You're Still Here reviews
You're not gone yet, another month or so is left. I miss you.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/19/2005
As far as I can throw me reviews
Listening to songs that all deal with going just a little too far. Reminded me of things I'd rather not, and wrote about soemthing suggested tonight...
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 490 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/19/2005
It's a Lie reviews
A kiss with opened eyes. And she's not breathing back anything but bother me. (It takes my pain away)
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 346 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/18/2005
Better Than Nicotine reviews
You're better than a cigarette snuck on the far side of the house...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/18/2005
Your Babe in a Black Dress reviews
There's a picture on myspace of me in my raver dress. It's currently hidden in my closet, becaue my mom's a nun, but I can't wait for the day I wear it for you.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/18/2005
Broken in blue jean dreams reviews
Cutting, dreaming, cleaning, screaming. It only happens when it's needed, only happens when I'm bleeding.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 303 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7/18/2005
Primal Scream reviews
Inspired by screamo. Rated for language. "Scream, let it out, LET IT OUT! Primal rage, before you make the first page in shame and regret. Let it out! Shred your voice in your inner scream."
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 219 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/17/2005
Car Ride Monologue reviews
This is almost word-for-word what I said tonight on the way home to my boyfriend. Not a declaration of love, more of an affirmation.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/16/2005
Basement Triangle reviews
My best friend, my love, and I were lying in her basement tonight to escape the heat. I've never been so at peace and in love with both of them. Fits under friendship, too, but love pervades both of them from me. Love you two. Jackie and Dave.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 372 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/16/2005
Cigarette Scent reviews
Blow the smoke into my hair, I want to remember you tonight.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 42 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7/16/2005
Cassi reviews
Another of my "favorite reviewers" poems. This one is for "My Paper Kisses" Go read her stuff, it makes me cry when I read it at night...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 51 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/16/2005
2 reviews
A lustful gleam in his eye was all it took for me to fall. How long it's taken me to get back up.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 19 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/16/2005
Midnight Wanderings reviews
Late at night the ghost of my regrets comes and sits on the side of my bed. It clouds my dreams and taints my writings and leads me down a circular path.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 220 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/16/2005
Intense reviews
I've been called that before, but differently. I like it better when you say it...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/15/2005
Highway Conversations and Heading Up The Stairs reviews
Thanks for giving me the information and options after everything's locked up for the night.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/15/2005
Any Day reviews
I'd take instant reactions to all my memories any day.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7/15/2005
Silent Freshly Fallen Scars reviews
At night I hear the tempations even louder. When I'm not allowed to turn on the radio to drown them out. How can a blade have such a strong voice?
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/15/2005
Soundtrack Life reviews
I always have music around me, no matter what. Silence... it's not my thing.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 7/15/2005
Memory Heading Up North reviews
Today on the highway I thought of you...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/15/2005
Shellshocked from your Smile reviews
I didn't expect you to just take me in so easily.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/15/2005
Mascara Tracks reviews
Ever wash your face, only to be left with the emo-goth smudges of your eyeliner and mascara on your cheeks? Why do I love that look?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 7/14/2005
Smoking Allusions reviews
Not connected to "Smoking Conclusions" by queenofthebritons. Not even smiliar, really, but go read hers anyway. This piece came to me when I was reading what I'd posted a little while ago, and how much of my private life I display on this site.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 157 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/14/2005
Enlightenment From a Ten O'Clock Drunk reviews
This actually happened to me today. None of it's made up, I just wrote it down the best I could. True stories are the wierdest, right?
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 982 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/14/2005
Better On Paper reviews
No, I do not glamorize myself in my poetry. I tend to tear myself down, actually. But I seem to come across as... more... anyway. I'm really not this creative or wonderful or at ease with myself.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 79 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 7/14/2005
I Can Do That reviews
I love you I love you I love you I love you. It doesn't matter to me. (For JackOfSpades)
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 249 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/13/2005
The Last Night Series reviews
Three poems I wrote last night that kind of fit together, but are seperate nonetheless. Chapters in order of when they were written. I like the concept, but let me know what you, ok?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 149 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7/13/2005
Picture Me Sleeping reviews
Just me thinking about how it must look to someone when they walk in on my bedroom... dunno why I was thinking this. If it's happened, they've left with no trace. I like the idea of midnight visitors, though...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 190 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/13/2005
I Used To Be goldenone reviews
A quick announcement for any of my readers out there about my changed pen name.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 229 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/12/2005
Being Blind reviews
Tonight was awesome. Second hand smoke has never been so good, and riding home the music was better than ever. Funny how things are more defined when you're around...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 244 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/12/2005
Late at night the phone rang reviews
I know I've felt like this before. We all can relate to the insecurity and reassurances craved.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 551 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7/12/2005
Hipbones reviews
Damn, babe, can't you see you make me shiver with a simple brush of your fingertips on my shoulder?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 179 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 3 - Published: 7/11/2005
Seeing Red reviews
Just an outpouring of anger. Actally a bit shaken afrer reading this over, but it needed to be let out.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 303 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/10/2005
Critics reviews
An short, angry poem about... well, critics, but probably not the kind you think.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/10/2005
Peppermint Shampoo, Wearing No Shoes, and You reviews
Alliteration across the baseball field, and not kissing you. Many many times I've covered for awkwardness with physical affection. No need for that, I'm comfortable with you sitting next to me on the grass, silent.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 216 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7/10/2005
Emo Toes and Placemat Poems reviews
A really cute, kinda emo love poem for the ninja. Inspired because I finally went over the cliff today and drew on my shoes cuz I was bored. I'm sorry!
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 226 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/8/2005
Burn Out reviews
I don't do many songs, but this one poured out of me today. Inspired by Jimmy Eat World, moving away, cigarettes and bonfires, and the desire to prove everybody wrong.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 358 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/8/2005
Write of My Thoughts reviews
This one's a rather personal message to one particulat girl. She'll know it when she sees it.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 397 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 7/8/2005
What did you prove? reviews
ANY KID EVER CAUGHT DOING ANYTHING "WRONG" BY THEIR PARENTS SHOULD READ THIS. That's enough caps for me today, thanks.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 214 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/7/2005
I'm So Sorry or Failed Attempts at Freedom reviews
"I held you close as we both shook, for the last time. Take a good hard look"
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7/7/2005
What I'd Give reviews
I need something so badly right now. Something addictive and harmful and such a release. Sad that a pool party means more caution than your face when you see what I've done...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 324 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 7/4/2005
Fireworks Two Night In A Row reviews
One month, can you believe it? I meant everything I said, with every pull on the cigarette and every kiss, I meant it all. I always will.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 385 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7/3/2005
One the Flight Home reviews
Germany Series Part 12. Anticipating my coming home, and seeing the people (and person) I love.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/30/2005
Mesh Armor reviews
Germany Series part 11. Another reason why I stopped the habit. Let's hope it's permanent this time.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/30/2005
Maggy reviews
Germany Series part 10. Written for my host in Euskirchen.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/30/2005
Guilt Covered Up reviews
Germany Series part 9. About what freaked me out and made me stop my renewed old habit. It just got kind of out of hand for just long enough.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/30/2005
Red Paint Lines reviews
Germany Series part 8. Written from what I thought my bf's point of view was, and my view seems to have bleed in a bit much, too.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/30/2005
Techno Music in the Air reviews
Germany Series part 7. A song I wrote while I was listening to the dance music from the party nearby my hotel.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 309 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/30/2005
Electric Kool Aid Kiss reviews
Germany Series part 6. I read "The Electric Kool Aid Acid Test" by Tom Woolf on my trip, and was inspired in a way.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/30/2005
Cathedral Souvenier Stand reviews
Germany Series part 5. There was a beaitiful cathedral we visited, and there was a souvenier stand. It really stuck in my head and made me mad, and the porm kind of morphed on me.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/30/2005
Poem For Mike reviews
Germany Series part 4. A friend of mine told me to write something. Here is the result.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 79 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/30/2005
Freshly Cut Tourist reviews
Germany Series part 3. An old habit came back on the trip. It's gone again now, but for a while I was really depressed and distant because of it.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/30/2005
Two By Two reviews
Germany Series part 2. About how everyone but me seemed to be pairing off.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 60 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/30/2005
Missing You reviews
First of the many I wrote while in Germany for two weeks. Written in Heidelberg when I got hit by a wave of loneliness.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 202 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/30/2005
Champagne Girl reviews
Welcome back to the handcuff home life, babe, I'm sorry, but at least I have longer nails for you to feel now. Every time I thought of cutting them I thought of your words...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 304 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/30/2005
Sugar Pill reviews
A girl that wants to live life fast meets a guy at a party... That's just the background story. Rated for drug references, slight sex and death. You know, all the good stuff.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 641 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/13/2005
You're Like Woah reviews
A letter/poem to the ninja. (You knwo who you are, BABE) because, even if you say you won't, I know you'll miss me. Pussy with an umlaut, my dear, that's all I have to say.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 331 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6/13/2005
Effing Trend Cutter reviews
How sick is it when a girl copies her friend's cutting JUST BECAUSE SHE WANTS TO FIT IN!
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 6/13/2005
You Kiss So Hard reviews
Something someone commented to me taken up a notch. "I know when I kiss you I may make you bleed, but don't you wonder who did this to me"
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 431 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 6/11/2005
Leave Reality at the Door reviews
Kind of alludes to rape in a hazy way. When a girl meets a guy at a party and flirts all night, what is he surpposed to think when she takes him upstairs?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 225 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/11/2005
Seatbelt reviews
"you can be my seatbelt for tongiht, but if I die I'll kill you"
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 307 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6/9/2005
Look At Me reviews
"Who's that girl I see" Written a half hour before graduation.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 479 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 6/9/2005
Pain is Better than Nothing reviews
What do you tell someone when they discover that you cut?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 259 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/8/2005
I'll Dance For You reviews
What goes through your mind when you're dancing for a guy to notice, what's the message you're trying to get across?
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 504 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6/6/2005
Under the Porch reviews
We both have new bad habits that are actually old ones, but not like in my old poem, I promise. You're worth more than that.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 6/3/2005
You Always Said reviews
People wonder how I got this way. How I somehow concluded it's better to break it that take it. Do you really want the answer?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 380 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/1/2005
I snapped when you said I was the wrong one reviews
A kind of universal rant at everyone lately that's been treating me like crap. I'm tired of them telling me how I'm acting when they don't even look at me.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 417 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6/1/2005
Bubblebox reviews
For smiling face (aka: Bri), about how much I love her:)
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 218 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 5/31/2005
Photogenic reviews
I am not. A picture is worth a thousand words, but I am every feeling and unspoken glance you're ever going to not quite catch.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 255 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/31/2005
Drug filled death wish reviews
Sometimes you need more than one to stop destruction.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 5/31/2005
Would you believe me? reviews
For my friend, Jackie.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 425 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/31/2005
No one reviews
"no one" she says
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5/31/2005
You're trying too hard reviews
About stereotypes
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 446 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 5/31/2005
For My Seperated Sister reviews
I'm not even sure if she'll read this, but I hope she does, because frankly all of this crap isn't worth losing her.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 204 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5/27/2005
You Break It You Buy It reviews
I deleted your e-mails and ended whatever you apparently thought we had.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 5/27/2005
Apathetic goodbye said through a haze reviews
Why today, of all days, am I feeling blank and nothing?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 218 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5/27/2005
Leaving in Silence reviews
Tomorrow's the last day of high school, and I can't say goodbye today, the words won't come out.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 219 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 5/26/2005
Screaming Her Heart Out reviews
For anyone that thought chicks couldn't do screamo, and anyone that thought men can't relate to heartbreak.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 977 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5/26/2005
Painting My World Blindfolded reviews
Colors and lines blend together and form designs and details I've never seen before. I closed my eyes and painted my life.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 279 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/26/2005
Glass Ceilings and Marbles reviews
Just got hit by a wave of depressing lines, so here they are. It's a bit more of a longing for the past kind of thing, maybe? Helpless?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 325 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/25/2005
Get Out of My Head reviews
You were in my dream last night. I almost woke up crying.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 253 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 5/25/2005
Summer Romance reviews
About the guy I wish would show up for summer and then not have a problem w/ breaking up when I go to college. Should probably be under fantasy.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 307 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 5/25/2005
Art Room Tableau reviews
Just me wondering what I look like right now. Inside and out.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 519 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/24/2005
Detention reviews
What to do when you're incarcerated (and I can't spell. Sorry)
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 272 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 5/23/2005
The Game Plan reviews
The last poem I'm writing about this.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 228 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5/23/2005
Idol Statue reviews
About what happens when you worship a beautiful woman.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5/23/2005
Don't do this reviews
Please let me go and stop forcing me to watch you kill and torture. Untie me and let me run until I die, I can't take this any more.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 215 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5/20/2005
Beyond the Poetry reviews
Just a short poem about a friend that leaves.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 52 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/20/2005
I will not scream reviews
It doesn't matter how great the pain or how crippling the fear, I will not let them hear me scream. (Not about torture. I just realized it sounds like it in my summary. It's not)
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 779 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/19/2005
High School Romance reviews
She passed you a note declaring her love for you on neatly lined paper.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/18/2005
Posted signs reviews
The large yellow signs lining the road should have warned you.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 708 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 5/18/2005
Mommy Dearest reviews
Guess what I can do, mommy! I'll bet you'll never know.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 507 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5/18/2005
One More Song reviews
We're both dressed up in our finery anyway. Dancer-girl, may I have this dance? You claim I'm waltzing away. I always thought it was a funeral march.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 356 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5/17/2005
Kill my own Reflection reviews
If your own image mocks you from behind your own eyes, how can you strike back?
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 549 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/17/2005
Sister, do you know my name? reviews
You know this is about you, don't you? Dont write me back, you already have.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 491 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 5/16/2005
Confessions to the Grass reviews
If only I couldn't see what would happen.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 5/16/2005
Some muchneeded color reviews
You always said I looked good in blue.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 191 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/16/2005
Night Brings On Strange Thoughts Three Days Before reviews
Title kind of says it all. More introspective than anything, I guess. Whatever, it's good. Read it.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 244 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5/11/2005
Jezebel reviews
Inspired by a girl who lied.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 541 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 5/11/2005
It was so easy to say reviews
The L Word means somehow more, somehow less, now that it's over.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 556 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/11/2005
Diary in Prose reviews
I'm so much braver in my poems than when I'm face-to-face with you...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/10/2005
Impulse Scars reviews
I jump at every idea I have impulsively, but too often I fall and leave scars on my knees.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 5/9/2005
Designer Dreams reviews
I'll wear your words braided in my hair...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5/9/2005
Gray and Torn and Beautiful Forgetfullness reviews
It's so hard to categorize this piece. It's not poetry, it's not fiction, it's not really any genre. Just this flow-of visions I had...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 800 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 5/4/2005
Baby's Black Balloon reviews
A songfic I wrote last night about a man and the woman he tried to save. Better than you think, I just suck at summaries right now.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,308 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/3/2005
Dream or Vision or Deja Vu Yet to Be? reviews
I had a really wierd dream the other night. At least, I THINK that's what it was...
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,057 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/2/2005
Sorry I Missed You reviews
Ahhh, imagery and irony and poetic beauty. How I love talent. Shout out to TSBS for helping me write this!
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 215 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/25/2005
And So We Are Here reviews
I was asked to write a poem for our Bachelarette ceremony. Tell me what you think, cuz I don't have to read it for like 2 weeks, so I have time to edit and improve. Thanks!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 163 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4/22/2005
The Life and Times of a Trich Chick reviews
This is the story about my struggle with trichotillomania. Don't know what that is? Read it. Know what that is? Read it. Have it? Read it. Did you read it? Review it!
Fiction: Biography - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,627 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/22/2005
Hope Dies reviews
As I put out the last flame of hope and watch the smoke drift up away from me, I say good bye with tears in my eyes.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 188 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4/18/2005
Perfect Little Schoolgirl reviews
About my mother. And yes, I AM bitter. Very bitter.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 42 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4/14/2005
You're Never Perfect reviews
You're never perfect (But I'm trying so hard)
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/13/2005
Absence of Creativity reviews
One word says it all.
Poetry: Humor - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/11/2005
Existentialism on Prom Night reviews
About two friends after prom, and the beautiful event that takes place. Sucky Summary, but you should read it anyway. It's really good, I promise.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,286 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/11/2005
Saints and Sailors reviews
An old songfic I wrote when I was cutting. It's interesting to see how I was thinking about stuff back then.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,193 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/11/2005
Andy You're a Star reviews
Hero worship taken too far, but on which side?
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 919 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 4/11/2005
Can't You? reviews
Can't you make yourself, even if you don't love me anymore?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/11/2005
Shining from the Smoke reviews
Describing what my friend says when she's floating...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 163 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4/8/2005
Mrs Watt reviews
I saw an old day-care teacher of mine at the farmers market last weekend.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/8/2005
This Poem Was Written While Eating Cheerios reviews
Cereal keeps me sane sometimes.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 4/7/2005
Cover her face reviews
My eyes dazzle; she died young.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 249 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/4/2005
Pain of Love, Love of Pain reviews
Wow. Even I find this one disturbing. I'm not sure where it came from, either.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 253 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4/4/2005
Identifying with Dandelions reviews
I long for summer, especially when it rains in my head.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 176 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/4/2005
Blankface reviews
This is what you wanted, what you worked for. You're alone and unharmed, so why are you crying?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 192 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4/1/2005
I know I'll meet you reviews
A poem I wrote for my future husband, whoever he may be.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 452 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3/31/2005
Promises, Promises reviews
A note pinned to the door. Some of your last words: Love you, never hurt you.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 3/31/2005
Waiting to Lose it All reviews
Arranged marriages disturb me.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 3/31/2005
Come Home Happy reviews
My homelife sucks. So I wrote about it. See what being artistic does?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 209 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 3/30/2005
What Others Call Twisted reviews
About self-destructive addictions and how people see them when they do them. Props to ArtyChick for inspiring this one!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3/30/2005
aurelia reviews
About Trichotillomania, and what it's like to have it.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/29/2005
Shattered Glass Completeness reviews
A song/poem I wrote a while ago, but I fixed it up and I think I like it. What about you?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 238 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/17/2005
Witch Hunt reviews
Burn the witch, burn her out! (cut and scar and bleed her out)
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/15/2005
Old alarm reviews
Your hand brushed my arm, it set off the old alarm...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 218 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/14/2005
Thank you to ArtyChick reviews
A short poem I wrote for one of my best reviewers:)
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/14/2005
Morning Tears reviews
three small poems I wrote this morning. The grieving process.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 192 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3/10/2005
Lifeline reviews
Me being all emo and depressing. Don't take it seriously, just felt like writing it.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 254 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/9/2005
Billy reviews
He died last night, and no one knows why or how.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3/8/2005
He Said He Loved Me reviews
A true story. Just read it!
Fiction: Biography - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 8 - Words: 4,569 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/4/2005
Break up, break down reviews
The big questions running through my mind of late. Thanks in part to the break up.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/1/2005
Naked but covered reviews
Don't look at me, I love you
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/14/2005
Vampire Beauty reviews
A description of immortality.
Fiction: Essay - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 563 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/11/2005
You don't know me, do you? reviews
Did you know I have bedroom eyes? That I can knock you down with a kiss?
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 565 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/7/2005
Fighting the Dark Inside Me reviews
My subconscious revealed itself yesterday in my writing. This is only a segment of what came out, but it's the best part. Enjoy.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 269 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2/4/2005
Ryan reviews
A poem about my friend Ryan, who I met this summer but have known all my life.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/26/2005
Date my brother reviews
A song I wrote in an emo mood. Too many songs are about parents and gf/bf, what about brothers?
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 294 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/25/2005
Slide, Cry, Love and Doubt reviews
A reviewer of mine, Mike Smale, writes sonnets, and I thought I'd try my hand at it. It looked fun. UPDATED!
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 485 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/7/2005
Contradictions in Human Form reviews
Just a self-describing thingy I wrote in English class today.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/4/2005
Anna reviews
A little soul-searching done in the middle of the night.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 202 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1/4/2005