Furine Panpasu Kitsuchi
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Joined 10-13-04, id: 439731
Author has written 46 stories for Life, Family, School, Action, Fantasy, Love, Friendship, Fantasy, and General.

Alright, you really expect me to give you information about myself. Well, I don't do the whole truth thing, because I don't really trust most people out there. No offense to any of you, because truely it isn't personal. I just don't like sharing from what has happened in my life. I will however, tell you what I look like... at least on the inside. I stand about 5'10", though I do hunch, so I look smaller than that. I'm skinny, really skinny, like bone thin, many say I'm anarexic. I've got long, really dark brown hair, which looks black in just about anything but bright light. It's down to my shoulder blades, and my two feline pointed ears poking out atop my head. I've got a feline muzzle, with the nose and all, not some house cats muzzle, a small wild cats muzzle. My eyes are deep midnight blue, which changes to violet in the right light. My fur is a dark storm grey, with thick black lined spots on my arms and legs, and black lined stripes on my back. My three foot tail is ringed with black and that same dark storm grey color. The color inside the spots and stripes is a lighter grey, like a ghost grey, and from my chin down to my thighs is light wispy autumn orange under fur. My hands, are not hands. They are paws. The dark storm grey fur covers them all over, except on the backs which have the spots, and in the palm, which is a tan colored pad. Like human hands, my "fingers" or digits, have two smaller ovaline pads, but only two, spaced by something like a knuckle under the fur. I've got retractable claws, which act like the third link of a human hand. My thumb is the same way. I don't have feet however, because quite frankly, (and no offense to any humans out there) human feet look stupid, awkward, and well, just unappealing. I've got feline paws, you know, the pad, the claws, and the smaller, three "toe" like pads. Now, I like to wear dark color's, and well, I like lace and such, so I try to wear loose, baggy, light pants, black of course, with loose, light, dress shirts, also black. I've got crimson lace at the cuffs and neck. Oh, and my hair, is either loose, like a mane, or tied in a braid of pony tail, when ever I feel like it, so there is no set way my hair is. Now you know what I look like, at least on the inside. If you have complaint's, such as "There is no way on earth you can look like that!" or "MAN THAT FREAK IS UGLY!" keep them to yourselves, I wont tollerate flaming for what I look like, or for that matter, any thing period, because it's rude, disrespectful, and quite frankly, I don't care what you think. Now if you havn't picked up already, and are in fact still reading this, for some odd reason (though I do admit to keep reading these things myself, and will be the first of many to call myself odd) I've got attitude. I hate disrespect. That's the one thing that will with out a doubt set me off on you, like a hurricane on Florida (my heart goes out to any one that has suffered at the hands of Mother Earth's angry bellows). I also love writing, which is probably why I'm starting Fanfic writing. I do other stories, and poems other than fanfic, but have never posted, or typed them for that matter. I have a whole binder full of doodles, poetry, writing, shortstories, and compilations from all of the time I do it during school. I tried writing another fanfic before, for the show "Yu Yu Hakusho" however, that died out, as I disliked how I did it. Now, that might suggest that I am an anime fan, or at least I know and like anime. Well the fact is, that I hang with anime nuts, read with anime nuts, and have become an anime nut myself. Currently, I own very little anime, manga, or anything of the sort, but I hope to increase that soon, as now I have a job. My running list of anime and manga is thus:

MY ANIME AND MANGA!
1. "Love Hina" 10-12
2. Gundam Wing Endless Waltz Special Edition
3. Sailor Moon Super Series (can't remember the movie name, so I'll put it up later)
4. Complete ".hack//SIGN" Anime box set
5. More to come later

Well hopefully that list will expand later on, because I really, really want to be able to have something to do at collage, other than all the work. I live and breath role playing, which is part of what I look like goes into. Now, if you are into any of those things, or you really, desperatly, absolutly must know more about me, you can email me. I might return the message, if 1. I feel that it is safe to do so, 2. You have common interest with me, and 3. You role play, or know something that perks my interest.

Alright, because I can't keep passing up good quotes that me and my friends create on our random sprees, I'm going to dedicate the start and list of quotes to my good friend Orion Kohaishu!
*LIST OF QUOTES*
1. "Oh god it hurts!" "Next time we'll have to use a safety word..."

2. "Seen any goats around lately?" "No, because I sacrificed them to my dark god, but I'm moving up to human sacrifice. So what are you doing tonight?" "I'm going over to my parents place." "See told you I was moving up to human sacrifice."

Now with all that out of the way, on with the writing! Also, I have an account on Fanfiction.net, under the same penname, so if you like my works here, check me out there as well will you, I would love to get some reviews.

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My Mask by Tia1
The Masks That We Wear...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/11/2005
Facade by Grace Maxwell reviews
I know it hurts.. You're not the only one with this facade...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/11/2005
Breakdown by AbstractMind reviews
a personal experience
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 331 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/3/2005
Homicidal Dreams by Max Barrett reviews
Inspired by a poem that was inspired by a dream. It's amazing what your subconcious can lead you to.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/1/2005
Every Person Has a Story by beautiful dream reviews
Every person has their own unique story.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/5/2005
Bedamned by Ribhinn Maraiche reviews
For all the people who have felt on a particular day that a single life was small and useless in the course of history. For all the people who have felt betrayed. For everyone who has ever had a bad day. As usual, rather extravagantly exaggerated.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 229 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/5/2005 - Complete
The Harlequinade by Mr. Moonsong reviews
A selfish yearn for an escape from this materialistic world, everyone's being in. Parasoled by the artificiality of this world, one has lost one's own trueself.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 170 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/22/2005
Too Late by Ribhinn Maraiche reviews
Never said they were sorry, Never told me they cared, A sight I have not seen before, Bars between the world and me, They told me to go to hell, But it's too late, It's too late, I'm there.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 246 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/16/2005 - Complete
Let's Run Away by Ribhinn Maraiche reviews
My life has been at such a standstill, I'm standing here till I'm pushed away and pushed aside. Rising out of the ashes, now, The ashes turning gray, Who could've predicted Life was gonna be this way?
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 431 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/16/2005 - Complete
Silence and violence by Hangman reviews
A fairly tame poem which I think was half a song..
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/18/2003
Sickening truth, beautiful lies by Hangman reviews
Another poem about that girl
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 79 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/18/2003
Puppy Love by Morbid Hound reviews
a sadistic love song - love, hate, confusion and a lot of pain combined...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 4 - Published: 6/4/2003
Yearning by Morbid Hound reviews
now i lie dying, but what do you care?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 48 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/17/2003
There you are by Starbuck23 reviews
Emptiness and confusion reign in my mind
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/5/2003
Obsession by Morbid Hound reviews
my first poem to be published... please tell me what you think of it! please please please!!! it's a little disturbing...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Fantasy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/27/2003
Passion play by Kim The Manipaltive Little Mo reviews
Lust is a game after all...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/15/2001
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On my mind Again reviews
It's a fierce thing the passions in my mind and body. Once more I'm almost drowning in them, but Im slowly learning to swim. The needier side of a feeling that rides me like a horse in the heat of battle.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 200 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/3/2006 - Complete
Rustified Fear reviews
Waking up a day after and realizing that that fear that pulls back isn't entirely something I can't control. One more chain that's gonna snap!
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/30/2006 - Complete
Pretty Bandaged Coins reviews
I've got ten pretty bandaged coins upon my fingers, they shine right out before me. And all those that see them come, will know my thundering story.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 205 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/22/2006 - Complete
Red thoughts
Just a little bleak something that was barely etched out in the early hours of the morning. Hinging at the greating something inside my skull
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 53 - Published: 10/21/2006 - Complete
Tension reviews
Love's a curse, and then you get some!
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 287 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/17/2006
Choices
Thoughts on what is really right for those you love. How do you know? You go with what you feel will keep them safest at night. What will keep the nightmares away, and the feelings upright.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 281 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/12/2006
Paused
An interesting thought as I look up from my laptop at my house.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Published: 7/31/2006
The Stronger Road
There are two ways to find strength. In solitude, and in companionship. Both can be painful, but which is stronger?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 314 - Published: 6/16/2006
Worthiness
Ponderances on when it's ok to ask something of another. When do you know they'll give it to you freely, from their heart, not because they feel they should. When will they enjoy it to you of their own vollition?
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 192 - Published: 6/15/2006
Double Sided Coin reviews
I am the Harlequin, the double sided coin. A battle is my life, because I need more than one choice.
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 182 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6/12/2006
The Demon and the Angel
How do you deal with two such opposed natures in a person? Which side is right? Which side is wrong? Do you go with one, or do you go with both?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 288 - Published: 6/12/2006
Never Relenting
Expressing my control. A message so hard to show to those near to me. Expressing something at all.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 168 - Published: 6/12/2006
Fighting Forever reviews
Can you stand forever, against the test of time. Musings on life, and being different.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 338 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/11/2006
The Game reviews
Welcome to the game, will you be ready to play when it shows up for you?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 79 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/11/2006
Always Saying No reviews
Just feelings from times long past. Guess it was about time they hit verse form. Spur of the moment.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/11/2006
You or Them reviews
A poem inspired by the revitilization of thought in my life. It's based on who is right in the world, and who is wrong. Is it you, or Them?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 221 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/7/2006
Perceptions of Innocense
This has been inspired by a few thoughts on my situation. How can I love the way I do, yet the whole world will call me harlot and cheat. Well, I'll love as I do, because I can, and show them all their faults! Reviews are loved!
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Published: 5/31/2006
Innocent Paradise reviews
This is something that I've been trying to write for three days. It has been inspired by my closest loves, Rent, and the need to hurt myself. It is a poem about having something you crave so deeply, and getting it in the most completely innocent of ways.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 195 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5/29/2006
Mistress of Melody reviews
Writen when I'm way too drowsy, and a muse in a song of a loved one, and all the ones that she has for me.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/18/2006
The Truth reviews
Ok, so Ma petite is just every so good at getting me into a poetic mood. This one is rated the powerful emotions that fuel it, and the complicated yet simple thing it tries to say. Of course I dedicate it to Ma Petite.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 290 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/30/2006
Private Dreams
A little poem in a bout of selfishness. Then remembering why I don't need to be that way.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Fantasy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Published: 4/22/2006
Nursery Rhymes reviews
Growing up, and how to keep all the good things close while you give them up. Inspired by all my friends, and some wonderful conversations.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 234 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/25/2006
Cause of Depression reviews
Yet another poem inspired and based on depression. Enjoy o' pervayers of dark delight, and feast on my tortured soul. Though my own torture it may bev.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Horror/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11/8/2005
Three Women reviews
The night I was touched by those who look after the guardians. Those that come to breaking souls, who's duty is to stand strong for all time. The night I found comfort in the arms of three women.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/7/2005
Darkness' Love reviews
A way that I like to think I love in. Dark romanticism deep in my heart. I dedicate this fluffy peice to ma Petite
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/21/2005
Feelings Thought Forgotten reviews
A rather fluffy thing for me. Its actually about love too, and the words a friend gave to me regarding another. I dedicate it to my Chere, and Ma Petite, you know who you are.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/21/2005
Madness of Depression reviews
Why can't depression just leave me alone... it doesn't have a reason to be here this time... Words that just wont leave me in this frame of mind.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Drama/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/5/2005
Hurting for your Love
Feeling hurt for some one you never thought you loved. Why wont the pain just go away when it isn't supposed to be there in the first place.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 168 - Published: 9/5/2005
Agonizing over Forbidden Love reviews
What keeps flashing through my mind, what wont leave me to my kind. Why can't I just get her off my mind? Why can't I let her go to were she wants to go?
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 225 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/4/2005
The Demon Child reviews
Discovering that what you once sought to get away from has truely consumed your entire being. What can one do against such a fate?
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Spiritual/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 175 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/3/2005
Birth of the Dark Fire Pheonix reviews
The birth of the dark fire that burns in my heart. The drive that forever returns me from the ashes of my attempts.
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/31/2005
Underhanded Love reviews
About the only way I think I can love any more. Do you think this is love, or am I just too broken to feel that any more?
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/31/2005
Self Inflicted Agony reviews
This was inspired by the act of two friends, seeming to do a tango of relationships, and what shouldn't feel like betrayal to me... Something hard to describe that came out screaming to be heard.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 176 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/29/2005
Questions left Unanswered reviews
My brooding thoughts spun into poetic verse in my state of hypnotic tranquillity. Reviews are loved.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 389 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/1/2005
Weakness
Its dark, its worthless, don't waste your time...
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 500 - Published: 6/1/2005
Curse of my Spirit reviews
Well I've been sitting and thinking again, and well there was a computer near by, so this popped out of my head and onto the screen. Copyright me.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/5/2005
Begginings of Battle reviews
This was an assignment from one of my classes. Its a one shot unless people want to continue it. It is based on the journeys of a young Shifter, that wants to become a druid. I give credit to DnD Eberron setting for shifter and villaged and places. They a
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 439 - Reviews: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/5/2005
Practice of Body and Mind reviews
A boredom fic, that features me fighting. Its a one shot of weapon play and just creepy thoughts. Enjoy my boredom. Copyright me.
Fiction: Action - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 307 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/5/2005
Spirits Dawn reviews
About the reaction one gets at being terrifying, and abnormal. Copyright me.
Poetry: School - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/4/2005
Emotional Ragdoll reviews
Another dark poem brought to you from my dreary world. Yes, its Copyright me.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 59 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/4/2005
Of Love and Hate reviews
A relationship that was best ended. The dark story of betrayal, unrhymed, to my annoiance, though suits my dark emotions just fine. Rated for the darkness.
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 308 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/1/2005
I am Forever reviews
My Dark origins, my Dark herritage. I am all of these, forever. Rated for the darkness as always.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 39 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/1/2005
The Darkness Within
As always, the rating is for my own darkness. This is a poem built off of seeing my own inner most fear, of my own hatreds, and doubts, and thus taking them, accepting, and growing from it.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Published: 10/17/2004
Path of Pain reviews
Rating due to the darkness breathing the life of this poem. Welcome to my dark struggle of life.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/15/2004
Fear to Darkness reviews
Again rating for the darkness with in. This is a collection of poems I have written thrown together, as I didn't want to post each individually, with the ending being an original to close them all together. I feel it goes rather nicely.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/15/2004
Maze of Life reviews
I rate this PG for the darkness of it. This is from a bleak view in the travels of my life. I hope you all enjoy the dark writings to come
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/15/2004