StubbornFilly
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Joined 10-16-04, id: 440102
Author has written 146 stories for Life, Love, General, Young Adult, Essay, Family, Fantasy, Horror, Spiritual, Humor, General, and Biography.
Me - short. scary. female. 16. hyper-active. weird. "unique". distant. shy. loud. creative (or would like to think so). played piano. was in gymnastics. brown hair. glasses. british. american. funny. dreamer. thinker. observant. caring. over-protective.stupid. forgotten. Rides horses

Likes - comments, good or bad, about my work. HIM. eyes. edward scissorhands. compliments. music. sporks. hair dye. laughing. making others laugh. donnie darko. autumn. morbid things. wolves. ravens. my horses. marilyn manson. climbing trees. writing. horse riding. TV. dancing like a fool. rain. halloween. to be loved. the truth.

Hates - liars. unknown answers. soup spoons. styrofoam. centipedes. boring people. the sound of hearts being broken. false hopes. broken dreams. PpL wHo TyPe LiKe DiS. show-offs. being alone. being hated. closed minds. not understanding. being young. lasagna. burnt toast. paper cuts. guys with muscles. empty notebooks. secrets. misleading. empty heads. not being able to erase certain things about my life.

If you don't like me, then don't fucking talk to me. I’m a very insecure person. I find it hard to make eye contact with people. I'm not very trusting, but if I do trust you, I’ll trust you with everything, and then no doubt you will hurt me. *Love Hurts* my heart belongs to one person. I'm straight edge and incredibly proud of it. Not because I think it makes me special or because it lets me feel like I belong, but because at times it has taken a lot of will power. True Till Fucking Death and Poison Free. I'm an okay kid who somehow got drawn into the darker side of things. Underneath it all I'm an angel, and I have the wings to prove it. I don't always get things right in this life, but then again, who does? I’m veggie, and to quote jade Puget, its not because I love animals, its because I hate plants. I don't so much wear my heart on my sleeve, as rip it bloodied and beating from my body and present it to you. All that is left is ashes. I used to think that it is true about everything - family, friends, feelings - but now I know that sometimes if love proves real, and two people are meant to be together, nothing can keep them apart. I believe in love and I believe in hate. One is the greatest feeling on the planet; the other is a complete waste of emotion. However, ultimately, both are the same thing viewed from different sides. Never deny your past, for that is what sculpted what you are today. Don't conform to pre-supposed ideas of what is cool, be yourself as hard as you can. When people love you for who you are then you can't go far wrong. If only that were enough to make you happy though. One drop of rain could not make you drown, but one fallen tear could. I would love to be able to say for definite what colour my eyes are but I can't. They seem to change colour depending on my mood, ranging from grey, through blue and ending at green. I value the important things in this life, like love and friendship. My friends mean the world to me *without you, nothing* I try to follow my instincts as much as I can. I don't know why, but they tend to be right a lot of the time. Then again, I try not to judge people just from one meeting. Everyone deserves a second chance. A second chance means nothing, if nothing's learnt from past mistakes.

"All wounds heal. But the scars they leave will last forever."

"The cracks in the concrete remind that no matter how strong you are you will always fall apart"

I hate conforming to other people’s ideas. I'm strange. I'm the lone wolf. I have to do everything different. You insult me expect a reply. I'm not your everyday little bundle of female joy. I don't really care what other people think about me. I'm not usually an aggressive person but if you piss me off watch out…

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Grey by Frozen Darkness reviews
Not everything can be viewed as black or white, sometimes life shows you that you must look upon things as grey.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/8/2004
The Man Who Wouldnt Have A Funeral by PaganScribe reviews
Hi all, this is a new story i wrote for Halloween, hope you all enjoy it, i thinks it one of my best fiction pieces yet! please R&R
Fiction: Horror - Rated: K+ - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,978 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 2 - Published: 10/18/2004
Fall by Syrins reviews
Non-fiction. It's short. Only one chapter... and everything I feared. But it's the voice I haven't heard. The one I would have spoke, if only it wasn't mine... Let me feel heard without having to hear...
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 355 - Reviews: 43 - Favs: 9 - Published: 9/30/2004
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there are two kinda butterflies on this earth reviews
black holes are for the weak but kisses are for the brave
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 414 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/10/2005
light crisp and refreshing reviews
you're insane i love the drama, tell the truth you love it too, i know you do?
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 388 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/7/2005
you knew pink was my favourite reviews
"Three steps to your death, take two and your safe; for now.Take five steps back with me, and you'll be safe forever"
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 497 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/7/2005
its over so am i reviews
when we're together somehow i feel better. my disease always tricks me i believe you can fix me...
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 343 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/7/2005
no matter what? reviews
those of you who know me im sure know who it is about and i cant understand why i would even take the time to write about him when all he does to me is make me question my self-
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 169 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/1/2005
aware inside an infinite world reviews
The end of paralysis, I was a statuette. Now I'm drunk as hell on a piano bench. And when I press the keys, it all gets reversed. The sound of loneliness makes me happier…
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 590 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/28/2005
self harm reviews
"Sometimes I wish I had never met you because then I could go to sleep at night not knowing there was someone like you out there."
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 40 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/21/2005
expression of self reviews
Because self harm is a form of expression to yourself. A very misunderstood expression
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/21/2005
Dear Heart
fuck.you.organ
Fiction: Biography - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 398 - Published: 2/21/2005
stream of consciousness reviews
Don't regret the rules I broke, When I die bury me in Smoke.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 821 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/19/2005
its not you its me reviews
Yeah... A little clip for what I've been thinking on in the past month. Read it! Reeeead!
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 773 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/17/2005
windows reviews
I had this friend who told me that he could never look into my eyes without wanting to answer every question i could ever ask... eyes are wonderful. i hope someone takes the time to look for you
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 49 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/17/2005
livewire reviews
Well it's random, not supposed to make sense . you're supposed to look beyond the words.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 238 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/17/2005
scream at me reviews
Some good old random emotion. yay!
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/17/2005
the girl
plaid skirts that hide scars walk in single file so why not, why not taste the pain
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 325 - Published: 2/17/2005
learning how to grow reviews
your eyes full of discomfort, barefoot in a public washroom Maybe I'm jaded too, maybe I'm dead like you
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 371 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/17/2005
trigger happy
call it a mission statement
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 390 - Published: 2/17/2005
Who am i?
I had to write this for my eeeevil psycologist. I kinda liked how it turned out, so I wanna save it, I guess
Fiction: Biography - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,147 - Published: 2/14/2005
mutually murderous intentions
apologies emerged in forms of hard hands and rainbows of bruises.
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 551 - Published: 2/12/2005
slow lacking drawn reviews
you gave your body to the lonely they took your clothes
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 609 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/12/2005
sometimes looking will get you nowhere reviews
stars are all fading and my secrets are drowning in restless nights so un-content is my dream...
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 531 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/12/2005
everyones everything
only because I must
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 356 - Published: 2/12/2005
untouched? reviews
A flower is beautiful, and most people say it is nicer than grass...
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 664 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/12/2005
thought you, were one, of them reviews
and bee's and striped zebras, you will never understand.
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 276 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/12/2005
lay down and cry reviews
so everyone waits for something to happen
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 518 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/12/2005
ugly reviews
the pain of getting the design started is not as painful as finishing it. take some pain and deliver the best.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 207 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2/12/2005
simple thoughts
just stuff, there;s more meaning behind it, its in my head...
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 434 - Published: 2/12/2005
restless mind
So I have written this right though, and I will not look over it and change things, I wrote what I wrote as it all popped into my head, I never stopped think of what I was going to say, everything was in the moment.
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,762 - Published: 2/12/2005
and it could be anyone reviews
and it could be anyone… and it’s not...its...
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 602 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/11/2005
look the other way reviews
product of bad moodswing didnt turn out as brutal or morbid as i thought it would if it werent for what its about i'd kinda like it : x
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/10/2005
caffeine pills reviews
i really do love my caffeine pills, but there are certain effects they have that arent too pleasant >.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/9/2005
harsh exchange reviews
i guess its a bit like how i am with my stepdad...only its rare that im able to get out my one liner because my mums usually there telling me to keep my mouth shut
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/9/2005
cut print reviews
The structure of it really compliments the meaning behind it. The last three lines I think work really well. but thats just me...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1/17/2005
rhythms and scratches reviews
strange sexual nightmare..totally not what im used to writing lol, it was big fun.. what a glorious violent rush..!
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/17/2005
truth reviews
I'm going to spill my thoughts, and I hope they leave a stain
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/17/2005
disturbed reviews
well this is one of a batch of darker poems i am writing.. its all true folks.. every lie..
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 210 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/17/2005
Running reviews
feeling specially creative , transgressive, agressive, naughty. this one may offend...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1/17/2005
note the sarcasm reviews
well...its a little message to my fucking "romeo". Its all sarcastic. Thats why its so cheesy and retarted. I dunno if you'll catch that thought.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 250 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/16/2005
silent films reviews
i'm in touch with my metaphoric side. i dont know. forgiveness please
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 192 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/16/2005
diagnose me reviews
You make the sound of laughter and sharpened nails seem softer...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 224 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/16/2005
twenty seconds too early to be fashionably late reviews
Fuck, I find myself at a loss of words and thoughts for once. I lied. Not a loss, just no capability of putting it altogether and explaining it in a way all you would like to hear it.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 414 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/16/2005
bloodstained daffodil reviews
Ii feel like my soul has been shrinking within my chest and im seaching for it but can't find it and it leaves me numb and void inside, except for the pain.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/15/2005
CandyCoated and I'm Told it's SugarFree reviews
A slight departure from the usual, Erm...about peer pressure stuff and drugs, I guess? whatever. enjoy.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 430 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/15/2005
sugary sweet with an aftertaste of rotting corpses reviews
Yeah, it's a bit creepy and melodramatic but I was going for sick, and im so pissed of right now...argh!
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 224 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/13/2005
concatenated dreams reviews
I'm very open to critique on this, specifically the structure. I'm unsure if the breaks work as well as they could, but i am happy with the message and the content.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/10/2005
Hear them scream reviews
read on...
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 299 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/10/2005
Orgasm reviews
Don't worry, it only seems kinky the first time...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 340 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1/10/2005
womanly wiles reviews
This seems further from my comfort zone than normal. It comes off as more refined and more revised/dwelt over than a lot of my other pieces. I do like it, despite the somewhat recurring theme.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/9/2005
climb axed reviews
look! thats my frappe blade for the blender! now i can shove my heart in it all over again! yay!
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 29 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/9/2005
mind over matter reviews
though i do like the idea behind it, it just doesnt have much.. punch.its very easy reading, it paints a nice little slice of a life nicely, it just...doesnt have much edge to it.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/9/2005
mood swings in a modern freezer
It rambles a little bit, but that's okay because i think i pull it together in the end.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 453 - Published: 1/9/2005
rediscover reviews
this has a lot of emotion behind it...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/9/2005
sealing the wounds reviews
Hmmph. Finally able to get this out into a story form cause it doesn't hurt too much to do now.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 806 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/5/2005
this tiny scratch is a deep wound to me reviews
i hope you enjoy feeding off ofmy pain that Lingers on every letter in each word that i say.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 213 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/2/2005
schoolwork undone, its murder i swear reviews
i only wsh i could tell people this face to face instead of always writing my feelings down
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 786 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1/2/2005
musings of a teenage insomniac reviews
this started out as a journal buuuuut...I liked it too much. be amused, I beg of you. it was 2:37 in the fucking AM and I don't feel good. give me some lovin', people.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 951 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/27/2004
the eternal fight
This is pretty teen-angsty . The rhyme scheming gets a little redundant and singsongy, but the rhymes themselves are alright.i think so anyways
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 197 - Published: 12/23/2004
beads and sand
So I Wrote This A Long Time Ago...I Wrote The First Stanza Forever Ago...Didnt Have It In Me To Finish It Right Away..Put More Thought Into It Then A Few Weeks Later Finished It Up...Hope You Like...Im Posting This Cuz My Friend Ryan Liked It...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Published: 12/23/2004
when the moon touches the clouds
I Found The Beggining Of This On One Of My Disks.Every once And A While I Will Get Some Ideas For Poems Then Lose It...So I Keep It Tucked Away Till one Day I Read it And My Mind Flows...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 215 - Published: 12/23/2004
just thought you should know reviews
I love him. And I think he should know.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 819 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/23/2004
the scars hurt reviews
I'm kinda in a dark mood at the moment, and well, the scars actually are the ones I carry in my innerself. They hurt like hell, they really do! So, no, I'm not talking about the scars on my arms or stuff... Why I say that my eyes betray me? They let me se
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 168 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/22/2004
suicide note
Trying to explain why I should to it. No I'm not feeling in the mood for killing myself, it's just... I'm in a weird mood, and felt the urge to write this.
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 507 - Published: 12/22/2004
my garden of grief reviews
You should read between the lines. And think while you read it, you should also see everything happen as you read it. Only then, you'll understand the special meaning of this
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 517 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/22/2004
suicide ghost
Suicide Ghost is a little story I wrote for myself. To lose my anger. It worked though.
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 926 - Published: 12/22/2004
shards of glass reviews
I hope this offers some insight into what it's like for those who haven't been there and also for how it differs for all us due to personality and external factors.
Fiction: Biography - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,700 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/22/2004
inky thoughts reviews
Written while mulling a few things over... I like writing as I think sometimes...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/22/2004
the girl and her day reviews
I wrote this yesterday, I was so down.I even crying when my best friend told me I meant so much to her, She is so far away. I just have to wait another year and then she'll come over every day to hug me and all... Fuck my life is wasted.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 910 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/21/2004
these tears that fall in sacrasm reviews
inspired by the naivety of my ex
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12/12/2004
beautiful faces reviews
the person i wrote this to will understand it more than me, i doubt he'll read it so...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/12/2004
you hear eveything reviews
this one is short but i find quite effective for what i am trying to say
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/12/2004
life's a bitch reviews
dontlike the ending that much but can't be bothered to change it
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 170 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/12/2004
still shuffling through reviews
not too sure about this one...its a very personal poem
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 144 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/12/2004
cut me again reviews
i was angry and this is the result
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/12/2004
last words before i kill you
i find this quite profound. a bit too cliched for my liking
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 213 - Published: 12/12/2004
my friend, the blade reviews
title says it all really...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/12/2004
Purity
i had a dream a few nights back and it inspired me to write this
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Published: 12/12/2004
life doesnt want you
i was sad when i wrote this, i like the rhyme actually although i dont think it flows well
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Published: 12/12/2004
like a bag of chronic with
wrote this one when i was sad and feeling very low...
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 294 - Published: 12/10/2004
written in the margins of rightwing conciousness
i dont like this one, but my friend read it and said she liked it so...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 236 - Published: 12/10/2004
i dont believe in fate
i kinda had a little too much to drink when i wrote this one, i sorta like it...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 213 - Published: 12/10/2004
Cusack's the name for drama
dunoo where this came from, again im on a writing rampage...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 218 - Published: 12/10/2004
from the seclusion of a velcro wallet reviews
I wrote this during my 6 hour shift at work today, it popped up in my head as i was singing to myself a bit, so i threw it on the back of a bit of paper and stuffed it in my wallet.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/9/2004
56 ways to say it's over, pick a card any card reviews
This poem is about the stages of a relationship, it's one i was in, could've been a while ago, could've been the one right now? If he reads this he'll probably know. But he won't so it doesn't matter. I'm on a writing rampage recently... It's honest.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 219 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/9/2004
war and angels
Blake said there were angels,but I only believed in you.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Published: 12/3/2004
Unsent
this is a letter i wrote, i just havent had the courage to send it...
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 451 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/3/2004
Wind swept reviews
was written as a metaphor for life per se, or rather how one's life should treat death..
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 52 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/3/2004
Skin deep
i dislike the ending. i think because it lacks hope... in the end she knows he'll leave her
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 319 - Published: 12/3/2004
The angel guarded
When we envy those with wings we never truly grow our own
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Published: 12/3/2004
Cheap Date
the image at the in is perhaps a little bit too literal but its the only way i can say what i want to say...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 177 - Published: 12/3/2004
Colt's Day Off
i was taking my horse to the field after some time off and box rest. it inspired me to write this...
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 700 - Published: 12/3/2004
Racing the wind
ive been playing with this idea since i saw a yearling trying to convince an older horse to play...
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,815 - Published: 12/3/2004
Fayth will guide you
i like this one, its very rare that i like my own work...enough said...hope u like it too
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,212 - Published: 11/12/2004
Back in the saddle
um... dont know how to describe this, i can relate to the main character is all i can say really...
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,608 - Published: 11/12/2004
only a day too late reviews
another short prose piece, this ones a little personal, u would only understand if u know me really...
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 410 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/12/2004
10 cent lifestyle reviews
just some idea that popped into my head, so i wrote it down, i think it has some truth in it somewhere...
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 665 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/12/2004
the little girl reviews
this is a short prose about cutting...
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 736 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/12/2004
through harlequin sunglasses reviews
wrote this mid-afternoon whilst the news was on TV. i used my favourite purple glitter pen to scribble it down & i remember how emotionally drained i became afterwards. hope you like it...
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 709 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/5/2004
The other world reviews
this kind of expresses my feelings at the moment...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 199 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10/26/2004
Black Rain reviews
just something i wrote...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 340 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10/26/2004
your requirements reviews
this is written to my mum
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 270 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/23/2004
Ode to a walkman reviews
well this was written when my walkman broke and i'd been having a bad day, it vented my anger i guess, i i don't dislike this but i don't rate it all that much either...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/22/2004
you're such a beautiful liar reviews
umm, this was different things i was writing and i decided to put them together...
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 986 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/22/2004
the 18th dragon reviews
umm, something i wrote...
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 3,905 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/22/2004
moonlight reflection reviews
um, kind of a romantic poem, i dunno...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 43 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/20/2004
viewing the scars reviews
what the title says...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/20/2004
razor and mirror reviews
another cutting poem...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/20/2004
skin skater reviews
urm, well you can probably guess what its about...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/20/2004
beautiful scars reviews
urm, this is kinda written like a story...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 251 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/20/2004
my decision reviews
...my decision...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 196 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/20/2004
horses reviews
a metaphoric poem
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/20/2004
clouds reviews
just something i wrote...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/20/2004
Spirit of a horse reviews
this is another poem writetn whilst watching my horses...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10/20/2004
standing in the corner reviews
this one i wrote whilst i was watching my horses in the field...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 156 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/20/2004
Scissors aren't for paper silly reviews
this is all the things my mum said after she found out i was cutting...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 275 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/20/2004
Daddy Dearest reviews
about my dad...
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 191 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/20/2004
between lines reviews
came up with this whilst sharpening my pencil...lol...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/20/2004
Rain dance
this is based on my life at the moment...
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 996 - Published: 10/20/2004
the funeral reviews
i had this kinda played out in my head so i wrote it down...enjoy...
Fiction: Humor - Rated: K+ - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,715 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/20/2004
Mad world
i wrote this after i visited the circus a while back...
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,310 - Published: 10/20/2004
Graffitied cathedral reviews
i saw this pic on the web and it made me want to write this...
Fiction: Spiritual - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 509 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/20/2004
soul
this is a draft, i plan to add to it as evrything happens too quick but...
Fiction: Horror - Rated: T - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,014 - Published: 10/20/2004
The black pegasus
jus sonething from my imagination
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: K - English - Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,942 - Published: 10/20/2004
Mum reviews
this is mine and my mums relationship...
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 427 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/20/2004
You Are Not Special reviews
This is a rant i wrote which i think is very true, please review im dying to know what you all think
Fiction: Essay - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 925 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/19/2004
metaphor reviews
the "let your cloak drape over two rumps" refers to riding a horse with a cloak on.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/19/2004
the smile beneath the stare reviews
(have you ever just wanted to stay shut while you're parents yell at you? Just to stay quiet, let them yell at you, let them ask you questions and you not even answer them and then just walk away when they're done because you just don't care anymore that
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 360 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/18/2004
wrist vioin reviews
another one of my, um cutting poems
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 55 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/18/2004
no you can hurt me reviews
i wrote this when i was sad and annoyed
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 307 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/18/2004
my first show pony reviews
this isn't my usual style of writing, but i wrote it for lady, my pony, whenshe died
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10/18/2004
my darkness the duvet reviews
i wrote this when i was kinda sad
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 351 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/18/2004
little girl hidden reviews
this is all my thoughts just written down
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 214 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/18/2004
another late night listening to music reviews
this poem is inspired by lots of different songs
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 548 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/18/2004
a typical day in the bathroom of my home reviews
another one of my, um, depressing poems
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 360 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/18/2004
the hole in your belly reviews
sort of a true story, some aspects changed
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 484 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/18/2004
a cradle full of delicate scabs reviews
quite an expressive poem
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 168 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/18/2004
a few words lost reviews
this is about my dad and his new life, and always forgetting about me
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/18/2004
bleach and related things reviews
i came up with the idea of the first lines, when i was cleaning and the bleach gave me inspiration!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 209 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/18/2004
Words reviews
Its about, well Shrug enjoy! R&R
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 311 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/18/2004
A Single Tear reviews
Its kin
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 242 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/18/2004
A Horse On The Beach reviews
Its about a horse! Oh, and its rider, enjoy! R&R
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 286 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/18/2004
The Dance That Signalled That My Hate
Its, you know, the normal, i hate you and now i love you kinda thing, please R&R! :D
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 305 - Published: 10/18/2004
Scratch By Scratch Is My Life reviews
You'll know what its about : ) just read and review.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 229 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 10/18/2004
Cutting Away A Teenage Love reviews
Read and decide for yourself, i think its crap, but hey your reviews may change my mind, pease R&R
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10/18/2004
Chain Of Events reviews
Just a story i wrote about , well youll have to see :D please R&R.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 719 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/18/2004
Confessions Of A Room reviews
This a poem wrote through depression, hope you all think its ok, please R&R
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 156 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/18/2004
Your Pitiful Lying reviews
This is one of my "hate" poems, enjoy, and please R&R.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 180 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/18/2004