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Author has written 36 stories for Life, General, and Romance.

i don't feel human anymore

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Chalk by kaylajac reviews
He first sees her from a second-floor window, when she's just a smudge of white against the asphalt. Chalk, he thinks. She doesn't look any more permanent than that.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,370 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 18 - Published: 7/1/2009 - Complete
24 over insomnia by she's not breathing reviews
it's the number i hate, the hours i can't sleep away. one day. one year. you are everything, but you don't know how tangled i still am. REMOVED.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 24 - Words: 240 - Reviews: 218 - Favs: 70 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 3/25/2007 - Published: 3/25/2006 - Complete
and now, i think i want you: by kaylajac reviews
do you want my story or do you want my truth?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 687 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/30/2007 - Complete
this boy will have holes in his pockets by beautiful. only tempermental reviews
i will read my poetry to this boy and then tell him i didn’t write it. this boy won’t believe me. this boy will let me write poems on his arm. this boy’s body will be my notebook.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 903 - Reviews: 39 - Favs: 77 - Follows: 4 - Published: 1/15/2007 - Complete
all that's left of yesterday by by His blood reviews
[i want you to stop pretending you could do this to me.]
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 510 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 5 - Published: 12/20/2006 - Complete
i'm tasting you still by i'll ask the stars above reviews
the streetlights are telling secrets tonight.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/17/2006 - Complete
cornerstore champagne by kaylajac reviews
[the motel's streetlights are dusty and yellow and invading: exposure.]
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 313 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/13/2006 - Complete
Pretty by Faithless Juliet reviews
A plague of pretty.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 218 - Reviews: 32 - Favs: 11 - Published: 12/6/2006 - Complete
i miss you is not enough by by His blood reviews
she's gone.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 4 - Words: 1,552 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 2 - Updated: 10/27/2006 - Published: 10/20/2006
dirt & desire by she's not breathing reviews
sometimes you only get one chance to say goodbye. REMOVED.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/7/2006
poison ivy by crinkled aster ribbon reviews
poisoned ivy with the green, green eyes: ask her no questions, and she'll give you no lies.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 308 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 10 - Published: 4/23/2006 - Complete
there's no 'us' in love by insomnia in dreamland reviews
hold it down.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 3 - Published: 4/22/2006
I fell in love with your crowd control by primal injection reviews
Takes the piss out of life when you accept that death's got his hand on your ass.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 385 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 4 - Published: 4/18/2006
parallax by dollface and her cancer reviews
My alter ego is an angry girl with perfect fingernails. Her name is Charlotte, and she didn't love you.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 607 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 12 - Published: 3/24/2006
The Only Way To Feel by jigsaw reviews
Maybe this was what it felt like to be grown up – things just don’t hit you like they used to.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Drama - Chapters: 17 - Words: 9,400 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 3/13/2006 - Published: 1/7/2006
skyline rift by she's not breathing reviews
my construct splintered. REMOVED.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10 - Reviews: 28 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/2/2006
Capture my Heart by frayedlifeforce reviews
'you pour out your love on scarlet-coloured paper and you capture my heart with you sugar sweet nature' but love never lasts forever
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 151 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/20/2006
abortion of filth by she's not breathing reviews
just like the holocaust we failed. REMOVED.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/11/2006
A Sip of Amnesia by For Absent Friends reviews
we'd mix our own clichés as we flew, and sip them with ices on the side...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 185 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/4/2006 - Complete
they say: by poetic abortion reviews
[just to break hiatus] love is blind
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 56 - Favs: 3 - Published: 1/29/2006
I used to be ripe by primal injection reviews
That admirable heart, so willing to lend. Its gona stop, short, never to go again.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 236 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/15/2006
implode by she's not breathing reviews
but - i i i never fell apart... REMOVED.
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10 - Reviews: 33 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 2 - Published: 1/10/2006
escape:fromYOU by Ashes.to.Acid reviews
SCREAM with ecstacy as you t o u c h the sky with glitterglass fingertips that target poorly paved concrete
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 351 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 3 - Published: 1/6/2006 - Complete
and learned by after-sex cigarette reviews
she & he, they & them, no one understands like pain does. like the way a touch of lips can leave her afraid and leave him happy.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 6 - Words: 1,122 - Reviews: 66 - Favs: 27 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 1/5/2006 - Published: 12/11/2005
The Unknown by Skeleton Key reviews
Honestly I have no idea what this is about
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/29/2005
rewriting my epitaph by she's not breathing reviews
you always were a liar, after all. REMOVED.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 10 - Published: 11/20/2005
womental instability by negligible fictional force reviews
insanity is bliss
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 285 - Reviews: 28 - Favs: 5 - Published: 4/24/2005
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Constellations and Carousels
Where does she belong?
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Published: 4/4/2011 - Complete
Under your Skin reviews
In my glass house, I'm an observer, an outsider, a nobody.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 195 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/6/2011 - Complete
The Meaning of Life in Music
She lost herself in him, but now she's struggling to the surface.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 605 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/5/2011 - Complete
Summer at the Sea
Nostalgia for the things we've left behind.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 241 - Published: 3/5/2011 - Complete
Stars & Strangers reviews
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Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/11/2010 - Complete
Silver Spoons reviews
I don't feel human anymore.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/17/2010 - Complete
Slow Motion Jigsaw Puzzle reviews
My puzzle piece doesn't fit.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/12/2010 - Complete
Sleepless Shadows
maybe this night will never end.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/10/2010 - Complete
White Noise and Dark Nights reviews
We're in limbo.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/14/2009 - Complete
Dancing in the Sky reviews
this is all for you.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 3 - Published: 12/17/2007 - Complete
Vertigo reviews
I'm waiting for the rain.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 11/20/2007 - Complete
102 degrees reviews
It's just another metaphor we both recognize.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 3 - Published: 11/10/2007 - Complete
Breathe Out & Say Goodbye reviews
There's fire in your eyes
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 242 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/10/2007 - Complete
The one you can't forget reviews
I want to be..
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 338 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/14/2007 - Complete
Breaking the Rules reviews
I'm sorry
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 152 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/7/2007 - Complete
Christmas Love Letters reviews
your name only sounds like heartbreak to me now.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 211 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/23/2006 - Complete
Our Violent Homecoming reviews
Here we are again..
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 12/17/2006 - Complete
96 seconds reviews
you were always so dangerous and persuasive, but i'll forgive you because you're my everything
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 168 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 3 - Published: 11/29/2006 - Complete
The Inevitable reviews
this time we're playing honesty
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 11/26/2006 - Complete
Do you still remember? reviews
Let's break those promises of forever and take each day as it comes...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 4 - Published: 11/5/2006 - Complete
Raindrops and Pearls reviews
We're just waiting for the rain ...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/18/2006 - Complete
Sunlight & Thunder in Summer reviews
there's a shadow on the wall & it's raining indoors again ...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 8/18/2006
Hold my Hand reviews
& I think the last grain of sand just fell.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 196 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/19/2006
Unforgettable reviews
distortion is beautiful.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 156 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/22/2006
Mistakes Like Us reviews
the sky can tell beautiful lies
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 177 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 4/8/2006
Heartbreak on the Asphalt reviews
and I feel your murderous desire against my neck
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 369 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 3/17/2006
Love Against A Crucifix Sunset reviews
I guess that this is the covenant I made for you.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 207 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/11/2006
GlitterGlass Desire reviews
It's like walking on water darling..
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 313 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 3 - Published: 3/4/2006
Apologies & Dead Autumn Leaves reviews
& time doesn't remember you
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 607 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/18/2006
The Final Proof reviews
[This is the final proof that just because I'm breathing, it doesn't mean I feel alive]
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 460 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/11/2006
Bone Dry Kisses reviews
& you tear me open with your touch
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 337 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/4/2006
Not So Invincible Anymore reviews
& I guess I'll just always be your second hand whore..
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 306 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/28/2006
My Fist Through Your Window reviews
& it's just (not) so beautiful watching me fall apart ...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 252 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/24/2006
My goodbye reviews
Rest in Peace
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 283 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 1/20/2006
Blister reviews
He always finds her.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 255 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/11/2006
Dead reviews
Losing something that meant more than anything to you..The difficulty of pretending it means nothing
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/27/2004