Learah Kaelar
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Joined 11-02-04, id: 442253
Author has written 12 stories for Nature, Life, General, Politics, School, and Haiku.

Allright, so f* the emo profile. It's driving me nuts, although I'm keeping the last line because it makes me happy and sounds groovy(yes, I just seriously said groovy) Anyway, I feel like telling you too much about myself, so I'll do that now.

Name meanings and origins: Your first name of Learah has given you inspirational, idealistic, and dramatic qualities. You have a clever, deep mind and the talent to excel in highly inspirational lines of endeavour as a dramatist, musician, writer, or artist. You can be lifted by beauty in all forms and are at the most creative when inspired. Your expressive, affectionate nature responds quickly through your feelings, but you must guard against being possessive and jealous. According to the Kabalarian philosophy which is on the internet. Learahworks better than my real name, because the KP says that my name means I'm something called...oor-gahn-iz-eed...what is this oor-gahn-iz-eed? Kaelar comes from my favorite novel by Elizabeth Kerner which is called Song in the Silence. The main character's name is Lanen Kaelar and Kaelar means "wanderer" in that book. It's pretty kick ass.

Birthdate: March 6, 1989...yea pisces

Number of insane alter-egos: Too many to count...smile, Morwenn!

Ambition: To not have to A) be a starving artist under a box in Chicago B) be a starving artist in Kathy's basement C) work in a cubicle...*shudder* Basically, I just want to write.

What I want to write about: Anything which inspires me, really. If I may quote Keith Burgess from Stage Door "I write with POWER and TRUTH and THUNDER and LIGHTENING!" Or something like that. Rock on, Kevin! ...he's really good at being a self-absorbed ass-hole.

When I started writing: I don't know. I've always done it, I guess.

Is my writing based on my own experiences: My poetry usually is pretty much my own feelings, etc. My stories are more complicated. I mean, take Wings of a Faerie for instance. Did I ever sprout wings and win a war? No. Have I had issuessimilar to Merranae? Enough to write a story about it. I guess Emotionless is a lot more of myself though, I mean, it's not LITERALLY my life, but I keep rereading it and finding weird similarities. Kathy, if you're reading this, just WAIT till Mary comes...you'll jump back and scream 'wtf!' So I guess when I tell these stories, I'm dictating to you the story of these inspirations, but I'm also telling you about myself. Almost. Mom, get off the computer and stop analyzing me.

Am I depressed: Well, I'm on Zoloft, but I apparently have an 'anxiety disorder.' I don't know. I don't care. I'm not depressed. Some of my writing is depressing(see Drunk) but...no. Not depressed. Which is probably why I'm so happy-go-lucky I guess,because if I'm depressed, I write and then I 'm not depressed anymore. Which is why I was depressed for a WHOLE FUCKING WEEK because Mother decided to read my crap and analyze me. So I couldn't write anymore because I was afraid she'd see it, so it all got bottled up and EXPLODED. Which is why I write.

Why YOU are still reading this: Because you're either A) bored out of your mind B) a stalker ...you pick.

Why the REALLY personal stuff is not up here: My mom is a social worker. She thinks she can analyze my feelings from my poetry, and me, being the open, outgoing and all around STUPID STUPID STUPID person I am, gave her this site...and my name. ARGH! So now she analyzes everything I write, and she does it WRONG! Also, she has trouble separating ME from Shiori and Merranae. She doesn't realize that my stories are NOT autobiographies. She's dumb.

Marital Status: What the hell do you THINK? I'm sixteen, ya think I'm married? Ewwww...boys have cooties...now girls on the other hand...*smiles erotically/mischieviously*anyway, I'm single. And somewhat proud. Well, no. I just don't care. I think the only people on FP who put marital status down are those who are married or something...or me...

Fav. Bands: Yeah. Asian Kung-fu Generation (fondly known as aji-kan!)= the best band. Ever. So fuck you. YES! Yeah...apart from my aji-kan fetish, I suppose I'm into a lot of stuff...um...oh! I like Kanno Yoko a lot, and L'Arc~en~Ciel, The Pillows, Niagara, Hamasaki Ayumi,Gackt,Koda Kumi...Oh! I was at ACen and I heard a new band, Sushi Mamire. They're really cute, I like them. Um. Oh yeah. Some bands normal americans might know (I'm not too normal...) Panic! At the Disco, Bright Eyes, Green Day(pre-Warning), Gin Blossoms, Rilo Kiley,that's all I can think of...

Fav. Animes/Mangas:Full Metal Alchemist,Naruto(LOVE), Wolfs Rain, Hana-Kimi, ExcelSaga, .hack//sign, BLEACH(=amazing), D.N.Angel, Angel Sanctuary,Fruits Basket, Yami No Matsuei(RIKO!) X-Day, Paranoia Agent,MeruPuri, FLCL, Neia Under 7, that's it...well, and of course I love Miyazaki! Howl's Moving Castle is my favorite of his movies...which reminds me, I STILL need to read the book.

Forms of Nerdism Currently Practiced: Anime nerd, book nerd and I am also a practicing Choir Geek. Good times...good times...although I suppose I'm a bit of an outcast-choir geek, all things considered. See, at OUR school, there's a bit of a force field keeping me and my friend out...but it's AWESOME! We can do whatever the hell we want, and they don't HEAR or SEE us or anything...hee. Amazing.

Speaking of Books, these are awesome: As mentioned, Song in the Silence=love. It's kind of a girly book though...it's a bit disturbingly romantic...if you count the inter-species relationship bit for the first part of it...um, don't ask, actually... Okay, so my favorite authors EVER would have to be Garth Nix, Anne Rice, and Terry Pratchett, my favorite books of each of these authors would be Shades Children by Garth Nix, The Vampire Lestat by Anne Rice, and Going Postal and Reaper Man by Terry Pratchett, although every one of his books are completely amazing! Oh, and I just finished a book I got for Christmas, and honestly, it's amazing! It's called Magic's Pawn by Mercedes Lackey, and it's like, wow. I was crying, than laughing, than squealing, than sobbing my eyes out, than...well, sobbing more, than smiling happily, than laughing more than jumping up and down, than crying again, although that was because it ended...sniff sniff...I LOVE VANYEL, HE'S SO CUTE! and gay. Yes. Gay Mages are sexy...

Yeah. Another book I just read was Coin Locker Babies by Ryu Murakami. It's so COOL! I mean, it's fucke up and everything, and I spent a lot of the book with my mouth open in shock, but it was amazing, really. I mean...wow.

If you give me criticism: I will love you forever, especially if it's constructive.

Authors on FP who rock my socks: Archipelago, Miss Lovewell, x-Punk Kitty-x, William G. Thorne(who STILL hasn't updated), Enkay...and of course, Pothead Elli and the Elli-beans...don't ask..hehehe.

Authors who I want to be like: I've decided to strive for my writing to be, well, kind of a mix of Garth Nix, Anne Rice, and Terry Pratchett, and hope the concoction is something good...let's find out, shall we?

I need friends. Email me: at [email protected] my account is lying, by the way.

If you are only going to read one poem: I suggest "Thanksgiving", "Cloak of Lies", POSSIBLY "Drunk"or "Candy and Lullabies(revised)" Those are MY favorites...


I just realized most of this is utter CRAP. So I got rid of most of it...a little spring(or is it summer yet?) cleaning, no? :D Because I can. so yeah. Most of this is stuff that a) is from like...8th grade, freshman year or something and I thought it was cute or something (b) I'm pretty sure doesn't COMPLETELY suck... (c) is a complete mindfuck and I felt like screwing with you people (aka "the Tree" That one confuses me too, so don't feel too bad. It was a rant...poetry style. I think)

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First by LoneTread reviews
Because we shouldn't forget.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 280 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/23/2005
Watching Gold by Cougarphoenix reviews
We've all heard the typical stories: good versus evil, light versus darkness...however not everything is so clear-cut. There are grey areas between the lines...This is a story of a warrior, forgotten to time, of the balance.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 10,022 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 11/22/2005 - Published: 7/31/2005
Gothina by Stories-have-souls reviews
April hates what she is: a Vampire.
Fiction: Horror - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 31 - Words: 52,604 - Reviews: 224 - Favs: 56 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 11/8/2005 - Published: 12/18/2004
Serpent by Stories-have-souls reviews
I was inspired to write this when reading a book with religious prejudice in it.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Published: 8/10/2005
We by ElatedHatred reviews
We dont know what the future has in store...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/14/2005
Kuroi Yami by Ultimate Schuyler reviews
Sore ni naka wa kuroi chouwa no zenkaka.
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - Japanese - Chapters: 2 - Words: 19 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 5/23/2005 - Published: 8/5/2004
Sunset by Kitty Boots reviews
This is a one-shot I wrote about how much love can hurt...
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 492 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/3/2005
Sleep by Maxwell K reviews
i wrote this really quickly before falling asleep so i didn't forget it. I ended up adding more touches but its still the same poem almost, in a matter of speaking.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 18 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/7/2005
Forevermore by lenastar reviews
This is a small song I wrote, thinking of how I might never see the one I love ever again. But then.. I thought of the people in the world who really wouldn't see their love again and so this song is for them. Read and enjoy! Review too please!
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 467 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/4/2005
A Real Live Fairy Tale by Earthsong12 reviews
Ella lives with her stepmother and stepsisters. She never has good clothes to wear and she’s always, always working. Sure sounds like a fairy tale, doesn’t it?
Fiction: Fable - Rated: K - English - Parody/Fantasy - Chapters: 8 - Words: 7,563 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 6 - Updated: 2/1/2005 - Published: 8/5/2004
All You by Cougarphoenix reviews
Strange little poem that popped into my head one afternoon. Comments appreciated!
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/27/2005
Drink by Jo Madden reviews
Can you get drunk on words?
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/10/2005
Inspiration Soup by Earthsong12 reviews
I have no idea what category to put this under...Anyway, this is called Inspiration Soup because it's just a mix of random poems I wrote in five minutes when the inspiration hit me. Enjoy...they're a bit odd.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 5 - Words: 582 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 4 - Updated: 12/27/2004 - Published: 11/27/2004
Waters of Eternal Calm by mizu no kokoro reviews
Water... picture a gentle trinkling stream in the dense forest. The flow so quiet, almost immortal...Read and review thank you.
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 3 - Published: 9/4/2004
Love? by dustytiger reviews
to all the girls who aren't with prince charming
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/17/2004
Seventh Grade Boy Disease by Alania reviews
A fascinating look into one of the most bizarre phenomina ever encountered by mankind.
Fiction: Essay - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,386 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/22/2004
Sakura by Zainab reviews
Sakura means cherry blossom in Japanese. I think this is my best work. Please review! I'm very happy about this one
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 48 - Reviews: 44 - Favs: 6 - Published: 6/18/2003
Metamorphosis by AvaRicE reviews
The first poem I'd ever written. Recently uploaded a slightly cleaner version (devoid of ancient comments -.)
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/28/2002
Antipoem: The Raven by soth reviews
A parody of perhaps the most famous of Poe's poems, "The Raven."
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 894 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 6 - Published: 7/15/2001
depression by fracturedme reviews
just a haiku...written in lit class for my anthology.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 14 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/14/2001
Here In My Darkened Room by DaggerIX reviews
I don't know what this is..I guess you could call it a poem...To me it was my thoughts when I was lonely....A Thought-Poem...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/20/2001
Ms. Buckle's Beauty Shope by OkkayWarner reviews
This is a very strange short story that I wrote!
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,118 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/13/2001
tea time in the garden of good and evil by irte reviews
a strange encounter in a girl's secret garden
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,046 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/19/2000
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Window Shades reviews
Kind of symbolic-y I guess...about how if you try to block out the bad things, you end up blocking out good things too...? Sort of. Um. READ AND REVIEW, ARIGATO!
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 16 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/27/2006
Judgment Day reviews
So, this went from a poem to a song, then back to a poem. I'm not sure why. Basically about fulfilling your duties as a human, or...something. I don't even know my own poetry, these days...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 12/14/2005
Thanksgiving reviews
Not really about thanksgiving, more about how it's assumed that everyone takes stuff for granted...or something. Read and review, per favore!
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/9/2005
Monday Morning reviews
I'm not fond of mondays. At all. Read and review!
Poetry: School - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/3/2005
The Tree reviews
Welcome to Homecoming Weekend! Full of school spirit and nostalgic angst! I wrote this with "From a Balance Beam" by Bright Eyes in my head, so it loosely follows that pattern. Read and review!
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 244 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/2/2005
Drunk reviews
If I were to jump, would it make me real? Read and review and tell me what this should be called, cause I'm not sure if the name fits.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 251 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9/15/2005
Candy and Lullabies revised version reviews
The original poem is still up, tell me if you like the new one better. This is a smush of a song and a poem I wrote freshman year. I like the last lineof the second verse, personally. I like the sound of it...R&R, please!
Poetry: Politics - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8/30/2005
Daydream reviews
It's really hard to wake from daydreams, or any other dreams...but I love them just the same! READ AND REVIEW!
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 33 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8/14/2005
Falling Tower reviews
Read and Review. No time for a summary, sorry.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2/2/2005
Sunrise reviews
fad=fade ul no wen u c it. I saw the prettiest sunrise the other day. I personally like my structure on this...dunno. made me happy that i COULD have some structure. But who cares what I think, what do YOU think?
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 35 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/20/2005
Wish reviews
Haven't written a haiku in a while...It's strange. The original poem was really long, but I think this one says a lot more. It captures the soul of the poem much better than a big long poem. It's kinda about me, and how I think. R&R.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 11 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/26/2004
Night Dances reviews
Instructions: 1) Read Night Dances 2) Press 'Submit Review' 3) Review
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 36 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 11/29/2004