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Joined 11-23-04, id: 445425, Profile Updated: 07-01-08
Author has written 76 stories for Life, Young Adult, Love, Nature, Family, General, Friendship, General, Song, Romance, Thriller, and Humor.

Wiccaphobia - Fear of witches and witchcraft. (Hogwarts! WOO!)

About moi:

Age: 18
Sex: female
Nicknames: Elle, "Ella", and Kay (lol. I have no clue how I got any of them. lol). You may see me as Trop or Lady Mythology, too
Sign: Libra and Snake
Height: Almost five' six"
Weight: one twenty
Hair: brown, well past my shoulders now, but not as long as it had been
Eyes: gray/green/blue... I now have contacts!
Single or taken: Single
Piercings: three; one in each ear and my belly button
Tattoo's: None yet... I'm going looking in a few days!

Favorites:

Drink: Mt. Dew, Coke, and chocolate milk
Food: Steak and Hawaiian Chicken
Month: All of them ;-)
Website(s): Fanfiction.net, fictionpress.com, and pogo.com
Day of the year: first day of school
Color: Dark red... crimson
School subject: different maths, sciences, and economy
Books: The Harry Potter series and A Child Called It series.

Eric Szmanda Portion:

He was born in Wisconsin. This proves that everything shit doesn't just come from Wisconsin. And that makes me happy, since I'm from Wisconsin.
CSI: He plays Greg Sanders. Even before I started watching CSI, I liked chemistry. And now, with such a cool ex-DNA tech, I think doing something with Chemistry would be awesome! I think I'm going to declare my major as Chemistry now.
Manson: Eric Szmanda is a friend of Marilyn Manson and even appeared in one of his music vidoes. Now I know what you may be thinking: "Yeah, right." Well, I felt like that, too. So I decided to look it up. You can watch for yourself: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XXBGl0vzoZA Be forewarned: this is the banned version and it's graphic. Heh. You've got to be over 18 to see it, too, just so you know.

Odd stuff:

Like watching the sun set or rise: set, because I've never seen it rise.
Favorite vacation place: Cancun, Mexico... been there twice:-D
Date I saw my first concert: June 30, 2008, baby! Taylor Swift and Rascal Flatts!
I like to think I sing fine... until I'm yelling the lyrics at the top of my lungs!
When my parents had me, I had an older sister. When they divorced, my sister had already passed away. When my dad gets remarried, I'll have five sisters and brothers... instant family!
I feel dissapointed when I go to the doctor's and they don't take blood. And I have to watch the needle go into my arm.

Beliefs:

We should not be taught in elementary school, middle school, high school, or college or beyond about either a god making us or evolution. In college, you should be able to choose what you learn.
A god made me.
Evolution and the big bang theory is a bunch of crock.
The earth isn't billions of years old and carbon-dating can't be as good as people think it is.
Homosexuality isn't a sin.
Gay marriage should be allowed.
And...
If someone told me that I would go to hell because I slept with another woman, I'd much rather live a life in hell and be happy with the person I love than be in heaven because I gave them up.

Why do you think gay marriage shouldn't be allowed? Is it because it's stated that a marriage is between a man and a woman? That's in the Bible, people. What ever happened to separation between church and state? If any of your damned excuses are because of that, you've gone one sorry-assed excues. It's love; why does it matter?

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colorless blood by lackluster reviews
it's illegal to fuck with the dead, you know
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Reviews: 54 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/21/2005 - Complete
black fairytales by lackluster reviews
once upon a time
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 32 - Favs: 10 - Published: 9/3/2005 - Complete
truth or dare by lackluster reviews
let's play, baby.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 5 - Published: 8/23/2005 - Complete
magazine remedy by lackluster reviews
revisiting anorexia in a vintage bathroom
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 198 - Reviews: 48 - Favs: 12 - Published: 8/3/2005 - Complete
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Fishes and Puppies and Cats, Oh My! reviews
An excitable fish plus a pampered cat plus a new puppy equals jealousy.
Fiction: Humor - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 385 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/1/2008 - Complete
Severed Head
You just got a box: what's in it? My answer: a severed head, of course! Only rated "T" because it mentions the severed head thing...
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 496 - Published: 5/30/2008 - Complete
‘29’
It's scary and clean smells of detergeant. The bathroom is gleaming white. How does that, and purple and blue and green, make it scary?
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 776 - Published: 11/16/2007
Lucky Seven reviews
Samantha Trea, Tutu, Courtney, Sarah Jean, Gem, Isabelle and Kelsey seven people, one body? How does Kelsey deal with a suicidal Tutu and a fouryearold Sarah Jean? Magic!
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,978 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7/8/2007
Pride reviews
With marching band comes an immense pride that only fellow band members can imagine.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/15/2007 - Complete
How Well Does a Condom Work? reviews
Me and my tummy are so very afraid if condom's don't work well...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/19/2007 - Complete
Suicidal reviews
Young Lily tries to commit suicide by driving herself into a tree on a deserted street. Luckily, someone drives along and finds her... Lily is a wreck.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,827 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 4/1/2007 - Published: 6/23/2006
Victoria the Bitch reviews
I’m nothing like my sister she went suicidal. I’m going homicidal. I’m going to kill the bitch that took the life of my sister.
Fiction: Thriller - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Mystery - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,085 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 3/27/2007 - Published: 3/17/2007
Dandelion's and Crying Girls
Something I wrote at a Young Writer's Confrence.
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 341 - Published: 3/9/2007 - Complete
Who's Ashley? reviews
I asked the question I’d been dreading to ask: “Have you cheated on me, with or without Ashley?” Who's Ashley?
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,363 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2/23/2007 - Published: 2/22/2007
Suicide Letters reviews
Lindsey Tyler leaves posessions and letters for family members and friends as her way of making sure they don't forget... forget that she's gone... forget that she's commited suicide. Redone chapters to meet with the Intro. Sorry 'bout that.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 6 - Words: 4,367 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 1/27/2007 - Published: 11/28/2006
Sex reviews
It didn't hurt. That's all I could think about: having sex didn't hurt. Warning: mentions of abuse, selfmutilation, sexual references, and attempted suicide. T rating for now.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,219 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 1/22/2007 - Published: 1/21/2007
Smell
Oh, what his smell does to me. I'd be in heaven if I could just smell that smell one more time...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 52 - Published: 12/25/2006 - Complete
You Stand At the Mirror reviews
Jock broke it off with you and Prep broke it off with your Little Drummer Boy. Jock and Prep go out. You're left hurt, smashed, your hear broken into smithereens... So what do you do? Read to find out. Mentions of suicide and selfmutilation.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,394 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/22/2006 - Complete
Fingers Intertwined reviews
And here we sit, fingers intertwined your right with my left my right arm draped over your shoulder and your left arm draped over mine.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 449 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11/23/2006
Time
As time goes by, the pain doesn't seem to ease.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 492 - Published: 11/10/2006 - Complete
Walk Alone reviews
But 'til then I walk alone. Alone, always alone. No friends, no memories: I walk alone.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 1,847 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 11/4/2006 - Published: 4/15/2005
How Come How come? reviews
How come we all fall for someone we know we will never have a chance of getting? How come, worst of all, we never have a chance? How come it’s always no?
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 448 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/16/2006
Being Me reviews
I'm bi-polar, but it's all just a part of being me.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/13/2006
Trampoline reviews
I’m always on the trampoline…
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/3/2006
Deep Down reviews
Once and a while, it hurts deeps down. And then, I don't know what to do.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 41 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/2/2006
One Small Cut
One small cut cleeds on and on, Come forth my eyes splash crystal tears.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 203 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/30/2006
I Wouldn’t Have To Cut reviews
It's sad that it stings, burns, tingles, throbs, bleeds, and hurts; That i sink this low just to feel the pain.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 224 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/30/2006
My Heart Pounds reviews
My heart pounds, It beats through and through...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/8/2006
Falling for Life reviews
We all fall for different things. I? I fell for life.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/7/2006
Ever Feel
Ever feel used? Ever feel cheated? Ever feel?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 49 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/6/2006
Feel This reviews
Feel what I feel... all that I feel. Feel it good.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Published: 6/26/2006
Ouch reviews
I'm not up, I'm not down. I'm just... here.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 53 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/17/2006
Thinking, Wanting, and Acting
Who cares that I would think of killing myself?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/21/2006
I reviews
I gave finally learned how to think for myself.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/20/2006
Tears reviews
Sometimes I wish my tears were rain…
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 27 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/3/2006
Empty reviews
He’s left me empty inside, wondering if there’s anything better to live for.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/2/2006
Rollercoaster
Life is like a rollercoaster...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 296 - Published: 3/11/2006
This Is Who I Am
This is who I am...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 12 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/11/2006
Keeping Chelsea Hidden reviews
Things start to look a bit "fishy" when a local band teacher finds out of one of his students has disappeared...
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 411 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/27/2005
Forevermore reviews
A simple poem to all the lovers in the world.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/19/2005
Obsession In White reviews
No other way I could put it, but obsession in white... obsession in the purest form of existance.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/18/2005
Take my life away reviews
If you’ll really take my life, kill it then and there.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 160 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/23/2005
Food reviews
I wish I could make up my mind: go anorexic or keep eating?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9/22/2005
Love Me reviews
You can hurt me, hold me, bend mem, break me, just don't love me.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/22/2005
To Descirebe What I Feel in Words reviews
Describeing what you feel in words is never easy, but I gave my best shot at it
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 356 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/13/2005
Above reviews
From above I watch these people...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/24/2005
Everyone reviews
This morning I awoke, to face a brand new me. But me, not wanting to, took my life away.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 161 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6/21/2005
Death vs Living reviews
Pure existence.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 36 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/20/2005
Choices reviews
Too choose life over death, to choose death over suicide.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/20/2005
Problems reviews
What's a true solution if death isn't?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 3 - Published: 6/20/2005
Rosed reviews
If dieing like this would only be so easy...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 35 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/19/2005
Lost reviews
Lost and confused, I don't know if I want help or not.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/28/2005
Reminiscing… reviews
One of my few poems that actually mentions cutting straight out. Enjoy.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/11/2005
Giving Up reviews
Giving up is hard. Giving in is harder than it seems. Not a one-shot anymore.Flames and reviews alike are welcome.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 787 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/1/2005
Tid Bits reviews
A whole bunch of tid bits that I've finally written up, but don't feel like contuining. Reviews and critism is gladly accepted.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 603 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/1/2005
Bicker reviews
Coming to terms with depression is hard: coming to terms with depressino when you think you may have SPD is even harder.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 737 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/25/2005
I Need A Guy reviews
Just what the title says: I need a guy. But I'm saying as a boyfriend. I just really need someone here for me now.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 510 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/28/2005
My Reason to Live reviews
He is my reason to live.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 152 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/20/2005
Mon Petit Garçon de Tambour reviews
Why does it seem that everytime your friends go to get you 'help' that they tend to stop 'caring?
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 8 - Words: 4,287 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 2/18/2005 - Published: 2/11/2005
Moi Dieu reviews
If I could take away what you feel right now, I would gladly do it.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 343 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/11/2005
Moi Ami reviews
It seems to me that moi ami have dearly affected my life- and I don't know if it's for the best.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2/11/2005
Who To Be Mad? reviews
And that she’s almost asking the impossible of me: Not to cut until our next session: Eleven days away.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 254 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/4/2005
Wishes reviews
I made a wish, a simple one, on Tuesday. Guess it wasn't as simple as I thought. More wishes will be added as days go bye.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 2 - Words: 305 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/27/2005
Fraidy Cat reviews
I have no want to die, yet I have no want to live.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 45 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/24/2005
Pathetic reviews
How pathetic do I look?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/24/2005
Mom reviews
Thanks for killing me, Mom.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 281 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/22/2005
Welcome to My Life reviews
Dear Diary, This is my life: this is me: of how I hate my life and what I go through each and every day. Welcome to my life.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 634 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/19/2005
Tearful Paths reviews
Follow to paths: the tearful path and the crimson path. One leads to the other no matter how I look at it.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/8/2005
What if? reviews
What if I want to die? What if I don't want to live? Can you answer me that?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 411 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/7/2005
Life reviews
A short five-stanza poem basically summarizing up my entire life over the past four or so years.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/5/2005
Alone reviews
I just feel so alone, so isolated from all my family. And it hurts- real bad.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 229 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/3/2005
Thunderstorm reviews
What great gift can be given to a boy? How about the gift of being able to hear?
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 2 - Words: 324 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 1/3/2005 - Published: 1/1/2005
What's Wrong With Me? reviews
Just as the title says, what's wrong with me? And I'd really like an answer, too.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1/2/2005
Wishes and Dreams reviews
Life is so unfair and it never seems that we get what we want.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 358 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1/2/2005
She Sits at Home reviews
I was left home alone one time, right after my parents divorced. And my mind wandered and I became suicidal. Happy readings, everyone, this is one of my favorites, if I do say so myself.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 428 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/1/2005
What I Want Vs What I Get reviews
Life is very unfair. This poem proves it and tells what you want isn't always what you'll get, espically if your friends care about your life more than you do.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 219 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/1/2005
A Simple Hello reviews
I was looking through some old poems I wrote and came across the second poem I wrote to my ex, who is now my best friend. Old times die slow.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 241 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/1/2005 - Complete
Haunted Eyes reviews
Right now, it just feels like no one knows what I'm going through. And it hurts.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 1/1/2005
I Begin To Suffocate reviews
When you're tired, you fall asleep. When I fall asleep, I begin to suffocate. Full summary inside.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 637 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/28/2004
To Die reviews
What would it mean to die?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 180 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12/3/2004