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Joined 12-03-04, id: 447374
Author has written 11 stories for Romance, General, Love, General, Life, and Song.

~ Updates ~

Unrealistic Hope - Chapter 3 posted. (This is What's Only In Dream's new name.)

Hapless Heroine chapter 1 posted and updated.

Thank God We're Alive proudly posted!

Love, Love - Posted the first chapter! This will be my current work. I want to finish it by Christmas!

~ Stories ~

Unrealistic Hope (What's Only In Dreams) - W.I.P.

Hapless Heroine - W.I.P.

Love, Love - W.I.P. I hope to finish this one by Christmas.

Cooties - On hold..kinda.

~ Poems ~

Baby I won't leave you. Umm, it's okay, it was just after my ex and I broke up so I was feeling blah.

Thank God We're Alive I love this poem. It's something that was inspired by metal and being angry in general. I'm most proud of it.

133 Edited and reposted. A short story turned poem that's been running around in my head for a few days.

Blind Grace A poem I'm only semi-proud of. It was running around in my mind until I finally wrote it down. It's about me accepting and dealing with myself.

Angel Hahaha. Not even worth mentioning; it's kind of cute and it's only about me wishing to find the words to confess my feelings for someone.

Sweet Dreams You Shouldn't Believe I only like certain elements of this one. It's not bad, I guess.

First Thoughts of Wonder NEW I'm really proud of this poem! I think it's sweet, I hope if you read nothing else on my page that you do read this one.

About me!

My name is Ellen, I'm 18 years old and I'm finally admitting to myself that I do in fact like girls. I love music, and I'm tired most of the time. I'm very, very, short and it's ruined my slight dream of becoming a model.. 4'10 doesn't exactly cut it. However! If I wanted to be a jockey, I'm the perfect height and weight.

My favorite animal has to be a cat, or a tiger something of that nature. Birds, however, are a very close second!

I have two cats of my own, a bunny rabbit, and two hermit crabs.

Cats - Berkly and Kai Bo

Bunny - Ryo

Hermit Crabs - Sebastian and Periwinkle

I love writing. I've kept a journal since '05 and I'm pretty proud about that. Sometimes I get a big headache, and the only way to get rid of it seems to be writing my thoughts so I don't have to think about them over and over.

Aside from music, I love anime and manga.

AIM : niichanislove

...or MSN

MSN : no.ellen@

~Important stuff.~

Healthy again! Bring on the inspiration, holiday season!

I LOST my one shot Kokoa, so I'll probably be making a new one shot to fix it. Also, I lost chapters 1+2 of Cooties, but that's okay I can just rewrite those somehow. I'll probably make it a little more clear, too.


Yuri, Yellowcard, Yaoi, Xena, Xbox games, writing poetry, Xbox, writing, water, video games, vendetta red, unicorns, underwear, trapt, transmen, transboys, tornados, tissues, thrift stores, the used, the sims 2, the sims, the simpsons, the offspring somewhat, the moon, the darkness, tape, taking photos, swords, switchfoot, sugarcult, strawberries, storms, stories, starfox, ssb, sporks, sparkly things, songs sleeping, shakespeare, safety pins, rpgs, roller blades, role-play, rain, rabbits, ps2, pop tabs, poetry, poems pocky, playstartion, play-doh, pirates of the carbbean, pirates, piercings, pictures, photos, photography, peter pan, pepsi, penstripes, pens, pen caps, pearberry, peanut butter, painting, paint by numbers, online comics, non-popular poems, nintendo, neverland, nerds, nerd ropes, nails, nail polish, n64, mythology, music, modern art, metrosexuals, mermaids, manga, making clothes, lord of the rings, long hair, lists, lion king2, lion king, lesbians, kanji, journals, john kerry, jelly bracelets, japanese films, japanese culture, japanese candy, japan, j-rock, j-pop, invader zim, internet, individuality, hungry hungry hnippos, house slippers, homosexuality, herry potter, happy tree friends, happy bunny, hamlet, guys with long hair, grumpy bear, gravitation, goldfish, glam rock, gir, geeks, gays gay rights, gatorade, gamecube, gact, foamy, floof, ferrero rocher, feretts, feet fast music, fantasy, fans, fanfiction, family guy, fairytalkes, fairy wings, faries, eyes, eyeliner, everafter, Eragon, emily the strange, elves, edward scissor hands, dyed hair, duct tape, ducks, dresses, drawing, dragons, drag queens, dorks, ddr, day-dreaming, dancing, crossdressing, creamy chease, cream cheese, crash test dummies, cows, coputers, computer, collars, clowns, clicky pens, clickers, chopsticks, chips, chibi-drawings, chi, cheesecake, cheese, cds, cars captain jack sparrow, candels, calligraphy, call-backs, boys in make-up, boxers, bottle caps, books bondage, blinkies, black and white photography, bishounen men, bishounen, bisexuals, bikes, begals, bass guitars, badgers, art, arcade games, anti-jojo, anime, angry beavers, alternative, alice in wonderland, al gore.

But most of all.. reviewers!

Ooh, and quizes.. I think I said that. Quizes are good.


Homophobes, rap music, country music, annoying people.

~Favorite ..~

Anime? Ah.. Berserk.. Hellsing, Sailor Moon, Kaleido Star, Gravitation, Fake. @_@;

Manga? .. Gravitation, Fake, Decendants of Darkness.

Food? Goldfish. Pizzah, cherry cheese cake.

Candy? Roadkill. Haha.

Book? Eragon.

Soda? Pepsi

~Some Manga I love.~

Gravitation, Only The Ring Finger Knows, Fake, Wish, Paradise Kiss, Forbidden Dance, Mars, Demon Diary, Princess Ai, Kill me Kiss me, DN Angel, Prince of Tennis, Until the full moon, Shutterbox, Model, Eerie Queerie, Samurai Deeper KYO, Suki, Fruits Basket, Ororon, Get Backers, Death Note, Boy Princess

~Some Anime I love.~

Sailor Moon, Kaleido Star, Hellsing, Lain, Berserk, Marmalade Boy, Orphen, Fake, Gravitation, Excel Saga, GTO, His and Her Circumstances, Orphen Season Two, Love Hina, Case Closed, Get Backers, Death Note

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The Boy Bride by Jack Dawkins reviews
An American boy, Ryan McFallon, is sent off to Japan to avoid the War. Under the terms of his new citizenship, he must marry a Japanese husband, Takeo Takahashi. Told from Ryan's point of view as he adjusts to being a japanese 'wife'. Fictionmature.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 13 - Words: 28,016 - Reviews: 281 - Favs: 369 - Follows: 339 - Updated: 6/15/2009 - Published: 10/9/2003
The Thing About Babysitters by Abstruse Blue reviews
Sebastian Burke is a little P.O.ed that he still needs a babysitter at 14. The worst of it all is that Taylor Greene, the babysitter in question, is only three years older than him and the most popular guy in school! M/M
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 14 - Words: 16,904 - Reviews: 126 - Favs: 78 - Follows: 100 - Updated: 11/9/2008 - Published: 8/9/2006
December's Rain by BlackRuby reviews
Rhos cares for her best friend December dearly and only wants what's best for her and that means pulling her out of the closet! Rhos even found the right girl to lure her out...R&R Please! FF! Ch.11 up!
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 11 - Words: 35,961 - Reviews: 40 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 16 - Updated: 3/31/2008 - Published: 1/7/2006
Manipulation by DeepSixing reviews
I watched the picture of the car fall on the ground. It was red. I know it was red.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 574 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/14/2008 - Complete
Paper Blankets by anonymaifif3994 reviews
A poem about long distance.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 217 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/13/2008 - Complete
Kissing Santa Claus by gummybaby reviews
It's cute, it's christmasy, and it's SLASH!NEW YEAR'S EXTRA NOW UP!
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 4 - Words: 3,486 - Reviews: 49 - Favs: 28 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 1/2/2008 - Published: 12/17/2007 - Complete
Dear Raindrop by Kechi Twilit reviews
I truly hope you will reconsider...
Fiction: Essay - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 444 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/20/2007 - Complete
A Poem About A Girl by La Terraza reviews
What can I say? Bedazzlement makes for good inspiration.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 208 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/20/2007 - Complete
Subtle Aching by Clarabell Roma reviews
A broken heart
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 183 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/18/2007 - Complete
The Last Time I Remember the Snow by liz R reviews
A girl's boyfriend comes over on a snow day. Memior in the form of a short story. Pretty short.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 642 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/17/2007 - Complete
State of Mind by jessa-beth reviews
The idea that I'm graduating in June frightens me a lot, so I wrote this quick little thing as a sort of comfort to all my worries. Dedicated lovingly to the magnificent class of 2008!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/17/2007 - Complete
Hi Ho The Mistletoe by Wizard of Souls reviews
[slash, oneshot] Bobby's holiday takes a turn for the interesting when he finds a teen sitting on the stairs of his apartment building.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,215 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/9/2007 - Complete
these four walls by Escapist reviews
I've had trains on my mind lately. Home is still two weeks away. I need something new.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 49 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/8/2007 - Complete
Spontaneity by Lilias reviews
[Slash] Once Upon a Time, a handsome Crown Prince set his sights on a visiting princess with the unique condition of being…well, male. And, if the supposed princess is kept away from sugar and pointy things, chances are they’ll live Happily Ever After.
Fiction: Manga - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 24 - Words: 149,117 - Reviews: 1240 - Favs: 866 - Follows: 434 - Updated: 7/16/2007 - Published: 6/16/2003
Love Before First Sight by The Mushroom Fairy reviews
MM slash A blind guy finds love when he thinks no one will ever care again. Chapter 14 now up!
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 14 - Words: 36,377 - Reviews: 311 - Favs: 256 - Follows: 145 - Updated: 4/22/2007 - Published: 10/4/2003
He Was Everything by LimeGreenFishnets reviews
He wasn't coming back.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 202 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/31/2007 - Complete
Telran Academy by Zeero Angelfall reviews
Alex, Terry, and Jason are thrown together as roommates for their second or third year in Telran. When the three of them fall in love, what will they do about it? Read and find out. (M/M/M)
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 43 - Words: 121,122 - Reviews: 524 - Favs: 144 - Follows: 57 - Updated: 3/22/2007 - Published: 2/20/2004
One Second by Loves Lie reviews
[Slash] Captured off the street and taken to an underground society to be a personal pet, whatever is a boy to do?
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 33 - Words: 39,097 - Reviews: 108 - Favs: 39 - Follows: 19 - Updated: 2/6/2006 - Published: 12/11/2004
Whoosh! by kemushi caterpillar reviews
Three boys. One troubled past. One bullying problem. One personality switch. This oughtta be fun. Who will win the uke in this yaoi-rific story? I ain't tellin! COMPLETE!
Fiction: Manga - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 36 - Words: 23,042 - Reviews: 239 - Favs: 19 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 3/8/2005 - Published: 1/11/2005
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With a Brave Face reviews
If there was love, would I feel it? RR
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 3/12/2008 - Published: 1/28/2008 - Complete
Sweet Po, I'm still trying reviews
...I'll try hard to imagine the colors of your bed, or the warmth in your hands..
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 353 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/29/2008 - Complete
Sweet Dreams You Shouldn't Believe
Are you our last hope? Are you my savior, my holy ghost?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Published: 1/23/2008 - Complete
Blind Grace reviews
Eventually we'll all breathe out. [Thanks for reading!]
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1/11/2008 - Complete
Love, Love reviews
Perry is a normal boy in like with his best friend. Is it possible for a somewhat overlooked boy to find love? [Slash. Story will have only 5 chapters.]
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,002 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/17/2007
Unrealistic Hope reviews
Slash. Six young people from all different walks of life are brought together in friendship and love. [Title subject to change]
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Drama/Humor - Chapters: 4 - Words: 8,768 - Reviews: 52 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 12/11/2007 - Published: 1/13/2005
Angel reviews
This is a cute little poem I wrote a while ago about not having the courage to talk to someone I liked. Read, review, and hopefully check out my better stuff.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/9/2007 - Complete
Hapless Heroine reviews
Jamie is a sarcastic 16 year old freak. This is her story about life and getting over hard times. Read and review my attempt to expand a one shot. Be nice! Femslash
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,235 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 12/7/2007 - Published: 12/1/2007
133 reviews
I love you, but I'm scared. A sad little poem I wrote about a story that's been in my head. It's cute, I think. Implied fem slash.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/6/2007 - Complete
Thank God We're Alive reviews
A good girl's silent cries to feel alive, her onlooker's day dream of how to fulfill those pleads.A short poem I'm pretty proud of, read and review if you'd like.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 208 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11/30/2007 - Complete
Baby I won't leave you reviews
Just something I put together when I was feeling iffy.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 144 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/11/2007 - Complete