REDheshy
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Joined 01-09-05, id: 453801, Profile Updated: 10-21-12
Author has written 59 stories for Love, Life, Romance, Horror, Fantasy, and Friendship.

Art is my soul's channel to emotional release, without it I couldn't survive.
I am a product of my experiences and my environment. At present, I am trying to let go of my bitter and cynical outlook on the world, and simply resolve to believe that there is something better out there; I just haven't found it yet.
My sarcastic nature is too deeply ingrained into my personality to be changed. I wouldn't change that even if I could. I am what I am.

Many of my works refer back to the 'May-December'* Romance idea, between both women and men. Aside from this, I will often write about issues concerned with anxiety, illnesses (particularly Obsessive Compulsive Disorder and Attention Deficit Disorder), and raw emotions.

So, as a general warning, most of my works can be classified M for themes, as you will likely find many 'OM/YW', 'OW/YW', F/F writings on this page.

I will find my place someday, but until then, I will let this page document my journey.

REDheshy


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*May to December romance- an age gap in a relationship that here represents a gap of anywhere from five to twenty years
*OM- Older man
*YW- Younger woman
*OW- Older woman
*F/F- Female x Female relationship

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Poker Face by Luke Rounda reviews
There is no mathematics to love and loss.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 229 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/7/2009 - Complete
Asylum by MargaretGraves reviews
We're all insane, in our own little ways.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Horror/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/4/2009 - Complete
Fade To Black by Scarlet Ibis 24 reviews
A teacher has an affair with his young student. Biracial fic. Note: the student is eighteen, but a senior in high school.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 9,301 - Reviews: 29 - Favs: 47 - Follows: 18 - Updated: 12/25/2008 - Published: 12/24/2007 - Complete
Our Dirty Secret by DarkPrue reviews
Poem about having to hide your love for someone from others because they won't approve.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/7/2008 - Complete
Numbers by DarkPrue reviews
A sixteen year old girl tries to convince her older lover that age doesn't matter.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 170 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 4 - Published: 4/7/2008 - Complete
Bus Driver Thinking of something better by Murderface reviews
Devon falls in love at first sight with Rebecca who works at a cafe on his bus route.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,617 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/28/2008
My Shadow by TheaterMarine reviews
A little poetry I wrote about my feelings for a teacher of mine. TeacherStudent Please R&R
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 144 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 5 - Published: 1/15/2008 - Complete
Freedom Fighters against the Scientific Method by Dartxni reviews
[Sonnet] In the scientific war against the human soul, lovers are terrorists.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/14/2006
More To Memorize by Dartxni reviews
The best lessons I learned till today, I learned them all in grade number K
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 407 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/25/2006
Fairytale Temptations by Zoey7 reviews
"You are the black against my white." this is a different format from my other poems. i don't know how i came up with it.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/9/2006
Forever and a Day by xsab reviews
I can't wait to spend eternity with you.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 539 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/27/2006 - Complete
kissing kissing kissing you by Dartxni reviews
This happy author is reeling with the feeling of wanting and being wanted in return.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 11/20/2005
Here Now by Devil6667 reviews
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Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/25/2005
Dreams by Trillix reviews
About a dream? About my only? Well, both, I suppose
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 9/15/2005
A Real Conversation by the big sleep reviews
A little back and forth between teacher and student.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 3 - Published: 8/29/2005
Expectations by crazomatic reviews
With a 30 year gap in age, I find myself caught under an older man's expectations
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 338 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/6/2005
Haunted In Love by crazomatic reviews
For when I fell in love again
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/9/2005
He Loved Me Not by Blue SunriZe reviews
A young girl's account of her relationship with an older man.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,329 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 9 - Published: 6/6/2005 - Complete
Travelling at Night by Chesca Ellen reviews
A very brief description about flying at night. Written, unsurprisingly, on a plane at night.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/8/2005 - Complete
from May to December by inez stanley
may to december romance
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/15/2005
Age Gap by Braveface reviews
The frustration of being attracted to someone younger
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 48 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 9/12/2004
Always Crashing In The Same Car by Lisa Jane reviews
His eyes upon your face, his hand upon your hand, his lips caress your skin... it's more than you can stand... teacher/student
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 353 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 4 - Published: 8/19/2004
White Against Green by SunMoonAndSpoon reviews
A poem about those lovely, long-cherished topics of adultery and pedophilia. From the the POV of a teenage girl having an affair with an older man. Rated just to be safe, its really not so bad.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/30/2004
The Apple of His Eye by Cleolinda reviews
Will starts to worry that intimacy with his much younger wife will kill him.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,189 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/24/2003
Beautiful Girl by Cleolinda reviews
A short story about two characters in a May-December relationship; related to, but not yet part of, a novel I'm writing.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 5,382 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/2/2003
You Chose to Linger by Mask of Dawn reviews
A girl realizes she is dead...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Supernatural/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 4 - Published: 9/20/2002
Not Fair by Sabina Closet Weirdo reviews
A kinda weird poem from a student to her young teacher whom she loves... Please R&R.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 192 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 10 - Published: 10/9/2001
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An Atom For An Atom
My biochemistry holds all the truths of who I am. Let me trade you one atom for another, and you can live in my skin for a lifetime. Rated T for non-specific homosexuality themes.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 45 - Published: 10/21/2012 - Complete
Sixty Seconds
My skin was no match for her perception. Also featured in a compilation of mine. M for femslash, f/f, lesbian, but no harsh themes.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 419 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/12/2012 - Complete
Fragments of A Thought reviews
"And every person between then and now was just another failed attempt to wipe you from my mind." This is a compilation piece of many of my old works, about two very influential women from my early teen years. I was thirteen-fifteen, so please excuse the tacky rhyme style and lack of finesse. A dedication, to an idol and a muse. Rated T for femslash, f/f, sexual identity themes
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 21 - Words: 2,815 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 10/4/2012 - Published: 9/17/2012
The Ethereal Experience
Your hugs, vanquished by the morning sun. A series of shorts based on those sleepy moments where reality takes another path, and becomes a different world altogether. Rated M for themes such as May-December romance, older man/younger woman, older woman/younger woman, ff
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: M - English - Fantasy/Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 2,117 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 5/21/2012 - Published: 5/29/2010
Static Motion
It has taken me almost four years. I am still grieving. This is the story of my lost first love, whom I wrote a poem for each day we were apart, counting down the days until we could be together again. He fractured my soul. M for course language, theme
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 46 - Words: 4,635 - Updated: 2/5/2012 - Published: 2/3/2012
Transitional Carriageway
From here, I depart. Rated T; could be read by anyone. M if you want meaning.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Published: 11/30/2010 - Complete
Ousting Cognitive Demons reviews
I had a dream, a by-product of a fearful mind. I'm trapped inside of myself. The life I live is ruled by a dream demon, whom I formally call OCD. T for anxiety themes/anxiety disorders.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 260 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/24/2010 - Complete
Line of Duty
Brutality; the hideous, ugly, pathetic, blood-curdling world we live in. M for themes of anger and abuse; but implicit.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Published: 10/12/2010 - Complete
Muse II reviews
I thought we'd be on this merry-go-round forever. T for drug references.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/26/2010 - Complete
Muse I
In the beginning, it felt like the world was torn apart. T for drug references.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Published: 9/26/2010 - Complete
Fire and Blood
In the famous words of Pablo Neruda, I love you, Love, in fire and blood. Rated M for drug and alcohol themes, and other mature themes. Heavy.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Favs: 2 - Published: 8/23/2010 - Complete
Scream
I'm a control freak. M for anxiety and illness themes.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Published: 8/6/2010 - Complete
This Mortal Hour
This is ridiculous. I should be able to consciously exhibit some form of emotion. In the darkest edges of my heart, all the things I wish I could say percolate.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Published: 2/2/2010 - Complete
Hitchhiking
Don't you see? Can't you understand? My hands are tied and you just blindfolded me.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Published: 1/24/2010 - Complete
Oil and Water
Second hand hand-shakes. T for OM/YW friendship; implicit.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 170 - Published: 1/8/2010 - Complete
There is Something Fundamentally Wrong With reviews
the World.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 152 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/4/2010 - Complete
Adinjectives
Here comes the next hit. M for drug references, although implied innocently.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 162 - Published: 12/15/2009 - Complete
State of Emergency reviews
I am blissfully aware of my choice to be ignorant of a hypothetical truth. May-December romance; younger woman/older man.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/15/2009 - Complete
Subjective Reality reviews
I need a video recorder that can fit into my head. T for intended May-December romance themes, older man/younger woman; however it is not obvious.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 4 - Published: 11/20/2009 - Complete
End of the Butt
So due to circumstances we cannot influence, you are torn from me now, this faulty connection soon to be disconnected. I don't know how to say goodbye. Older man/younger woman, but no romantic overtones.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 202 - Published: 11/11/2009 - Complete
I'll take a cappuccino with two sugars, thanks reviews
What's more difficult than coming to terms with a huge age gap, is understanding how to interpret the actions of the older individual correctly. M for May-December romance or older man/younger woman OM/YW themes.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 497 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 11/6/2009
Ignite
That feeling you get, when you realize you've really fallen in love, and when one of your closest friends unknowingly hits on the person you've fallen for, but remained silent about for a long time for fear of ridicule. Older man/younger woman.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 171 - Favs: 2 - Published: 11/5/2009 - Complete
Poker
It is the smallest, most persistent doubts that undermine the beginnings of potentially great romances. Anyone who has ever doubted the intent of the December half of the May-December romance, this is for you. Older man/younger woman themes.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 186 - Favs: 2 - Published: 11/1/2009 - Complete
Licence
It's these moments that I cherish, when you change the nature of reality with one look. M for fairly obvious May-December romance themes, or older man/younger woman.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 151 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/22/2009 - Complete
Flail
We put a hole in the wall to allow the mail through, but we were robbed by the milkman. Are you afraid of the dark?
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Published: 8/25/2009 - Complete
Reason
Did you ever think that maybe the bluebird can offer the same fulfillment as the falcon? This is for my bluebird.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 189 - Published: 8/22/2009 - Complete
Find Your Wings
Sometimes humans need to build wormholes to escape. Wings are more convenient. T for anxiety themes.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Published: 8/21/2009 - Complete
Will
I suppose a part of me never really let you go, even when we died and she inherited you.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 225 - Published: 8/13/2009 - Complete
Déjà vu
The truth is so hard to see when you are blindfolded by indecision and confusion. T for vague May-December romance or older man/young woman themes, although very vague.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Published: 8/11/2009 - Complete
Plunge reviews
Was there really ever any reason to feel that sick? Perhaps you were just the victim of thought and the irrational plunge that accompanies it. T for anxiety themes.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/7/2009 - Complete
Vice
I always came back. Like the cigarrettes, I always came back. Rated M for some coarse language and for May-December romance themes, or older man/young woman.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 767 - Published: 8/5/2009 - Complete
Musical Walls reviews
Just when you thought you had a last resort, the floor consumes you. Rated M for cynicism and dark undertones.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 183 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/2/2009 - Complete
Snake Tongue reviews
Some lies that drift on your snake tongue spit poison into our eyes; but this time we're strong enough to become more than products of your deceptions. Inspired by Slowburn, by Revelation Theory
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/1/2009 - Complete
Irony and Wine
Irony never tasted so delicious, nor did his hair ever look so tempting. T for May-December romance or older man/young woman themes, though not strong.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 392 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/30/2009 - Complete
Converge reviews
When the dust storm clears I can see him again, after so long in the dark.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/30/2009 - Complete
Cigarette reviews
Passing hopes and fantasies drifting through the smoke expelled from your lungs, and adopted by my breath. T for May-December romance or older man/young woman themes.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 203 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/28/2009 - Complete
Truth Tongue Bound and Broken
That delicious smell of renewed anticipation fills the bitter air, wavering over her decisive choice of words. T for hinted May-December romance, but very vaguely.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 160 - Published: 7/27/2009 - Complete
Take the Wheel
It's time to take control of your own life while you're running on a deadline. At least for now.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Published: 7/27/2009 - Complete
Cliff Face
Balancing on the edge of her sanity, will his familiar yet imaginary smell spell the end of her light? T for themes.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 175 - Published: 7/27/2009 - Complete
Turn Me Loose reviews
So I'm falling for this guy right? But it's not like he knows my name; just the beat that my heart is synchronized with. Intended May-December romance or older man/young woman, but may be interpreted otherwise.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Mystery - Chapters: 3 - Words: 342 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 7/27/2009 - Published: 7/11/2009
Exit the Roundabout
We face a fork in the road, one with that familiar scent and another with a dark path. Your light may very well seduce me into a dead end.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Published: 7/20/2009 - Complete
Web Men reviews
You better run, pedals won't save you from those legs. T for some unsettling themes
Fiction: Horror - Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 327 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/19/2009 - Complete
Black and White
It's just that place which has become an extension of my being, even if it was a fantasy landscape to begin with.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Published: 7/19/2009 - Complete
Ineffable
Sometimes she wants the world to see the beast living inside of her, clawing through her skin for an escape. Halfheartedly inspired by a movie quote from Freaky Friday.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Published: 7/12/2009 - Complete
Nostalgia reviews
Have you ever wanted to hit rewind and watch again in slow motion?
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/12/2009 - Complete
And Presto! reviews
Movie moments are magic; it's too bad magic does not exist. Implied May-December romance or older man/young woman.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 938 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/11/2009
Fiction
Anticipation for the arrival of the new world, which does not exist.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Suspense/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Published: 7/7/2009 - Complete
Reptilian
Wouldn't it be better if we were all cold-blooded?
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Published: 7/6/2009 - Complete
Synthetic
Maybe everything never really existed to begin with. Apply it how you will.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Published: 7/5/2009 - Complete
Bide reviews
When writers' block hits.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 7/4/2009 - Complete
Collision reviews
What do you define as "love"? Do you really know? T for understanding, but no coarse language.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/2/2009 - Complete
I, Red reviews
Picture perfect, aren't we? I admit there was an author inspiration for this one.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 60 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/1/2009 - Complete
Atlantis
Maybe if we had gills we could ride the wave out.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Published: 6/30/2009 - Complete
Monsters
How do you live with yourself when monsters are chasing you?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Published: 6/13/2009 - Complete
Faces of Society reviews
Did it ever occur to you that you wear a mask? Rated T for themes, but only for the understanding needed
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/11/2009 - Complete
Box in the Corner reviews
Sometimes it's better to store people in the corner until you've finished moving house.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/8/2009 - Complete
It's the Species
The media gene-pool is running low. Rated M for understanding, but no coarse themes
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Parody/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Published: 5/27/2009 - Complete
Motif reviews
Boxes within boxes within
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 49 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/27/2009 - Complete
Damaged reviews
When we love a person who is damaged, we become damaged. When an undamaged person loves us, do we choose to damage them?
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/22/2009 - Complete