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Joined 02-21-05, id: 461140, Profile Updated: 05-11-08
Author has written 22 stories for Young Adult, Life, General, and Love.

Rebecca Allison (insert last name)

Sometimes I like to pretend I'm the Grunge Queen, Russian princess, Victorian nobility.

Oh yeah, and FP cliches piss me off.

Ani DiFranco + Poppy Z. Brite

OH and some Biggie Smalls

Just because I'm a fan of Poppy Z. Brite, do not assume I'm also an Anne Rice fan. I am not. I hate Anne Rice. Cry to Heaven was the worst book I've ever read.

Wow, I'm writing another story for FP. This is amazing. I haven't written a non-one-shot story for FictionPress in more years than I can remember. Maybe I've never written one before. This story, Every Wild Rose, just poured out of me one day. I have no idea where it came from, especially since it's a supernatural/romance, which I've never written before, and I have no idea where it's going. It has very short chapters, purposefully. I know; you don't have to point it out to me. It makes it remarkably easy to write. Please read and review!

Most of my pieces on this site are ancient, and have no more relevance for me. I still write LGBT, but in a different light. Unfortunately I will not post some of my newer work, like my novels, on FP because they are my pieces I'm working toward getting published. My one-shot "Ambulance," which I posted here years ago, became one of my novels. If you'd like to help me out and beta for me, I'd be insanely grateful. In case you hadn't guessed, I'm going to be a famous novelist in the future. Remember my name. ROFLZ.

I live off reviews. I absolutely love them, and I'll return any review anyone gives me. So... read and review? Pretty please? S'il te plait?

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No Room For Sunshine by anxiouslyD reviews
A story of a boy struggling with his sexuality and figuring out where he fits. m/m
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 3 - Words: 6,167 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 12/28/2009 - Published: 2/8/2008
Well, Michael? by sheisdressedinpoetry reviews
It's about time you give me your answers.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 217 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/28/2008 - Complete
And I Say: Will You Ever Write Anything Beautiful by stained blue reviews
she, he's hanging starless from the sky.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 174 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 6 - Published: 3/7/2008 - Complete
Solitude and Synergy by fragmented blue reviews
A fairytale in which the damsel in distress is locked away by her evil mother, and the dashing prince comes to save her from doom and ill fate. And if the damsel happens to be, well, not a damsel? Well, the prince is more than fine with that, too. [SLASH]
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 8 - Words: 33,861 - Reviews: 154 - Favs: 319 - Follows: 66 - Updated: 2/12/2008 - Published: 5/26/2007 - Complete
Maybe? by CURE-Karasu reviews
HIATUS. MXM SLASH// Once there was a boy with a vibrant glow... \\UNDERGOING A POSSBLE RE-WRITE
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 6 - Words: 9,151 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 10 - Updated: 12/30/2007 - Published: 5/19/2007
Lazy Summer Nights by themoondripping reviews
Short, short story about a girl who finds the moon
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 447 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/14/2007 - Complete
Pet Me, Own Me by Midnights Scream reviews
Alan unwillingly gets pulled into a group called the pets which belongs to a group called the Pride, but is it all that bad or is thrilling to be so protected and loved?
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 35 - Words: 96,229 - Reviews: 238 - Favs: 101 - Follows: 26 - Updated: 7/14/2007 - Published: 5/17/2006 - Complete
Chasing The First High by CURE-Karasu reviews
COMPLETE. MXM SLASH. SENSITIVE THEMES// Once you've had a taste, you're always wanting that first high again. So you chase it... even when it endangers you...
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 8 - Words: 9,634 - Reviews: 34 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 7/13/2007 - Published: 10/22/2006 - Complete
little kingdoms by 1njun reviews
Connor Devour is a wh. peanutbutter & bathrooms.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,273 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/10/2007 - Complete
Incurable by FeatherJunkie reviews
[malemale, oneshot] Things were different before Frey got sick. Now he tastes like chalk dust and oil paints when Brian kisses him, and he makes Brian jealous because now Frey's drawings get more attention than he does.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,225 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 13 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/1/2007 - Complete
the art of mix tapes by 1njun reviews
or mix compact discs, technically. And if that doesn’t make him smile, me pulling into his driveway at three fortyone in the morning, well, that’s what the flowers are for.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,954 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/26/2006 - Complete
Closet Diaries by loser poet reviews
Josh is just trying to live. Maybe to grow up, but is their really such a thing as finding oneself? Do you just change? He’s gay, that’s one thing he’s stuck with. Dad, to say the least, doesn’t approve, that's not changing. Sometimes life seems cliche.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 5 - Words: 7,433 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 12/25/2006 - Published: 5/24/2006
You Look Your Best When You Walk Away by CURE-Karasu reviews
COMPLETE. MXM SLASH// When 11th grade rolled around, I was sure that I was in love with Chris... Things went well with me hiding it... Then HE came back...
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 18 - Words: 26,105 - Reviews: 52 - Favs: 22 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 7/23/2006 - Published: 5/10/2006 - Complete
appels and oranjes by 1njun reviews
perfect rock god fireworks that one time and sometimes you can remember your first words back to him.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,497 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/4/2006
Steam by FeatherJunkie reviews
[oneshot, slash, mm] Only a true best friend would go to the trouble of locking you in a closet with the guy who’s your crush even if it's completely against your will.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,506 - Reviews: 74 - Favs: 131 - Follows: 11 - Published: 6/19/2006 - Complete
les os by 1njun reviews
when it was over he counted his wins and losses and realized he hadn't gotten any of either.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 923 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/21/2006
Over the Weekend by FeatherJunkie reviews
[malemale] I've got two days to convince Senith that his girlfriend's a loser. And that I'm not a freak. And that he really does want to go out with me.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 20,651 - Reviews: 234 - Favs: 134 - Follows: 18 - Updated: 5/13/2006 - Published: 10/31/2005 - Complete
Mountain Flames by Lakewood reviews
I actually saw this the other evening while driving around sightseeing. I stopped and decided to randomly write a Haiku about it. I tried my best to make it sound like traditional Japanese Haiku.
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 17 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/7/2006
There She Is by ImaSecret reviews
Description of someone I know, or think I know.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 438 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/5/2006
The Adventures of Paper Girl by Valentine's Disease reviews
paper girl never knows what she is getting herself into
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 20 - Words: 944 - Reviews: 56 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 4/27/2006 - Published: 3/2/2006
My Lockbox by ImaSecret reviews
Drew a picture of a lockbox and decided to write about it.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/20/2006
Are They Falling Now? by ImaSecret reviews
I'll make a wish
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/19/2006
Donnie and Steven by Jay Costanza reviews
Two boys. Brought together by Music. Bonded by an unrepeatable secret. And both confused about the line between friendship and love.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 34 - Words: 41,957 - Reviews: 96 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 2/13/2006 - Published: 8/15/2005
Gray Hair, Purple Eyes by Archipelago reviews
[SLASH] Two boys fall in love one windy day and learn that there are very few people who know the true meaning of love. Read and Review Please.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 8,256 - Reviews: 45 - Favs: 3 - Updated: 1/2/2006 - Published: 8/29/2005
Issues, Envelopes, & Homophobes by FeatherJunkie reviews
[malemale] Anthony thought having to deal with school and being gay was enough. Then he has to get a homophobe as a pen pal for a school project, and now he's got hate mail, lies, rumors, & a psychiatrist to annoy him as well.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 28 - Words: 19,529 - Reviews: 601 - Favs: 389 - Follows: 50 - Updated: 9/7/2005 - Published: 8/1/2005 - Complete
Underneath the Covers by onlyshallow reviews
"We'd paint the walls and ceilings like the Sistine Chapel and a five-year-old's impression of an autumn leaf." Vague F/F, short and sweet. (As always.)
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 383 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 2 - Published: 8/27/2005
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Empty Without You reviews
Since I wrote this he's been in my room. But my bed is still empty without him.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 261 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/24/2008 - Complete
sister gifts reviews
His sister gave me clothes. They are both amazing.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 73 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/9/2008 - Complete
Every Wild Rose reviews
Emily woke up dead, with an empty memory, and now she might be falling in love - with another girl. And you thought you had teen angst. What's a zombie girl to do?
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Romance - Chapters: 15 - Words: 8,773 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 5/28/2008 - Published: 4/1/2008
1998 reviews
That's the difference between the two of us. He's grown up with the rest of the world but I still want to be this little girl with tangled hair chasing fairies in the bushes.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 735 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/11/2008 - Complete
Scientists reviews
I bounce between musings of existentialism and the simple frustration and longing to hear your skateboard wheels on the street behind me.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 635 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4/28/2008 - Complete
Charge Your Phone, Dumbass reviews
I couldn't capture this moment in a poem even if I tried.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 617 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/23/2008 - Complete
potential energy
His body is a taught, tight wire pent up with all this potential energy. I had a moment with my boy and wrote a poem about it.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 397 - Published: 4/15/2008 - Complete
Naughty Girl reviews
In all sincerity, sister, I never thought you'd amount to any good. You always was a naughty girl.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 628 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/28/2008 - Complete
downtown reviews
For the homeless, the addicted. The ones everyone forgets about, the ones that disappear.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/18/2008 - Complete
side a
For a boy I loved who royally screwed me over. He was the passive, indifferent kind.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 359 - Published: 3/18/2008 - Complete
A Cold Country Called Russia reviews
A young musician in a faraway place muses on the assassination of Grigori Rasputin. Written during in-class writing period in English
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 763 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/10/2008 - Complete
Peroxide reviews
About Kurt Cobain and the night he appeared in my bedroom.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 9/11/2006
The Tulip Boy reviews
[male/male] It's the stars, it's the moon, it's the sky all tumbled together. It's a rainbow, a lucid array of colours all in a row, sending me reeling. It is all these things in the form of a boy.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,029 - Reviews: 3 - Updated: 7/12/2006 - Published: 7/4/2006
Beauty & Loss reviews
[One-Shot] [male/male]Love at first sight can be love in it's most tragic sense. Written for the MySpace generation.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 809 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 4/21/2006
At Last reviews
[One-Shot] [male/male] (Written for English class) "Hey, I have something to tell everyone, if you'll all listen." No one objects, so I go on. "I'm gay."
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 707 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 4 - Published: 2/19/2006
Cinnamon Kiss reviews
[flash fiction] [male/male] "Hey," I say softly, "did you just eat a cinnamon one"
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 287 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/13/2006
My Side of Your Bed reviews
[One-Shot] [male/male] "So in a minute I will put down my pen and replace it in my hand with the gun. I will hold it to my head. I will pull the trigger."
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,105 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/10/2006
Speed reviews
[One-Shot[male/male] "I'm really sorry, angel," I choke out, feeling the beginnings of my own tears forming, "but we can't be together anymore."
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 915 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 3 - Published: 1/20/2006
Transsexual reviews
"So, is this his fate? To be hated, outcast, entangled in a constant web of uncertainties"
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 175 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/17/2006
Ambulance reviews
[One-Shot] [male/male] The romance of the century can only go up in flames; that's when tragic death swoops down.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 10,083 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 3 - Published: 12/25/2005
Blackbird reviews
[One-Shot] [male/male] Aubry says his final goodbye, a month after Andrew's suicide.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 786 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 3 - Published: 12/21/2005
Mask of Bravery reviews
[One-Shot] REPOST - Ramone was cruelly torn away from his life and his budding romance with Jordan. What has befallen to have Ramone find himself so far from all things familiar?
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,431 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12/18/2005