Apikalia
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Joined 02-22-05, id: 461241
Author has written 14 stories for Friendship, Essay, and General.

I'm Smalls. I like to write poems and short stories... just because i can. Also sometimes they end up being pretty good. The rest are just my thoughts about mostly the same thing: The amazingness of having a true best friend... it's my "muse". You're my muse.


I have thee bestest friend ever, Alexandra. She is the bestest, for real. And we are the coolest. We are really tight (tighter than J.Lo's pants) and we hang a lot. She is my whole life. So everything that i write is related in some way to her...and us...and just everything wonderful about having a really for real best friend forever.


*~* Piglet sidled up behind Pooh. "Pooh," he whispered. "Yes, Piglet?" "Nothing," said Piglet, taking Pooh's paw. "I just wanted to be sure of you." *~*

i love my everything.
I love you too.

much love,
smalls

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some kind of broken fairy tale by Quirin reviews
a new age cinderella
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 3 - Published: 10/30/2005
frisbee by Quirin reviews
playing games
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 63 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/26/2005
Vindication by torridtruth reviews
It's funny how you did not see me and all the things I went through. But I am gone, and you see me now. Every night in your sleep I haunt you.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/4/2005
Of No Earthly Value by torridtruth reviews
It's about the world destroying the spirit of a girl, leading her to abuse herself and wish for death. R and R if you love me?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 175 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/4/2005
My Friend by Karma Chameleon reviews
R&R please
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/4/2005
Remember The Rain by torridtruth reviews
I guess this is about a wonderful relationship that just... ends. I don't know where this came from. My poetic muse hit me over the head and demaded I write it. I'm not ever sure what I meant by it. R and R, pretty please?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 264 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Published: 3/3/2005
My Masquerade by torridtruth reviews
I find myself wondering why I don't know what I want, especially in life. Where am I going? Why do we hide behind masks of ourselves? Have you ever woken up in the morning only to wish for night to come sooner just to sleep once more? R and R, please?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 281 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/3/2005
Finding The WAy by a muse's inspiration reviews
If there is a way, I'll find it...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/3/2005
My Life, My Love, My Own by a muse's inspiration reviews
You are...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/3/2005
Nameless by a muse's inspiration reviews
Well, it has no name, therefore it's nameless
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Published: 3/3/2005
Photo Album by a muse's inspiration reviews
"Photographs of memories..."
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 32 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/3/2005
If You Think by sagenitewolf reviews
Inspired by a quote I saw and by events in my life.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/3/2005
american soldier by Quirin reviews
war raped his soul
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 163 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/1/2005
photographic connections by Quirin reviews
reliving the past
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 180 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/1/2005
Listening Isn't Enough by dancingintherain reviews
for you, bff...i never felt that listening was enough...i really wanted to do more to make you feel better...i wish i could have...
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 283 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 6 - Published: 2/25/2005
blue moon eyes by Quirin reviews
did you feel my gaze on your face that night?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/25/2005
You could by onlee me reviews
You know how you think you're the absolute worst person in the world, but then someone comes by and convinces you, you're not?
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/25/2005
My Soul Mate by SportylilChica reviews
Dedicated to my best friend. You are my soul mate and I love you so.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 274 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/25/2005
the numbing effects of listless dreaming by Quirin reviews
who am i but a metaphor?
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 144 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/17/2005
Someday Soon by Butterflies and Hurricanes reviews
...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/21/2004
Only Sisters by Rena Staright reviews
A poem dedicated to my best friend/sister Jade Crescent. Only sisters could have survived the stuff we have.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/1/2004
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Love Me reviews
will you please love me?
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 3/6/2005
Anything But Fake reviews
this is just something that popped into my head when i was walking today. it's just about the only person i know who is never ever fake... and i admire her for that.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3/4/2005
Just To Let You Know reviews
i'll always be here... i just want you to know this.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 45 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 3/3/2005
Little Things reviews
"friendship isn't a big thing - it's a million little things."
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/1/2005
Perfection reviews
sometimes it's so perfect I don't know what to do with myself. it's .a.m.a.z.i.n.g.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2/27/2005
You're There reviews
you're just always there. thanks for that.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 2/25/2005
Sometimes reviews
For my best friend. I think of you all these times... and smile.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 59 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2/25/2005
That's What I Wished For reviews
...world peace and no more war, that's what I wished for. (I wrote this like 2 years ago in computer class)
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 195 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2/25/2005
What If? reviews
...and we like to sit around and say 'what if'
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 165 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/25/2005
Baby reviews
This one’s also to my best friend, as everything is, but it’s totally not implying what the first line says. (that's an inside joke) It’s really about how she has helped me so much with everything.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2/25/2005
Death reviews
This is a true essay that I wrote last summer. It's just my thoughts written in essay form. I can't really say anything else...I love you.
Fiction: Essay - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 387 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 2/25/2005
Puzzle Blu reviews
This is about a metaphor that I said to blu in one of our earlier conversations, when we were just getting to know each other. It’s true, and kind of cheesy sounding I guess, but totally true, and she really is my glue.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 179 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/25/2005
Let's Get Infinite reviews
A poem about the most perfect hour of my life. You could never fully understand. But it’s the most amazing thing feeling infinite without having to say a word, and yet knowing exactly what your best friend is thinking. Amazing.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 2/25/2005
Alexandra reviews
This goes out to my one and only bestest friend in the whole world. I love you so much. You’re my everything and more. Thank you, Alexandra.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 2/25/2005