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Joined 02-22-05, id: 461314
Author has written 13 stories for Life, General, and Humor.

I'm just another soul trying to leave a mark on the world. Not
really wanting to change it, nor leave it as is. Just wanting to add a
different perspective.

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Mannequin by Damaged reviews
is it better to be the puppet or attempt to be a real child?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 198 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/25/2007 - Complete
The Ways We Lie by Damaged reviews
I learned the value of lying today ...
Fiction: Essay - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 614 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/21/2006
What Goes Through My Mind by Skyler Hope reviews
see title
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 219 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/14/2005 - Complete
Charade by Lady Hoshi reviews
Please see past my charade, and look inside of me, please help me ... (what's funny is im not depressed right now)
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/12/2005
Promised Confessions by dustytiger reviews
sometimes love falls away when all you needed was those stupid love spewed confession
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 161 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 3 - Published: 8/31/2005
When Dawn Comes by Damaged reviews
I watch your sleeping figure, sighing over how I feel. And when tomorrow comes, I'll be gone.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/26/2005
Friend by Skyler Hope reviews
only a friend
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/27/2005 - Complete
Dead to her, Dead to me by Lady Hoshi reviews
Why do you do this? Because I couldn't help you? Please don't do this.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/5/2005
Stupid Things by dustytiger reviews
this one was supposed to be a valday thing for my ex, but a few days before he broke up with me, he never appricated it, but i'm sure someone out there could while thinking of thier hunnies! pls r&r
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 212 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 3 - Published: 6/24/2005
Judgement by Lady Hoshi reviews
How dare you judge me, act as if you know my pain...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/21/2005
Mon Chou by dustytiger reviews
this is an eglish peice with a french title, rated for a mature theme, one of my few non-autobiographical peices, i really need to share this, i hope no one is offended by this, if you would pls r&r i'd appriceite it
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 316 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 3 - Published: 6/21/2005
Thunderous Damnation by The Jade Project reviews
This one is about a lover who had just discovered the bitter disloyalty of their lover, and soon came to a depression... (Please read and review)
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/11/2005
Lost and Found by Lady Hoshi reviews
If love is so grand, why does it hurt? I can't find the right one, love is not simple
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/10/2005
Review by Lady Hoshi reviews
It shouldn't hurt, but it did ... see blood red review and biography ... gnight all
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 82 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/8/2005
Healing by dustytiger reviews
this one is about starting to feel better after being diagonosed with clinical depression, pls just r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/6/2005
Call me Doll by dustytiger reviews
rated for what i think are obvious refrences, this one is about the "cover girl" or "barbie" image, and how really fake it is, i hope it makes sence, pls r&r?
Poetry: Politics - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/5/2005
Change by NiRvAvAfReAk reviews
Personally I fucking love this particular poem it's cool...it's what you get when you have the same routine day after day but you can't change it
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 187 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/2/2005
All I Never Knew by NiRvAvAfReAk reviews
This would be one of my first poems I wrote about realizing how much I really do have and how ungrateful I am...alot of people are like this
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/2/2005
Smile Through the Tears by dustytiger reviews
just a short little older peice about pretending to be happy, pls r&r?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 27 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/31/2005
Chains of Depression by Lady Hoshi reviews
The chains of depression hold me down, will i find help before i end it?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/30/2005
To Those It May Concern by Lady Hoshi reviews
To those it may concern, don't try and understand why I did it, You might see my point ( I put M for mature, because of one swear word and suicide references, just in case)
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 372 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/17/2005
Wisdom of the Heart by SpiritualNomad reviews
This is just the philisophical ramblings of a teenage boy. More to come if i get 7reviews
Fiction: Essay - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 328 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/26/2005
Life of a Tree by DyceVaruna reviews
I saw a lone old tree in a park behind a bench and I tried to figure out what it was thinking. It looked somewhat lonely, so I wrote based on that.
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 246 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/9/2005
Stay in Denial by Lady Hoshi reviews
If I stay in denial, will the feeling just go away? If I even tell anyone, will I really feel better?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 187 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/28/2005
Depressed by Lady Hoshi reviews
Maybe if they knew my feelings, maybe if i told them, maybe if i wasn't afraid to hurt myself, then they would know the truth
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 162 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/27/2005
Darkness by dustytiger reviews
the darkness, is where the big d and little d depression collide, uh, read and you'll understand, i promise, i know it's long (my longest peice thus far) but pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 520 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/16/2005
Muse by dustytiger reviews
gneral huh? uh it's about writing, it's uber short just r&r
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 38 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/16/2005
More Second Chances by dustytiger reviews
as the title suggests, asking for a second chance (quasi-companion peice to second chances) pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/16/2005
I Need to Sleep by dustytiger reviews
just a sleepy confession to someone who will never read nor understand, i'm not sure i like the end, tell me what you think pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/15/2005
Abusive Relationships by Lady Hoshi reviews
Abusive relationships, you can only have so many before they go too far
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/11/2005
I Don't by dustytiger reviews
i don't love myself anymore, a peice about the depth of my depression currently, pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 415 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 3 - Published: 3/8/2005
Better? by dustytiger reviews
rated for language, he said it would be better this way, but it's much worse, but he'll never see this nor understand what i'm writing, a VERY angry peice, pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 413 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/8/2005
Suicide by dustytiger reviews
this an older one about my friend's sucide, the format of this one is a little odd, but i think it's how it works best pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/7/2005
Starting to Heal by dustytiger reviews
this is another old one dedicated to a friend who killed himself, about, like the title says starting to heal from the pain of losing him
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/7/2005
My Boots by DyceVaruna reviews
I was thinking in school bout a time when I went hiking and it made me think about boots. That in turn made me write this poem so...here it is. Enjoy!
Poetry: Humor - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/2/2005
Word Portrait by Septsamir reviews
The first half of this is me playing with words. The second half sort of made sense as it came. I like it-my parents hated it. It's another one of my more mature works; I hope you like it, too.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 516 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/1/2005
NeoTestament by Septsamir reviews
I like to think of this as one of my more mature works. It's not constrained in any way, and it captures my thoughts pretty well. Inspired by the song at the end, by VNV Nation.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 493 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/1/2005
Write Me a Poem by Othello934 reviews
What I do when people ask me to write them a poem.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/27/2005
Questions by Skyler Hope reviews
title explains it all
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/26/2005 - Complete
The Shadow by dustytiger reviews
this one is an old one about how i was feeling like i was in the shadow of someone else, there's only one person i play the role too now, pls r&r
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 204 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/24/2005
Sanity? by XxDemonic-PrincessxX reviews
Am I sane? A short poem filled with thoughts that I am sure sometimes in your life you think
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 200 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/23/2005 - Complete
Alive by Lady Hoshi reviews
Cutting isn't the solution, but at least I know I'm alive
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/23/2005
Isn't it funny by NiRvAvAfReAk reviews
Its melodramatic like all my stuff will tend to be but it's how i feel so fuck it
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/22/2005
Frustrated Poet by DyceVaruna reviews
Grrrr...writer's block is awful! Or is it?
Poetry: Humor - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/22/2004
Darn Bugs by DyceVaruna reviews
Don't you hate it when bugs irritate you for no good reason? For some reason, the format messed up. It's supposed to be 4 line paragraphs, not one line which makes the rhymes harder to see. But enjoy anyway!
Poetry: Humor - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 217 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/15/2004
The Vanity of Writing by Eris de Suzerain reviews
What greater vanity is there than to believe your words have some special merit?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/6/2004
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Growing Pains
This is my silent plea and my secret rebellion against growing up and having to deal with everyone elses version of life.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 163 - Published: 3/26/2007
I am weak reviews
Reflecting on my own ways of thinking, might be seen as a weakness... but is it... and compaired too who?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 203 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/14/2005
Explaining my pain reviews
One of my favorite sort of philosophical word plays.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 234 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3/14/2005
The simple way I see it reviews
Simple but yet confusing. More of a metaphisical/philosophical sort of poetry.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 573 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/9/2005
Sinking in Sorrow reviews
I guess this can be seen as the more optimistic side of my depression.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 170 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/9/2005
Her Rude Awakening reviews
This is my mental drawing of me being her "First"
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 595 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 3/8/2005
My Eyes Consume her reviews
This is one of my older poems based on "taking in beauty", literally. I hope you enjoy.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 478 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/8/2005
Simplicity in my Nonsense reviews
Another word play that I hope you enjoy, more so I hope you understand...
Poetry: Humor - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3/2/2005
Not this reviews
This is my lil word play actually. Just a lil of this and that...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 2/28/2005
Praying to cry again reviews
My view on how much crying means to me.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 354 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/27/2005
Time, the annoying obsticle reviews
Giving a new view on our concept of time
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2/26/2005
Confessing the confusions in life reviews
A view on a realisation about this thing we call life...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 177 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 2/26/2005
Second Start on Life reviews
A view on refinding ones passion or ones way in the world or in general...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2/26/2005