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Joined 02-24-05, id: 461519, Profile Updated: 04-09-09
Author has written 7 stories for Life, Friendship, Young Adult, General, and Fantasy.

my pseudonym is - queen of sunshine

i reside in - the suburban state within the east coast. just take a gander at what that state might be.

my birth-name is -ha, like i'll ever tell you that. XD

why are penguins evil? - because they steal high fructose syrup. i NEED my high fructose syrup darn-it, it's like my LIFE's in that syrup-filled bottle!

how old are you? - between the ages of ten and seventeen. take your pick.

list your favourite bands/musical artists of all time:

- my chemical romance, the gazette, dir en grey, panic at the disco, fall out boy, paramore, emery, trapt, papa roach, gacktJOB, miyavi, utada hikaru , BoA, crystal kay, mary j. blige, chrisette michele, aaliyah, mario, trey songz, and a LOT more. XD

list your favourite songstresses/singers please- the list grew extensively since last time. that's all you need to know oh and, look above for SOME of them.

what do you write usually?

- poetry

- songs (whenever i'm inspired to, the same goes for poetry)

- original fictional stories

- short stories

- essays

- character profiles

- drafts

- fanfiction

you name it, i write it.

Updates: 2 / 18 / 09 - So firstly, I want to wish everyone an extremely belated Happy New Year and an equally belated Merry Christmas. For those of you who don't rip open presents on Christmas morning, then I hope you had an awesome day.

Secondly I have two new surprises for you--new fics, well really they're three new fics. For 'About Emma . . .' (yes I've finally decided on a title. I've decided to respond to each new review at the end of each new chapter I submit). Or if you prefer to not have my response to your review displayed so eeeeeveryone can see it, then I could send it to you privately. Either way if you review, I'll respond.

So here's some crappy summaries of my stories-to-be. Enjoy the terribly written synopses and yes I'm very critical of myself. :(

About Emma . . .

Sometimes we all have to die before we can be reborn again.

Piecing your life back together is never easy: Try resisting your resident college hottie, getting over the fact that your ex is a lecherous sex-demon, your best friend has sexual tension with your OTHER best friend, and you're still single. Now breathe.

The Third World

What do you get when you add in equal parts of a cowardly teenaged exiled prince, his grumpy bad-ass magical instructor, a prophesied crazy savior of the world, and mix it in with fantastically creepy baddies, puppet governments, and corrupted commanders? A whole lot of weirdness, that's for sure.

Untitled for Now

All I knew was that I was special, not in the sense that I had some extradordinary gift that could help people, no. My gift wasn't what you would describe as extraordinary--not if it propelled people to want to capture me and kill me. Not if it made them dubious and insatiably curious about my gift . . . not if I hurt people with my so-called "gift." So what's better: to have a unique gift that only you can call your own? Or to be a drone like the masses of other "normal" people in the world? Unprotected or overly sheltered?

You decide . . .

See, crappy but hopefully it'll still attract your attention if you read it.

All of the plot lines/WIP's mentioned in the note above have been placed on an indefinite period of hiatus until further notice. (4-9-09)



Changed the title of my newest story from 'Breaking and Reassembling for You and I' to 'He was Blue-Eyed and Heartbreaking . . .' it's more meaningful and really ties into how close Layla and her first crush were. You'll see the impact of his words on her, his actions towards her, his own emotions, and his own influential beliefs that he reveals to her. This piece is as close as autobiographical as I'll ever get so most of the chapters have some significant part in my life--meaning that I've experienced what Layla's experienced. I tried to write the first opening chapter in a kind of sporadic style because Layla tends to think "aloud" so she writes whatever comes to her head at the time.

I really, really would love to hear your feedback on the first chapters. I try to respond to all of the reviews I receive and if I can then I'll normally try to review my reviewer's stories as well.

Modified the summary of "He was Blue-Eyed . . ." and also the quote is very thematic to the story--it's the hub or the central driving force behind this little "baby" of sorts.



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Room 475 by dancin-in-the-rain reviews
"We don't really have a healthy relationship, Jonah. We met in a Psych ward." I sighed and pulled his arm tighter around me. "I know, Becks." He paused, and I looked up at him. "You're dying, and I tried to die. It's really... kind of perfect."
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,877 - Reviews: 780 - Favs: 277 - Follows: 162 - Updated: 2/24/2013 - Published: 6/26/2009 - Complete
wanting by hide your eyes reviews
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 22 - Words: 374 - Reviews: 34 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 12/23/2010 - Published: 10/4/2008
the list by sunshinedoll reviews
A girl makes a list of 100 things she wants to find in her perfect guy. She refuses to stop looking until she finds a boy with all 100 traits. But once she finds him, she runs into another problem. She's not happy.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 40 - Words: 43,672 - Reviews: 1036 - Favs: 206 - Follows: 276 - Updated: 12/27/2009 - Published: 3/10/2008
The Cole Turns To Ash by Naked Penguin Fetus For Pope reviews
COMPLETE. 16 year old Cole is sarcastic, apathetic, pessimistic, and just well...a lump of coal. The complete opposite of one Ashton Matthews... Slash, male x male love
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Humor/Drama - Chapters: 31 - Words: 219,659 - Reviews: 1240 - Favs: 1,052 - Follows: 313 - Updated: 8/28/2009 - Published: 12/27/2006 - Complete
Reckoning by Twilight Starr reviews
May the Powers That Be go screw themselves. I hope they enjoy themselves more than I have been enjoying them doing me over. I'm a law breaker and a criminal. I'm not what I appear. People like to believe I'll be their savior. I think they're kidding me.
Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 14 - Words: 36,011 - Reviews: 192 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 16 - Updated: 4/24/2009 - Published: 8/25/2007
Old Habits Die Hard by Chocolate Herrings reviews
I was addicted to your late night back door visits.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 3 - Published: 3/27/2009 - Complete
Losing it All by unlikely.story reviews
She thinks she lost her cell phone, everyone else thinks she lost her virginity, and the guy thought to be responsible for her 'deflowering' has no problem adding fuel to the fire.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 10,987 - Reviews: 258 - Favs: 251 - Follows: 352 - Updated: 12/26/2008 - Published: 6/7/2008
the reluctant vultures by kaylajac reviews
I am teaching myself honesty
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Poetry - Chapters: 3 - Words: 582 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Updated: 11/23/2008 - Published: 2/4/2008 - Complete
A Dummy's Guide To How NOT To Get Laid by insane in the brain reviews
He thinks she's a prostitute and wants to hire her. She just wants to kick him in the groin. With extra sarcasm in every chapter for your guilty reading pleasure, it's almost GUARANTEED to make you laugh until you nearly pee yourself... DISCONTINUED.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 13 - Words: 16,227 - Reviews: 588 - Favs: 120 - Follows: 155 - Updated: 11/12/2008 - Published: 6/10/2007 - Complete
Seconds Captured, Moments Lost by oheygracey reviews
Moments, and feelings at various times. -The whole piece isn't even 100 words, but I wanted to get this down.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 9/13/2008 - Complete
Glance by kaylajac reviews
They were at odds with the gold of your skin, the brown of a freckle constellation on your elbow. They didn’t match you.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 593 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 9/13/2008 - Complete
Lola and Fritz by White Tea and Ginger reviews
I'm already full, I've swallowed ten thousand smiles.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 313 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 6 - Published: 7/14/2008 - Complete
More For Her by Time To Change reviews
and they mean more than anything. but i'm out of my depth and love's speaking in riddles again.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 53 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/9/2008
The Caterpillar's Apology by FromAcorns reviews
What it says on the tin
Poetry: Humor - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 196 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Published: 6/30/2008
Not So Perfect by ALY55A reviews
A hot, but oblivious idiot, a perfect Barbie sister, a jock brother, and a crazy best friend. Throw in overalls, a fat penguin, and an underaged admirer and you've just about got Jamie's not so perfect life.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 6 - Words: 14,099 - Reviews: 195 - Favs: 74 - Follows: 118 - Updated: 8/30/2007 - Published: 2/25/2007
And Sweetheart, I'm Sorry by i hope you choke on skittles reviews
Abortion. It's Brutal, it's honest. Be warned. This was me bleeding ink on paper.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 866 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 12 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/28/2007
Polaroids by kaylajac reviews
I am the one who ended up with these pictures, these seized flecks of time he wanted so much.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,696 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 6 - Published: 7/29/2007 - Complete
The Coffee Shop by Queen Anabella reviews
He didn't like coffee. Or waiting. Thankfully, she was there to help pass the time. One shot.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,269 - Reviews: 106 - Favs: 305 - Follows: 23 - Published: 7/6/2007 - Complete
modernity by Lost In Context reviews
amid the chaos of one million trembling words, i whisper...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 49 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/23/2007 - Complete
Plague by antigonelives reviews
Fear is the new plague. 10 April, 2007.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 627 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/15/2007 - Complete
You left Some Of You by urgirlie13 reviews
A short poem about a hard breakup.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 170 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/2/2007 - Complete
Him by Kristine Jackson reviews
A thank you to the boy who helped me find myself again.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 225 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/11/2006
The classroom by Chiyokopop reviews
A one shot delving into the mind and heart of one girl experiencing unrequited and forbidden love.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 688 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 4 - Published: 7/29/2005
sex ed by dollface and her cancer reviews
they tried to keep us sheltered.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 379 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 24 - Published: 3/17/2005
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Dead Like You
Cadence Abramson is abrasive, cynical, and socially awkward and when her boyfriend Seth dies prematurely in a "humorous" way, she's left to pick up the pieces. But what happens . . . when he comes back to life?
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,231 - Published: 7/29/2010
Breaking and Reassembling reviews
I gave you your own soul: I gave you the whole sun and stars to play with. I gave you eternity in a single moment and strength of the mountains in one clasp of your arms... Was it not enough? - a fragment of George Bernard Shaw's famous quote on Love.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 4,732 - Reviews: 1 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 7/28/2010 - Published: 3/25/2009
Untitled at the Moment reviews
Jamie is a strange boy who has the power to rip into worlds: to distort space and time itself. When he is nearly killed by a soulless being known as a Hollow and driven out of town--he soon learns that there's more to these creatures than meets the eye.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Fantasy - Chapters: 2 - Words: 9,857 - Reviews: 3 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 7/13/2010 - Published: 5/2/2010
anthology we'll taste the stars reviews
a collection of poems that i wrote this year. apparently it's a trend to post them up here so i thought why not. note that they're random both in terms of the the subjects and the genres that they fall into. enjoy.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 299 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/15/2009
It's Never That Simple reviews
Oh and I hope to the skies that the feeling's mutual, darling.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 809 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/26/2009 - Complete
Writhing reviews
writhe v. –verb used without object 1. to twist the body about, or squirm, as in pain, violent effort, etc. 2. to shrink mentally, as in acute discomfort. –verb used with object 3. to twist or bend out of shape or position; distort; contort. 4.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 251 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/22/2008 - Complete
Venustas reviews
Venustas ... is the Latin word for beauty, there are many interpretations of what we, as individuals find beautiful. This is just what I find beautiful. Go ahead, take a peek.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 400 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/24/2007 - Complete