GoddessofBlue
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Joined 02-27-01, id: 46202
Author has written 26 stories for General, Young Adult, General, Essay, and Humor.

It's kind of sad how long it's been since I've updated this profile... It sucks that it's also been forever since I've written, but I'm still planning on writing something in my life sometime again. I did complete a novel a couple of years ago, but it sucks and I don't have it typed up. I really should get around to editing it and letting you all read it. I really used to be active in this site. As you can see, the most recent things I posted were probably in '04 or something. See what happens when you go to college? You get NO writing done!!

Anyway, a little about me. My name is Jennifer, I'm 21, and I've been writing forever (as you can probably tell from the dates on some of the stories). I like to think that I'm a much better writer now than I was when I first started, but I won't make any promises on that since I have no new stuff to really share with you guys. I'm majoring in sociology and plan on wasting 2 more years of my life after I graduate on getting a master's degree. I have a job at a Helpline and spend most of my time talking and helping people. In my free time I sleep or watch dumb reality shows on MTV (my current addiction is the Inferno 3).

A little about my writings. I like to write about teenaged girls doing what teenagers do best -- making it through life. In the past I've touched on issues such as self-injury, relationships, a little bit of drugs and alcohol... stuff like that. As I'm getting older, I have a lot more experience with these types of things and am confident that I will be able to describe them better once I get the chance. Existence in the Dark is without a doubt the biggest piece of work I have... it sucks in the beginning, I promise, but it does get better once you get into it. Dizzy was something I was proud of when I was younger, but I'll let you judge for yourself. I had a story called Reddest Tears in the past, recently changed it to just "Tears" because I finally started writing the actual Reddest Tears that I've been trying to write for ages. Summer's Stellar Gaze is something random that came to me one night and I'm not quite sure where it's headed or anything, but I'm actually interested to see. I'm more into Reddest Tears for now, though.

I guess lack of sleep has me rambling. Feel free to message me at anytime... AIM: xvioletwavesx, Yahoo: xbrokenxsmilex, MSN: [email protected] I love to talk to people :)

Later!
GoddessofBlue

Shards of glass
Skin of gold
Steal my breath
Blood runs cold
Violet waves
Oceans blue
All my love
Lost in you.
Strip away
Part of me
Just as you consume me
Broken smile
Starless sky
End it all
Say goodbye.

From Autumn to Ashes - "Alive Out of Habit"

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Kaitlyn by Damaged reviews
Step into the life of a cutter, if you dare. See what it's REALLY like ...
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 15 - Words: 18,178 - Reviews: 107 - Favs: 21 - Updated: 11/1/2009 - Published: 8/2/2003 - Complete
An Existentialist's Breakfast by invisible.writer reviews
We ran away. Theo says we didn't, that it's a road trip, but it feels a lot like running to me; I just don't know what we're running from. I asked him if we could rob a bank on the way and he told me I was crazy. I think he's jealous I thought of it first
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Adventure/Humor - Chapters: 10 - Words: 53,325 - Reviews: 79 - Favs: 65 - Follows: 35 - Updated: 1/18/2008 - Published: 8/24/2006
Heaven's Tears by Opal Rose reviews
Tara is moving away from her girlfriend, Arwyn. The two girls don't know how they're going to deal with a long distance relationship, but still they know that they will. better summary in profile girlgirl relationships, don't like, don't read.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 8,807 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/14/2007 - Complete
Validation by endo.schism reviews
Mickey validates herself through guys, they say. Drawing on memories of sitting at the beach and late night drinking, she starts to wonder why she let herself get into this mess.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 7 - Words: 10,021 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 3/1/2007 - Published: 12/5/2006
Nightmare by Cryptic Insanity reviews
Two lifes, both different from one another. Which one is real? Which is a dream? The trials and tribulations of Chasity, a girl leading two different lifes, in two different worlds...or a girl who's just insane.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 13 - Words: 13,843 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 4 - Updated: 2/13/2004 - Published: 2/24/2003
Dizzy by Thrones reviews
Rated for reference to cutting and sucide. The romance is undertone more than anything else. Two point of views. Not recommended for children.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,750 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Published: 10/26/2003
Subconscious Awakening by Aluminum Gypsy reviews
A 'stream of consciousness' piece, which encompasses what goes through the mind of an anonymous lady while trying to end her life. (I couldn't find the right category, so I said 'story)
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,005 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/17/2003
Dance With the Ocean by hYpNoTiC reviews
A boy deals with life in his own way... (a short story)
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 898 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/14/2003
Probable Reactions by Be Real reviews
Semi-Short: Linnette Moore is forced to spend a week at a soccer camp. Instead of the boring time she expected, she finds friends, fun, and happiness. See extneded summery inside.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Humor/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,383 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 9/4/2003 - Published: 8/23/2003
Eyeless by kaika switched reviews
(in the process of fixing screwed up chapter) Finished - An average girl living a not-so average life. So many obsticles ahead of her, blood and death, tears and confusion. Will she be able to survive?
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 39 - Words: 60,518 - Reviews: 382 - Favs: 51 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 2/9/2003 - Published: 4/6/2002
The Black Room by Celestial DreamBlaze reviews
*what it is to die* Fic of a girls dark moments over her life time. Of thoughts, dreams, of life in general. She's one morbid girl and she wants you to read her story... R&R
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 5 - Words: 5,187 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 2 - Updated: 1/20/2003 - Published: 12/13/2002
Goodbye Cruel World by Tara Cools reviews
The title gives you a summary of the poem so i wont....another angsty one by yours truly!
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 213 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/11/2002
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Reddest Tears reviews
Each and everyone of us has his own way to kill the pain. Autumn kills her pain with self injury. Struggling with her mother's death and father's gambling problem, she turns to the blade to cope... until she meets someone who really cares.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 5 - Words: 17,296 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 8/22/2007 - Published: 7/30/2007
Summer's Stellar Gaze reviews
Summer is looking for a new life now that she's living with her cousin. However, her sexuality and someone from the past can create friction in her peaceful life. Rated for language.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 4 - Words: 15,125 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 7/7/2007 - Published: 7/6/2007
Existence in the Dark reviews
This story is so old. Added chapter 37 finally. Katherine has everything, but what happens whenever it's all taken away? Slow beginning, but gets better as you go along.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 37 - Words: 71,145 - Reviews: 84 - Favs: 13 - Updated: 6/19/2007 - Published: 4/6/2002 - Complete
Antics reviews
This is a story about ants. Yes, little insects that crawl around on the ground. If you don't have an imagination, don't read. It's really cute and funny :) Please r/r?
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Humor/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,813 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/23/2003
Pixie Playland reviews
If you like the band Orgy, you have to read this. A girl takes the little while pill and does some stuff that she wouldn't otherwise do. If you don't understand it, email me and I'll help you out. Please r/r. This was another Creative Writing assignment &
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 977 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 10/16/2003
Sonnet 4012 reviews
This is something I had to write for Creative Writing. It's a sonnet. I wanted to get others' opinions cause the only thing in class I got was "what's it about" Please r/r? Thanks :)
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/16/2003
Blurry reviews
3&4 up. Brianna must face moving from her big city friends to a hot, boring Louisiana. Of course her life of local concerts and working at the coffee shop isn't so bad, especially whenever she meets Patrick. But all good things must come to an end, right?
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 4 - Words: 10,695 - Reviews: 4 - Updated: 9/2/2003 - Published: 8/25/2003
Pain reviews
This is what it feels like whenever you care about somebody so much that whenever they're in pain it hurts you more than it does them.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 254 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/28/2003
Gone reviews
The realization that somebody you love is dying... It's so hard to face.
Fiction: Essay - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 278 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/28/2003
Chasing Sirens reviews
What does it feel like to watch someone you care about so much die before your eyes?
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 239 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/18/2003
First Step reviews
This is kind of how I feel about quitting stuff... for me, cutting. Everybody says the first step to stopping is wanting to. That's not how I feel.
Fiction: Essay - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 228 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/18/2003
Numb reviews
This about being numb to the world. Being nothing and nobody. Please r/r. Pwease? :)
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 177 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/18/2003
It's Always Raining reviews
i don't know how to describe this. It's about the pain one feels, and wanting to get the pain out. *shrugs* i really like this. Please read?
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 564 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/18/2003
Bottled Up reviews
This is a small block of writing about how I'm now keeping my feelings bottled up. Please r/r?
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 100 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/18/2003
In Memory of Moo Moo reviews
I really loved that cow.
Poetry: Humor - Rated: K - English - Humor/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 283 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 3/1/2003
Paperboy Violence? reviews
Paperboy is an evil murderer! You know, the guy on that game where he delivers papers to everyone? Just read. :-P
Fiction: Essay - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 328 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3/1/2003
The Pizza Girl reviews
Meet Breanna, the pizza girl. A 16 year old who finds a job at a small pizza place. Share her experiences. i'm not sure if i'm going to finish this. please r/r & tell me what you think. (oh, and some self mutilation)
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 3 - Words: 3,691 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 2/13/2003 - Published: 2/7/2003
Tears reviews
This is about a girl who cuts and somebody who cares about her. Can he stop her from crying reddest tears? Please rr
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,309 - Reviews: 11 - Updated: 12/22/2002 - Published: 10/5/2002
Sleep, If You Can reviews
"Sleep, If you can. But watch you father's hand." I'm trying to work on my description, my feeling and such... think you guys could tell me if you feel this? please r/r. thanks :)
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 848 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 11/30/2002
I'm sorry, Mom reviews
I'm sorry, Mom, for not being perfect. This is my first poem to post on ff.net... um, pretty much the first I've written that's halfway satisfied me. I can't write poetry that well. please r/r though? :)
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 11/3/2002
Dizzy reviews
Added Chapter 8 and finished. Life sucks. That's what this is pretty much about. Krys's cousin is the only one who cares about her, but can he save her from herself? Please rr. thanks :
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 8 - Words: 32,117 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 3 - Updated: 10/15/2002 - Published: 9/13/2002 - Complete
Medication reviews
I don't know how to describe this, but it's lots of emotion. Yeppers. Please read and review, you'll probably like it.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 472 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/13/2002
Two Winters Only reviews
The title doesn't have anything to do with the story yet. I just picked something that sounded cool. Uh, kids and their hangouts... the fun of being in a place where you're accepted and loved. Just read, you might like it.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,031 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/4/2002
Little Block of Writing reviews
uhhhhh i dunno if this is really a short story or not... just a block of thought... it's about my grandma... um, not very long. please r/r thanks :)
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 174 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 2/28/2002
One Day reviews
Um, this isn't that good. It's kind of predictable and corny, but that's ok, right? Anyway, please r&r. I'm sure there's going to be mistakes cuz I haven't proofread it yet. this is depressing... kinda... alright I'm gonna shut up. thanks :)
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,938 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 5/3/2001 - Published: 3/22/2001
Too Late reviews
This really sucks. It's about a girl who's really depressed and tries to kill herself. The title has nothing to do with the story, but oh well. Anyway, tell me whatcha think and give me some suggestions.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,252 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 3/27/2001 - Published: 2/28/2001