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Joined 03-30-05, id: 467689
Author has written 91 stories for Religion, General, Life, Family, Friendship, Humor, Love, and Nature.

Life can get so messed up sometimes

Life can get so crazy

What do you do to cope?

You write...

~~~~changed my pen name...smilingface didn't fit anymore~~~~

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You Lost Pandora's Box by Second Hand Screams reviews
With every word and every dream and every single time you breathe a memory, I think of your eyes in the back of my head, and wish you were thinking of me...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 400 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 3 - Published: 10/18/2005
Life's Shadow by Juggernautist reviews
Life
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/26/2005
Tired by thankhimforthecross reviews
As a Youth Leader, I hate it when the Devil gets to my kids and makes them feel like crap, so i'm kind of venting here!
Poetry: Religion - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/8/2005
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Black Velvet Sky reviews
life just really sucks right now...yeah. please r&r.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 28 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 11/21/2005
Embraced in Love reviews
forever embraced in love...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11/16/2005
Decieving Laughter reviews
laughter can be decieving...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 11/14/2005
Crazy reviews
crazy, crazy, crazy
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 44 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11/14/2005
Burning Desire reviews
yeah, i wrote it a while, thought i'd post it...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 53 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/14/2005
Clock reviews
just something i felt like writing, something i don't want to experiecne any time soon
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/14/2005
Run To You reviews
wrote this a while ago...never really talked to my boyfriend about my problems...don't do that.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/12/2005
Back and Forth reviews
i don't have anything to type here, R&R please.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/17/2005
Blade in Hand reviews
self explanatory...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 52 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9/16/2005
I Don't Know You reviews
It was brought to my attention that I don't really know my boyfriend. I don't know if it's my fault or not, all I know is it really hurts.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/8/2005
Deserved Pain reviews
i shouldn't have pushed you and I'm sorry...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/18/2005
Freshen Up reviews
just a thougth that came to mind...its true to an extent...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 34 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/18/2005
Anklet of Anger reviews
true story, unfortunetly...it was the first time i cried after i had done it. all the other times i was just happy, but this time, i'm real upset...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 274 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8/13/2005
Crumbling Down reviews
nothing real bad in here, rated it this cause of one word, not that great, just some guick venting that needed to be done and this was the end result...
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/12/2005
Wilting Beauty reviews
we always talk about how fat we are and how we want to loose weight, well some people just take it too far...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/12/2005
Buh! reviews
just needed to get this out. not that great. think what you want to think...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8/10/2005
Opposite Emotions reviews
So many freakin' emotions it's driving me crazy, I don't know how to feel anymore!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 10 - Published: 6/1/2005
Promised Secrets reviews
i don't mind keeping secrets and making promises, but something as dangerous as you want me too keep is hard for me to ramain silent.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6/1/2005
Literally reviews
I took it out on myself, literally
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/1/2005
Manufactured Smiles reviews
not sure how to summarize this, so please R&R.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 5/31/2005
right time reviews
so many people are looking for their significant other, maybe you should stop looking and let God bring that person to you, He knows when the time is right.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5/31/2005
Little Voice reviews
Sometimes its hard to block out the little voice in your head, sometimes you just want to listen. wow, terrible summary, oh well.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/31/2005
From the Begininng reviews
This is how my little addiction (if you could call it that) started.
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 261 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/31/2005
Helpless and Down reviews
Couldn't think of a better title, thats pretty much what the poem is about...R&R please.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/31/2005
Winning and Losing reviews
Sometimes you win, sometimes you lose.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/31/2005
Thank God for This, Thank God for That reviews
not sure how to summarize this, title kind of explains it, yeah, R&R please! danka!
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 5/26/2005
Scars reviews
Speaks for itself...not that great, just something quick that came to me...R&R!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 23 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/26/2005
Fork in the Road reviews
My life is moving on to another chapter (so cliched, but oh well) and I don't feel like I am ready for it.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/26/2005
Looking out for Me reviews
i have the greatest youth group ever! not sure if this is any good, wrote it pretty quick! R&R!
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/24/2005
Out of Control reviews
so angry, my blood is boiling, my fists are clenched, mouth drawn tight, trying not to scream
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/24/2005
Losing Battle reviews
don't really have a summary...please R&R! danka!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 44 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/23/2005
Death so Scary reviews
when life gets you down, this is not the way to solve your problems
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5/23/2005
He knows my name reviews
Inspired by a song...God is all knowing, you can't hid anything from Him.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 188 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5/22/2005
Discovery reviews
i don't have an addiction, just something that keeps me content for a while...i guess thats how i could describe it
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 5/16/2005
Open Dam reviews
i just cried...not really that great, just wrote it to get it out...R&R please.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 53 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 5/16/2005
Giving In reviews
I'm, kind of struggling with something right now, and I'm trying to fight and not give in, but I do.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 5/12/2005
Nervous Twitching reviews
yeah, having trouble with something, thought it would last for a short time, but now its not going away.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 5/8/2005
Unbroken Seal reviews
im in a postion right now where i still don't really know what i'm doing, i have an idea, but im not sure if its right.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/8/2005
Calm and Peace reviews
i think im finally getting better!
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 5/5/2005
Sick of Everything reviews
the title pretty much explains its self...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 5/5/2005
Unsuccessful Suicide reviews
not sure what to write for a summary...as bad as things may get, suicide is not the answer. they're are many places to go for help and people to talk to you. if you ever feel like ending your life, please get help before you decide to end it all.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 821 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/4/2005
Overwhelmed reviews
i have been so overwhelmed lately with so much stuff, its driving me crazy!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 50 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5/3/2005
Only Way Out reviews
...yeah, don't got a summary, read it.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5/3/2005
Drifting Lullaby reviews
I'm not sure why I titled this the way I did, but anyway, I like it. Not sure what this poem is; the words just sort of came to me, so I wrote them down. R&R
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5/3/2005
Needed Guidance reviews
i was told something that and now im not sure what i should do with what i was told...im so confused! Help!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/3/2005
Come Back for Me reviews
this is a poem about me and my mom...yeah, read it please!
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 174 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 5/2/2005
Lack of Oxygen reviews
something that i have been wanting to get out somehow...
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 230 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5/2/2005
Crying Inside reviews
Its a real corny title, but thats all i could think of!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 5/1/2005
Listening For Him reviews
So many people say that God spoke to them, that they heard the voice of God...well, i haven't heard Him.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 135 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 5/1/2005
No Dreams reviews
i can't sleep, so there are no dreams for me.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/28/2005
So Alone reviews
i already had a poem named Alone, so i added the 'So', guess im realy alone...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/27/2005
Hidden in my Eyes reviews
a lot of people are like this, i know i've been like this alot lately...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/27/2005
Eight Legs reviews
I was waiting outside for my mom and i thought i saw a spider, so i wrote this!
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/27/2005
Dark Circles reviews
For some reason sleep is hard for me to get right now...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/25/2005
Trouble Praying reviews
i couldn't think of a better title, but thats pretty much what the poem is about
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4/24/2005
Physical Love reviews
i've been having a lot feeling these past couple of weeks and im fighting the feelings the best i can...
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 194 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 4/22/2005
Piling Up reviews
i've been feeling this way alot lately, but i think im getting some where!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 58 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4/22/2005
Not So Perfect Angels reviews
i hate that as a christian that we are expected to be so darn perfect. Guess what? We're not! We make mistakes just like everyone else!
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 2 - Words: 322 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/22/2005
Fighting reviews
im being tempted real bad right now and im fighting and i know i will win with the help of God
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 4/17/2005
Take These Away reviews
so much stuff going on that the only way to get rest from it all is to just give it to Jesus
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/17/2005
Inner Thoughts reviews
listening to the voice inside your head is good.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 344 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/17/2005
Self Destruction reviews
i was looking at some pictures of the kids in my youth group and i saw this one girl and wrote this.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/17/2005
Just Did reviews
how i was feeling the other...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 43 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/17/2005
Is My reviews
just wrote this! what more can i say! Read IT!
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/17/2005
Found You reviews
another attempt...just as bad as the first one!
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/17/2005
MMMMLunch! reviews
i was hungry so i wrote this! Enjoy!
Poetry: Humor - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 73 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/17/2005
I Want You reviews
yeah, an attempt at a lovey poem...its real bad!
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 175 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/17/2005
Hates ME reviews
yeah, got a friend and some stuff...
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/17/2005
I Believe reviews
yeah, not sure i like this...i wrote it awhile ago so it's not that great...let me know what you think! :)
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/14/2005
Mighty Ark reviews
this isn't a story, jsut a long poem that i wanted to look the way it does...hope you like it. :)
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 330 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/14/2005
only one reviews
sometimes you just need a Father who can hold you and make it all better.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 59 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4/13/2005
alone reviews
this is how i know some of my friends feel...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 15 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/12/2005
patience reviews
you need patience in like everything you do
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4/11/2005
Sleepy Time reviews
i have a tendency to sleep alot on my classes...yeah.
Poetry: Humor - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 4/11/2005
Dark Road reviews
yeah, kind of how i'm feeling right now...
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/11/2005
dream reviews
i had a dream and it honestly scared me...just a dream?
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 43 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/9/2005
Friends reviews
i love having friends...they are so great to have! :)
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4/9/2005
unknown feelings reviews
just needed to get this out
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4/6/2005
Jesus loves Me reviews
yeah...read it.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 4/6/2005
Far Gone reviews
i wrote this just to get it out.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 154 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4/6/2005
boiling point reviews
i was really angry when i wrote this...i had to vent it out.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 73 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 4/5/2005
hurting reviews
friend hurting, wanting to help
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4/4/2005
secret reviews
about keeping things inside and dealing with them the wrong way
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/4/2005
no i love you reviews
ummm...yeah...read it
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 207 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/4/2005
Nothing reviews
about the wrong way of dealing with your problems
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/4/2005
miss you reviews
about me and my dad
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 181 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/4/2005
internal pain reviews
about pain
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/4/2005
help reviews
read it
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4/4/2005
Love is Love reviews
About the love of Jesus
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 4/4/2005
Indian Giver reviews
About giving things to Jesus and taking them back.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 183 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/4/2005
Loving Grace reviews
Just about the love of Jesus
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 230 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4/4/2005