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Joined 04-25-05, id: 472203, Profile Updated: 03-01-11
Author has written 22 stories for Romance, Love, Life, General, Religion, Haiku, and War.

I say a lot of stuff. I write a lot of stuff. Don't take any of it seriously. I don't.
Not posting major prose projects to FP anymore, try: http://marika-kailaya.livejournal.com/497624.html

Probably this account is mostly for poetry. Sometimes I write poetry, when people make me. It's actually really easy to make me do stuff.

Mad love,
Marika

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faggot by Anabiosis reviews
i should not be ashamed, but i am.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 460 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/12/2008 - Complete
Devil May Love by Sabishisa reviews
A bittersweet story of an abused 17 year old, a flamoyant young man, and the hope they bring to each other's helpless world. Slash/yaoi. Chapter 21 up finally!
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 21 - Words: 49,766 - Reviews: 87 - Favs: 88 - Follows: 55 - Updated: 3/9/2008 - Published: 2/7/2005
Fate by tipping ivy reviews
Now that I was gay, going to my brother's Jewish wedding with a skinny Irish boy didn't sound like such a good idea. Unfortunately for me, Reid had other plans.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 2 - Words: 5,835 - Reviews: 174 - Favs: 120 - Follows: 160 - Updated: 3/10/2007 - Published: 6/22/2005
Crimson Rain by Rayne Auster reviews
So violent... such passion... I’d try to kiss you again but, alas, the moment of surprise has gone.[MM]
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 23 - Words: 88,481 - Reviews: 48 - Favs: 38 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 2/23/2007 - Published: 9/22/2005 - Complete
Tomorrow by La Esmeralda reviews
We've only got tonight.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 156 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/27/2006 - Complete
Three Big Fat Poems by Pennfana reviews
Three poems reflecting on the nature of being fat.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,005 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 5 - Published: 7/18/2006 - Complete
Just One of Those Queers in the Next Row by Vitani Le reviews
Every time, he'll always pull some stupid stunt, something where flesh gets exposed, and I end up having to cover my crotch with a fry pan or something equally as stupid to conceal my sexuality from him. [TEN IS BETTER THAN NINE]
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Humor - Chapters: 10 - Words: 26,922 - Reviews: 78 - Favs: 34 - Follows: 14 - Updated: 7/12/2006 - Published: 6/17/2005
Saturday Lovers by hav reviews
(Act 4: part 54 up) As things start to calm down for Adrian and Naoki, it is time to take care of one remaining problem: drugs. Naoki will finally realise his actions can have severe consequences, and Adrian will battle both drugs and inner demons.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 54 - Words: 248,411 - Reviews: 273 - Favs: 119 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 3/11/2006 - Published: 8/23/2001
Mitsukai Uta by Rayne Auster reviews
Music can be the key to our soul and the unexpected quater in which the potential for love can be found. Love can make us whole and the source from which peace will abound. [MM]
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 30 - Words: 74,313 - Reviews: 89 - Favs: 42 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 3/8/2006 - Published: 7/20/2005 - Complete
Malignant by nite3 reviews
People like Gwyn need warning labels. mm, slash, shounen ai, etc
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 36 - Reviews: 64 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 2/5/2006 - Published: 1/30/2005
Glitter and Poison by Sabishisa reviews
The sensually dark story of a young father who gets lost in a world of drugs, sex, and glitter. (Slash, on-going)
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 3,658 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 12/22/2005 - Published: 7/31/2005
From Hell to Heaven in Four Months by comedyandtragedy-xiii reviews
(THE LEMON IS HERE) Jesse is the shy quiet anime lover. Nate is the handsome new guy. What happens when they fall for each other, but girls and social status get in the way? YAOI, SLASH
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 14 - Words: 50,781 - Reviews: 200 - Favs: 134 - Follows: 16 - Updated: 10/23/2005 - Published: 12/5/2004
Poetry Anthology by Rayne Auster reviews
I gather my life, weaving my tale. To let you know, I'm not frail. Strength has come, from inner doubt. Life has come from, after the drought. Enjoy...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 9 - Words: 1,162 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 10/1/2005 - Published: 8/19/2005 - Complete
love child by smile persephone reviews
it rots within the uterus, this fetus. (graphic; for the morbid, most likely)
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 4 - Published: 6/27/2005
Unknown Angels by Katrina Gabrielle reviews
We fall from heavenly skies/ Angels of an unknown kind/ Seeking the child who desperately cries...
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 156 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/3/2005
Watashitachi No Ai by Maris. S reviews
Eh...just a poem that I wrote about someone a while ago
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 807 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/28/2005
Blue Looks So Good On You by Dead Caffeine Junkie reviews
You weren't the kind to daub yourself in make-up, but your nails were never any other colour. (WARNINGS: m/m, drug use, language)
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,405 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 10 - Published: 4/18/2005
Coincidences by tipping ivy reviews
I wasn't gay... until Reid decided I was.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 7 - Words: 33,822 - Reviews: 328 - Favs: 435 - Follows: 69 - Updated: 4/2/2005 - Published: 1/24/2005
And They Will Know No Love by Katrina Gabrielle reviews
They will know no love... opposites of a completely awful curse...
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K+ - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 200 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/30/2005
Disturbance by nite3 reviews
Veyt was prepared to hate everyone. Until he met Andre. mm
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 44 - Reviews: 580 - Favs: 192 - Follows: 15 - Updated: 7/22/2004 - Published: 12/9/2002
The Angel of Caffeine by Da Fly reviews
Boy Love. The budding romance between 'happy bouncey fun' Ashley and 'kinda sorta angsty yeah' Lionel. Humor and romance... but mostly humor and sugary sweet moments.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 24 - Words: 50,932 - Reviews: 406 - Favs: 367 - Follows: 115 - Updated: 3/9/2003 - Published: 4/27/2002
Doll by Sabishisa reviews
This is hard to sum up... A guy works as a doll, letting other play with him, but he can't remain emotionless. just read please! (Slash, complete)
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,742 - Reviews: 127 - Favs: 72 - Follows: 5 - Published: 1/3/2003
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delilah
is it the sun that would serve you the best?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Published: 6/16/2010 - Complete
Toll reviews
Bow to him on bended knee / This is how to pay the toll.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: T - English - Horror/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/15/2010 - Complete
Funeral Pyre reviews
He will come and he will reap.
Poetry: War - Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/15/2010 - Complete
reclamation reviews
tanka format Tell me, what is the / Name your mother gave to you?
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 28 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/15/2010 - Complete
I worship the sparrow singing bright reviews
Do you abide the myth and legend / Or moss soft beneath infinite trees?
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/15/2010 - Complete
loss
and what did they whisper to you in the dark, child?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 79 - Published: 2/12/2009 - Complete
indifference reviews
whole forests fall in solitude
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/10/2009 - Complete
Lovecage
-"I recall saying you could stay for a week or so and then get out." "I recall you fucking me."
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 27 - Words: 17,391 - Favs: 2 - Updated: 9/20/2008 - Published: 8/3/2008
Fabulous
-drabble- You say you're miserable or dying, oh, but darling, you're absolutely fabulous tonight.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 178 - Published: 8/12/2008 - Complete
Dawn reviews
Ijirashii, for instance, knew he loved Lavender not the time Lavender kissed him, but the time Lavender refused to kiss him.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 659 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/11/2008 - Complete
Pillows
There was an e reason, that Blair was rarely alone in Lavender's bed, but Blair didn't like to say things like that.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Friendship/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 952 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/20/2008 - Complete
These Gods Are Long Dead
In the background, Kurt Vonnegut grins blackly.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 408 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/20/2008 - Complete
The Vaguest Idea reviews
[drabble] He was getting the vaguest idea he would never be warm.
Fiction: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 333 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/9/2007 - Complete
White Powder reviews
(one-shot) Injections will never kill you.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 3 - Published: 9/21/2006
The Clock Has No Hands reviews
(one shot) He hates time because there's never enough of it and he's afraid of time because he knows he has none left.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 594 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/17/2006
The Song's Ending Now reviews
(one shot) I kiss his pale forehead. Nothing has to matter now and no one has to remember anything yet. I wish they never will.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 477 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/5/2006
Robbie reviews
And the seconds flying lost me and somehow now I think it's true / Maybe then I danced for you.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 408 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/4/2006
I Will For You reviews
If I could give you hope /with a love song/ I'd sing a thousand times. But as such a small human/ what can I really do?/ Tell me, please, and/ I will for you.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/22/2005
Hours Waited reviews
Wait an hour by the phone without hearing a ring / You call his house once but are greeted by an answering machine / I'd say I find you pathetic, princess, but then again even now I remember / What it means to be sixteen.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 349 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/20/2005
Sayonara reviews
And the psycho, the psycho, the psycho creature called 'HUMAN,' our Leader, has taken another life with his army of 'one' / A million corpses rotting on the battlefield
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 424 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/15/2005
Promises, Promises reviews
As a child you promised me a flower in the fields we played in/ A yellow dandelion in the spring and the morning glories that sparkled with dew under our bare feet
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 380 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/11/2005
My Doll reviews
(one-shot) I'd been watching you all day. All year. Not in a stalker sort of way -fascinated that you weren't ashamed to dress like that, as you were male, and anyway, you looked like a whore.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,501 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/10/2005