Lost in A World of Pain
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Joined 05-14-05, id: 475786, Profile Updated: 10-25-20
Author has written 60 stories for Action, Life, Fantasy, Song, Young Adult, General, Mystery, and Horror.

Hey all

Right, ok, not much to really say. I've decided to move on from fanfiction at try my hand at writing an original work. I've never tried this before and hope it will be something that people enjoy reading. Writing in fanfiction is definitely easier because you write about something people already like, this however is a totally new ball game. One has to attempt at establishing oneself out of promiscuity in an attempt to stand out from the many other already established authors on this site. I'll give this my best shot as I have a passion about writing and would like to one day maybe even get something published. But I'm getting ahead of myself. Thanks to all those that supported and continue to support me at fanfiction.net! Apologies for slow updating in some of my longer stories, time seems to be a luxury that continually eludes me as I'm sure many would concur with.

20-04-16

I can't actually recall when last I have updated me profile on this site. My writing is kind of on a super go slow as I just don't seem to find the right time to write. When I have to I feel very uninspired and tired. When I don't have time I tend to have all kinds of inspiration and often get so caught up in life's events that I forget everything. I've never been a person to write down my thoughts on paper (I didn't even write drafts for essays at school or uni :P) and continue not to do so. Oh well, it is my own fault. I am going to try and find ways to complete some of my stories. Top of the list will be the second book in my "Truth is Stranger than Fiction" stories. I believe that the second book will be the last one. I had originally planned on writing out three books for it, but, well, life happens '-_-

I hope that any who read this are found well and encourage all to read and review the works of writers on this site. It means a lot to them.

25-10-20

Wow, time flies! I just came in to check on how things are in the world of 'writing' and am glad to see that so many people are still so active. Never give up and keep sharing your ideas!

Cheers

Lost in A World of Pain

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The Deadly Flower by Carmel March reviews
She's a strong, independent P.I. just trying to get through each day. Unbeknownst to her, she's dangerous to vampires. She gets sucked into their world when all vampires make a choice: kill her or turn her. Except for one. He wants to save her. [COMPLETE]
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Adventure - Chapters: 30 - Words: 167,828 - Reviews: 2353 - Favs: 1,370 - Follows: 1,102 - Updated: 1/21/2013 - Published: 2/27/2007 - Complete
The Boy by Deepsouth reviews
In the South a fugitive finds an injured boy on the road. He saves the boy only to betray him. They flee an insane father who loves his son TOO much and is aided by the law. A richly textured story of child abuse and love. Complete. Reviews welcome
Fiction: Thriller - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 83 - Words: 358,861 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 1/14/2012 - Published: 10/31/2011 - Complete
the land of Am by TheApple reviews
Once again, decide for yourself.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/24/2008
the world has become topsie turvie by the face in the window reviews
she said.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/17/2008 - Complete
Ordinary Day New Version by EmilyAlice10 reviews
Just a day, just an ordinary day, just trying to get by. Just a boy, just an ordinary boy, but he was looking to the sky" This is the revised version of my old story "Ordinary Day". Hope you all like! Reviews please!
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Drama/Friendship - Chapters: 8 - Words: 14,138 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 3/31/2008 - Published: 3/30/2008
smile, darling, smile by the face in the window reviews
all you have is your smile, darling.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/24/2008 - Complete
dear, welcome to reality by the face in the window reviews
please enjoy your stay.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 152 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/24/2008 - Complete
moon scream by glimpses from an ivory tower reviews
what have our footprints been, but scars?
Poetry: Nature - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 3 - Published: 5/30/2007 - Complete
Black Balloon by All Alone With Her Thoughts reviews
Won't you tell me that I am what I feel, so I should feel beautiful?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 309 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/17/2007 - Complete
Lonely As a Dying Soul by All Alone With Her Thoughts reviews
I sitting here alone, but no one seems to care. PURE cliche angst.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/11/2007 - Complete
Suicide A little girl's dream by Chaos Apple reviews
A twisted creation
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 291 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/11/2005
The Unforgiving Storm by tiffanishee reviews
A normal boy has a quite abnormal day...heh >>
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: K+ - English - Fantasy/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,637 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/9/2005
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The End reviews
I've been seeing a lot of stories about the world falling to pieces due to some form of outbreak or another and decided to give my hand at writing my own one. I hope any that read enjoy it :)
Fiction: Horror - Rated: K+ - English - Horror/Drama - Chapters: 4 - Words: 3,174 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 9/9/2015 - Published: 8/8/2015
Isolation
Sometimes that most peculiar things can happen during the most unexpected times. See how Celisa (pronounced Selisa) copes with such a situation.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,536 - Published: 8/12/2014
The Unexpected
Even bookworms struggle...
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,143 - Published: 7/15/2014
The Mind reviews
No idea where this came from. Was just doing a lot of thinking and, out of the blue, this poem popped out. Hope any that read enjoy.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/25/2014 - Complete
Passing By
Loosely based on something that happened locally. I am just giving my thoughts on what may have transpired on what I observed.
Fiction: Horror - Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 928 - Published: 12/17/2013 - Complete
WanderingWondering
A child walks through a dark and eerie house...
Fiction: Horror - Rated: K+ - English - Mystery/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,067 - Published: 11/11/2013 - Complete
At Night reviews
Sometimes things happen at night. For some it is often good, while for others a potential release. I hope that any who read will enjoy and warn that this is not for the light hearted. It is a dark story that is truly macabre.
Fiction: Horror - Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 857 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/22/2013
Silence reviews
Many things happen in the quiet that people are oblivious to or just choose not to care about. What about those that do care? I hope any that read enjoy the poem :)
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/20/2012
The Call reviews
Sometimes there is an all alluring call that can be heard. It isn't to say others hear it, but it is there and ever enticing. I hope any that read enjoy :)
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 49 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/20/2012
The Stranger reviews
I decided to deviate from my usual self-macabre type of poetry and this popped up. I rather like it and hope all who read it will too. Reviews would be appreciated.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 256 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/9/2012 - Complete
Marceline's Ode
While I know this would most likely fall in to a ficitonpress category, the nuances and feelings of this poem carry a lot of sentiment felt in life by many. I suspect many who read it will feel akin towards the poem.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Published: 5/8/2012 - Complete
Actions of the Depressed
Sometimes there is no positive outcome to situations. Nobody wins.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Published: 5/8/2012 - Complete
The Throw Aways reviews
Life is cruel as most know. Nobody knows who could be experiencing difficulties in life, and sometimes one feels like they have been cast aside and not cared about. Ie thrown away...
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 3 - Words: 7,227 - Reviews: 2 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 2/24/2012 - Published: 6/12/2010
The Ignorant reviews
This poem is too all those who suffer from self-mutilation or some form of inner problem. It is also for those ignorant many who choose to blindly ignore the plight of others and rather shout unkind comments rather than help.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/19/2012
Feathers
Like feathers floating on a breeze, some things just lose momentum...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Published: 2/12/2012 - Complete
Unwanted Burden reviews
This poem was inspired from the brilliant writing efforts of Deepsouth and his story "The Boy". Any who want to read a really good, descrpitive and heart touching story should give it a look. Hopefully the nuances in the poem will be seen.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/15/2011 - Complete
Darkness reviews
Darkness can be comforting
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/12/2011 - Complete
The Crutch reviews
Everybody has one in one form or another, some are just worse than others
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/11/2011 - Complete
Unknown
I discovered a poem I wrote some time ago and can't recall the exact reason I had wrote it or what I was striving for XD Hope any who read it enjoy it anyway
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Published: 11/23/2011
Truth Is Stranger Than Fiction
The sequel to "When Fantasy Becomes Reality". Follow Paul and Alicia as they try to reforge the old alliances...
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: M - English - Fantasy/Romance - Chapters: 2 - Words: 13,643 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 8/21/2011 - Published: 11/30/2009
A Moment reviews
Sometimes there can be the glimmer of hope in life...
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 981 - Reviews: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/25/2011
Machinations of the mind reviews
A person's mind could be their own worst enemy.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/17/2011 - Complete
The Eyes have it reviews
Sometimes things aren't what they appear, especially if it is something happy...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/17/2011 - Complete
High School Tragedy
Everybody always looks up to the 'achievers' and envies or wishes to be them. Is it really greener on that side?
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 4,540 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 5/6/2011 - Published: 12/20/2010 - Complete
The Depressed reviews
A small taste of people who lived in the dark world of depression which many will most likely be able to relate to...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/8/2011 - Complete
Hickory Dickory Dock
The old favourite limerick in a modern world...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 23 - Published: 3/8/2011 - Complete
The Diary reviews
Delve into the dark thoughts of a person that is looked up to by all and that nobody would expect to have any problems.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 13 - Words: 5,350 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 12/14/2010 - Published: 2/18/2010
Diary of reviews
Embark on a continual journey as a teenage girl discovers that a diary is actually her best friend...
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Drama - Chapters: 16 - Words: 4,608 - Reviews: 8 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 2/15/2010 - Published: 7/15/2008
The Storm reviews
There are many storms, are they all outside?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/11/2010 - Complete
Lost in Life reviews
Just another poem by one lost in life fading into obscurity...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/4/2010 - Complete
The Darkness Within reviews
An introspective look at what many may experience...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/1/2010 - Complete
Forsaken Souls reviews
Only some will understand...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/25/2010 - Complete
Standing in The Rain reviews
Have you ever stood in the rain...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 83 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/16/2009 - Complete
Is it worth it? reviews
A question that many may wonder at one time or another.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 54 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/15/2009 - Complete
A Second In Time reviews
What can happen during a second in life?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 88 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/3/2008 - Complete
Murder Unknown
A detective has to try and solve a series of murders that seem to point to the same killer...
Fiction: Mystery - Rated: T - English - Mystery/Crime - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,927 - Published: 8/5/2008
The Act of Life reviews
We're all just part of the act of life...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8/5/2008 - Complete
Disappearance of 'positivity' reviews
Dedicated to the riots occurring at the University of The Free State
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/2/2008 - Complete
The Question of Being reviews
The poem is rather self explainitory...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/11/2008
The 'Earths' Tears reviews
An interesting poem, depending on how you read and interpret it..
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/11/2008 - Complete
Drowning reviews
Has anybody felt this way? Reviews appreciated
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/2/2007 - Complete
Tears reviews
Who knows where this poem came from. Reviews Appreciated
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10/2/2007 - Complete
Flames reviews
Words are not superficial. Hope all understand.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 61 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/17/2007 - Complete
The Fading Star reviews
An introspective poem. Read and enjoy. Reviews appreciated
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 67 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9/12/2007 - Complete
Death of A Nobody reviews
A short story that conveys the feelings of many people I think. Sorry if story sucks. Warning: This reading material may be offensive to some viewers, read at own discretion.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,571 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/18/2007 - Complete
Betrayal reviews
Just some feelings as the world around is opened to my eyes. Can anybody relate? Reviews would be appreciated.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 218 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/5/2007 - Complete
Silent Torment Ended reviews
Not all stories end badly. Warning, allusions to abuse in this poem. Please read and review.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 200 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/18/2007 - Complete
When Fantasy Becomes Reality reviews
What happens when a cynical detective accidently rescues an elf from danger and discovers a plot that may affect the whole of society as we know it? Story told from first persons view
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Fantasy - Chapters: 8 - Words: 71,158 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 6/12/2007 - Published: 4/1/2006 - Complete
The Game of 'Love' reviews
Not everybody is a winner in the game of love...
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 261 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 6/8/2007 - Complete
Ode to Pain reviews
One of my first poems ever written, now in word format. Betrayal by a 'friend' is never nice...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 188 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5/29/2007 - Complete
What a 'wonderful' world reviews
First song attempt, will probably suck, but I did it anyway.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 198 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/29/2007 - Complete
Ignorance of Life reviews
Just more ranting...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/27/2007 - Complete
Ignorance reviews
The poem says it all...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/25/2007
Abandoned reviews
When somebody that is supposed to love you, kicks you when you're down
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 306 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/25/2007 - Complete
Don't Belong reviews
One of my older works from the beginning of the year
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/30/2006
Never Forget reviews
A poem written after I had to have my best friend put down.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 189 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 10/27/2006 - Complete
A Dark Sad Day reviews
The world experiences a dark day with the birth of...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 2/15/2006
Eternal Silence reviews
Dedication to my friend that died once he had discovered a purpose to live. Farewell my friend...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2/12/2006
For Duty or Love reviews
What must a man do when faced with the decision of reaching his dream or rescuing his childhood love?
Fiction: Action - Rated: K+ - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 10,567 - Reviews: 1 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 9/1/2005 - Published: 5/28/2005
Shattered Soul reviews
My musings for my brother that I miss
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 177 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/20/2005