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Joined 05-27-05, id: 478183, Profile Updated: 04-14-11
Author has written 89 stories for Love, General, Life, School, Young Adult, Friendship, Family, Religion, Horror, Fantasy, Nature, Fantasy, Play, General, and Song.
Hey everyone. Its been along time since i wrote anything let alone posted on here and because of that my writing has changed massively. I will be changing my account over in 2 days after i have got all my writing off of this one. My new account will be under the pen name of tainted optimist. I would really like people to have a look. Its a very different style to the writring on this account. Much love to everyone who has commented on my stuff and please carry on i am putting the intro to my new novel on here for feedback so please comment. x
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Lies by Mienaku reviews
How far will the words of others push you? Just a simple story.
Fiction: Horror - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 195 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 9/21/2006
I Wish I Could Say by Leaving Here reviews
I wish I could say that I want to fit in..
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Drama/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 254 - Reviews: 39 - Favs: 4 - Published: 8/8/2006
Disguise by silent-tears-of-yesterday reviews
It's about someone who hides their true self for fear of being judged.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/7/2005
A Dream of Death by Vagabond Ace reviews
A dream I once had. And in it I died.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/31/2005
Letting Go Of Pain by Lec-Chan reviews
Deals with suicide. Sometimes, its the ones you think have everything, who are the ones in the most pain...
Poetry: School - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 232 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/27/2005
Sick Of It by The Evil Ones reviews
PG13 for bad words, heh. It should be PG but....heh...i just like to make it look bad name. Well enjoy the poem.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 187 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/17/2001
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Necromancer Nightmares
This is just the intro to a new story about a necromancer and the living. Feedback woudl be really appreciated! Anything constructive is helpful at this stage. Will comment back.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: K - English - Fantasy/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Published: 4/14/2011
The deeper it flows
Its about a girl on acid who is just trying to figure out where her life is leading her when she falls pregnant. Its the struggle between giving up the drugs and the cigarettes whilst finding a safe and healthy enviroment for everyone involved.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,478 - Published: 12/10/2009
Am i a bad person? reviews
... Reviews very welcome, this poem is about doing what you think is best for someone else and not yourself no matter what the consequences are...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 309 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/12/2008
I'm sorry
This is dedicated to my friend rohan who has helped me through so much without ever asking anything in return i would give him my life if it would make him happy. I owe him so much xxx
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Hurt/Comfort/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 498 - Published: 4/23/2008
HIS best friend
about my fiancess and his best friend. I don't see why he can't see how poisonous his best friend actually is to me and him. He has shown again and again he cant be trusted but my fiancee keeps running back to him time after time.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 232 - Published: 11/23/2007
Repetitive tommrows reviews
Days are all the same, the same routine the same thoughts as you wake up every morning, not happy but sad wrote it a while ago please rate and review
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 154 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/15/2007 - Complete
Mistaken Mishaps reviews
about mistakes and why they dont matter
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/15/2007 - Complete
Aborted Dreams reviews
Basically the title says it all please read and review i try to review back as often as possible
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 381 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/15/2007
I'm Still here reviews
about a victim standing up to her bullies and telling the truth, its the truth thats all i can say. This is the way you feel and this is what you want to say when your being bullied
Poetry: School - Rated: K - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 379 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/30/2007 - Complete
Saving me reviews
This is dedicated to my boyfriend, my life has gone down hill and he seems to be the only one who can help me. I love him so much and this is showing that friends might be hurting you but the one you love would never do anything but rescue you
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 339 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/19/2007 - Complete
Moving on
about how you can survive soimething though at the time it probaly seems like it will eventually destroy you please read n review happy n inspirational! has mild language very mild
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 300 - Published: 12/3/2006 - Complete
nothing to say reviews
how would you feel if your friend felt like this and you were to busy to see it, or you had just given up even though she needed you? so if you have a good friend PAY ATTENTION!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/27/2006
Saviour of mankind reviews
about a mother who has a mental illness and is depressed
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 210 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/16/2006
Miracles do happen but you can't change the future reviews
about this guy who would do anything to turn back time to save his girlfriend
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,099 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/22/2006
Take a look at me now reviews
about how parents expectations are always higher than what you can achieve
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 536 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/10/2006
The end of what i thought was perfect reviews
about when someone breaks your heart you feel like nothing will veer be ok again
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 326 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/9/2006
Envy of those more talented reviews
i dont really know but i think it is about how i feel envious towards those writers who are better than me please read and review
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 237 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/8/2006
No bravery from the song by james blunt a story
this is my take on the song no bravery by james blunt i got very annoyed at the war recently and started writing about it alot and this song seemed to capture my emtions so turned it into a short story kind of thing
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 211 - Published: 8/8/2006
The blinding light of the monster reviews
review please
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 282 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/8/2006
The confusion of living in this generation reviews
about all the confusing questions
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 304 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/8/2006
The lifeless lands of a great divide
its just about how when teenagers feel lost and lonely and how they feel depressed and they wish to be happy and turn back time to when they were ignorant please review
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 214 - Published: 8/8/2006
Trust Issues reviews
about not being able to trust
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/26/2006
Suicidal nights reviews
about a girl killing herself
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 382 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/26/2006
God why am i writing songs about love
about love. My first song ever on this subject. not great but please review
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 195 - Published: 4/26/2006
Sorry i can't be perfect reviews
title says it all
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 293 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/7/2006
Good friends are hard to come by
about how a girl find life and how her friends view her
Fiction: Play - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,724 - Published: 4/7/2006
Ode to an angel and demon reviews
Just someone begging for happiness
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K - English - Fantasy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 239 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/7/2006
Addictions reviews
About how addictions are hard to start but even harder to quit
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 405 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/7/2006
Don't Judge reviews
This is my friend lucy's poem rated 9 because of the subject of self harm. uplifting poem and fits in with life in this world please read/review thanks
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/9/2006
The worst is yet to come reviews
its about even when you think you have reached what could possibly be the worst it isnt. good to reflect upon or so im told read and review plz!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Parody - Chapters: 1 - Words: 242 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/3/2006
Selfish Suicide
Not what the title siggests its about a girl who is missing her friend who has commited suicide and how she feels let down and thinks her friend was selfish
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 381 - Published: 2/25/2006
Hater reviews
A story of one girl who's addicted to drugs and can't seem to find anything good in her life, she if she manages to find something that will save her or if she i doomed
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,891 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/4/2006
Point of view2
this is my mates point of view with her boyfriend. i love them both so much so i am glad you have sorted it out xXxXx
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Published: 12/29/2005
Point of view reviews
ok this was wrote about my mates point of view he had with his girl friend not sure if its any good please rate n review
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 239 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/29/2005
Cuts get deeper reviews
i dont know if ive already posted this but please rate and review it isnt often i say that but plz do !
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 198 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 12/29/2005
you won't be able to reviews
deal with cutting but i think it is ok
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 308 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/27/2005
Together forever
i re read and changed thispoema bit still thanks for the review ! please review plz plz plz xx
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Published: 12/13/2005
Dead with or without you reviews
well it is sgain random about someone loving someone so much but wanting to kill herself so much more
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/12/2005
Never again reviews
About cutting and other realted subjects. about coming down and finding some1 cares
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 210 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/11/2005
Do you think this is fun? reviews
This deals with the after effects of cutting,how you really don't think you can stop and im my experience people tnhink it is fun this is telling them it is sooooo not!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 201 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 12/4/2005
Leaving me slowly
About my mate who is leaving me school and she is all happy about it but i cant help but i hate it because i hate it 2
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 249 - Published: 11/28/2005
Slashing reviews
deals with cutting. about how everything makes you feel like crap
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 190 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 11/13/2005
I couldn't cope so thankyou reviews
I wrote this for all of my mates we all need one person to help us and we all have that. why is it alewayz guys?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 179 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/8/2005
A hero reviews
ok im not sure it is definetly the most fantasy poem ive wrote but with a bit of my ordinary style in there
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 160 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11/8/2005
Hotest day yet reviews
This was wrote when it was the hottest day of the year and me n my mates literally felt like dying we were so hot lol
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11/6/2005
leave me alone reviews
k
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11/6/2005
Letter to the one i love reviews
Just a poem i wrote to get all my anger out.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 215 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/6/2005
Worlds Colided reviews
2 people against all odds have survived and are fighting to keep sane when all the things they hate seem to come together to attack them
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: K - English - Fantasy/Spiritual - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,624 - Reviews: 1 - Updated: 9/28/2005 - Published: 9/23/2005
Ignore reviews
More like enemies but its on the same storyline as math teacher!
Poetry: School - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/22/2005
Math Teacher reviews
This is for a teaher i had respect for but i don't now!
Poetry: School - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 151 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/22/2005
Prentending reviews
I'm not sure what this is about, i just knida wrote when i got back from school
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 236 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9/22/2005
Looming Fear reviews
I had to right a short story (250 words) for school so here it is!
Fiction: Horror - Rated: K - English - Horror/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 249 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/21/2005
Why does it matter reviews
Ever been bullied if u have this may have been how u feel,hopefully gd reading 4 every1 though
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/7/2005
Wait a minute and Time to move on reviews
2 diffrent poems check them out 4 your self
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 186 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9/7/2005
Out of luck reviews
About nothing really,
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/5/2005
Arguments with yourself reviews
When your heart is saying give in and your brain saying fight which one do you choose
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/4/2005
Friends or whats left reviews
when you know that your friendship is over but u just cant bring yourself to accept it
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 205 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/4/2005
Wait and see reviews
this is a weird freaky ah poem
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 254 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/1/2005
Loners reviews
Nothing really. Just random ramblings make more sense if u add me to msn
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/1/2005
I Forgot reviews
a recent thought really how when times look really bad you always forget anythig good that has happened
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/31/2005
Breakdown reviews
i had one word on oneword.com and had to write about it this is how it came out
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 51 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/23/2005
Creeping Traps reviews
a poem about the way you can hate living so much because of what your mind tells you ,you are doing evil
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 164 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/23/2005
Once lost reviews
Friendship gone wrong all they wanted was an excuse
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/10/2005
You reviews
always try to get through to someone before this strats to happen no1 is worth it but it can always result in it
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/10/2005
Hurting reviews
friends love
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/10/2005
Years have passed reviews
School is over but does that mean you have to make up with people. Even if you still hate them?
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/10/2005
All this time reviews
basically a lifetime without love isnt the end of the world!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Humor/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 25 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/10/2005
Just thinking reviews
a bit all over the place like what it is describing you might be able to sense it cause it is a bit of a mess like my friendship at the moment plz read n review
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 230 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/9/2005
Take a break reviews
read it and find out
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/9/2005
Great Family Relations reviews
Family life
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/6/2005
Falling in and out again reviews
A brief summary of me and my mate's friendship,truthful !
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 219 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7/6/2005
1 week and shallow hearts reviews
not one of my best ones infac t its really bad but it is how i was feeling so please read
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 351 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/4/2005
Invisibility reviews
have you ever felt like you were invisible,even to yourself.?
Poetry: School - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 226 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/20/2005
Truth reviews
it is not really about love. more about bullies and life but the last 2 line change it
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/7/2005
I dont care anymore reviews
have you ever wished that you werent here anymore,have you ever wished you took it further
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 179 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/7/2005
Safest place to be reviews
there isnt one really
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 222 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/6/2005
Cradle
to be continued...
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 671 - Published: 6/6/2005
Bored of boring people reviews
ihate being compared to everyone else at school
Poetry: School - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 361 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/5/2005
School Bus and School days reviews
the same poem has it ever seemed that only you have feelings
Poetry: School - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 290 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/3/2005
Overdose Stress reviews
Your mates problems are always your fault
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 300 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6/2/2005
Thoughts from a teenage tormented mind reviews
random thoughts written down
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 199 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/31/2005
Locked reviews
Bad title but an ok poem i think
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/31/2005
One and only reviews
it can be two things
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 223 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/31/2005
Lives of the loved
left
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Published: 5/31/2005
Illusion reviews
has it ever not seemed real?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/31/2005
Death is never cheated
It will catch up with you if you havent guessed i write weird summarys
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 216 - Published: 5/31/2005
Cheated reviews
Stand up for yourself
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Supernatural/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 493 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/31/2005
Infectious love reviews
How can things go so wrong when they feel write how could you want to die for 1 guy?
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 151 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/31/2005
Pain doesn't fade reviews
A poem about even if you love him you have to let him go
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 189 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/31/2005