AbstractMind
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Joined 05-28-05, id: 478407
Author has written 80 stories for Love, General, Life, Family, Religion, Humor, Romance, Thriller, General, Fantasy, and Friendship.

Ok so you want to know about me... Lets see...well obviously I like to write...I've been doing it since around Christmas time of '05. It's pretty much just about the release for me; I was never good at self-expression and I kept everything bottled up inside and like everyone who does that, I eventually just broke down and that changed everything.

Music is a big part of my life. I hate rap with a passion; I don't consider it music at all and I think that it is ridiculous the way the put in words that don't have anything to do with what they are talking about just because it rhymes...no talent. Ok well I grew up with country so I'm influenced by that but mainly I just listen to rock and metal. Bands like: Mary Magdalan, Marilyn Manson, System of A Down, Smile Empty Soul, Nine Inch Nails, FLYLEAF, Godsmack, Disturbed...so many more.

My favorite movies are Girl, Interrupted, The Butterfly Effect, Sorority Boys and Saw

That's enough about me... anything you want to know, just ask...feel free to send me e-mail.

P.S.- thanks for reviewing but please, I expect constructive criticism. I would rather you tear it apart and have your honest opinion than a sugar-coated :"that was good"...tell me what you really thought; what you liked, what you didn't...all that good stuff. Just to name a few, I would probably reccomend reading #'s: 63, 61, 53, 24, and 9. thanks

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Love or Something by Live4Love reviews
A passion I used to have...r&r please
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 162 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/29/2006
I Am A Moment by The Vampire Pandora reviews
In Your life, there are many of me...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 12/28/2005 - Published: 12/27/2005
When It's Over by backseats on thursdays reviews
Stab and twist that knife you've been holding so dearly...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Published: 10/4/2005
Honor Thy Father and Mother by destinee ariarti reviews
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Published: 8/28/2005
Picture Perfect Child by darkmistresslae reviews
it's about a girl who hides her depression from all her friends, and pretends to be perfect. that's how everybody sees her, picture perfect... gah, just read and review. so much for my summary attempt, lol
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 277 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 3 - Published: 7/28/2005
I Hate You by falls4guys reviews
Its about a relationship of loving to hate the other.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/28/2005
The Result of a Broken Condom by TheBrokenWanderer reviews
this is a very personal poem...probably my most personal i've ever posted...please read and review...i'd really appreciate it...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 4 - Published: 7/17/2005
Being Bisexual by BlueFaeBaby reviews
Its about bisexuals didn't you read the title!
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/12/2005
Fresh out of the hospital by Twisted angel 69 reviews
my drug relapse
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/3/2005
Right Or Wrong? by Regina Nex reviews
About My Being Bisexual And How I've Thought About It
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 3 - Published: 11/29/2003
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You Like It
This is similar to the poem I just submitted...yet still different
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 202 - Published: 6/6/2006
You Like Your Slut reviews
I wrote this quite a while ago, after reading some stuff on FP, so it had been inspired
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/6/2006
You Make Me Feel So Beautiful
Pretty self-explanitory...it is about/for my boyfriend who does just that...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Published: 5/10/2006
Lost In Thought reviews
This is when you are with someone you love so much that when you are not with them, you can think of them and you can feel close to them still
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/10/2006
Antidote reviews
This is about being a dark person, holding on to the pain, when someone comes into your life that takes it all away
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/10/2006
Once Upon A Time reviews
This poem is about being best friends with someone and then realizing that the two of you have drifted apart, and what you are left with.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/1/2006
Power Struggle
basically it shows some of the struggle for power by my parents using me
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 254 - Published: 4/24/2006
Keeps Me Breathing reviews
Is very angsty, especially in the beginning, but has a nice twist.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 264 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/24/2006
Relief at My Side reviews
I'm listening to my body; The way it's begging me to hurt it.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 189 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/27/2006
To You, My Love reviews
I wanted to write what I felt without it sounding too much like a poem. This was what I was feeling at the thought of losing my boyfriend, I guess.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 207 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/17/2006
With Everything You Are reviews
very short and simple and sweet.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 32 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/17/2006
You Are reviews
(I just hope the format worked...yes, a love poem though)
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/16/2006
You Are the Reason reviews
This is very short (6 lines) ...something I came up with while thinking about my boyfriend.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 59 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3/16/2006
Only Forever is Enough reviews
This is a very short and simple poem. I actually didn't even intend on this being THE poem...more of thoughts and feelings just to get out and then to be reexamined into a poem, but I hope it works the way it is.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/16/2006
Fighting the Flashbacks reviews
it is kinda negative with a positive spin...started out as an assignment...really short
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/13/2006
Untitled Love Poem reviews
well this one, I think, is at least better written than the other...wrote it for my boyfriend in the beginning of our relationship.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3/7/2006
Stupid Little Love Poem reviews
basically the title says it all...I didn't find the words to express how I felt as well as I could have.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/7/2006
The Bait of the Blade reviews
a poem I wrote about fighting the urge to self-harm
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/6/2006
A Thorn In Your Side reviews
7 short lines...also one about my feelings towards my mom
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 30 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/6/2006
Do You Even Care?
Basically it is how I have been feeling lately towards my mom...short, just something on my mind
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 75 - Published: 3/6/2006
Couldn't See the Sign reviews
it is a love poem innitially, but it isn't direct with it...sorta sad...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/6/2006
Life Is Full of Questions
I think that no matter who you are, you will be able to easily relate. Questions ...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Published: 12/27/2005
Inside My Mirror reviews
I'm not sure if the intensity of the situation was captured, but this is what it turned out to be. Suggestions and comments encouraged and appreciated
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11/7/2005
Images of Me reviews
angsty piece...it's new. very short...give it a try
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/7/2005
Lost
very short...me and a friend were messing around going back and forth writing a line to get a general idea for a poem...This is what I turned it in to
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Published: 10/22/2005
Promise to Myself reviews
this is a very rare love poem...I hope you can relate
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/22/2005
Fucked up Inside reviews
I could not think of a title. (suggestions are welcomed) This was my first peom from my venting process so I am hoping this one will show the most emotion.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/4/2005
Breaking reviews
very short poem (5 lines)...something I felt last night
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 25 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 10/4/2005
Walking Away reviews
It has a lot to do with closing yourself up as means to protect yourself from outside pain caused by others.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/4/2005
Should I? reviews
I just wrote this last night so it is fresh. Along the 4 most recent, I hope you feel my emotion.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/4/2005
Obsession reviews
I think it will give you a new perspective on what aobsession is...very short
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/17/2005
Convictions On Happiness and Life After Death
pretty short...more of a thought than a story. It is my point of view on the title...comments please
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 160 - Published: 9/17/2005
Empty Soul reviews
Kinda makes you wonder...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8/11/2005
On the Outside Looking In reviews
you'll just have to check it out and see
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 154 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8/11/2005
Sexually Animalistic Encounter reviews
written out of my own sexual frustration...hope ur ready for this...the night turns into a wild, animalistic passion only to be enhanced when...(graphic details...is kinda long, but hopefully it'll suck u right in) Crude sexuality...explicit details, ect.
Fiction: Thriller - Rated: M - English - Romance/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,996 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/25/2005
Where A Storm Led reviews
ok, it is basically a sex story which is why I was hesitant about posting it. I wrote it actually for my boyfriend just to stir him up. It isn't long, but it is pretty intense. My first story also. R&R plz
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 403 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7/24/2005
My Written Fear reviews
it is a rough draft, so reconstucting comments are encouraged. It is basically a fear of mine and why it is...involving writing...check it out.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 163 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/22/2005
Insanity Obsession reviews
it is pretty self explanitory
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 214 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/20/2005
Taste of Tears reviews
just something I wrote when this happened- couldn't sleep till I got it out
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/20/2005
Sometimes, Only Paper Listens reviews
I wasn't quite sure of a title...personal experience...(for the last sentence, obviously, turns out to be this poem)
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 154 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 7/17/2005
Smoke reviews
how I view those who say anything but heterosexual is wrong...homosexual/bisexual topics...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/14/2005
Rough Sex part 2 reviews
title is self explanitory
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7/14/2005
Denied existence reviews
once again, very short... being denied feelings of existence
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 41 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 7/14/2005
DeadEnd Life reviews
very short...doing our time..walking among...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 25 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/14/2005
Taste of a Tear reviews
just something I wrote when this happened- couldn't sleep till I got it out
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 7/14/2005
Distraction reviews
I personally get a laugh out of it...it was done out of complete boredom...it's kina the stupid things people do when they are THAT bored, and the kinds of things that amuse us.
Poetry: Humor - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 405 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/11/2005
My Secret Enjoyment reviews
You'll have to read it to find out...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/11/2005
Lost Soul reviews
Warning: it is disturbing, I'm sure...self mutilating in attempt to...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Horror/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/11/2005
Wasting Away reviews
The title pretty much explains it
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/11/2005
If I Could be Your Perfect Lover reviews
This poem is not by me, but by Charoline...It is sorta like a twisted love oem...really short
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/11/2005
I Do it For the Blood reviews
Just something I came up while thinking about why I cut.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/11/2005
I Love What You Do To Me reviews
Warning: it gets very graphic and is extremely sexual
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 218 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/28/2005
Carve into Me reviews
it's pretty sick and twisted..something I came up last nighat at like, 3 what I couldn't sleep...in a way it is like a sick romance/love...death...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/22/2005
Unfamiliar FaceFaceless BlurLost Reflection reviews
(There are 3 short parts to this, that's why there are 3 titles) mirrors...looking at your reflection and over time, watching as you fade.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Horror/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6/10/2005
Truth of Dare:Fall of an Experiment reviews
sexual...lezbonic...personal r@r
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 191 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 6/10/2005
Sick Fantasy reviews
I wrote this before I indulged or whatever...cutting
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/10/2005
Can YOu See Now? reviews
looks into a mirror...self- destructive
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/10/2005
Take Me Away reviews
really short...wanting to get taken away from life but...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/10/2005
Faith reviews
Basically how I feel about religions
Poetry: Religion - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 125 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 6/10/2005
Forbidden Lover's Passion reviews
about me and my best friend Katie, sexuality...(yeah, I'm bi)
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6/10/2005
Momma, WHY! reviews
reaching, crying out for help but not being heard or acknowledged...R@R plz
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 157 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/10/2005
Pretending reviews
has a mix of emotions...wanting to but had promised not to (cut), numbing and pretending to be happy...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/10/2005
Burning reviews
it's pretty psychotic if you ask me...watching an object burn and fantasizing about ...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Horror/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 111 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/10/2005
I'm Leaving reviews
death related, suicidal theme...really short
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 84 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6/10/2005
Falling reviews
really short, plz R&R
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6/3/2005
Depressed Sleep reviews
depression...not wanting to get out of bed and having to deal with life
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/3/2005
Grandpa reviews
feelings toward "grandpa" after getting molested
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6/3/2005
Light reviews
The title is ironic for the poem...just check it out...it's short
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 48 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6/3/2005
Demon Within reviews
internal demon coming out
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 197 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/3/2005
Cut reviews
this was my first poem over when I thought everything had to rhyme...it was to my friend
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 197 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/3/2005
Times Like These reviews
overpassing past relationships and trying to reopen yourself to let another in
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/3/2005
Broken China Doll reviews
Kinda how things aren't as they appear- looking at something you think is perfect when it really isn't
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 76 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/3/2005
Break the Strings that Keep Me Alive reviews
suicidal...death
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6/3/2005
Breakdown reviews
a personal experience
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 331 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/3/2005
Because You Love Me reviews
ok well I'm not very experienced in love poems...(this is, i think, my first)
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/3/2005
Beautiful Cuts of Pain reviews
Obviously, about cutting...the beautiful side of it
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6/3/2005
Exhale reviews
it is letting everything out that is running through your mind and just taking a step back
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/3/2005
Expecting Tomorrow reviews
I challenge you to find out the true meaning of this poem (hidden meaning)
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6/3/2005
Optical Illusion reviews
it is feeling nonexistent petty much...really short, few lines
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 36 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/3/2005
Rusty Love reviews
it defenately isn't my best...it's when love dies
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 78 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/3/2005