"You need chaos in your soul to give birth to a dancing star."

Nietzsche

I adore that quote by Nietzche. It is so true, without chaos, nothing good can be born. The whole theory of balance is in that sentence. When I came across it I immediatly thought, "it is so true, it is beautiful." So here it is, for you, my dear anonyomus reader. I suppose I should introduce myself, no? You can call me Falconer Aysel, Aysel for short. I have blue eyes, brown hair, and absolutely nothing remarkable about me. I like shopping, writing, reading (The Historian by Elizabeth Kostova is a must read novel!), art (painting, drawing, charcoal...ect.) and video games. I am a sucker for blue eyes. But what does that have to do with anything? My favorite story that I have posted is Terrance, just because I love the cast. Heh. (Tabby's so cute!) If you review my work I will be more than happy to take a looksie at yours, so just drop me a sentence or two.

Thank you to:

Anusari Vairanon: for reviewing my stories and letting me bug you

Lone Paper Crane: for ripping apart my story and all your encouragement, I can't tell you how much I appreciate it! Thank you!

And Lionheart21: for faithfully reviewing The Safe House. (yes, the mirror...)

("Miss") Sarah Brighteyes: for putting up with my homeless stories. You have my thanks, Sarah.

Here are some of my favorite, oddly compiled quotes:

"It is better to keep your mouth closed and let people think you are a fool than to open it and remove all doubt." Mark Twain

"You never saw a fish on the wall with its mouth shut." Sally Berger (what does that mean?)

"It's so simple to be wise. Just think of something stupid to say and then don't say it." Sam Levensen

"Technological change is like an axe in the hands of a pathological criminal." Albert Einstien.

"There is a fine line between genius and insanity. I have erased this line." Oscar Levant

"When you only have two pennies left in the world, buy a loaf of bread with one, and a lily with the other." Chinese proverb.

And I shall finish with a quote by Albert Camus, whose words should be taken directly to heart and stored there for future reference.

"The purpose of a writer is to keep civilization from destroying itself."

Albert Camus

7/26/05: Alright, so I was on Babynames. com and trying the random renamer with the name Falconer Aysel, just for the heck of it. Yes, well, if you haven't done that, it is very weird to use with your real name. Here are my results:

Stylish: Fatima Nevin Aysel. Now, that doesn't sound stylish to me. Fatima? Gross.

Traditional: Kirti Kissa Aysel. How in all the worlds is that traditional, I ask you!

Wild: Hateya Ayasha Aysel. Ayasha is a cute name, though, and the name certainly is wild.

Creative: Gloriann Rufina Aysel. Rufina is using your creative liscence too much, I think.

Natural: Jeanna Kassia Aysel. That isn't natural. Kassia, maybe, but Jeanna? That sounds traditional to me, y'know?

Quiet: Temira Marcena Aysel. Temira is cute and Marcena, well, could be used.

Friendly: Gladys Katelin Aysel. I personally hate the name Gladys, and imagine my surprise when it showed up! I think I choked.

Philiosophical: Oh, this one is fantastic, I think. GREER Lila Aysel. GREER! Now, when I hear Greer, I automatically think of Anne Bishop's character in the Black Jewel's Trilogy. He was a traitor and both of his hands were mutated. I just don't see how GREER could be a philosophical name. Disgusting. And then the middle name! Lila, cute, but paired with GREER? Something is obviously wrong there.

Ambitious: Zaina Reya Aysel. Zaina sounds a bit...loopy. Interesting.

So, yes, it was an interesting experience. And very funny. Although the GREER bit through me for a loop. What a nasty name. So, that was my adventure. And I advise to anyone who wants to find a cool name for any character, it is a very useful tool. Love bunches,

Aysel

Has anyone heard of the word 'gank?' It means to steal, and some fruitcake at my school said it today and confused me. (Stupid monkey-man!) Anyway, I was just wondering. For those of you who faithfully review my stories, sorry for neglecting them. (I'll try to be better) - well, maybe not. I'll try. That's it. (And I have to review as well...drat.) Ah, yes, well, I'm off to gank something. (Doesn't that sound remarkably like a cuss word?)

Aysel

19/ X/ 05 - that's the Russian way to write today's date. Isn't that weird? But that language is awesome! My first favorite language. If only I were fluent. I should work on that. (Languages I take, for those who care: Spanish, Russian and French) Go me.

Lone, if you see this, thank you for noticing all my mistakes in my last few chapters and try to forgive me! It won't happen ever again! I just need to spend more time proofreading...(sighs) If only time grew on trees. I'm forever grateful!

Miss Sarah, thank you, as well, for faithfully reading! (feel the love!)

Aysel

25/X/05

This is for my lovely Martha, whom the poem Lavaliere is dedicated to, and being the dunce that I am, forgot to write it under the poem's title. ^^ Sorry, love!

Aysel

I wanted to send my love and adoration to Lone again, I'm so sorry I can't spare time for the lengthy e-mail, but everything is happening right now, but I love you!

Aysel 10/XI/05

Oh, my goodness gracious, hello all. I am having a significant writer's block at the moment, so to anyone reading my stories, I am terribly, terribly sorry! (sobs quietly) I've been working lately on Terrance on one side and a new story called Sejima & Avis on the other. Sejima & Avis is a short story, I'm almost done with it, but it has been sapping all my creative strength and leaving next to nothing for Terrance. I feel so awful. (Poor Terry. Go find Aaron.) Hopefully once I post Sejima & Avis my strength will slowly return. Love & kisses,

Aysel 11/20/05

I still haven't finished Sejima & Avis do you know how devestating this is? It's, like, December 7th. I need to get with it!! I just updated Terrance, though, so that was good of me. (pats self on back.)

Love Aysel

Dec. 26th

Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to all!