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Author has written 77 stories for Religion, Love, Life, General, Friendship, Biography, General, Young Adult, and Spiritual.
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The King and the beggar girl by Eirien reviews
He acts so differently from what we expect. "Beauty for ashes", joy instead of depression. Two separate poems.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 2 - Words: 211 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 7 - Updated: 4/24/2012 - Published: 8/29/2005 - Complete
Razor Touch by Eirien reviews
A series of poems dealing with the addiction of self-harm.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 9 - Words: 970 - Reviews: 95 - Favs: 6 - Updated: 4/20/2012 - Published: 7/14/2004 - Complete
Dark Hunter by aiur reviews
Because of her, he's being taken to his death. If that wasn't bad enough, she clearly hates him, hates the world, and hates herself. So what does he do? Well, he kind of ... falls for her. Oops? REMOVED.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 23 - Words: 230 - Reviews: 793 - Favs: 255 - Follows: 40 - Updated: 2/13/2010 - Published: 4/23/2004 - Complete
Fiat Lux by Ironic Presence reviews
A series of vignettes of different literary styles. Christian themes and philosophic wonderings in the forms of different types of writing styles. Title is Latin, meaning "let there be light".
Fiction: Spiritual - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Supernatural - Chapters: 8 - Words: 5,676 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 6/15/2009 - Published: 3/17/2007
defy fate and destiny by smile for the sunshine reviews
[i can't cry over you forever.]
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 176 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 4 - Published: 1/22/2008 - Complete
hammers and rusted nails by smile for the sunshine reviews
[broken has never sounded more beautiful than him.]
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/21/2007 - Complete
blowing the memories away by smile for the sunshine reviews
[forever...the sink is dripping...]
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 239 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/20/2007 - Complete
Forever Will I praise You by girl-behind-the-book reviews
I will forever praise Jesus Christ.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 264 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/16/2007 - Complete
plain white moons and midnight skies by smile for the sunshine reviews
[my hand hanging, empty...waiting for you.]
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 162 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/1/2007 - Complete
Captivated by sillysmurf reviews
I'm breathing not because I want to but because I have to........So quickly You had me paralyzed, struck by your presence....
Poetry: Religion - Rated: M - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 424 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/29/2007 - Complete
Way out by WaylanderX reviews
The way out, when everything is crashing around you. Read and Review!
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/26/2007 - Complete
everything can be beautiful by smile for the sunshine reviews
[or is America just too blind to see that?]
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 302 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/25/2007 - Complete
Who Are We? by Netbug009 reviews
Pain, suffering, and tears, all tiny on a scale compared to him.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 48 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 3 - Published: 11/24/2007 - Complete
Blood on my hands by Eternity is Calling reviews
Jesus' death did it all, because of us and for us.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Published: 11/20/2007 - Complete
It Has Been Done by DracoAbraxasMalfoy
An Easter poem about the true meaning of this special holiday. It is about the Atonement, Death, and Resurrection of the Savior Jesus Christ. It's written in an ancient form of Hebraic poetry, which is very different from Western poetry.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 478 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/20/2007 - Complete
Fly Home, My Dear by shadow-of-a-trackless-sea reviews
dedicated to my grandmother- you will always be in my heart and everything I do
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 223 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 11/15/2007 - Complete
Sins by The Star Catcher reviews
You can't go into heaven. You're too dirty, too sinful, too terrible, too ruthless. But will you be saved?
Fiction: Spiritual - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,222 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Published: 11/15/2007 - Complete
broken is beautiful by smile for the sunshine reviews
[...ashes, ashes we all fall down.]
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 5 - Published: 11/10/2007 - Complete
The Suffering King by AuthorNinjaEarth reviews
A shared work written by me and my friend Needa S to bring you a piece sharing a quick summary of what Jesus the king went through He suffered and died for you and for us. R&R about how He did.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 450 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 3 - Published: 11/8/2007 - Complete
Body Piercing Saved My Life by Jeannie-Redd reviews
One nail in each hand, a crown of thorns on His head, and a spear pierced side. Just as the title says. A poem based on the phrase.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 3 - Published: 11/7/2007 - Complete
i'm so glad you want me back by smile for the sunshine reviews
[i'm glad that you gave me redemption, sweet Adonai.]
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 306 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/28/2007 - Complete
In a Whisper by FIREBRAVE reviews
Although it may not always seem as though He is there, you will fnd Him, even in a whisper.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 89 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 3 - Published: 9/10/2007 - Complete
Prayer by Purple Shell reviews
Have you ever prayed this prayer?
Fiction: Spiritual - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 471 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/21/2007 - Complete
Woshipping Demons by smile for the sunshine reviews
[with my blood.........no longer.]
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 228 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/25/2007 - Complete
My Love to You by FIREBRAVE reviews
The song of the humble.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Supernatural/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 3 - Published: 7/22/2007 - Complete
hey, unloving by dress her up in fairytales reviews
[i will love You.]
Poetry: Religion - Rated: T - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 279 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 3 - Published: 6/26/2007 - Complete
Psalms by Nick Weisman reviews
about my love for God enough said
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/19/2007 - Complete
Sorrow to Solace by Michael Bradley-Robbins
Clarissa Cobb has been depressed ever since her brother moved away. She has resorted to cutting and hates God. A botched suicide attempt and a total stranger prove to show her God's love and convince her that there is somebody for everyone.
Fiction: Spiritual - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Spiritual - Chapters: 3 - Words: 16,004 - Favs: 3 - Published: 6/13/2007 - Complete
The Road of Sorrows by Padrona dei Polli reviews
What was the crucifiction really like? What was it like for the man who was crucified with Jesus?
Fiction: Spiritual - Rated: M - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,098 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/28/2007 - Complete
My God by Nick Weisman reviews
A poem about how you may feel God has forgotten you, but he's really been with you all along.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/1/2007 - Complete
seasons by water lily nymph reviews
reminiscent, like the fleeting scent of love.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 4 - Published: 4/30/2007 - Complete
Holding Me by callista hogan reviews
God is always there, even when I'm not.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 4/26/2007 - Complete
scene off the bridge by she's not breathing reviews
someone jump please? ... & now she's gone. REMOVED.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 4 - Published: 4/1/2007
In The Presence by Irony Illuminator reviews
For an innocent bystander, it all must have seemed so violent, so terrible. But though that bystander was simply that, a bystander, the events of that day would affect him to. In fact, they would change his life. ONESHOT
Fiction: Spiritual - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 780 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/30/2007 - Complete
24 over insomnia by she's not breathing reviews
it's the number i hate, the hours i can't sleep away. one day. one year. you are everything, but you don't know how tangled i still am. REMOVED.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 24 - Words: 240 - Reviews: 218 - Favs: 70 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 3/25/2007 - Published: 3/25/2006 - Complete
My Savior by smile for the sunshine reviews
This is a poem about my savior.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 276 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/7/2007 - Complete
The Hand by Frost Cry reviews
The water once seemed like my only Savior. But then his hand caught me.
Fiction: Spiritual - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 790 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/17/2006 - Complete
Breathing by Ironic Presence reviews
To be alive once more, and not only in my dreams.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 3 - Published: 11/4/2006 - Complete
stuttercry by she's not breathing reviews
slipping towards critical - that's not enough - i'm locked into y-y-you. REMOVED
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/23/2006
dirt & desire by she's not breathing reviews
sometimes you only get one chance to say goodbye. REMOVED.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/7/2006
What If by bahaghari reviews
What If I was alive on the days you were will I despise or love you, my Lord Jesus?
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 452 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Published: 8/6/2006
Make:Shift: Love by Ashes.to.Acid reviews
& I died happy - This is what we call a b-r-e-a-k::down, Darling.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 10 - Words: 1,006 - Reviews: 57 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 7/23/2006 - Published: 6/28/2006
forgiveness by bahaghari reviews
It is God’s gift, will you take it or leave it?
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 35 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/19/2006
ephemeral :: angelboy by rusted Wings reviews
for every time you've ever wanted something you couldn't have.
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K+ - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 628 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/6/2006 - Complete
Storm by Winterbridge reviews
It comes when you believe. [m/m, one-shot]
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 12,060 - Reviews: 48 - Favs: 72 - Follows: 10 - Published: 4/28/2006
The Sidyx Chronicles by HellHeartedlyBent reviews
The series which i have loved to write so very much, back in a compact form. enjoy
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 6 - Words: 2,522 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 3 - Published: 4/12/2006
skyline rift by she's not breathing reviews
my construct splintered. REMOVED.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10 - Reviews: 28 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/2/2006
halo by she's not breathing reviews
it's not too late to give in, angel. REMOVED.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10 - Reviews: 38 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/25/2006
implode by she's not breathing reviews
but - i i i never fell apart... REMOVED.
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10 - Reviews: 33 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 2 - Published: 1/10/2006
monologue on origami angels, anesthetic & alcohol by bleed gilead reviews
love, stop reading hope in epileptic smiles
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 456 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 8 - Published: 1/6/2006
paramount by she's not breathing reviews
rape b l e e d s poetry like shame & angst & rage. pick up the pieces, dear. i hope you cut your fingers on my edge. REMOVED.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 40 - Reviews: 43 - Favs: 18 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 12/27/2005 - Published: 12/14/2005 - Complete
Night Prayers by Jazzista reviews
Communing by night with the Lover of my soul
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 12 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/7/2005
Past, Present, Eternity by Jazzista reviews
God's love is not limited by time
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/8/2005
Silent Security by Jazzista reviews
God is so good to me... even when the world is silent.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/3/2005
Yours by Jazzista reviews
I belong to Him.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 179 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/27/2005
Embraced by Jazzista reviews
God is all I need
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/26/2005
Love From Darkness by Jazzista reviews
How often do I really understand how far Christ went to save me?
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 324 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/5/2005
seventeen angels by and flowers reviews
they were watching you
Fiction: Supernatural - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 7 - Published: 5/28/2005
My Sin by ThrawnFett reviews
A poem written in response to watching
Poetry: Religion - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 10 - Published: 4/28/2005
Slow Spinning Redemption by aiur reviews
When I'm trapped here, fading in and out of reality ... there's always something that brings back you. one-shot. REMOVED.
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 10 - Reviews: 25 - Favs: 7 - Published: 2/25/2005 - Complete
The Rebellious by Elusive Enigma reviews
About my struggle with God during a time of deep pain and confusion. I hope it is helpful to others who may be in similar circumstances. Please R&R.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 360 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 3 - Published: 9/28/2004
Dawn by Somnia reviews
Healing of violation dawns. Slowly. Trust re-awakens. Jesus, with hands that know brokenness, heals. She cries into the dawn
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 3 - Published: 5/7/2004
Guilt and blood by RandomGoth reviews
This was written whilist thinking about Mel GIbson's film, The Passion of The christ, that is why I have rated it R, the film recieved and R so I felt any poetry based on it ought to recieve the same rating.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 220 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/28/2004
His Blood For Mine by Miz E. Mak reviews
He took my sins... He took my cross... He died for me... He rose again! This is my poem inspired by the movie "The Passion of the Christ". (please R&R)
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 237 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/26/2004
Forsaken by Getuie reviews
Christian poem - A small child learning what it means to cry out to God
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 192 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 3 - Published: 9/28/2003
My Only One by Jazzista reviews
God's Love is forever and answers all of our needs.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 327 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/23/2003
Contemplation of the Character of God by Jazzista reviews
God is our Comfort and is the One who loves us most and loves us best.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/18/2003
For Me by AuthorNinjaEarth reviews
Can you think of someone who did something great, just for you and just because they loved you? If not, then I know someone who died just for you...because He loves you! R&R
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,491 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/20/2002
My Burning Passion For The Lord by AuthorNinjaEarth reviews
Why do people believe in Jesus? Isn't Christianity for old people? You don't have fun as a Christian and church is a real drag! Well, I'm here to let you know that Jesus is mor than just church! Read and review my passion for Him!
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Spiritual/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,455 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/3/2001
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p h o e n i x reviews
rising from the burning ashes of failure and crashandburn ... i breathe, and tears of joy reflect the light against my face like stained glass.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,262 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/22/2008 - Complete
stars : calling lost angels reviews
[collection] [in progress] for all the broken, there is hope that i felt for myself in healing granted through incredible grace and love on the night that light broke through my scars now healed, the blood washed away in Him.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 839 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/3/2008
scars washed white in Him reviews
[collection] my testimony of the incredible healing i experienced through the love and grace of the Lord Jesus expressed through poetry, prose and the simple truth.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,252 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12/30/2007
let the rain bring healing reviews
as the last bloodstains of my past are washed away ... i pray for all the broken to find peace and love and hope in Him ... because once i was bleeding, and i know what hell feels like.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,639 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/24/2007 - Complete
suffering in Him reviews
[collection] sometimes we can only grow stronger in faith, love and trust through suffering and pain. sometimes we need to experience sorrow before we can know and appreciate true joy.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,983 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 12/23/2007
black roses washed white reviews
from the agony of addiction to the indescribable joy of salvation this is love beyond words and the meaning of God's grace.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,092 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/15/2007 - Complete
by His blood reviews
[collection] from broken to alive again and all i can do is shed the sweet tears of grace falling from inside a heart so full it could break.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Drama - Chapters: 5 - Words: 6,157 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 2 - Updated: 12/13/2007 - Published: 11/24/2007
from agony to salvation reviews
i haven't breathed in so long ... but i haven't felt like this, ever. i never thought i deserved even to breathe, but this ... is beyond anything i ever thought was possible for me. i've been brought back to life but more alive than ever before.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,418 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 11/23/2007 - Complete
a soul bled black reviews
[this is what it is to burn.] and i'm forever beyond redemption, so watch me pull the trigger and fall into hell. there's nothing left now.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 561 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 11/19/2007 - Complete
whispers in the dark reviews
[title taken from 'whispers in the dark' by skillet] either you'll understand this or you won't, but my prayer is that this like, hopefully, the rest of my writing will mean something to you, and that you'll leave feeling better, stronger or comforted.
Fiction: Spiritual - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,805 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 11/12/2007 - Complete
my silent purgatory reviews
there is no form of cleansing in my own blood that stains the flow of pain, the taste of agony i am forever beyond redemption.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,488 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/12/2007 - Complete
agony is not enough reviews
i'll tear you from deep inside where the burning screams and the Feeling stains & i'll call it Bleeding as you rot inside my scars i'll call it our twisted abortion as the pain spreads into Infection
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 653 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/11/2007 - Complete
in memory of laura : a prayer for kate reviews
[ and i can't help being afraid. ]
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Horror/Tragedy - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,384 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Published: 11/10/2007 - Complete
and darkness doesn't hide the memory reviews
[and i will never breathe again without bleeding.]
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 319 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 11/7/2007 - Complete
from inside the nightmare reviews
[somewhat graphic] when i'm in agony, i wish that i didn't remember how to feel. and then when it freezes over, i dream of the hellnightmareaddiction of when i broke the numbness with blood.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,382 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/7/2007 - Complete
black roses reviews
[oldresubmittedshorter writing] everything from angst to horror to haikus to snapshots of beautiful imagery. proof that i write about more than myself.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 14 - Words: 1,187 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/14/2007 - Complete
n i g h t m a r e s reviews
once when i was nine, i prayed to God to let me know how it felt to be dead just for a few hours, and then let me wake up again. three years later, He answered my prayer, but i've been dead for three years instead. be careful what you ask for.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Horror/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 463 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 10/14/2007 - Complete
and we all have a hell reviews
[title: from first to last] they've already stolen away my right to bleed, which i've let go only because of the crippling fear but please don't take away the most painful addiction, the beauty behind the swollen scars ...
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,915 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10/1/2007 - Complete
true loveaddiction never dies reviews
and the bleeding lovemarks never fade.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 586 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/27/2007 - Complete
as your voice fades reviews
i fell to my knees and started screaming bleeding myself away in burning agony where they couldn't see but i know they tasted my blistered desperation
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,190 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/27/2007 - Complete
selfabortion reviews
[and i am only ugliness&filth ]
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 931 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/27/2007 - Complete
and a s h e s reviews
[in progress] & as the memories bleed into ashes, the pain screams deeper & sharper than it ever has before, and i we stop breathing. i'm dying for This. for her.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 2 - Words: 614 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 9/21/2007
s h a t t e r g l a s s reviews
[in progress][[poetry]] this is raw. this is numb. this is pain. & i can't breathe. words are the only way to bleed it out.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 4 - Words: 5,251 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/21/2007
s k i n reviews
and i don't want to breathe
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 264 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/20/2007 - Complete
too late for roses reviews
too late for roses' august burns red. you probably won't understand this, and i don't want to explain it.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,148 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/19/2007 - Complete
sylvia bleeds & spread your legs for suicide reviews
this pain will never be enough. but when it burns&bleeds, it becomes real and i can breathe.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 802 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/14/2007 - Complete
when addiction breaks open reviews
but there is still not enough poetry.blood.tears for this ...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 875 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/7/2007 - Complete
and it bleeds even more reviews
but even the rush of crimson pain will never be enough for this hell.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 696 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/7/2007 - Complete
blood clots & black holes reviews
this is the journal that i kept for three out of the four months i was trapped inside the adolescent unit of a psychiatric hospital for attempted suicide, cutting and depression. all of this is true completely uncensored, left real & raw & painful.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 70 - Words: 32,586 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 9/7/2007 - Published: 9/6/2007 - Complete
twelfth day in hospital poem reviews
[written 1.9.07] my blood staining white walls ...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 610 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/2/2007 - Complete
broken glass syndrome reviews
my downward spiral set into words ...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 12 - Words: 5,052 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 2 - Published: 8/23/2007 - Complete
little girl broken reviews
and every time i look in the mirror i see her eyes burning through me ...
Poetry: Religion - Rated: T - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 475 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8/23/2007 - Complete
killing loneliness reviews
i feel it every time i breathe ...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 400 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/23/2007 - Complete
her guardian angel reviews
and you'll never take another breath without me by your side ... i'm so sorry.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 593 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8/23/2007 - Complete
c l a r i t y version two reviews
tell me to hold onto something real a lie before it breaks ...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,841 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/23/2007 - Complete
clarity reviews
a 'song' more of a poem written in the hospital while i was dying inside.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,282 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8/23/2007 - Complete
beyond redemption reviews
loved or abandoned is what i swear i want to know.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 425 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8/23/2007 - Complete
and i'm still trying to cry you back reviews
obviously, written while she was still gone. but the memories keep bleeding inside of me ...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 693 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/23/2007 - Complete
all that's left of yesterday reviews
[i want you to stop pretending you could do this to me.]
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 510 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 5 - Published: 12/20/2006 - Complete
breathe reviews
[i wrote this before i was able to read reviews.]
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 467 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/20/2006 - Complete
i found you there reviews
[and you're trapped in yesterday, a ghost of something i loved and love now that i will never see again.]
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 5 - Published: 12/20/2006 - Complete
this is numbness reviews
[i love you. please come back so i can stay alive feel it.]
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 847 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 12/20/2006 - Complete
but i'm still here reviews
in her memory. 1932 2006. if you pray, please pray for my grandmother, because i can't.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,054 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 12/2/2006 - Complete
ashes reviews
[ please. i am dying. ]
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 865 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/1/2006 - Complete
emergency room romantic reviews
they knew it would happen eventually. she's gone, and i ended up in the emergency room with a bleeding arm.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,823 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 2 - Published: 11/22/2006 - Complete
without you here reviews
i can't fucking breathe
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 643 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 11/19/2006 - Complete
and then you're gone reviews
i apologize for the length. this spilled out raw while i was crying so hard i could barely breathe and my hands were shaking and i was listening to the same song on repeat. it doesn't get more personal than this.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 782 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 2 - Published: 11/12/2006 - Complete
bulimic of you reviews
[ RESUBMITTED ]
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 425 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/5/2006 - Complete
winter is coming again reviews
[poems written on or around december 23, 2005] i don't want to explain this. i know you've read these and heard about it a thousand times before. but december's scars are still bleeding and here they are, laid out raw & unbeautiful like me for you. don't
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 9 - Words: 4,098 - Reviews: 11 - Published: 11/5/2006 - Complete
the taste of a breakdown reviews
i wrote this back in january. i'm resubmitting a lot of my older writing, a lot of it is just for me to stare at. sometimes there aren't enough words for the pain, and all i can do is write this even though it hurts so fucking much and hope that it means
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 765 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 11/4/2006 - Complete
your highness, i'm left black reviews
[UPDATED] and because you always seem to forget - or maybe this is me choking on your apathy - this is what you mean to me. i love you isn't beautiful when it's met with silence.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 8 - Words: 2,309 - Reviews: 37 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 11/3/2006 - Published: 6/30/2006
i miss you is not enough reviews
she's gone.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 4 - Words: 1,552 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 2 - Updated: 10/27/2006 - Published: 10/20/2006
e t e r n i t y reviews
[ inspired by poetic abortion's 'yours, eternally' ] she would have been something so beautiful but rose wasn't breathing.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 693 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 3 - Published: 10/7/2006
when angels deserve to die reviews
i've been so honest lately. please don't judge me for this. this is my story religion-wise. it's not terribly exciting but some things have happened
Fiction: Biography - Rated: T - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,151 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 5 - Published: 10/6/2006
i still remember everything reviews
beneath the stains of time, the feelings disappear ... you are someone else, i am still right here ...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 761 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 9/24/2006
only beautiful girls are whores reviews
[ RESUBMITTED ] the most rawhonestpainful poem i've ever written.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 432 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 3 - Published: 9/24/2006
skin reviews
[ RESUBMITTED ] another collection of memories & scars vomited into something that hurts to remember
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 297 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9/24/2006
stitch me beautiful with lies reviews
[ RESUBMITTED ] the title sounds like the name of an emo band.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 433 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9/24/2006
this is the taste of jealousy reviews
[ RESUBMITTED ] no one is beautiful when they would die to be anyone else
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 431 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/24/2006
this skin rubbed raw reviews
[ RESUBMITTED ] he never saw the stains his words left
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/24/2006
twelve months of tears left inside reviews
i've been so honest lately ... the bruises & scars cracking open, laid out unbeautiful for you
Fiction: Biography - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,108 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/24/2006
when numbness replaces denial reviews
[ RESUBMITTED ] august 2006. there are no words left for this
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 298 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/24/2006
as my memory rests reviews
this is my story so far - without september, which still hurts too much to be vomited into words. this is me at my most honest - please don't tear this apart.
Fiction: Biography - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,252 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/23/2006
breakdown love reviews
[ RESUBMITTED ] & it all came rushing back again-
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 458 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/17/2006
anemic love is overrated reviews
[ RESUBMITTED ] i never knew it would become this ...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 175 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/17/2006
and he whispers reviews
[ RESUBMITTED ] sometimes the words still stain ...
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 165 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/17/2006
acideyes & needlewords reviews
[ RESUBMITTED ] he broke me until i couldn't feel my skin- and sometimes the words still come back, like whispers of insults and laughter and they say it doesn't matter but he hurt me.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 651 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/16/2006
a nesthesi a reviews
[ RESUBMITTED ] delayed reaction, i whispered.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 428 - Reviews: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/16/2006
a d d i c t i o n reviews
[ RESUBMITTED ] and i can't take another addiction.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 209 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/16/2006
the anesthetic reviews
[ RESUBMITTED ] denial.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 311 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/16/2006
the anesthetic for nightmares reviews
[ RESUBMITTED ] i closed my eyes and pretended the words didn't scream.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 343 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/16/2006
do you remember reviews
[ RESUBMITTED ] memories vomited like impurities. you called this beautiful while they tore it (me) apart.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 346 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 9/16/2006
bloodL O V E & accidental bruises reviews
[ RESUBMITTED ] you're eighteen months too late.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,027 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/16/2006
memories to ashes reviews
burning in the most tragic way possible
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 183 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 9/15/2006
remember to breathe reviews
i.saw.her.today.for.the.first.time.in.two.months.and.it.hurts.so.fucking.much
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 688 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/31/2006
and gods are only porcelain reviews
[new chapter added] i love her, and they tell me the skinihate is filthy because of it. so.will.i.burn?
Poetry: Religion - Rated: M - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 3 - Words: 994 - Reviews: 29 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 8/27/2006 - Published: 3/17/2006
when i am queen reviews
the glitter sores will heal themselves i'll play the part of someone else . -jack.off.jill
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 790 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/14/2006
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