hey, so...i'v er changed my style a little over the past years. i'm not really one for the stereotypical, goth = pain and depression thing... so... iv kinda switched from the obsolete depressive phase because it really does no good... it's fine for pissed off teenagers but after a while you realise how sad and stupid it is... there's only so much you can write about if you n what i mean..."ah no one understands... i feel so torn...blah blah"... yea and that's life you have to deal with it because it's those moments of hardship that make you what you are to become... perhaps i'v completely two folded on myself and don't spare much time for deep thoughts anymore, but is that really a bad thing? i'v done the whole "hate life" thing and i don't really want to go back there again and finding solitude to waste away in my mind isn't the best option for a happy life...

wow...so there's a random spurt of my soon to be released biography...hmmm...