Fate Defiedhide bio
 Author has written 92 stories for Life, Song, Fantasy, Friendship, Fantasy, General, War, Family, Nature, Biography, Love, General, and Haiku. Fate: (Noun) Defy: (Verb) Formerly known as Shadow of Oblivion013. To keep this profile short, since I find long profiles irritating, I'm a twenty-something year old English Major with a minor in Education. I plan to teach English at the high school level. I have been writing poetry since I was about twelve years old, maybe younger, but I still enjoy even to this day. Thankfully, my writing has long since improved by then and I hope you enjoy what I put up here. I would really appreciate some constructive criticism on my work; I continuously try to improve my writing and all the feedback I can get would be fantastic. If you're just going to post "this poem was good/bad" or other things of that nature, leave. That's not worth my time. I want to know why and how. I want to know what I can improve on and what my strengths are. That's what a writer really needs. Anyhow, that's all I truly have to say. If you want to get in touch with me more, ask for my MSN/AIM/Yahoo and we can chat-- I prefer the foremost. I will do beta-reading for people if they really want me to since I do have a good idea about what I'm doing, but please understand that I'm a very busy college student and can't get to everything as quickly as I want to. I hope you all are well and enjoy what I have here for you. Sincerely, Fate Defied. "Fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand." |
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I Am Me by Coeur Sans Espoir reviews
I refuse to submit to your designs. I've realized, I have value too and will not sacrifice it in the name of society's needs.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 385 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/23/2008 - Complete
Only A Myth by Coeur Sans Espoir reviews
All she wants is someone to dance with, but here, she does not exist, she's only a myth.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/16/2007 - Complete
Just A Dream by Basara reviews
delusion...
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 13 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/14/2007 - Complete
Dream Castle by akacz reviews
Based off a dream I had a few weeks ago. I described it vaguely to some people, but left out or changed a couple important details. This is the honest version.There is a break in one line, but I don't want to reload it to get rid of it.
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 244 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/11/2007 - Complete
I Am Shadow by akacz reviews
Exaggerated frustrations, mildly loosely notreally based off Poe's style.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 215 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/5/2007 - Complete
Shakhakhakhan by akacz reviews
A personal story behind this that I don't feel like divulging here. About an old friend.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 287 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/4/2007 - Complete
All Things Once Familiar by Coeur Sans Espoir reviews
I'm willing to give all this up for you, but will you still want me once you have me?
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 306 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/11/2007 - Complete
Of Ace Bandages and Cotton Penises by Mykell reviews
I am transsexual. This is my true story. Rated for language. New Chapter 10 inserted While writing my story, I'd skipped an important situation. I realized this AFTER writing about later events. So ch. 10 is new, ch. 13 is old.
Fiction: Biography - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 15 - Words: 10,791 - Reviews: 79 - Favs: 26 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 12/7/2006 - Published: 9/9/2005
Nobody by Tavarius Stayner reviews
Inspired by the enemies of Kingdom Hearts II, I applied the idea of Nobodies to the real world and I'm quite proud of the results.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/2/2006 - Complete
D2 by Tavarius Stayner reviews
Daddy Dearest
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 87 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/2/2006 - Complete
Hi Grandpa by Coeur Sans Espoir reviews
I'm sorry that you never truly knew your granddaughter.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/23/2006 - Complete
Angels in the skylight by eraced reviews
tribute to the memory of someone who changed my life
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 242 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 2 - Published: 10/8/2006
Someone Answered by Coeur Sans Espoir reviews
Someone finally answered to the call of the depressed masses.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/29/2006
i begin by eraced reviews
just read it
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 9/27/2006
innocence and grace by eraced reviews
just read it
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/27/2006
the angel that fell by eraced reviews
i'm not sure read and find out R&R
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 81 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/13/2006
create by eraced reviews
summary inside
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/15/2006
Free At Last by Coeur Sans Espoir reviews
I'm now doing what I once thought was impossible...I'm letting go of the misery I held from 2001 to the present. Thank you Cody for helping me get through this!
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 202 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/13/2006
Kept In Chains by Coeur Sans Espoir reviews
Living in a life filled with regret and depression is not the way to live.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 229 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/11/2006
Reach For The Moon by Coeur Sans Espoir reviews
Reach for the moon, for even if you fail, you will still land among the stars.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 77 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/10/2006
A Simple Dream by Coeur Sans Espoir reviews
A dream of such simple things can bring about so much happiness in the heart of one who has faced so much darkness.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/8/2006
Futile Attempts by Coeur Sans Espoir reviews
The futile attempts one must endure to control inner pain.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/6/2006
floating spirit by eraced reviews
this is about...just read and find out R&R plz
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/4/2006
Never Knowing by Coeur Sans Espoir reviews
Never knowing that this pain would hurt me caused me to slowly kill myself from the inside out.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/3/2006
My Love by Cedar Hawk reviews
...which doesnt exist
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 60 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/30/2006
A Cutter's Scar by meaninglessTears reviews
They haven't had the pain, And live through a day of constantly, Seeing the blood's crimson rain... this isn't a poem for me. dedicated to a troubled friend is all. plz R&R
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 152 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/25/2006
Lies by goldeneyes07 reviews
a poem I wrote during a deep time in my life, a time every Christian goes through...please, read and review!
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/14/2006
Loss of memory by chocoholic reviews
"Death comes without an album/ To fold the moment in"
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/13/2006
Thick Scars Fade by defeated07 reviews
4/23- i like it. hope you do too
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/1/2006
Taken for Granted by akacz reviews
Saying things I should say every day but don't, and my apology for not saying them.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 306 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/20/2006 - Complete
Nous Promenons by akacz reviews
Just a poetic version of what I started doing each evening.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/14/2006 - Complete
God, I’m Scared by randompoetry reviews
I'm afraid if I stop believing, you'll stop being real, and everything will fall apart.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/6/2006
Untitled Text by akacz reviews
The only attempt I ever made to put my true mentality down on paper- the suicidal wants, the loneliness, the fear- with the intent of giving it someone. I never did and never will.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/12/2006
The Spreading of Wings by Shadow Within reviews
Open your heart And open your eyes Unfold you wings and learn how to fly
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 237 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/25/2006
Said I by E. A. Tetje reviews
"Said I'm going to be okay, that's how I want to be..." PLEASE READ AND REVIEW
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/15/2006
Life Behind These Eyes by Pelirizado reviews
Sitting in dark corners, Crying deepest sorrow... I changed the chorus
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/5/2006
No Words Are Necessary by Searching4Truth reviews
No words are necessary for me to know how you're feeling. I'll hold you 'til the pain subsides...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/30/2005
Stronger than the Tough One by randompoetry reviews
You tried to break me, turn me into a fake like you, but let me tell you one thing-I will never be a dumb blonde.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/8/2005
That Place by defeated07 reviews
A dark place. october 04. r/r please
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/8/2005
All Is Not Lost by Coeur Sans Espoir reviews
You thought all was lost, and I saved you. Now I think all is lost, will you save me?
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 189 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/22/2005
golden rings by eraced reviews
about confused love? PLEASE R&R
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 42 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/24/2005
Just Another Suicide 2 by JustAnotherSuicide reviews
kinda good, wrote it whilst pissed off. worth checking out... check it out or die... DIE! please
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 2 - Published: 9/23/2005
Right Here by Pelirizado reviews
Go ahead and cry, I'll wipe the tears from your eyes
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/7/2005
Hell's Suicide Tears of Mine by Pate Brisee reviews
Teen angst sung with anger and ... guitar riffs. Hmm.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 273 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/5/2005
it falls apart by rinfais reviews
watch it shatter and burn and fall apart. watch it happen all over again.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 185 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/30/2005
Sorrow of a Warrior's Eternity by Arael the 15th reviews
The lament of an unbeaten warrior
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 242 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/30/2005
dripping wet by NB reviews
i worte this poem when i was wet, but quite joyful. It's about choosing to be wet and miserable.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 69 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/30/2005
A Friend in Need by Guardian-Shadow reviews
A poem about someone in need of a true friend.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/30/2005
Stay Around by relying on youth reviews
...
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 197 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/30/2005 - Complete
Confrontation by thank you thoughtful reviews
"today i walked down the real memory lane..."
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 185 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/30/2005
Death's Lullaby by A Tragic Shade Of Blue reviews
A haunting ballad, with inspiration from Evanescence's song "Hello"
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 3 - Published: 7/30/2005
Silver Lininig by MaeveMalfoy reviews
Only rated Teen because it deals with a more mature audience. It's about how I've been feeling lately. I hope you enjoy. it's been a while since I wrote poetry. So Please R/R
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 176 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/28/2005
Here by Searching4Truth reviews
"I feel you here/Lying next to me/Speaking your words silently/Smiling at my own little insanities/Reminding me of who I want to be..."
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 238 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/14/2005
A thing of night by Lith Bellmon Dann reviews
A refelction on suicide from beyond the grave
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 206 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/27/2005
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Letter to a Ghost reviews
-You left too soon, though I've learned that everyone leaves eventually- a poem dealing with grief that still remains fresh, even though what caused it is gathering dust. Written in blank verse.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 554 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/23/2011 - Complete
Fifty Years Old reviews
Age means nothing. She's still the same to me. -A personification poem.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 290 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/24/2011 - Complete
Piano reviews
A piano that stands alone is just a collection of parts. It takes a player to make it into an instrument. This is just a poem that conveys emotion through music, to put it bluntly.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 412 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/10/2009 - Complete
Stage reviews
All the world's a stage, and all the men and women merely players: they have their exits and their entrances; and one man in his time plays many parts, his acts being seven ages." William Shakespeare-- a poem about life displayed upon a stage.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/19/2009 - Complete
Amazing
Two haikus for someone special-- the Shadow has officially lost her inability to love another.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 66 - Published: 2/6/2009 - Complete
Smoke reviews
You never were and you never will be forgotten, despite how badly you want it.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 234 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12/7/2008 - Complete
Porcelain Doll reviews
She looks up to you, her eyes hollow and bleak It is only now you see, that she has grown far too weak. A poem describing worthlessness.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 235 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/27/2008 - Complete
Moonlight Concerto reviews
She only played for a select few. The one she played for tonight, however, was a rather odd choice. A new story full of fantasy, romance, and a world of melancholy.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,651 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/2/2008
Violin reviews
A beautiful instrument, capable of describing many emotions A haiku about the very instrument I have fallen in love with.
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 34 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/12/2008 - Complete
Final Distance
9.29.05... Yeah I had a rough night when I wrote this, but it came out better than I could have hoped. I hope you like it as well.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Published: 9/30/2007 - Complete
Child's Play
We live in a world where it almost seems we have forgotten about children, and how our actions affect them in every way.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Published: 9/20/2007 - Complete
Deeper Meanings reviews
Behind a poem often lies something more... a collection of haikus.[Amor]
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 13 - Words: 824 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 8/22/2007 - Published: 6/8/2007
Girl reviews
[Paint a picture for me with words] Tell me who you are without speaking... a challenge to describe oneself with more than just simple words.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 334 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/15/2007 - Complete
Slow Dance
[Why does love make me feel like everything is surreal?] A new poem for a new love I found, that went away, but I hope will come again.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Published: 5/26/2007 - Complete
Just Joshing You
Dedicated to someone... and yes, their name is Josh.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 162 - Published: 3/10/2007 - Complete
Swing Set reviews
[Keep me up there forever, I don't want to fall...] Something that gave me bliss as a child, but I left as I grew. It's still there... in my memories.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 228 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/5/2007 - Complete
Tap on the Shoulder Song Version reviews
[song version edited through and through] For someone who meant so much to me, and will continue to. He'll be the first to hear it... when I play it for him. Always...alycia.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 470 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/29/2007 - Complete
A Christmas Story reviews
just something sweet for the holidays. Hope you enjoy!
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,662 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/20/2006 - Complete
Last Fight reviews
Written when I was a little angry, and I'm just tired of fighting with them. I'm not overly crazy with how it came out, but I'll let you be the judge of that.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/11/2006 - Complete
Brown Eyes reviews
dedicated to someone... brown eyes aren't really recognized. But sometimes... you can't help but wonder at them.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 12/10/2006 - Complete
Lion in the Garden reviews
Sometimes your sources of inspiration come from places you wouldn't expect. This is certainly the case here. Read and review.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/11/2006
Fury of Flames reviews
(look who decided to update). The battle inside one-self is one of the hardest battles fought. But... you have to keep fighting.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 248 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/11/2006
Ghost of Innocence reviews
previously called "May 18th" but had to do some editing, and I didn't really like the title. Full summary inside.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 364 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 7/24/2006
For You reviews
I wish I never looked in those eyes... hard to explain poem, so just read. I'm tired and it's about 20 minutes of 11 am. maybe not my best, but whatever.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 6/14/2006
Out ThereSomewhere reviews
it's hard for me to explain what it's about. i'm not that great at summaries. one of my better though.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 271 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/4/2006
Dreams Untold reviews
it's hard to explain what it's about. It's unlike my usual depressing poetry, and it turned out rather well.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 233 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 3 - Published: 4/23/2006
The Clouds Are Clearing reviews
diary entries of fighting off the depression, and coming into the light. all of this is true. rating may change, i don't know.
Fiction: Biography - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 781 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/15/2006
Song Idea reviews
this is an idea I thought of, but am having writer's block on. only got the first verse and chorus so far.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/28/2006
Glass reviews
maybe it shouldn't be in the love section... oh well. i was depressed, again... lol
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/9/2006
Scattered reviews
All chapters have been edited again, and they turned out better. It is all right to read this now. I will be typing up Chapter 6 and 7 later.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 6 - Words: 10,885 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 2/4/2006 - Published: 11/20/2005
Winter Mourning reviews
just give me a day to cry, and just be there.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 2/2/2006
Shadow of the Past reviews
probably one of the best things i've written so far. i won't say another thing.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 254 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/17/2006
Spiral of Emotions reviews
that's what always gets me. i don't think i'll ever understand myself. R and R please.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 170 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/14/2006
Bitter Sweet reviews
Something for my mother, my first written for her. Inside the song is the reason why.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 327 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/12/2005 - Complete
A Birthday Present reviews
Written in 2004, on my father's birthday. I got angry with him at one point in my life, and ripped the original copy up. I found it again, and apologized for being the daughter that I am.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 139 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/29/2005 - Complete
One Wish reviews
my one wish that was denied. another poem for...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 221 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 11/26/2005
The Diary of Her reviews
This... is my diary from Freshmen year of highschool, and a little bit of sophomore. My year as a freshmen wasn't my best. I was angstridden, morbid, suicidal... all of that's in here. I'm a different person now... but this is what I used to be.
Fiction: Biography - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 21 - Words: 13,900 - Reviews: 26 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 11/25/2005 - Published: 8/28/2005 - Complete
My Turn reviews
kind of long. i wrote it for someone who helped me, and now it's my turn to help them. r and r.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 304 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 11/20/2005
Unreachable reviews
perfection is... a poem for my father.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 11/13/2005
Hey There reviews
a song for a friend of mine on this website, a close friend of mine infact. her name is eraced... this is for you.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 198 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 11/12/2005
Black Oblivion reviews
[Hide, And never try to seek, Find, What you never tried to speak] One of my better pieces, in my opinion, even though written when I hadn't had much sleep. Hard to explain what it's about though.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/12/2005 - Complete
Falling Poems reviews
just some poems that might possibly be connected with each other. tell me what you think. I'm not the best at summaries
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Fantasy - Chapters: 2 - Words: 204 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 11/6/2005 - Published: 10/22/2005
September reviews
another poem for Uncle Billy. sorry if i keep writing about the same thing.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 194 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 10/16/2005
On Eagle's Wings reviews
another poem for Uncle Billy, written for English class. this one isn't as sad as my other one, kind of happier
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 185 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 10/14/2005
Innocent Eyes reviews
of a 6-year-old girl. for my little sister.
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 237 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 10/7/2005
Tap on the Shoulder reviews
easily the best and the most beautiful thing I have ever written. for someone special, who touched so many people. Always, alycia
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 366 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 3 - Published: 9/30/2005
Knife reviews
a suicidal morbid poem. i don't know where this came from.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/29/2005
Stress reviews
we all suffer from it constantly. wrote what i was feeling at the time. r and r please.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/21/2005
Get Away Retreat reviews
today I just felt like everything was my fault. But i realized it's not, so everyone can stop blaming me now. i swear in this one too for the first time. i was so angry.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/19/2005
Trench Coat reviews
"tears touching your face, but they're not from the rain" i don't know what to say for this one. you'll have to find out.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 9/17/2005
Immersion reviews
idk. open to criticism and such.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 183 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/16/2005
Flag reviews
a poem for September 11th. a day behind, but still...
Poetry: War - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 156 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 9/12/2005
Screams of Storm reviews
for all that have been affected of Hurricane Katrina. that's all I have to say.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/10/2005
Dark Corner reviews
Little girl trapped in a corner. One of my favorites that I have written so far.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/7/2005 - Complete
Countless Love reviews
One of those 'I feel so unloved' poems, but actually written somewhat decently. And sadly enough... this is how I often feel.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 9/4/2005 - Complete
Let Me Go Home reviews
just let me go home, and drown in my pain.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 9/4/2005
Hell Called Life reviews
a true poem that showed my feelings in October 2004. i also dedicate it to one of my dearest friends on this website, eraced.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 483 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/28/2005
Wondering Hate reviews
another poem for Kim, long lost ex-friend.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 165 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/28/2005
Breathless reviews
[I forgot how to breathe] It could be spiritual in a way, I guess. But right now, I'm unsure. You can tell me what you think.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 228 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/28/2005 - Complete
Diary reviews
everything song and poem wise on this site is like my diary. might turn this into a song later.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 192 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8/20/2005
Just Once reviews
just once i wish the sun would shine for me.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/18/2005
Lies of Perfection reviews
thoughts on people at school, how they want me to be perfect. the poem is based off true happenings. enjoy
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 231 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/17/2005
Where's Home This Time? reviews
I always had this habit of saying, when I was in my house, "I want to go home". i never understood why, but i know this isn't where i belong.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 2 - Published: 8/14/2005
Spider reviews
spiders. so intriguing, but horrifying at the same time. please spare me.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 183 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/14/2005
Voices In My Head reviews
we are our worst enemies. the voices in our heads can be very cruel.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 253 - Reviews: 8 - Published: 8/13/2005
Happy Birthday to Myself reviews
a birthday present for me.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 70 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 8/8/2005
Untitled reviews
the only reason it's called that is because i couldn't, for once, think of a title. Kind of random. R&R
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8/6/2005
All I Want reviews
Even though my birthday is coming soon, there's only one thing I really want.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 262 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/6/2005 - Complete
Crowing of a Raven reviews
This piece I highly recommend, since it is one of my better pieces. It is a comparison between myself and a raven. Comparable to 'The Raven' by Poe, though I wrote it before I had heard of or read the poem.
Poetry: Nature - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 9 - Published: 8/4/2005 - Complete
Different reviews
i think i was just bored and wanted to write something when i wrote this. It's about, well, being different.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 151 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8/3/2005
Funeral March reviews
saddest thing I've written, i think. hearing the funeral march as someone is apologizing for causing it.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 219 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 8/3/2005
Just Wondering reviews
a family friend of ours fell off a ladder, and was told he might never walk again. this poem's for him
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/2/2005
Risk It All reviews
"Just waiting to see what’s at stake, For me and the risk I’m about to take- taking a risk that might have consequences.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 305 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/2/2005
Why? reviews
My favorite question that i should probably stop asking. asking why to all the things wrong in this country.
Poetry: War - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 192 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 8/2/2005
Emotions reviews
different style of poetry. how i felt all the time in school when my emotions took over me.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 57 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 8/2/2005
Crying Again reviews
I wasn't in a terrific place when I wrote this, and was in, yet again, 'feeling so unloved' moods. Also has to do with how prone I am to tears.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 177 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 8/1/2005 - Complete
Spill Feel The Pain reviews
"Even though you try so hard but nothing happens, you just don't feel the pain like I do" just wrote it this morning, and I really like it. r and r
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 227 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/1/2005
Tomorrow reviews
stop worrying about the future, worry about the present, or you won't have a future. wrote this at about 12:30 in the morning. enjoy
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 204 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 8/1/2005
Possession reviews
really liked this poem. it was my first among many depressing poems. hope you like
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/31/2005
A Simple Smile reviews
I wrote this when i was feeling really depressed and I thought I forgot how to smile.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/31/2005 - Complete
Never Listening reviews
it doesn't matter how much you yell for me, or how many of your tears fall. I'm not coming back, because of what you did.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/31/2005
Voices reviews
most morbid thing i've written so far. not for kids.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/31/2005
Alone reviews
The loner thinking in the classroom, surrounded by unknown things. My thoughts at the beginning of freshmen year.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 72 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/31/2005 - Complete
Behind Closed Eyes reviews
What really is behind closed eyes? Dreams? Nightmares? Written in freshmen year.
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 90 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 7/31/2005 - Complete
Make Up Your Mind reviews
Today is my "friend's" 16th birthday. see what happened when she started not to care about our friendship.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 316 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7/31/2005
Black Rose reviews
I am unsure of where this idea came from, but when I finished writing it, I was somewhat satisfied with it. Hope you like it as well.
Fiction: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 302 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/30/2005 - Complete
It's Not My Fault reviews
How many times have i said this? Too many to count, and i actually was telling the truth. Read and Review. this is my last stuff for a while.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 271 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/30/2005
Why Aren't You Here? reviews
the title explains it all. nothing is the same without you here to make it better.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 201 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/30/2005
In The World of My Reflection reviews
Forgetting who the heck you are, and only seeing the person you created to hide your true self. What do you see when you look in a mirror?
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 175 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/30/2005
Far Away reviews
I just want to get away from this world. This is the first song I wrote. Read and review!
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 219 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/30/2005
Overrated Perfection reviews
I wrote this song during the year when all my dad and I did was fight. We're on better terms, but he forgets this once in a while. Hope you like.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 251 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 7/30/2005
Artificial reviews
One of my better pieces, and one of my first written. We all wear a mask to hide our true selves. Some masks are better than others...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 12 - Published: 7/28/2005 - Complete