deathbyeuphoria
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Joined 07-19-05, id: 486355
Author has written 18 stories for Romance, Love, and Life.

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darling, i have a vagina.
&i live in the u.s. of a.


General Author's Note:
Just so I don't get beaten up for breaking some random laws:

The quotes in my summaries are from:

"... Shattering" ~ Claude Debussy
"... Heat..." ~ Bright Eyes
"... Ghost" ~ Bob Dylan
"... Death" ~ Bertrand Russell
"... Catharsis" ~ Francesca Lia Block
"... Discovery" ~ Ralph Waldo Emerson
"... Aesthetic..." ~ the Stills
"incandescent" ~ Bright Eyes
"... Silhouettes" ~ XTC
"... Angel" ~ Shakespeare
"... Nothing" ~ W. B. Yeats
"... Reality" ~ Bernard Baruch
"... Lie" ~ Alfred Bernhard Nobel
"equilibrium" ~ Dresden Dolls

oh, & this stuff is mine.
mine. don't steal.
read? sure, don't steal.
(even if you do give credit.)


the heart has not stopped.

~sylvia plath.

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my scorsese days by this is britt reviews
THIS IS complete.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Humor - Chapters: 60 - Words: 10,427 - Reviews: 116 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 1/10/2010 - Published: 12/18/2004 - Complete
24 over insomnia by she's not breathing reviews
it's the number i hate, the hours i can't sleep away. one day. one year. you are everything, but you don't know how tangled i still am.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 24 - Words: 240 - Reviews: 218 - Favs: 69 - Follows: 8 - Updated: 3/25/2007 - Published: 3/25/2006 - Complete
instrumentals on mute by dollface and her cancer reviews
forget romeo & juliet, let's be bonnie & clyde.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 27 - Words: 2,195 - Reviews: 179 - Favs: 129 - Follows: 13 - Updated: 1/1/2007 - Published: 5/30/2006 - Complete
There Are No Faces Here by feverdog reviews
fast.reckless.beautiful. faceless.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 382 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 10 - Published: 11/28/2006 - Complete
nighttime by Midnight In Eden reviews
i'm comingshe yells through slick night air, bared teethfake virility evident in her stripped thighs.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/24/2006 - Complete
fix you by chaos called creation reviews
fix me.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 2 - Published: 11/16/2006
Love on the Radio by OrpheusLives reviews
Short poem about unspoken love.
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 22 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/19/2006
snowballs & playboys by breakdown in the waiting room reviews
a love&infinity even ginsberg&kerouac&buddha at their philosophical finest couldn't epitomize.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 246 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 5 - Published: 7/18/2006
This Is Not A Love Story by feverdog reviews
tragedy in it's finest
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 38 - Words: 3,639 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 3 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/22/2006
Smoke Called Air by A Perfect Sonnet reviews
"in those / candy cigarette moments of radiant confession when / we sit with our smoke called air and realize how / we have no profession – just a few moments of well-passed time"
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 187 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/27/2006
Casper by burning in effigy reviews
Imaginary friends don't have to be kind. It's not part of the job description. About a twisted friend... oddly some what personal.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 597 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/20/2006 - Complete
one last wish by she wants revenge reviews
& it's cute how you thought you'd save me
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/24/2006
Unforgettable by contrast and friction reviews
distortion is beautiful.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 156 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/22/2006
the jester by crinkled aster ribbon reviews
and I just don't know, I don't know why you give me thorns I asked for bouquets of roses, not blood.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 3 - Published: 3/18/2006 - Complete
This is called Determinism by Jezsh reviews
Everybody who’d ever seen him naked fell head-over-heels in love with his hipbones.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 5 - Words: 1,293 - Reviews: 28 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 1 - Published: 3/2/2006
this is not a love story by none of burt's beeswax reviews
maybe we don’t mesh well together, but at night when we’re both naked, sweaty, and searching for breath, i swear we become one.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 5 - Words: 804 - Reviews: 54 - Favs: 33 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 2/27/2006 - Published: 1/8/2006
dear diary by chaos called creation reviews
an old story. hearts [s2]
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 11 - Words: 812 - Reviews: 51 - Favs: 6 - Published: 2/22/2006
And For Sixty Seconds I felt Whole Again by wind up car in motion reviews
"It's that/Itchy-feet-get-away-from-this-place feeling"
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 274 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 5 - Published: 2/13/2006
tangible manifesto by feverdog reviews
we were full of rust stained infections, but when we decayed, we’d smell like teenaged orgasms
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 234 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 3 - Published: 2/13/2006
mistletoe by bleed gilead reviews
(and you only love me when i’m not there) this is the aftermath of you&me.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 281 - Reviews: 17 - Favs: 6 - Published: 1/29/2006
Persephone by clockwork kiss reviews
i wrote this while i was drunk. strange, to be fascinated with pomegranites...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 4 - Published: 1/26/2006
this kind of forever love by chaos called creation reviews
galactic proportion of your heart. [re-edited]
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 281 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 5 - Published: 1/22/2006
bound by breakdown in the waiting room reviews
I was there, so were you; you know as I do: "your trinity raped me without conscience."
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 364 - Reviews: 23 - Favs: 6 - Published: 1/12/2006
monologue on origami angels, anesthetic & alcohol by bleed gilead reviews
love, stop reading hope in epileptic smiles
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 456 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 6 - Published: 1/6/2006
friday night lights by sloppy firsts reviews
and I wish…i could pluck the stars from the sky and give you a miracle but i'm afraid you'll get the wrong idea and break them into pieces before swallowing them whole.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 481 - Reviews: 40 - Favs: 20 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/3/2006
imp e r f e c t i o nist by always gats b y reviews
boys don't go around writing the word "love" across their chest
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 18 - Favs: 9 - Published: 11/24/2005
straight in my head: pending works by crooked on paper reviews
i know these lines look crooked on paper, but i swear i've got it straight in my head. unfinished writings.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 47 - Words: 3,541 - Reviews: 56 - Favs: 4 - Updated: 10/8/2005 - Published: 2/6/2005
shock me blue by lackluster reviews
the fallen angel: jet black hair and a missing halo and all.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 4 - Published: 8/29/2005 - Complete
DEATH by Maisha Mafuriko reviews
Taking the first letter of each paragraph contained one finds D.E.A.T.H. spelled and so too finding meaning in death and dying contained.
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 445 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 4 - Published: 8/26/2005
Crash by clockwork kiss reviews
i'm too angry for metaphors.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 239 - Reviews: 14 - Favs: 7 - Published: 8/7/2005 - Complete
emily was born today by i was a postcard reviews
"and the distinct smell of (nighttime) is pulling back"
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 102 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 3 - Published: 5/12/2005
vantage point by FAKEromances reviews
it's getting hard to breathe in los angeles.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 5 - Published: 10/31/2004
for the girl who bought me a poison apple by ampersand reviews
take every feeling you ever have, put it in a box and bury it.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 162 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 6 - Published: 4/18/2004
The Pact by Anya Sidle reviews
Once upon a time, two little girls played in the woods. Rated R for disturbing content.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,708 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 15 - Published: 4/15/2003
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The Coldhearted Ex Girlfriend's Manifesto reviews
He used to have a name to go with that face.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 219 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/9/2007 - Complete
The Slow Progression of an Insomniac's Cynicism reviews
How close do you keep your enemies?
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 10 - Words: 727 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 12/23/2006 - Published: 11/4/2006 - Complete
equilibrium reviews
backstabber backstabber backstabHER BACKstabber.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 33 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/10/2006
RevulsionDesire reviews
i'm sick of pretending to care.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 217 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 9/19/2006
Dissection of a Lie reviews
“Hope is nature's veil for hiding truth's nakedness”
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/27/2006
The Beauty of Living in a Deluded Reality reviews
"Vote for the man who promises least. He'll be the least disappointing."
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/31/2006
The Balance of Everything Verses Nothing reviews
“I balanced all, brought all to mind, the years to come seemed waste of breath, a waste of breath the years behind, in balance with this life, this death.”
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 31 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/10/2006
Misconceptual Lovers and Madmen Alike reviews
"What are little girls made of? Sugar and spice, and everything nice. That's what little girls are made of." ... or not.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 95 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/1/2006
Adoration for a Sadistic Fallen Angel reviews
"... For I have sworn thee fair and thought thee bright, Who art as black as hell, as dark as night."
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 105 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/12/2006
Addiction to Intolerant Crystalline Silhouettes reviews
"I'm the man who murdered love..."
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 15 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/11/2006
incandescent reviews
"Here the shadows make things ugly, an effect quite undesirable..."
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 23 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/10/2006
It's Only Aesthetic Love After All reviews
"... and logic will break your heart..."
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 15 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/9/2006
Expulsion of Self Discovery reviews
"Nobody can bring you peace but yourself."
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 15 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/3/2006
An Installation of Irreversible Catharsis reviews
"Love is a dangerous angel."
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/2/2006
The Aftereffects of Falling In Love With A Ghost reviews
"...it won't matter who loves who, you'll love me or I'll love you, when the night comes falling from the sky."
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 34 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/23/2006
The Process of Shattering reviews
"How much has to be explored and discarded before reaching the naked flesh of feeling..."
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 27 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/23/2006
Fear No More the Heat o' the Sun reviews
"..so don’t be fooled, no don't get lied to, love was always cruel..."
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 479 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/23/2006
My Nemesis, Thy Name is Death reviews
{one-shot} "To fear love is to fear life and those who fear life are already three parts dead."
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Humor/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,680 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 3 - Published: 12/28/2005