Killing Karma
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Joined 08-27-05, id: 492083, Profile Updated: 02-19-08
Author has written 40 stories for Life, Biography, Love, Fantasy, Humor, and Song.

My name is Jeremy-Koai, but I'd prefer not to be called that.. you can call me Jerry, Jer, or Koai--whichever suits you, so long as you don't say my full name.. Since I've been asked this question a few times, I'll say it--as far as I'm aware, all of my poems are based on actual events.. not all of them have necessarily happened to me, but 99.9 of them have.

After such a long time of being on hiatus, I've finally returned. Where have I been all this time? I guess that's really not your business--but I care (dare) to tell you.. The last several months have been like a rollercoaster--I've had ups, I've had downs, I've had turn-arounds.. I've suffered losses, experienced new--some being very positive things--and unexpected things, and during that entire time period, I've written absolutely nothing.. hopefully I'll get some new stuff up, and old (and maybe new) reviewers can see if they like it. If not, oh, well.. I actually don't care. I think I had a desire for reviews in the past due to my desire for approval.. if I get a review in the next (insert time space here) or so, it'll be a blessing.. so.. enough of my mindless talk..

I want to thank the people that reviewed my poems.. I know it sounds as though I'm accepting some.. Academy Award or something like that, but.. truly, I thank you, because you are the people who have made me want to continue posting my work on this website, despite the fact that I've always doubted any glimmer of talent that I might possibly have pertaining to poetry.. On that note, I still think I lack any talent in this area--unlike the several reviewers I have had whose poetry is bright and beautiful enough to light up the stars.

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Lightbulbs and Elevator Music by Broken Bright Eyes reviews
The refridgerator hums along with our every moan
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/25/2006
On My Ceiling by Kavita Najim reviews
God lives on my ceiling...
Poetry: Religion - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 2 - Words: 132 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 2 - Updated: 7/21/2006 - Published: 4/10/2006
Three Wishes or Three Nightmares? by anigurl28 reviews
What would you do with three wishes? How would you be sure that they weren't curses in disguise? I hope you enjoy.
Fiction: Essay - Rated: T - English - Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 773 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/26/2006
Cotton Candy by burning in effigy reviews
my child of innocence... made up of three haikus.
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 52 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/13/2006 - Complete
Dial Tone by Luis Quing reviews
I had a dream once. A dream of murder and an incessant dial tone.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 253 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/4/2006
i feel sick by diffident reviews
. to be or not to sin .
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/6/2006
Claustrophobic Fairytales by Plinky reviews
I want to see what's real, not your candy-coated (fruit-flavoured) vision of the world.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 312 - Reviews: 32 - Favs: 5 - Published: 11/21/2005
Gravestones and Spidersilk by Plinky reviews
A poem - can't really explain what it is about. Kind of ethereal and a little different to my usual style, though I'm not really sure what my usual style is! Read?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Reviews: 22 - Favs: 5 - Published: 9/27/2005
s t a r v e d by the ultraviolent reviews
Boys can have eating disorders, too.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 6 - Words: 3,342 - Reviews: 70 - Favs: 35 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 8/14/2005 - Published: 3/11/2005
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Shelves of Books and Aisles of Produce reviews
You compare me to the likes of fruit; you read me like a book, from cover to cover.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 188 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/22/2008 - Complete
My Disease Is Your Mistake reviews
his words ricochet off of the walls of my grey matter like bricks: sometimes i just want to grind your bones, make you bleed your words flow gently through my mind like symphonies: although i'd like to punish you, i think you've learned your lesson.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 484 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/2/2007 - Complete
Mythology reviews
forgiveme.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 354 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 10/2/2007 - Complete
first offenses and second nature reviews
a drunken night may not count as statutory rape, but thinking i could ever love your pathetic existence is a first offense...
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 499 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 7/25/2006
When the Pain Starts Sinking In reviews
about acceptance, believe it or not.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 379 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/28/2006
love lust within hate reviews
despite what you say, i hate you, and frankly... you love (lust) that..
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6/28/2006
lemons & limes reviews
... to think that lemons & limes would make the pain stop swelling like an infected wound...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 240 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/28/2006
sparrows & eagles reviews
because, after all, you always said you could fly
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 356 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/28/2006
i never knew him reviews
and i fear that one day, you'll love him, and then i'll be the one with a death wish
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 284 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6/28/2006
Headlights & Stoplights Of Yellow & Red reviews
it doesn't hurt a bit, i swear
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 200 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/28/2006
Bmovie Horror reviews
don't you wish you had've chickened out now?
Poetry: Humor - Rated: M - English - Humor/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 282 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/27/2006
karma's so much sweeter when it's doused in carame reviews
and even Jesus would agree you look great in thorn crowns
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/27/2006
Ravens Only Come Out At Twilight reviews
oh, and the ravens laugh with me as your cheap blue wallpaper unfolds and deteriorates
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 554 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/27/2006
pale moonlit skies & golden sand reviews
i'm not ready to love another, because i'm still in love with you
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 277 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/27/2006
with death comes denial reviews
and the last thing i see is your face as sharp pangs replace my fear...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 363 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 6/1/2006
Pulp Fiction reviews
who ever said sarcasm only applied to frivolous situations?
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 249 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5/28/2006
love can't be repelled by bulletproof vests reviews
trust me, baby, i'm much more of a threat to you than you could ever be to me
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 213 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5/28/2006
downpours from grated waterfalls reviews
i stand beneath grated waterfalls ... and i am glad because no one can see me crying
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 222 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 4 - Published: 5/27/2006
emprisonnant Eden et natation à Atlantis reviews
very difficult piece to understand.. my first time writing a foreign poem, so forgive me if my words are a little off
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 2 - Words: 62 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5/27/2006
anorexia not a diagnosis an addiction reviews
anorexia is not a diagnosis.. it's an addiction
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 382 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/27/2006
Dead Queen Without a Seatbelt reviews
you are forever just a Dead Queen without a seatbelt
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 301 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/26/2006
Hush reviews
hush, my sweet lover, it will all be over soon
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 5/26/2006
Opaque Transparencies reviews
if only it were the other way around
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 22 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 5/26/2006
Swing Sets and Cold Drags reviews
and sometimes i wonder if it was for revenge, or if he really did like to play with little boys, and i was just his first choice
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 287 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/8/2006
Echoing Poetry, Dancing Shadows, and Carl Sandburg reviews
and you play poetry and she plays a shadow [because poetry is an echo asking a shadow to dance] but you question Sandburg's knowledge of poetry...
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 780 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/7/2006
And Karma Goes Around and Comes Around
... but I guess it missed me this time. [Don't judge by the title. Also, don't judge by the words. Words that may seem to say one thing are probably saying something else.]
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 308 - Published: 5/6/2006
Tormenting Rifles and Bullet Proof Skin reviews
Concrete poem; how to face criticism, abuse, and pain.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/6/2006
Douse Us In Your Pixie Dust reviews
I think we all need a bit of chastity...
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: K+ - English - Fantasy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/6/2006
Souless Raven reviews
I am not your marionette..
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 242 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/5/2006
PTSD I Get It Now
[Rated 13+ for subtle violence]
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Published: 4/5/2006
Guileful Pollen and Golden Fireflies
...i should have listened to the indecisive shadows...
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 181 - Published: 4/5/2006
Nightmares reviews
Memories..
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 299 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/2/2006
September Strawberries and February Tears reviews
and cry if it floods into February with our broken hearts and decaying knuckles...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/2/2006
Gun Trilogy reviews
Three Guns: to your heart, to your throat, to your head..
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,234 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/2/2006
But Jealousy Is Just a Game reviews
...which my mind loves to play with me...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 566 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/2/2006
I Wanted Strawberries and You Gave Me Lemons reviews
Rated 16+ for Mature Themes.. Don't confuse Strawberries with Lemons..
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 194 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/2/2006
I Did reviews
I did not murder him [I swear..]
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 160 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/2/2006
14:1:8:12:5 And It Still Hurts reviews
14 years, 1 day, 8 hours, 12 minutes, and 5 seconds...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 326 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/2/2006
Skin and Bones reviews
My Thoughts of the Previous Evening..
Fiction: Biography - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 638 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/12/2006
Into The Mind Of The Raven
A collection of reflective poems..
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 16 - Words: 1,790 - Published: 12/23/2005