ABOUT ME: I am 14. Japanese. I have black hair, black/brown eyes, and yellow/olive skin tone?

FAVCOLOR: Porn star pink (the nail color)

BANDS: YELLOWCARD (dont ask...They have a violinist) MCR, HYDE, XJAPAN, L'ArkenCeil,GacktJOB, Dir en Grey, Vidoll, MIYAVI

RANDOM: I like yaoi. Sushi. I use CD cases as drink coastes. Have a very acruate Japanese accent, a hidden collection of vodka bottles...,a drinking problem...lol JKJK...I think?, has been playing the violin for3 years now, aspires to own a silent(electric) violin(LIKE YUU'S FROM GacktJOB!!!), and I have a birthmark shaped like Japan on the right side of my chest, medium lenght blackhair, a cockatiel. a new carbon fiber frame 4/4 bow... a collection of vivaldi's violin concerto sheet staff.

FAVORITE SONGS: cemetary drive (MCR), LIGHTS and SOUNDS (YC), Vulgar/obscure/filth/the domestic fucker family/caged drain/kaoru eats cashews song/Dir en Grey), jingu beru/ POP is dead (Miyavi)...

Thats about it.

09/04/2012

Well, I am twenty now. I can also spell. I can't believe that I still remembered my login and password. I've been to Japan twice now. So much has changed. And so much hasn't. It's almost melancholy to review this.

What happened to the girl that used to write and play violin?

Oh, that's right, my father died and I lost my music.

My grandfather died and I lost my voice.

I finished a medical assisting degree, and am currently employed at a vein clinic that also does minor surgery. I'm in love with a boy? He's my angel. My Angelo.

I think things are getting better. Bit by bit, day by day.

I want to write again. I feel like its a good way to keep from going psycho when I'm upset.