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Joined 09-26-05, id: 495589, Profile Updated: 06-26-09
Author has written 21 stories for Romance, Horror, Young Adult, and Essay.

27 June 2009

I'm not updating anytime soon, if ever.

The story Shivaun and I started (Imperfect Perfection is here btw) will be continued (at least that's what we promised each other and I really hope we each keep that promise) depending on our scheduling conflicts but everything else (aka all the stories under this penname) I'm probably never going to update.

Looking back, all my stories from the past all seem ill-formed. Last semester, I decided to crash a friend's lecture (she was doing a BA) and I learned so much about story development, characters and syntax. It made me realize what an idiot I was for a) not ever doing a GE paper in a creative writing course like I always dreamed of and b) how horrible my writing skills were even as recent as six months ago.

I have no time to write anymore, let alone edit. I barely have time to sleep and right now its 6.15 pm (Friday) and I just woke up from the party I went to that started on Thursday. I only had one drink.

It's my inter-semester break right now and I'm so not looking forward to starting my masters next semester. I have so many things I'd rather be doing at 18 but right now, my top priorities are finishing a novel so my friend's mother, who works as a freelance editor, can give me advice and criticism on it, and also, enjoy picking up my social life again.

As always, I'm severely tempted to tamper and edit my previous stories but I guess there really isn't any point. I have no time and since the beginning of March, my creativity has all but left me replaced by mental diagrams of all the side-groups in each amino acid and which codons read for each -- my brain still hasn't recovered! Once upon a time, I thought that memorizing the reactions between ketones and aldehydes or telling the difference between carboxyl and carbonyl groups were hard. I miss those days so much.

I'm all too aware of the disappointment many of my readers who have me on story/author alert will face and all I can say is that I'm genuinely sorry.

There are plenty of other fantastic stories on this site though and I'm sure that my not writing anymore won't affect anyone's enjoyment of reading for more than ten seconds.

Thanks for all the support, you guys have all been wonderful.

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Die, Everyone's Doing It by Euphorialie reviews
REMOVED. He was gasoline, I was spark, and together we set the world on fire. And that's only a partial metaphor. Think of all the trouble you can get into when you don't believe in anything and then strike a match.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Horror/Drama - Chapters: 25 - Words: 6,733 - Reviews: 415 - Favs: 156 - Follows: 78 - Updated: 3/9/2009 - Published: 2/23/2008 - Complete
Obsesionado by Sakiinyourdreams reviews
Shy and beautiful, 16 yr old Alex has no idea the power and influence she has until an older man develops an obsession over her and kidnaps her when she refuses him
Fiction: Action - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Romance - Chapters: 43 - Words: 71,053 - Reviews: 250 - Favs: 328 - Follows: 108 - Updated: 11/3/2008 - Published: 9/25/2006 - Complete
Reason and Romance Redux by Myrika reviews
A drunken one night stand with Alex Montgomery is a complication Adrian Blake doesn't need, especially not when he's her new stepbrother. //REMOVED//
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 26 - Words: 4,795 - Reviews: 4277 - Favs: 1,774 - Follows: 410 - Updated: 4/13/2007 - Published: 1/13/2007 - Complete
Koibito no Ryu by paws-bells reviews
COMPLETE Sarea had led a fairly normal life until that arrogant, pompous snake chose to drop in on her. Literally. Then she learns that she is his lifemate and that dragons actually exist. No, they really do. And he just happens to be their crown prince.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Fantasy/Humor - Chapters: 31 - Words: 138,724 - Reviews: 1539 - Favs: 2,699 - Follows: 365 - Updated: 11/11/2006 - Published: 5/4/2006 - Complete
Catharsis by Hotkitty reviews
COMPLETEBurn, drown, scream it out to the horizon but come out of it alive so that i can laugh at your scars. and no one ever said that boarding schools were meant to be easy.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 26 - Words: 147,445 - Reviews: 521 - Favs: 434 - Follows: 44 - Updated: 10/8/2006 - Published: 10/21/2005 - Complete
The Contract II by Bleeding Air reviews
STORY REMOVED. Katlyn's finally free. . . but freedom comes with a price, and along with that, how long will it last? sequel to The Contract
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Supernatural/Horror - Chapters: 25 - Words: 6,967 - Reviews: 2328 - Favs: 803 - Follows: 76 - Updated: 6/2/2006 - Published: 8/24/2005 - Complete
The Courting of Aviahnna Rubenne by Blazing-moon reviews
*Okay, I lied...Epilogue up* The plots of Aviah and the many doomed suitors that attempt to court her. She outwits all but one of them, and he happens to be the worst of all. (She'll learn her lessons. ) R/R! *Not meant to be historically correct* :)
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 14 - Words: 52,887 - Reviews: 1056 - Favs: 1,026 - Follows: 82 - Updated: 5/15/2003 - Published: 7/20/2002
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A Force More Powerful Than Love reviews
The saying goes, love supposedly overcomes all barriers. But with God, Satan and everyone and everything in between standing as obstacles, the timeless cliché is put to the ultimate test. CH 12 UP!
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Supernatural/Horror - Chapters: 12 - Words: 16,476 - Reviews: 37 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 1/16/2009 - Published: 11/20/2008
The Good In 'Goodbye' reviews
Is there really such a thing? FIN.
Fiction: Essay - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 315 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 3 - Published: 1/14/2009 - Complete
Infiltrate, Destroy, Rebuild reviews
A psychopathic mafia prince, a beautiful adolescent orphan and a married Interpol agent makes one very lethal love triangle. CH 4 UP!
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 4 - Words: 4,281 - Reviews: 575 - Favs: 115 - Follows: 135 - Updated: 1/13/2009 - Published: 2/6/2007
Cure To Unrequited Love reviews
There's more that meets the eye to the Popular Guy and Outcasted Loser cliché. Both have a different story to tell. Fairytales never warned love could be so dark. Cupid's dead and love teaches us to lie... DISCONTINUED.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 5 - Words: 6,967 - Reviews: 252 - Favs: 55 - Follows: 73 - Updated: 11/13/2008 - Published: 2/5/2007 - Complete
A Dummy's Guide To How NOT To Get Laid reviews
He thinks she's a prostitute and wants to hire her. She just wants to kick him in the groin. With extra sarcasm in every chapter for your guilty reading pleasure, it's almost GUARANTEED to make you laugh until you nearly pee yourself... DISCONTINUED.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Humor/Romance - Chapters: 13 - Words: 16,227 - Reviews: 588 - Favs: 115 - Follows: 152 - Updated: 11/12/2008 - Published: 6/10/2007 - Complete
You Son Of A Fluffball! reviews
She's a blonde vampire terrified of clowns. He's the control freak of a alpha werewolf engaged to a hot sorceress. Her best friend is an exiled pixie princess in love with a human. If the truth is stranger than fiction, what makes love? DISCONTINUED.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Humor - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,855 - Reviews: 47 - Favs: 9 - Follows: 23 - Updated: 11/7/2008 - Published: 4/14/2007 - Complete
Pretty Like Drugs reviews
Some things should never be witnessed. Some secrets should never be told. Some stories should never be heard. Nevertheless, things happen and there's always someone to witness the catastrophe. FIN.
Fiction: Horror - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 239 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 2 - Published: 11/7/2008 - Complete
Respite reviews
The fine line between love and hate is defined. FIN.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 746 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/7/2008 - Complete
Seducing Current Boyfriend's Enemy reviews
Caught cheating on her boyfriend with his worst enemy, Nicky Ames spins a few little white lies to get out of trouble until playing pretend takes on a whole new meaning and seducing the enemy isn't as black and white as she first thought. DISCONTINUED.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Humor/Drama - Chapters: 5 - Words: 6,972 - Reviews: 168 - Favs: 39 - Follows: 71 - Updated: 4/2/2008 - Published: 5/7/2007 - Complete
A Modern 21st Century Fairytale reviews
Real life isn't a cliché. The guy of your dreams hates your guts and no he isn't secretly in love with you. No hot guy will come along to you save from this nightmare you call life let alone sweep you off your feet. So just what can you do? DISCONTINUED.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 3,894 - Reviews: 51 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 20 - Published: 7/8/2007 - Complete
Predicting A Disaster reviews
Weddings are considered one of the most important days in a girl’s life. What happens if you get your period on that fateful day you are set to tie the knot and stain your pristine white dress? FIN.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Drama/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,329 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 4 - Published: 7/4/2007 - Complete
Just Fine Pretending I'm Not reviews
The dare is to convince everyone she’s fallen into depression and become suicidal. Suddenly her enemy starts to become concerned for her even thought it's all for the sake of a bet. Forget seduction or cliché. This is Truth or Dare on crack! DISCONTINUED.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Humor/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,473 - Reviews: 65 - Favs: 17 - Follows: 37 - Updated: 7/2/2007 - Published: 6/17/2007 - Complete
Not Delusional! reviews
Bright purple switchblades dance across my mind. My hands start sweating and in my panic to back away from his approach and my worn out trainers somehow manage to make a weird farting noise. I look on mortified. FIN.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,153 - Reviews: 20 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 2 - Published: 6/17/2007 - Complete
3 AM Revelations reviews
There is no need for the jealousy, denial, heartache, revenge, childish insults or melodrama anymore. This is where most clichéd couples end up after that exhuasting journey towards love. Why the sudden epiphany at 3 AM? You can decide for yourself. FIN.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 840 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 2 - Published: 6/4/2007 - Complete
Mirrors Don't Lie reviews
She sees everything and understands nothing. Staring, I follow her gaze. What I see makes my blood run cold. FIN.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 596 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 4 - Published: 5/23/2007 - Complete
Story Of A Girl reviews
Some things are letter left forgotten. Some memories are best left buried six feet under. Some people never understand the obvious. This is a story of a girl. Who screamed so loud she tasted blood from the back of her throat. FIN.
Fiction: Horror - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 682 - Reviews: 15 - Favs: 5 - Published: 5/21/2007 - Complete
Kiss From A Lover's Fist reviews
He loves watching her cry. He gets such a kick out of dominating her vulnerable soul, time and time again. He is immune to her pained sobbing and only concentrates on the task of increasing her discomfort until she is pushed over the brink. FIN.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,321 - Reviews: 42 - Favs: 15 - Follows: 2 - Published: 5/14/2007 - Complete
Point Of No Return reviews
She laughs a joyless sound, one that sends shivers down his back. Payback's a bitch. And so is she. FIN.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 947 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 10 - Follows: 4 - Published: 5/11/2007 - Complete
In The Darkness reviews
She paused, weary and afraid. Doubts plagued her viciously for a brief second before she pushed the fear aside and continued, stumbling ungracefully in the dark. In the darkness, he smirked triumphantly. FIN.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Drama/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 621 - Reviews: 27 - Favs: 6 - Published: 5/3/2007 - Complete
Love Isn't Supposed To Make Sense reviews
I broke him. Unintentionally, but the mess I created cannot be covered up with apologies and pretty words. True love is the scariest shit that’s ever existed and don’t even try to deny it. FIN.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,427 - Reviews: 37 - Favs: 12 - Published: 5/2/2007 - Complete
Die For Me reviews
He was a boy. She was a girl. Their love was completely fucked up. Despite popular theory, NOTHING is ever fair in love and war. FIN.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 847 - Reviews: 120 - Favs: 37 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/8/2006 - Complete