Darkness of Insanity
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Author has written 9 stories for Religion, Spiritual, Life, Fantasy, Friendship, and Love.

-Bury me deep.-

Revamping.

Love,

Miss Sweet Suicide xx

THE EDGE

As I close

My eyes

I feel im slipping away

Slipping to the point,

The point of the edge

The edge of the blade

Cutting me deep

Cutting me to a place where I want to go

A place of no return

No return to the life

Of hell I live in now

Hell of the box I live in

Trapped

Not breathing

Not moving

Not thinking

Just a fading soul lost

In the middle of the ocean

A ghost for ever time

A lifetime of punishment

Punishment for being born

I cant be saved

I wont be saved

Just a dead soul with a life of regrets

--
Has no one told you she's not breathing?
Hello I am your mind giving you someone to talk to
Hello

If I smile and don't believe
Soon I know I'll wake from this dream
Don't try to fix me, I'm not broken
Hello I'm the lie living for you so you can hide
Don't cry

Suddenly I know I'm not sleeping
Hello I'm still here
All that's left of yesterday.
Hello...

Show me the shadow where true meaning lies
So much more dismay in empty eyes


About Me.~~Ginny~~

Name: Jenn

Gender: Female.

Age: 16

Birthday: March 7. You all know now, so I'll be excpecting presents and such. =)

Hair: Auburn.Not red.((dramatic sigh))

Eyes: Brown. And pretty in my opinion.

Favourite colours: Green, Black, and Blue

Favourite Music Types:
Celtic, Celtic Rock, Irish, Folk, Rock, Metal, Hardcore, Alternative, Techno,Emo, Emocore,Gothic, Gothic Metal, Death Metal, Indie, and Showtunes.


Quotes:

There is only one you for all time. Fearlessly be yourself. ~Anthony Rapp

Frankly, if people aren't going to cast me because I'm queer, than I don't want to work with them. ~ Anthony Rapp

Labels are for cans not people. ~ Anthony Rapp

The opposite of war isn't peace; it's creation. ~ Jonathon Larson

There's only us. There's only this. Forget regrets or life is yours to miss. No other hope. No other way.
NO DAY BUT TODAY! ~ Jonathon Larson

La vie boheme. ~ Jonathon Larson

Give in to love, or live in fear. ~ Jonathon Larson

Throughout life people will make you mad, disrespect you and treat you bad. Let God deal with the things they do, cause hate in your heart will consume you too. ~ Will Smith

Too many people spend money they haven't earned, to buy things they don't want, to impress people they don't like. ~ Will Smith

You can cry; ain't no shame in it. ~ Will Smith

Parents just don't understand. ~ Will Smith

I became insane, with long intervals of horrible sanity. ~ Edgar Allan Poe

Stupidity is a talent for misconception. ~ Edgar Allan Poe

Words have no power to impress the mind with the exquisite horror of their reality. ~ Edgar Allan Poe

I have great faith in fools - my friends call it self-confidence. ~ Edgar Allan Poe

Only enemies speak the truth; friends and lovers lie endlessly, caught in the web of duty. ~ Stephen King

Time takes it all whether you want it to or not, time takes it all. Time bares it away, and in the end there is only darkness. Sometimes we find others in that darkness, and sometimes we lose them there again. ~ Stephen King

I'll carry the cross you bare and pretend to feel the love
Tell you you're never alone, you're never alone
You want the answers to be in a tongue you understand
You're looking for someone like me to tell you when to throw your hand
What battles to fight, what causes are right.
And baby I can't.
~ Adam Pascal

It hurts to be lonely, it hurts to be near you
It's already over, I'm starting to wear down. ~ Adam Pascal

You find it hard to take control of your own pointed life. ~ Adam Pascal

People think that I must be a very strange person. This is not correct. I have the heart of a small boy. It is in a glass jar on my desk.
Stephen King

The most important things are the hardest things to say. They are the things you get ashamed of because words diminish your feelings - words shrink things that seem timeless when they are in your head to no more than living size when they are brought out.
Stephen King

I do my best work when I am in pain and turmoil.
Sting

I exist in a state of almost perpetual hysteria.
Sting

I once asked my history teacher how we were expected to learn anything useful from his subject, when it seemed to me to be nothing but a monotonous and sordid succession of robber baron scumbags devoid of any admirable human qualities. I failed history.
Sting

Go buy Garen's book! http://books.lulu.com/content/216079 I command you!

Mother looking at me
Tell me what do you see?
Yes, I've lost my mind

Daddy looking at me
Will I ever be free?
Have I crossed the line?


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Sunday, April 15, 2007. 8:52 PM. EST.

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Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 3 - Words: 461 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 7/18/2007 - Published: 3/19/2007 - Complete
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Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/11/2006
If I die Tomorrow by EyesLikeRain reviews
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Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 152 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/11/2006
Fragile Souls Divinity by Ramellan reviews
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Everything's The Matter by shynesss reviews
When did it all get so wrong?
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Let The Rain Fall by shynesss reviews
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Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 6 - Published: 5/1/2006
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Forgive and Forget by Dying Rose reviews
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Sight by Dying Rose reviews
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[True To Yourself / So Shy] Please read the author's note for more information. I hope you like the poem!
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Ginny's Song by Garen Ruy Maxwell reviews
Written for my friend Ginny. Very short, but it cheered her up.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 43 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/1/2005
If I were to read your mind, love by Elliptical Shapes reviews
R&R
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 269 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 6 - Published: 11/28/2005
Fool by Garen Ruy Maxwell reviews
Just a cute little love poem that I thought up. It's short.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 56 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 9/18/2005
Sleep Till You Die by Garen Ruy Maxwell reviews
Yet another song about sleep and/or the lack of it. Once again, the theme is how life is merely nonsense.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 236 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/16/2005
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Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 479 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 7/14/2006
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Burn the very essence of my being...
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On My Own reviews
When you realize your alone and no one is there for you, you also realize it's okay to cry.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 43 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/5/2006
Visions of Darkness reviews
A pale, lifeless looking girl stared back at her. The figure shifted. The hair became black as midnight, the eyes a fierce red. Across the lips formed a wicked grin. An evil cackle filled the room.
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A friend passed on, and the only comfort was found in a church.
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 110 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 2/11/2006