its about this guy i was with for awhile.. and we absolutley hate each other now.. he broke my wrist.. so things just kinda got bad..and today i hear that hes got a girlfriend.. what do i care.. heres the feelings

I love and Miss My MARC

like usual im only feeling pain

if only u understood what i was saying

and she cant even cry anymore

if you love me, kill me

She sits in her corner, with her head on her knees, trying to comfort herself

mommy daddy i have somehting to tell you

just about how art starts simple and grows into something amazing

we have to put jones down :( he's my cat.. pray for him if u can please

{That not even God Can save her soul}

he might he might not.. i only hope he does.. so my heart wont shatter again..

my plan that i know wont work..

im doing this when i need this

just another confused heart.. and im afraid to get hurt again

old one i came across.. about stephan and that he was just a useless mistake

how u feel when you dance.. (With a magical feeling in the air Dance with me)

about how the rain sounds in all of gods power

idn where this one came from .. it just kinda evolved

about a movie i saw.. {Her insides were bloody from having men force themselves in her}

yes this did happen..

about missing who i used to be and not really understanding

another about suicide... but this is about who is killing her and how everyone knows it but does nothing about it

this is about stephan.. and he has guns and ill kil lmyself with them

idk.. i dont like it but ill post it anyways

about a baby being like his mom and dad..

idn.. i just started to write like usual.. its about not being good at anything.. it kinda has a repeating part.. idn.. its up for comments

Life is hell.. and no one will let me kill myself to get out of it.. pleaselet me get away from this life

what do i mean to him.. im giving him options

he killed me this time

can i trust the things he tells me?

please give me my knife

i've asked him these questtions.. and he just tells me what i want to hear..

hes hurting me like usual.. and just when i start to trust him.. he breaks my heart

death will take us all.. so we should kill ourselves faster

he just forgot to talk to me last night.. even though he says that he loves me

wow another happy poem... :)

love is sucking right now..

contradiction.. sad.. like usual

i had to write this in english class.. about the first day of kindergarten.. pretty sad ..

this is an old one.. i dont know how old.. but it's really good for how old it must be.. :)

yeye another happy poem... isnt it great..

about going to sleep and not wanting to wake up

wat i end up going thru.. short.. randr anyways

going thru the burns of acid.. that continue no matter what i do

about giving a guy the power to break ur heart and trusting him not too

short, kool format.. like usuall u can guess wat its about.

I am invisible I am only invisible I am me invisible To the one I love, I am invisible

this is really really intersting.. still kinda about sicide.. like most are..

about suicide again.. i know..

new type of poem.. i kinda like it.. not one of my best though

i really do miss those days.. of suffereing and pain..

this is about me having to break up with him.. but having another one whose arms i can fall into ..

he's hurting me again.. and making me confused.. this is about me trying to mend my heart and begging him to help me.. or leave me..

joining my love in hell.. and the only way to get there is to kill myself..

about being killed and trying to find him..

well at the moment its not.. but it was close to being gone..

dont really know

this is a really kool one..

interesting one.. not so bad

written in the 6th grade.. really sucks

dont judge me

another one from 6th grade..

i wrote this in the 6th grade.. so it really is kinda bad.. but i though id post it anyways

feeling really ugly today

just about my love.. another one.. of course :)

i just dont know .. i dont know how i feel.. i love my bf.. but i think i might love him too.. i just dont know

just dont think about it as me.. i dont realate to this story at all.. i just wrote it.. r+r

just a short poem.. randr anyways

about what to do when i die.. which i hope is no time soon.. thank matt for the title

this is about being happy and then being depressed.. read.. ull like it..

no this is not my actual suicide note.. this is just kinda an interesting poem... trust me .. my suicide note was much much sadder

i love this format.. im just not feeling like me today.. and i just want to die at the moment.. hope you like it.. R+R

knight in shining armor, among the dark and the stars

about a shooting..

first poem of 2006

still a work in progress... it is about a woman who goes to the sun.. and her man is stuck on earth.. look for further addtions ...

stands for drinking and driving.. a tragic story.. written awhile ago.. so not one of my best.. but still okay

i have never felt this way before.. i finally have self worth.. so i wrote about it.. isnt it great..

i have very pretty eyes.. not many ppl look me in the eyes though.. like i've been through too much.. it might rub off on them or something..

i'm never okay.. i never will be.. no one understands that

my mind keeps blocking out what happened from the week of hell.. certain things make me remeber it.. but other wise i cant remeber until the night of the hospital.. im really not sure..

like usual.. things end up heading towards the worst

i miss him... i really do.. i just dont know anymore... i found somethine out.. somethin i wish i hadnt... but i did anyways

just called a story.. its not a story.. but its about one.. read anywyas...

it's a really kool format... i like it a lot.. i just started writing.. and wala thats how it came out

thanks matt... u gave me this idea to write it!

sher intersant

you have to know that i'm talking about a shadow.. otherwise it doesnt make sense

intersting..

i really love it.. well i really love all my poems.. but this one i liked how it turned out

i like this format.. its reall kool

another poem with the same type of format as My life...

uhum... respond anyways..

from the book... the chapters and subtitles..

okay.. wrote after reading, Keeping you a secret, so ya..

i really like this.. picture it in black in white.. it makes it better

i wrote this after reading green angel.. if u havent read it ..u should.. except i made a twist at the end..

umm.. ya... kinda in a non happy mood.. and hes not talking.. so..

this is a poem in german class.. i have the translation of english though.. its good..

i didnt write this... i don't know who did.. i found it on a myspace bullitien.. i really loved it.. if you love someone TELL THEM

MY CAT KISS ASS! read and you will understand...

wrote it awhile ago... dont know if i like it or not

ummm ya.. i wrote this in like a couple of mins.. so.. r+r

ya.. i wrote this while listing to enya.. so i felt like i had to write something...

it all worked out in the end.. so all is good..

uhm.. one of these kinds of poems again

just trying a different scheme... like it.. might use it again.. u neve rknow..

ever feel this way?

i love this one.. really i do.. and i wrote this during a history class... yawn.. but i was mad at something i forget what... so i wrote this..

ya.. don't know how this came along.. but it did

ya.. i was in a dressing room with a bunch of mirrors that u could position them so they would just reflect themselves and have an endless mirror thing.. so it was pretty kool so i wrote this poem.

ya.. no one in my family died of cancer.. it just rhymed with dancer.. so thats how this poem started..

ya.. another thing about x bf...see.. this is really annoying.. i didnt even realize i had this much stuff on him.. wow.. he really did hurt me..

ya... this used to be me... now its not.. now i'm happy happy happy ... tra lalalala

x bf again.. i didnt notice i had 3 poems about him.. humm..

i didn't write it, we got it in english class last year... and i really liked it..

wow, love this one too... i just.. i really love this one...

this is for ppl who don't belive in themselves, u should, and u dont have to change for ppl! you are beautiful just as you are!

ya, kinda interesting,

i use to like it, now i kinda don't, i hate this kind of rhyme scheme.. i dont even know why its called a rhyeme scheme do u see anything rhyming.. no...

umm, ya, a pic went with this, but u can still imagin it just as well

i really like how this turned out, i didn't expect it to turn out this good..hahah..

umm.. ya.. an old one..

i miss my bro...

southern people, ignorant, hot day, little boy on a mother's lap... come up with ur own image

ya.. created a long time ago.. dont really like it..

hhah... funny way this came about... basicaly, x bf... and yes those 2 words explain everything... so... hahaha.. just read

ya... just a short poem..

ya... i bet a lot of you know this feeling... like you feel numb...

i found this song through a movie 'fly away home' and i really loved it.. so these are just they lyrics...

uhh.. dont mind the cussing, i was really pissed at my bf at the time, x now.. so... u know such is life

Michael i love u to pieces.. and for all of u pervs hes not my bf, hes just helped me thru so much!

for once a happy poem... dont get used to it..

ummm... ya.. wrote this on a bus trip after spending countless hours on the bay.. dont know y..

this was really fun doing... i liked how it turned out

ya... this went along with a picture that had brownish surroundings and the bloor door was really really bright... so..

ya i didnt write this one but i love it anyways...

umm ya, trying a new rhyme scheme...

ya, i love this.. and i like it a lot...