Harleen Napier
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Joined 11-24-05, id: 502776
Author has written 215 stories for Song, Love, Fantasy, Friendship, Life, and School.

6/15/06: MSNMessenger currently crashes my computer, so if you want to contact me, Please do it via e-mail ONLY. Otherwise, review what you've read of mine. They help me decide what to post next.


Early twenty-something female who's been writing seriously (actually finishing work) since September '04. Most of my earlier songs focused heavily on relationships (ups & downs, good & bad) & personal tragedies as well as personal triumphs.

I have written upbeat songs & have posted them, you just need to look a little harder for them as they're not what I'm writing currently.

Also, reviews are always more than welcome, so if you like them, please review them.

Moon Stalker by Cleo Alexandria reviews
Alexandria, a sexy vampire on a mission to stop an even more evil, vampire cult. A dark, sexy, and often scary tale. Full of adventure and humor. Rated for violence and possibly some hot vampy action, in later chapters.
Fiction: Horror - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Horror - Chapters: 2 - Words: 5,318 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 2 - Updated: 11/23/2003 - Published: 10/24/2003
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Huddled Up Tight reviews
A new favorite of mine. Hope you enjoy.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/14/2006
The Shock Remains reviews
Title almost says it all.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/14/2006
Questions I Ask reviews
There are still more questions I ask.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/18/2006
While You're Letting Go reviews
I'm holding him while he's letting go of his life. Kind of graphic & sort of dark.
Poetry: Song - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 152 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/18/2006
Comes Too Late reviews
This comes too late because he's not here to hear it.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 5/2/2006
The Storm is Raging reviews
But the storm inside is worse.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 154 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 5/1/2006
Talk Now to Me reviews
Somewhat telepathic conversation between 2 friends. 1 of which is suicidal.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 191 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/30/2006
He's Not You reviews
Title almost says it all.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 274 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/12/2006
Like I've Never Died reviews
Crying like I've never cried. Dying like I've never died.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 200 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4/8/2006
On Your Final Day reviews
He wanted an end to his pain.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/8/2006
They Can't Hate Us for Too Long reviews
A group of friends had been shunned for no real reason & it cost one his life years later.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 152 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/7/2006
Another Ghostly Night reviews
Title almost says it all.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 174 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/3/2006
Don't Leave Me Please reviews
Pleading with a friend to not let their life be taken.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 229 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/3/2006
The Ruins reviews
One of my best & one of my favorites.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 197 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/1/2006
Here I Kneel
Not great, but it's about praying it wasn't someone you cared for a certain pain belonged to.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 175 - Published: 4/1/2006
Echoeing of My Cries reviews
I still hear them.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/24/2006
It Should Frighten Me
To be at this cliff's edge...
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 171 - Published: 3/24/2006
Shedding All My Pride reviews
One of my best & one of my favorites.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 152 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/20/2006
Though It's a Dream
Though it's a dream, I need him with me tonight.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Published: 3/20/2006
A Nightmare Came True reviews
When we heard that he'd taken himself from us.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 192 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/13/2006
Hour & Time reviews
I still remember the hour & time & how the words rhymed.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 170 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/13/2006
Unable reviews
Unable to outrun memories & a painful truth.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/13/2006
Feels Right
Basically what I imagined would happen if I ran into a certain guy one night. Unlike my usual work, it's light, fun & upbeat. Written just over a year ago.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 235 - Published: 3/5/2006
But Now
I used to really like him, but now...
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 243 - Published: 3/5/2006
Answers You Can't Give Us
We all have our questions, but he's not here to answer them.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 210 - Published: 3/5/2006
Hush
All of this is too much & so many just want me to hush.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Published: 3/5/2006
Still There's So Much
There is still so much he possess.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Published: 2/23/2006
We Wanted to Believe
That he would get beyond his fears.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Published: 2/23/2006
Doctor Honey reviews
Same title for a rewritten song. In a word, denial. But still pretty good I think.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 203 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/17/2006
Were Still in Your Prime reviews
He died too soon before his time. And I feel he was still in his prime.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/17/2006
Missing You Like I Do reviews
It's hell missing him like I do.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/17/2006
If Only reviews
There is so much more to this than the title.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/17/2006
Part of the Deal reviews
Losing him wasn't supposed to be part of the deal.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 2/9/2006
Never Minding That reviews
Still I make believe that he could never leave.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/9/2006
Only Losing You reviews
Only losing him could leave me like this.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 179 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/9/2006
To Which I Answer Always reviews
People ask me if being without him is as bad as I say, to which I answer that it always is.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 196 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/9/2006
Beside the Ghost of You reviews
I sleep beside the ghost of him.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/8/2006
I Always Knew
Even when he was here, I always knew I only wanted him near.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 182 - Published: 2/8/2006
Around Us All
We see what's left of his life tumbling down around us all.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Published: 2/8/2006
Already I'm Too Late reviews
It is what it is. It's too difficult for me to put it any other way.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 230 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2/7/2006
Never Leave Me Be
These memories will never leave me be.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Published: 2/7/2006
So Many Things
I thought I'd never hear.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 215 - Published: 2/7/2006
So Much to Me
I could never get enough of him & now he's gone.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 144 - Published: 2/4/2006
Outside Myself Or In
I'm screaming the usual questions.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 127 - Published: 2/4/2006
That Illusion
Is still somehoe all I can see.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Published: 2/4/2006
Lost in the Disbelief
Title almost says it all.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Published: 2/2/2006
It Was Always You
It was always him I wanted most.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Published: 2/2/2006
Dreaming It Never Ends
Dreaming that this fantasy never ends.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Published: 2/2/2006
Even Now We Feel It reviews
Even now we feel this pain.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/1/2006
But That's Not Me
So many have gone on like he never existed. But that's not me.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 154 - Published: 2/1/2006
Nothing Could Be Done reviews
To save him that night.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/1/2006
Past the Point of Being Saved reviews
Exactly what he was according to some.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 152 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/31/2006
One of My Worst Fears
One of my better ones. Title almost says it all.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Published: 1/31/2006
As Awake As I Can Be
But still I wish I was in the dream.
Poetry: Song - Rated: M - English - Fantasy/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Published: 1/31/2006
At the Crossroads
Between life & death
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Published: 1/31/2006
In All You Left Behind
I still watch him in all he left behind.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Published: 1/31/2006
With the Crimson
Wondering again if it wasn't relief that poured the crimson from him. Pretty dark.
Poetry: Song - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Published: 1/31/2006
Too Far Beyond
People claim he was too far beyond help.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 151 - Published: 1/31/2006
So Alone in Your Pain reviews
Title almost says it all.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/30/2006
Still Only Seeing You
Title almost says it all.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Published: 1/30/2006
So Many Worlds Darkened
Now that he's gone.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 154 - Published: 1/30/2006
Your Answer Was Yes reviews
I have another song on here called "Did You Know". I wrote this the day I got my answer.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 186 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/26/2006
With Your Pain So Deep reviews
It's no wonder we didn't know.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/26/2006
You Can't Tell Me
He can't tell me because he's not here.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Published: 1/26/2006
I Never Would've Known reviews
That would be the last time I would see him.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 156 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/25/2006
Flooded Your Wonderful Mind reviews
Horrible thoughts flooded his wonderful mind.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 154 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/25/2006
Stared At Those Words reviews
In disbelief.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/23/2006
It's Not the Dreams I Mind
I just wish they were real.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Published: 1/21/2006
Pleading For Your Light reviews
Pleading for his light to return.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/21/2006
Your Test reviews
Each day had been a test for him.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1/21/2006
These Strong Emotions reviews
Written from a certain someone's perspective, not mine. Really dark.
Poetry: Song - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/20/2006
Every Emotion's Heightened reviews
Title almost says it all.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/20/2006
Morning Noon & Night
He's on my mind morning, noon & night.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 141 - Published: 1/20/2006
Every Day I Wish
Still wishing for things to not be what they are.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Published: 1/19/2006
I Collapse As I Shatter
Title almost says it all.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 156 - Published: 1/19/2006
As You Felt It Near
Wondering what a certain someone was thinking as he felt his end near.
Poetry: Song - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Published: 1/19/2006
You Felt You Couldn't Stay
Title almost says it all.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 170 - Published: 1/18/2006
Their Own Toll
Each dream is taking it's own toll.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 165 - Published: 1/18/2006
They Can See It reviews
It's written in my features how much I miss him.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/18/2006
Want to Think
About what I want to think instead of what I'm being told.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 156 - Published: 1/18/2006
Desperate For You Now
Title almost says it all.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 154 - Published: 1/18/2006
As Did We All
We laid sleeping as he laid dying.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Published: 1/18/2006
A Reunion
Inspired by a dream I'd had the night before I wrote it.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 142 - Published: 1/18/2006
Endless Questions reviews
The questions hurt, but the answers hurt more.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/18/2006
To What's Left of 2005 reviews
In the final minutes of 2005 I clinging to what was left of it.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 104 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/18/2006
When This Year Ends Tonight
About how while everyone was watching 2005 end on TV I was thinking about a certain someone's ending.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 183 - Published: 1/18/2006
When That Ball Drops
Written on New Year's Eve '05.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 222 - Published: 1/18/2006
The Reality Hasn't Set In
Another song of mine about denial.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Published: 1/16/2006
The Anguish & the Agony
Wondering why he felt he deserved that.
Poetry: Song - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 152 - Published: 1/16/2006
A Sweet Breeze
Despite the sweet breeze I'm still screaming his name in pain.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Published: 1/16/2006
No Matter to Me
No matter to me/ Just to those who surround me
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 162 - Published: 1/16/2006
Ours Has Never Waned
Our pain has never waned though he's out of his.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 151 - Published: 1/16/2006
Nothing In Me reviews
Nothing in me believes that a certain someone is really gone.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/16/2006
The Next Day Came reviews
The next day came & I got news I hoped I'd never get.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 154 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/16/2006
Beside the Year 2005 reviews
One of my better ones. And if you've read most of my others, you know who this is for.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/14/2006
They Want Me Over You
Title almost says it all.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Published: 1/14/2006
For If You Stay Strong reviews
Not entirely what the title suggessts. Really dark.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 112 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/14/2006
Don't Say It's Too Late
Basically what what said on a cold fall night in '05.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Published: 1/14/2006
Hold On Tonight
What I wish I could've told a certain someone.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Published: 1/14/2006
Only a Rumor
How I wish this had only been a rumor.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Published: 1/14/2006
Loving Memory of You
Everything I do is in loving memory of him.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 117 - Published: 1/14/2006
You're Still With Me reviews
Title says it all. Pretty dark.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/14/2006
What I Feel For You reviews
Just because someone isn't there doesn't mean your feelings for them have gone anywhere.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 118 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/12/2006
More Than I Can Handle reviews
Being without him is more than I can handle. One of my better ones.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/10/2006
All That Night
Takes place the day before & the day that I got news I hoped would never be.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 193 - Published: 1/10/2006
Things I Try to Do
This is a song that's meant the way it sounds.
Poetry: Song - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 171 - Published: 1/10/2006
Shrouded in This Sorrow
About dark thoughts & how they can take their toll.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Published: 1/10/2006
Something Like This
About how it takes something so serious to make most people realize how much someone means to them, that was never me with this someone.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 133 - Published: 1/10/2006
It Hurts Most to Know
It hurts most to know that night cost us all someone we all loved.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 195 - Published: 1/10/2006
Never to Be Whole Again
Title says it all.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 113 - Published: 1/10/2006
It Seems It's Our Turn
He felt so alone & now it seems it's our turn for those of us who knew him.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 124 - Published: 1/10/2006
Living in the Past
Maybe I am living in the past, but it's where I want to be because in the past he was still here.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 182 - Published: 1/10/2006
You Still Live On
Title says it all.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Published: 1/10/2006
Even Though
Even though things are how they are, I still expect them to be different. One of my better ones.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 150 - Published: 1/10/2006
Our Only Wish
Basically a Christmas wish. For someone to be back when they never could be.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 198 - Published: 1/10/2006
Your Last Call
Very deep. Loosely based on actual events.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 198 - Published: 1/10/2006
I Still Hear You
When you can still hear & feel someone who's not there.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Supernatural/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 172 - Published: 1/10/2006
There's No Hope
Title says it all. It's about having lost hope once you lose someone you love.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 183 - Published: 1/10/2006
So Afraid Now
About being afraid to find out the truth is what it is.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 162 - Published: 1/9/2006
It's Only You
I wrote this when a certain someone was the only person I wanted to hear or see. In some ways he still is.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 174 - Published: 1/7/2006
On My Knees reviews
Begging for what is to not be.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/7/2006
If You Really Did reviews
This is a little more personal than I'd like to admit. It's basically about being unable to come to terms with a loss.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 179 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1/5/2006
A Toast to Your Memory reviews
Title says it all.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 186 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/5/2006
Into the Night reviews
Stepping out into the night so I don't have to hide how I really feel.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/5/2006
No One Had Told Me Yet
Written from the standpoint of the day before I found out I'd lost a certain someone.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Published: 1/5/2006
Did You Know reviews
I wrote this while wondering if a certain someone had known for that entire day that he would end it like he did.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 216 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/5/2006
Life's Not the Same Now
Title says it all.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 169 - Published: 1/5/2006
If I'd Had it My Way
If I'd had it my way he'd have never died.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 213 - Published: 1/5/2006
Make Believe
Make believing someone's still there. One of my better ones.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Published: 1/5/2006
Remember the Good Times
It's what I've been told since mid-October '05 & this is my response to it. Nothing foul, just factual.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 221 - Published: 1/5/2006
In So Many Ways reviews
My way of telling a certain someone that in so many ways he never left. Not even in death.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/5/2006
Too Far Gone For Salvation
Similar to my song "But It Was You". But with a little more detail into what was going on with him just before.
Poetry: Song - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 188 - Published: 1/5/2006
Old Scars reviews
Very dark. Written on a night I just couldn't take thinking about a certain someone being gone anymore. And wanted it to end.
Poetry: Song - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 220 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/5/2006
It Was Twilight
Not to be confused with my song "Twilight". It's just a little more detail into just before finding out about a certain someone.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 192 - Published: 1/5/2006
Is It Me
I wrote this as I began to wonder if I was the only one who felt the heavens were falling & the sun & stars had faded from the sky.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 236 - Published: 1/5/2006
You'd Lost Hope
About how you can tell a person it'll get better only so many times before they lose hope. One of my better ones.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 173 - Published: 1/5/2006
Shattered Still
Written a few months after a certain night & feeling like no time has passed at all.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 201 - Published: 1/5/2006
Not Losing Me Now
I wrote this while a friend's ex-wife was trying to get his friends to abandon him. This song proves it didn't work like she'd hoped.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 288 - Published: 1/5/2006
Relief or Regret
I wrote this while wondering if it was relief or regret that poured from a certain someone on a certain night.
Poetry: Song - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 178 - Published: 1/4/2006
No One Even Knowing
This song's a bit darker than those I normally do. But it's also very true about a certain night.
Poetry: Song - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Published: 1/4/2006
Don't Tell Me
About not wanting him to tell me that I really lost him that night. To tell me that he didn't really die that night.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 182 - Published: 1/4/2006
Can't Stand the Thought
About how I can't bring myself to say what the truth is because I can't stand the thought of how he was taken.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 259 - Published: 1/4/2006
I'm Not So Sure
Everyone says I'll be fine but I'm not so sure this time.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 223 - Published: 1/4/2006
Plain For Anyone to See
My pain is still plain for anyone to see.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 214 - Published: 1/4/2006
By All But Me
Considered a memory by all but me.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 228 - Published: 1/4/2006
You Don't Get To
An angry, bitter, chick rock song meant in the manner of "You Oughta Know".
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 364 - Published: 12/31/2005
Invisible Chains
I wrote this when I really thought about how I felt for an ex. That though I may not be with him anymore, I still wish him the best.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 277 - Published: 12/28/2005
The Last Time reviews
Another end of a relationship song. A little bitter, but decent. And something I think too many people can relate to.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 231 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/28/2005
Never Again reviews
I will never be his again. Never like I was then.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 170 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/28/2005
Wasn't the Only One
Another song about another cheating guy after the end of the relationship.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 267 - Published: 12/28/2005
King of Diamonds
About an ex-magician who always likened himself to a diamond. It's actually supposed to be an upbeat song.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 203 - Published: 12/28/2005
You Say You're Over Him reviews
You say you're over him. But are you really?
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 242 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/28/2005
Am I Still Dreaming
I wrote this while wonderiif what I was living was a dream.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Published: 12/28/2005
Always the Same
Passive agressive romance. Years of back & forth of I love you today but will hate you tomorrow & vice cersa.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 295 - Published: 12/28/2005
Like a Film on Rewind reviews
Watching memories play like a film on rewind.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 174 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/28/2005
Were You Just a Dream
I began to wonder this day when I wrote this since I seem to be the only one who remembers him like I do.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 157 - Published: 12/28/2005
Anywhere I Am
My way of saying anywhere I am someone else is because he's still a part of me.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 189 - Published: 12/28/2005
Your Memory
Trying to prove to someone who's gone on that their memory will never die.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Published: 12/28/2005
Dark Pain reviews
Title says it all I suppose. Only it reflects both what a certain someone felt as well as what I felt the day I wrote this.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 167 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/28/2005
The Unimaginable
Title says it all I suppose. Being made to live out what you thought was unimaginable.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 137 - Published: 12/28/2005
Watched But Never Saw
About how you can see someone every day for years & still not know how deep their pain went until it's too late.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 246 - Published: 12/28/2005
Overcame Your Fear reviews
Not quite what the title suggests. He overcame his fear of leaving this world.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/28/2005
How You'll Be Missed reviews
This is one of my better ones & it's what I wish a certain someone who has gone on could hear.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 198 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/27/2005
Can Someday Be Today reviews
I wrote this when it seemed everyone was telling me to cheer up because I'd be with a certain someone again someday. This is basically my respnose.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/27/2005
Tonight I'm Letting Go reviews
One of my favorite types of songs to do. Told in duel perspective. Most if it is what I imagine a certain someone would've said that night.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 286 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/27/2005
Taking Hold of Me
About a person's memory taking hold of you.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 234 - Published: 12/27/2005
You Were Always You
Something I wish a certain someone could hear. To me he was always him. Never the guy who made that one mistake that one night more than twenty years ago.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 324 - Published: 12/27/2005
Why Was It You reviews
I wrote this while missing a certain someone so much that I wished he hadn't been the only one to go that cold October night.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/27/2005
But Feel No Pain
When you're so numb from emotional pain & shock you don't feel anything else.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 198 - Published: 12/27/2005
What She Sees
When only you can see things a certain way & everyone around you thinks your crazy for it. One of my few upbeat songs.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 328 - Published: 12/27/2005
It's Up to You
Sometimes only you can save yourself. This song is about when it was my turn. Once again with the sex, drugs & rock 'n' roll of my teen years.
Poetry: Song - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 364 - Published: 12/27/2005
Reminds Me of You
For when you're desperate for your ex to help you get over them.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 265 - Published: 12/27/2005
He's Not the One
What everyone needs to tell themselves when the one they want to be the one isn't.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 393 - Published: 12/27/2005
A Way to Heal
Written from the standpoint of tellingyourself about all of the things you've done in your past that you need to find a way to heal from.
Poetry: Song - Rated: M - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 357 - Published: 12/27/2005
Is It You reviews
When you feel a breeze & wonder if it might not be a friend.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 231 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/26/2005
All Because of That Night reviews
There was a night a friend of mine made a mistake. And there were those who saw to it that it followed him to his early grave. And all it was was that the wrong people heard something he said.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 165 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/26/2005
Twilight reviews
I guess it's about how it wasn't really day or night when I heard, it was twilight.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 183 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/26/2005
The Words I've Since Read reviews
Basically about how the effects of a mistake can still be following you even after so many years.
Poetry: Song - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 163 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/24/2005
How Is It No One Knew reviews
About wondering how no one knew someone was going to do what they did before they did it.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 256 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/24/2005
What I Pray to Forget reviews
I suppose the title says it all. We all have something we want to forget.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 246 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/24/2005
This Impossible Wish reviews
This song is more personal than I'd like to admit. It's 1 of my better ones & if you've read my "But It Was You" then you know who this is for.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 328 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/24/2005
It's You I Want reviews
A song about romance deemed wrong because of an age difference.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 318 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/24/2005
2nd Side to You reviews
Rated for sex, drugs & rock 'n' roll. Written for a local rocker I knew a little too well.
Poetry: Song - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 281 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/24/2005
Forget Again
This song was inspired by 1 glimpse at an old school yearbook of mine.
Poetry: School - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 255 - Published: 12/24/2005
For More Than Just Me
When you want something for Christmas that you want for more than just you, that still can't come to be because it involves having someone back.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 190 - Published: 12/23/2005
Now That It's You
When nothing much matters because someone you never thought would ever leave or die has.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Published: 12/23/2005
I Lose Myself reviews
When you just want to lose yourself in a dream you once lived.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 157 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/23/2005
Closer to Tears
When all you want for Christmas is what you could never get. Even if you're not the only one who wants it. Or him in this case.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 176 - Published: 12/23/2005
In That Dream
A dream I had completely inspired this song. And there is sort of a surprise ending.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 301 - Published: 12/23/2005
That Cold Night reviews
For anyone who's read my "But It Was You", this is a little more detail into that night for the same person.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 235 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/15/2005
I'm Over It
Title says it all, about being over a relationship. It's a Happy one, I swear. One of my few, at least by comparison.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 156 - Published: 12/15/2005
All We Can Talk About
When all you can talk about is something you never want to talk about. It'll make sense if you read it.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Published: 12/13/2005
The Same Lie
A song about being in denial when it comes to a friend's death.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 222 - Published: 12/13/2005
Weren't Worth It
About finally realizing the someone you would have done anything for wasn't worth it & finally moving on.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 290 - Published: 12/5/2005
Her Secret World reviews
She locks herself away/ She shuts out every world but her own/ She tries to remember a time she didn't feel so alone
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 201 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/5/2005
His Girl No More
For anyone who likes "I Will Survive".
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 293 - Published: 12/5/2005
When I Need You
To know you'll never be back again/ Makes it hard to even stand/ But as I do/ I'm only thinking of you
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 253 - Published: 12/5/2005
Not Going Away reviews
When you lose the fight to deny your attraction to someone. Could be applied to just about any kind of romance, straight, gay, etc.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 281 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/5/2005
Our Great Nights
Such a pretty magician/ But just like in your profession/ What we had was no more than an illusion
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 195 - Published: 12/5/2005
When Night Falls
When night falls/ Don't think of it falling on you/ Think of yourself as the light that leads the way/ Because that's what you've been for me.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 268 - Published: 12/5/2005
Chosen
About having chosen who you want to be with & the chosen not believing they're who you chose.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 292 - Published: 12/5/2005
Answers
When your left with questions after a break-up.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 328 - Published: 12/5/2005
I'll See You Through
I'll be the one to stay true & give you love/ Even when you feel this devotion is undeserved
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 268 - Published: 12/4/2005
Some Kind of Forever
There's so much I want you to know/ But now it'll go left unsaid because you're not here for me to say it to
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 187 - Published: 12/3/2005
Beneath the Surface
Written for an actor who died before his time. They thought he had it all/ Glitz glitter & fame/ They thought he was living the dream
Poetry: Fantasy - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 280 - Published: 12/3/2005
Closer
You looked like an angel before/ And now I guess you're a lot closer than you once were
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 213 - Published: 12/3/2005
What I Lost
It;s nights like this I miss you most/ When I see your face/ Hear your voice/ And there's nothing there but open air
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 363 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/3/2005
When He Turned to Me
I went to a restaurant that night/ I thought for sure it was you standing by the door/ I was nearly certain when he turned to me
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 197 - Published: 12/3/2005
Right For Us
Rated just to be on the safe side. No foul language, just implied content.
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 231 - Published: 12/2/2005
7:32 PM reviews
For anyone who can remember the exact minute of when they heard someone they knew was gone.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 281 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/2/2005
What It Was reviews
It's a break-up song, but not a bitter one. "We never said goodbye/ & I want you to know in some ways I never will."
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 230 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/2/2005
Must Be Winter reviews
For just about anyone who's ever lost a loved one just before or during the winter holidays.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 287 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/29/2005
Fall From Denial reviews
Rated just to be on the safe side. Ever liked a bi guy who pretended to be straight? And found out the truth for yourself? Me too.
Poetry: Song - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 438 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/29/2005
But It Was You reviews
Rated only because of disturbing images & subject matter. I was denied, but a frind of mine was not, on the night of his suicide.
Poetry: Song - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 321 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11/28/2005
6th of October reviews
I wrote this about finding out a year later that a guy had married a woman he'd cheated on me with. It actually has humor, not anger.
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 432 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/28/2005
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