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Joined 12-06-05, id: 504308, Profile Updated: 02-01-13
Author has written 46 stories for General, Friendship, Love, Romance, Young Adult, Life, Song, Family, and War.

Hello, my name is Nichole and this is my profile (obviously) soooo...since I have no idea what to write here, just go ahead and read my writing. It will tell you more about me than a silly biography ever would. Thank you and enjoy.


Poems will come as I write them...Randomely


Words for thought:

'When life gives you lemons, squirt the mean people in the eyes!'

-random internet post-

'If you think you are too small to be effective, you have never been bitten by a mosquito'

-Betty Reese-

'I'm so clever that sometimes I don't understand a single word I'm saying.'

-Oscar Wilde-

'Time heals what hand-guns cannot'

-Brett Schmidt-

'You can die at any time, but living takes true courage.'

-Ruroni Kenshin-

"Everyone has to fight with time to find their place before their inevitable death.'

-Genkai-


Note to readers:

Warning: Most if not all of my poetry is depressing and angsty...Along with most, if not all of my stories. If you don't like it, don't read it. So I don't want to hear flames about how depressing, angsty or trajic it is...Thank you.

All of my writing is made from, or inspired by my personal experience...If you don't like that please go away. Thx and Ja ne!

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The First Time by L. Sherman reviews
A reminiscence...
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,337 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 3 - Published: 2/23/2011 - Complete
you always loved the wind in your hair by young and the reckless reviews
too bad no one told you it's chilly in germany.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 108 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 7/12/2009 - Published: 4/1/2009 - Complete
Hell by L. Sherman reviews
My own little personal slice... Not really a poem, but I had to get some thoughts in order.
Poetry: War - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 279 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/6/2009 - Complete
Play Me Picasso by Jeroth M. Denny reviews
What if music could paint a picture in your mind. Piano, Piano, play me picasso...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 43 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/1/2009 - Complete
Manhattan by Julian Toepfer reviews
We try to say with confidence that we're picking up oblivion.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Fantasy/Supernatural - Chapters: 1 - Words: 210 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/25/2009 - Complete
I Used to be Innocent by trash cans unite reviews
but I can barely remember that anymore
Poetry: War - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 421 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/28/2009 - Complete
World in Symphony by robott reviews
Babblins and Scribblins come together in a muck of words that are deeper than they are.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/9/2008 - Complete
Marcus by Wylloa reviews
They say it was the choking game.
Fiction: Biography - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 404 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/7/2008 - Complete
Vacant Entity by Julian Toepfer reviews
There is a hole where my heart should be. I am incapable of feeling anything anymore.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 140 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 11/13/2008 - Complete
Revulsion by Julian Toepfer reviews
At some point, revenge becomes that much more appealing.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 263 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/18/2008 - Complete
Addict by Moonshine87 reviews
RECORDED! POV of a man who relates his love for this amazing girl to an addiction: highly descriptive and deep. With a sudden rush of adrenaline, you fall into oblivion. So swallow it down and get your fix, because nothing makes you high like this...
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 262 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/18/2008 - Complete
Ms F'ked Me Up by Julian Toepfer reviews
This is what her name should be...
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Suspense - Chapters: 1 - Words: 276 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 9/12/2007 - Complete
Wings by Wylloa reviews
above and below but always advancing...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/18/2007 - Complete
Mirror Complex by L. Sherman reviews
Because no one can see into your soul as well as your own eyes.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 309 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/7/2007 - Complete
You'll be suprised by Wylloa reviews
something i wrote for someone.. i think..
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 128 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/11/2006
Twisted Emptyness by Wylloa reviews
don’t fall, dont leave, cant stay, cant breathe...traped in the nothing I've become.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 287 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/25/2006
see what did i tell you by Mairi Cross reviews
A reply to something someone I once loved said to me.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 231 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/18/2006
I Still Remember You by thinkTwice Nfall reviews
Many suicide victims often don't realize that what they do doesn't only hurt themselves, but their loved ones also.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 579 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 3 - Published: 1/19/2006
Painting a BloodRed Sky by L. Sherman reviews
Sometimes the best results of painting come from using unconventional means. How else do you capture the harrowing depth of the ocean? Or the magnificence of the blood-red sky?
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 223 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/24/2005
Never Only One by L. Sherman reviews
No matter what you do, the effects will always affect more people than just yourself. Nothing never hurts only one person. Everything always hurts us all.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 548 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 3 - Published: 8/26/2005
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Death or Bust reviews
Up writing late at night can surly pull some surprising poems from your mind. :) Please read and review!
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 68 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/9/2013 - Complete
The Huntress
The huntress, reality. Please R&R :) thank you.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Published: 2/1/2013
Apparition reviews
Like an apparition in the night, you steal me into darkness, Bidding me into never after. please R&R :)
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 114 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/1/2013 - Complete
Playing Pretend reviews
We are only passing through this life, pretending that our love will last forever, even though we know that it won't. Please Read and Review.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 6/15/2011 - Complete
Hell of a Hero reviews
Heaven, must Have needed a hell of a Hero. Plz read and review.
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 264 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/14/2011 - Complete
Reality reviews
When all of my beauty is gone, and I don't have masks anymore, You'll be surprised at what you find. The reality of the hideous me....
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/1/2009 - Complete
Imperfect Prince Charming reviews
I've found my prince in the most unlikely of places....Problem is....He's DEFINITELY NOT perfection. :
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 246 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/6/2009 - Complete
Clueless Blue Skies reviews
This is just a poem I wrote while I was thinking about human nature and our innate sense to taint and destroy ourselves......enjoy? Please R&R
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 318 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/12/2009 - Complete
The hardest Lesson
even though you ripped my heart, bleeding and beating from my chest...I guess I should thank you...In your untimely passing I have learned lessons that I never would have...had you stayed...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 1 - Words: 505 - Published: 1/22/2009 - Complete
Unvirgin heart reviews
Been ravaged and beaten...Frozen and thawed...But you love my heart...My dirty, filthy, unvirgin heart...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 184 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/14/2008 - Complete
To Forget
To forget: To overlook disreguard...Just forget it. But it's not that easy to forget...The dictionary makes it sound so easy...
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 206 - Published: 1/14/2008 - Complete
Mistress reviews
I have a date with my mistress, She'll be the death of me. My mistress is my razor, She will set me free.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/4/2007 - Complete
Twisted Lullaby reviews
Daddy is supposed protect you, love you...Sing you a lullaby so that you can forget about your nightmares and go to sleep...But to some daddy IS their nightmare...Their daddy sings a twisted lullaby...
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 224 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/29/2007 - Complete
You Chose Me reviews
Laying here with you it's hard to belive...That you chose me...And two and a half years later...You're still here....
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 389 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/16/2007 - Complete
Soldure reviews
My soldure marches into battle..Just for a child he doesn't know...He didn't have to leave...He didn't have to go.
Poetry: War - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 285 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 9/16/2007 - Complete
Free reviews
I have so many questions as to why you left..But in the end I know the answere...You left for the same reason I wanted to...To be free
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 257 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/28/2007 - Complete
On My Own reviews
I can't let them see me cry..I am the strong one...So I will bleed for you..But only in the silence that surrounds me...And I will greive for you...But only on my own...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 428 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 8/27/2007
Broken Hero reviews
It's a grave, only a place for your body to rest throughout it's eternal slumber....I used to be the hero, but on October 2,2006, the hero broke...A true story: he committed suicide, and this is about my first visit to his grave alone.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,194 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/26/2007 - Complete
As The Ivories Run Red reviews
Jasmine always thought Julliard would be an easy goal...But when she doesn't get in she turns to her sister for help, and is sucked into a world she never knew existed.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 3 - Words: 4,598 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Updated: 7/10/2007 - Published: 7/5/2006
Final Goodbye
I never got to say goodbye to you...And now that I have the chance I can't say anything...So I leave this note on your grave to say it for me...This is my final goodbye
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 285 - Published: 7/10/2007 - Complete
Fade
I'm slowly fading away into the dusk....Beacause the sun will not accept me....
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 181 - Published: 7/10/2007 - Complete
In the mirror reviews
That woman in the mirror...She can't be me
Poetry: Song - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 287 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/19/2007 - Complete
Even I cry reviews
Yes I am human..No, I'm not always a pillar of strenth..I cried at his grave..But if you see me crying just leave. I'm the one who's always helped you...You don't need to see me like this......rhyming poem Dedicated to all of my friends
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 347 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 6/7/2007 - Complete
Too Blind reviews
You are too blind to see me now...I'm invisable...It won't be any different when I'm gone...Except then you won't be blind...I just won't be there.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 272 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/11/2007 - Complete
Frozen Rain reviews
The November wind freezes my tears as I stare at your grave. They drop to the ground...They freeze on my cheeks...Can't you see how you hurt me. You chose this...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 180 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/7/2007 - Complete
I wish we still had love reviews
I wish our family still had the love we had...Before you left...Before you died...
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 335 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/30/2007 - Complete
Living reviews
I suppose you saved me from myself...Now I'm two years gone from what I once was..Thanks to you.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 381 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/14/2007 - Complete
Boy that I Knew reviews
The boy that I knew would have never done this...But you weren't a boy any more...You were a man I would never come to know...Because of your sadness...And a twenty two gauge rifle...
Poetry: Family - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 576 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/2/2007 - Complete
Might reviews
You've left me by your own hand...But even though you have...I was hoping you might not be gone...I was hoping..That you hadn't really pulled the trigger...Maybe...You might not...? Maybe..It was just a nightmare..? Please...Let that be...
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 165 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/19/2006 - Complete
Left Behind reviews
A little rant I wrote. People say that no one cares...But I know for a fact that they do. The ones left behind hurt more than the dead...I know...I've been on both sides.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 751 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/19/2006 - Complete
The one to leave reviews
I thought I would be the one to take my life...But now I have come out of my depression and it is you who fell in...And now your gone...dedicated to Micheal Loyble
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 243 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/4/2006 - Complete
Dead As Your World reviews
We were so close...You where like the brother I never had...You left...I healed...Now you left again...For the last time...By your own hand.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 222 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/9/2006
Just Existing reviews
I wanted to die...I wanted to live...I didn't really care which one...I guess I just wanted to do more than just exist.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 269 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/7/2006
That's why they call it friendS reviews
I've held your burden for 10 lonely years...But you have always refused to even hear my problems. You say that's why they call it friendS...Oh yeah that's what they call it, isn't it?...Huh...Idiots.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 576 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/7/2006
Haunting Smile reviews
Your smile said that you accepted me...You said you would be a friend...Remember? It was four years ago when you became one of them...When you hurt me...And that smile still haunts me...For my stupidity in thinking you where different...
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 307 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/5/2006
Bittersweet Solace reviews
Sometimes one will make any trade...Or pay any price for solace...But every bit of that solace is bittersweet...
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/27/2006
My Fall From Grace reviews
I am sure to fall...From the grace that I once had...The grace I once loved...I once wanted...The grace that I do not deserve.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/2/2006
Through My Eyes
Being a demon in a human in a human world isn't easy...When you have the problems of both races...Tea knows that all too well...Through her own eyes.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,053 - Published: 2/12/2006
I Remember reviews
Nomatter how well you hide it...Or how much you think I don't understand...I do...I can see the look in your eyes...The same look that I once gave...
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 197 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/25/2006
A battle with my heart reviews
You have found your way into my life...When I never thought it was possable...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 195 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/24/2006
Written Thoughts reviews
Everyone thinks that my writing is just scribbling..But to me it is so much more.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 94 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/18/2006
Teardrops reviews
You hurt her, and she came back, but now you're hurting her again. Can't you see what it's doing to her? It might take her life!
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 132 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/11/2006
Evils reviews
I'm tired of living with your lies! I don't want to hear them anymore! Let the tears of scorn flow freely!
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 71 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1/10/2006
Someone New reviews
Your turning your back on your friends for a love that is wilting before your eyes. What does that say to us?
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/10/2006
One Day reviews
One day when they push to far the quiet one in the corner might just turn out to be more than they bargained for.
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 130 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1/9/2006
Release reviews
Sometimes we think that no one cares, but there are people just waiting to love you, if you let them.
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 163 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1/4/2006
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