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Joined 12-11-05, id: 504932, Profile Updated: 11-16-12
Author has written 19 stories for General, Romance, General, and Kids.

“Planning to write is not writing. Outlining, researching, talking to people about what you're doing, none of that is writing. Writing is writing.”

E.L Doctorow

I write to keep myself sane. I think that if all the ideas and stories running in my head aren't written down and given their own universe to live in I would lose my mind.

My grammar needs work and I'm working really hard at making it better. I have wonderful betas and friends who help me out. If you'd like to beta a story just email me. I prefer if you could do it quickly say less than a week? Really all I ask is for good grammar and that when I send you a chp you email me back saying I'll have by when ever, preferably not more than a week.

Also I have my msn on here and I only have it available here and on thestreetnetwork. If you add me let me know where you are from.

Author Notes

11/16/12

http://www.goodreads.com/friend/i?i=LTM2MDEzNjYwOTU6Mzcw

11/10/12

So... I forgot my password! Then the captch was out to get me, then I gave up. I was busy, upset at how difficult it is to log in/post/edit anything on this. However, I'm kind of back. I plan on fixing chp 5 of BF and updating at least 3 chps of it today. I have a favor to ask, Gerald's Dad is Alfred, if I have another name anywhere point it out so I can fix it!!

You can follow me on Twitter aleinadB83 and check out http://db-fiction.blogspot.com

4/30/09

Hehe... it's been awhile... Ummm life? If you want more info though not much more do check my lj. Now I'm going to try and finish the next chp of Best friends today but I have a few questions

So few questions:

Anyone here read any of my fanfics?

if you have read them what would you like continued?

If you'd like me to write a fic, what pairing would you like or about what would you like it?

Please PM to answer.

Have you read any of my fanfics? or any of my originals? If you have of the unfinished stuff what would you like to see updated?

2/09/08

Still Alive. Just been busy with Reflections, once that is done I'll try and concentrate on something here.

1/01/08

Happy New Years!! Hope you all had great holidays. I know it seems as though I haven't been updating but I have. Profe is being reposted and Best Friends is being Edited, I'm just checking punctuation and stuff like that.

I don't know if you guys are interested but here is a picture of the watchMike gives Gerald for his birthday.

12/13/07

Profe has been erased.

12/10/07

I should get my computer back this week. Let's cross our fingers. Now there is something you readers might not be too happy about, Profe will be brought down. It needs to be re written. I can't continue to write it while knowing it sucks so much. I'll try to re write a chp each week.

11/25/07

I know it's been a while since my last update and that I'm totally of my schedule, but I've been rather busy lately and I unfortunately have to let you know it might be awhile until the next update. You can check my lj for more info, I update there more often than I do here. I am working on Best Friends and if I finish the chp before I take my laptop to get fixed you will get an update on that.

9/19/07

I've given myself a posting/writing schedule. Original fics will be update on Wednesdays.

8/23/07

I had wrist surgery on the 15, I've been in a lo of pain and I spend 5 days in a very heavy dressing. Yesterday I had that removed and now I'm wearing a much smaller and lighter fiberglass cast and I can actually kind of type with both hands, just my shoulder gets really tired really soon. Any way I haven't been writting but I'll try and do that now and hopefully update sometime soon. Also I tend to update my journal more often than I do this so check ther for any updates.

7/16/07

Still looking for a beta, please contact me if you are interested.

6/29/07

I've had this idea for awhile and I'm wondering if others think it would work. Should I make a topic for this?

I dont' know if you've noticed but the C2 "yaoi for all" has so many stories that weeding out the bad ones is almost impossible and almost the same as searching the old way.

I was thinking about doing a top 5 forum.

Now let me try and organize my thoughts so this makes sense. I thought stories could be nominated. Readers/writers could nominate what they believe to be the best storie they read on say the month of June (the story would have to be updated at least once on the month its nominated for or finished on that month) from the stories nominated we would then select the TOP 5.

Selecting the top 5 could be done by voting or just by which story received the most replies.

For example I make a post for "The smallest Elephant" and I get 14 responds saying "OMG I love that story too" the replies could be counted as votes.

I just think it would make finding a good story easier and maybe a bit fun since you get a chance to discuss a story you enjoyed with someone other than the writer. COuld also help the writer get a bit of feedback.

Please let me know what you think.

6/21/07

Important Noticeplease read if following my stories

6/14/07

I've hurt my wrist somehow and typing hurts. Best Friends should have been updated tomorrow, the chp is finished, but reading it over I hate it, so I'd say another week?. I have restart the chp. Profe is also on it's way very very slowly. I've been working on an MCR fic, if you like to check it out just visit my livejournal it's linked as my homepage.

5/10/07

I'm on a forced Hiatus, my laptop is being a bitch and won't turn on. I have to take it to get fixed and hope I haven't lost anything. I had lot of stories that aren't posted written as well as the part of the next chps for Profe and Bestfriends. No clue when I'll have time to run by were I bought it so it can be fixed. Check my livejournal for updates on this.

4/16/07

The story called "Pestilence of lose" is a collection of shorts/extras from all my other stories. When ever I have a scene, a poem a what ever that would go with another story they will be posted there. There are 3 "poems/songs" there now: "Pestilence of loss" by Derek from "Puddle of Memories", There is a poem about Kate from "Puddle of Memories" and "Soul" song written by someone from "Best Friends Means you Pull the Trigger." Check them out if you get a chance.

3/9/07

I'm only waiting on my betas. Chp 9 for best friends will be up as soon as I get it back. 'Profe' is coming along better that I'd hope, lets cross fingers it continues like this. I'm working on chp 35.

2/24/07

All stories except 'Profe' on hiatus, a bit more info on livejournal

2/1/07

"Freaks to you" has been deleted. I'm editing/re-writting it. When I have about 4 chps I am happy with I will re post. If you are interested in Beta reading this story for me please email me. It would really help if you have MSN messenger or the Yahoo mesanger that works with MSN, but it isn't a requierement. I will ask you to beta read one chp and have someone I trust read it over if they agree you have the "job", perks of the Job? I won't update more than one chp a week and you will always read them first and prob be ahead by a week.

Links

Sad Eyes by Bruce Springsteen. This is the song Sean plays for Gerald in Best Friends in chps 11 and 18.

Writing/Posting Schedule

Marsha and Andrea's Character Sheet finally posted. I will work on the others.

I'm working on a MCR Fanfic if you'd like to read it you can check it out here. I'd really love some input on it.

Hiding From Love

More Fan Art from Oki3xDoki3

Gerald and Michael

Yay more fan art!! Thanks to Oki3xDoki3

Gerald

I am very happy. I got my first fan art and I think it's wonderful. Thank you very much magalina.

Gerald by the Sea

I'm working on character sheets for all my characters in 'Profe' here is the link for the first 2 Uriel and Luciano

Character Sheet

quiz thing for 'Profe'

Are you an Uri or a Lucy?

Drawing for Danny Phantom and Sponge Bob, by my Son XD

Drawings

quiz thingy for "Freaks to you"

http://quizilla.com/users/diebyownhands/quizzes/what20Freak20are20you20more20like/

Part one of 'Profe' has been broken down.

http://diebyownhands.livejournal.com/18908.html

Picture of who I picture as Josh from "Puddle of memories"

http://diebyownhands.livejournal.com/21571.html

the homepage link is to my livejournal. I tend to rant about my life their but once in awhile I'll post previes of chps and also will rant about the stories.


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My Toaster Thinks I'm Crazy by Drazuki reviews
mxm, slash Ben is a triplet who must take care of his psychologically challenged brothers, from love lives, to auditions, to tetris addictions, while also coping with his own disorder: inanimate objects talk to him.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Humor/Drama - Chapters: 23 - Words: 82,701 - Reviews: 1811 - Favs: 1,484 - Follows: 1,390 - Updated: 3/23/2011 - Published: 10/6/2006
Nephilim Graffiti by fragmented blue reviews
Oliver and Patrick couldn't be more different. Oliver's a popular jock, and Patrick's an outcast loner. But what they share is a past relationship, and Oliver's fascination with Patrick's unusual art. Graffiti's never been this sexy. slash, oneshot
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,751 - Reviews: 76 - Favs: 303 - Follows: 16 - Published: 8/2/2008 - Complete
Lucifer and Diablo by poppendol reviews
Life can be so boring when everything is perfect. So what is a bit of blackmail between friends to liven things up. Clearly it's asking for a lot of unforeseen consequences. Scenes of a sexual nature, both Slash & het.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 24 - Words: 85,226 - Reviews: 132 - Favs: 76 - Follows: 23 - Updated: 8/12/2007 - Published: 6/18/2006 - Complete
Saturday Morning Cartoons by Dr. Pepper 14 reviews
[Slash] We're just two horny teenaged boys. We don't know what the hell we're doing. But that's okay, it's more fun this way.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Humor - Chapters: 11 - Words: 63,590 - Reviews: 614 - Favs: 563 - Follows: 380 - Updated: 7/12/2007 - Published: 10/14/2005
The Smallest Elephant by NewAgeRembrandt reviews
Keegan's a real kook, at least he thinks so, and his world gets turned upside down when he meets a certain greenhaired someone and gets assigned what should've been an everyday English assignment... slashityslash COMPLETE
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 25 - Words: 54,214 - Reviews: 373 - Favs: 272 - Follows: 64 - Updated: 6/13/2007 - Published: 6/12/2006 - Complete
A Different Kind of Pain by virginangelic reviews
A destiny of pain. Would things ever go Alex's way? Warning: MM, rape, vulgarities. Don't like, don't read. :: Discontinued ::
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 14 - Words: 29,407 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 4/6/2007 - Published: 2/1/2006
Pathetic by chibicherrychan reviews
MM It would have been the easy and perhaps the common thing to do to simply walk away and never think of the shattered boy again, but I could not. COMPLETE
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 14 - Words: 42,379 - Reviews: 103 - Favs: 47 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 9/22/2006 - Published: 9/22/2005 - Complete
Mascara by American Schokolade reviews
slash The end of my three year relationship changes my life more than I ever thought it would, and I am hardly pleased when I find myself the plaything of two bickering gay guys, especially when one of the guys' sexy friend agrees to pick on me. Complete
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Humor - Chapters: 23 - Words: 102,418 - Reviews: 511 - Favs: 705 - Follows: 64 - Updated: 6/1/2006 - Published: 12/28/2005 - Complete
Will by princess max reviews
Will is 16, almost 17, years old. Queer. Smart. In foster care. Unfashionably nerd-ish. He's just lost his virginity to a complete loser. Welcome to his life.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 22 - Words: 59,623 - Reviews: 195 - Favs: 54 - Follows: 19 - Updated: 2/23/2006 - Published: 12/21/2005
Love and Secrets by Sam Cdn reviews
COMPLETE! This starts out as a romance between two boys at a boarding school (yes, BOYS! that means slash) in Ontario, Canada. Their love progresses gradually and eventually turns into a tender and beautiful affair. But nothing lasts forever ...
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 43 - Words: 133,420 - Reviews: 499 - Favs: 167 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 7/26/2005 - Published: 3/19/2004
Detention: A New Kind of Love Story by still-in-the-closet88 reviews
M/M SLASH! Brandon is your average kid, He gets picked on by the school bully chris green and gets in trouble. They into detention...but come out lovers!
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 17 - Words: 79,034 - Reviews: 69 - Favs: 102 - Follows: 14 - Updated: 3/18/2005 - Published: 3/11/2005
My lover, Victor by princess max reviews
The last thing Mike expected was for an odd-looking teenager to come into his life and turn everything he knew upside down. m/m
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 2 - Words: 60,789 - Reviews: 59 - Favs: 52 - Follows: 9 - Published: 2/10/2005
Rubbing Skin Raw by Dead Caffeine Junkie reviews
A highschool boy plays with things that he has no knowledge of. (M/M) (Now has a sequel, Razor Bones Shredding)
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 10 - Words: 15,031 - Reviews: 107 - Favs: 50 - Follows: 6 - Updated: 12/20/2002 - Published: 10/30/2002
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Best Friends means you Pull the Trigger reviews
With everything set against him, will Gerald be able to find happiness? He maybe Michael's best friend but is Michael's his? m/m, slash.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 12 - Words: 30,370 - Reviews: 197 - Favs: 72 - Follows: 93 - Updated: 1/13 - Published: 1/5/2007
Guilty Entries reviews
Joseph didn't believe in love, then he met Stan. He didn't think that a mistake would cost him so much. Slash
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 12 - Words: 4,695 - Reviews: 24 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 5/6/2012 - Published: 2/11/2007
Letters never sent, Letters never read reviews
Stan has so much he wants to tell Joseph. He thought he had all the time in the world to do it, time is always too short. slash
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 11 - Words: 3,607 - Reviews: 27 - Favs: 3 - Updated: 5/6/2012 - Published: 2/5/2007
And the Kick is so Divine reviews
Profe Universe side story. Carlos had to leave his old school, and now in a more accepting school he finds himself for the first time hiding in a closet. M/M
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,793 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/25/2009
Profe reviews
Uriel a genius,when it comes to books,with life? Not so much. He has one dream and it doesn't include Luciano. Troubled, Luciano who he can't get out of his head, who won't stop flirting and who is his student. Yeah, Uriel's wife will surely love this. mm
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 11 - Words: 21,883 - Reviews: 30 - Favs: 8 - Follows: 9 - Updated: 7/26/2008 - Published: 12/13/2007
Animals reviews
[side story to Profe, slash, one shot] Phillip wasn't always a bastard.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,571 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 3 - Published: 9/19/2007 - Complete
Black Choir reviews
Alan, EL, Surf, Zin and T are The Black Choir platinum selling rock band. Playing sold out shows every night, you'd think they were living a dream. Love, jealousy and panic attacks turn it into a nightmare SLASH
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 14,111 - Reviews: 13 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 7/29/2007 - Published: 5/16/2007
Following Love reviews
Lu followed Edgar from California to Florida just to find out Edgar wasn't comming out of the closet. Alone and away from home, he fears he is just the gay Boy straight guys experiment on. [slash] Side story to Profe.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 7,604 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/19/2007 - Complete
Pestilence of loss reviews
random bits from my stories that won't actually go into the storie. Lets call it the extras.
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 3 - Words: 872 - Reviews: 2 - Updated: 4/14/2007 - Published: 2/12/2006
Danny Phantom and Sponge Bob reviews
has nothing to do with the cartoon characters Danny and Bobby bump heads at the beach. Written with and for my son.
Fiction: Kids - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 618 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Published: 1/4/2007 - Complete
Clean Start reviews
After eight years she was sure she had moved on. After eight years away he was sure he had moved on. Was distance enough to kill what they had? (some m/m)
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Romance - Chapters: 10 - Words: 23,492 - Reviews: 54 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 1/3/2007 - Published: 8/5/2006
Untitled reviews
Bad things happened in the woods, things only Mikaya knows. Now several years later a teenage boy is stalking him, a teen age boy that reminds him of the past, will old mistakes be repeated? Yeah, Mikaya has secret, trust me you don't want to know
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Suspense - Chapters: 4 - Words: 4,640 - Reviews: 11 - Updated: 12/26/2006 - Published: 11/7/2006
Abuse reviews
[Collection of Shorts all about Abuse.] You apologize when I should be the one on his knees begging for forgiveness. What are you still doing here months ago you should have walked out that door.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,380 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 12/18/2006 - Published: 12/6/2006
Handbook to a Suicide reviews
This story starts where a live ended. He finally had it all but it wasn't enough nothing is enough when the love of your life commits suicide.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 3 - Words: 5,570 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 11/1/2006 - Published: 5/21/2006
Ares reviews
FIrst try at Fantasy and slash. Ares is a great worrior and King of Spierta,he struggles to bring peace to the land while falling in love with his tutor and army General
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 8 - Words: 7,170 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 10/17/2006 - Published: 2/21/2006
The family Curse reviews
[one-shot] “With your daughters, you will suffer what you have made me suffer” / Me pocking fun at my family. Please review
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,270 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/18/2006
Living for more than reasons reviews
First time they met it was just too soon, second time fate brought her around she was with his best friend, will they get a third try? (originally posted as Gina)
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 8 - Words: 8,780 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 6/9/2006 - Published: 5/3/2006
Freaks to you: Adam's Story reviews
Dieing to hear Adams side of the story? Do you want to know if he really knew nothing about the video? And why he left her alone at the park? well read on!
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 3 - Words: 3,599 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 3 - Updated: 5/29/2006 - Published: 5/4/2006
Truths, lies and facts reviews
Rating will probably change. Story of a broken family.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 976 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 4/22/2006
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