helpless-pretender
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Joined 12-23-05, id: 506547
Author has written 67 stories for Friendship, Life, Love, Family, General, General, Song, Religion, Nature, Haiku, Young Adult, and Play.

Hey my name is Laurana Schultz. Helpless pretender is my common pen name. and um i guess thats it.

WARNING:I haven't gotten to the final draft on most of my work as of yet (actually I havn't gotten like any to a final yet _ tehe im a slacker), and am working hard to refine it. If you see errors in any of my writings please let me know..


Memroes, I used to live on them because I figured I could't forget the person or ever forget the feelings for them, now, it's remember them, then forget them, but the memories isn't what makes me love them. I can be very outgoing at times, and at others, I am the shyist person I know. I go to Lincoln high school in manty.I'm totally into music, i pretty much love it, i could care less if I'm writing it or listening to it or playing it, it's just amazing. I'm not one of those girly girls who doesn't leave the house without make up and like millions of it. If i wear any, its eyeliner. It's always fun to play with eyeliner and decorate things. Make shapes out of it on ur eyes. I have a job at a supper club and there i do pretty much everything, I clean, dishwash, buss tables, waitress, and even tho im not supposed to cuz im not 16 but i cook when the normal cook is busy. Hates: Fakes, preps, posers, talking on the phone, mean people, people that make fun of other people, people who read your notes, people who judge before they get to know you, family that's never around, people who think they know more than everyone else, people who try for attention just for the sake of having it even if it takes it away from someone else, sound of eating/drinking, people who make fun of my friends. likes: thunderstorms, writing, friends, guitar, music, texting, wieghtlifting (ya im a girl and i like it!)walking, lighthouses, reading/writing poetry...I think thats petty much all there is to me...ya

Special note:PleaseR&R(Read and Review), I like to repay the favor too _ . ...So sne me a review, and I'll hit ya back with one or a few.... I like constructive criticism. I've had over 175 reviews! Thank you all so much! God bless
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Not Tough Enough For Blood by Kurayami Tamashii reviews
A teenage girl is kidnapped and witnesses murders, while waiting for her own death.
Fiction: Horror - Rated: T - English - Horror - Chapters: 1 - Words: 4,468 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/10/2006
RAINY DAY by redcloud08 reviews
I get wet standing out in the rain.
Poetry: Humor - Rated: K - English - Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 115 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/4/2006
Last Goodbye by Arisnoe reviews
this is dedicated to my friend who recently passed away. i never got to say goodbye and i thought writing into a poem would be a good way to say farewell. the rhyming is a bit off, so deal with it
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 99 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/16/2006
Isang Dasal by Arisnoe reviews
one prayer. translation included.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - Filipino - Poetry/Spiritual - Chapters: 1 - Words: 80 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/17/2006
Sister by Lady Padawan reviews
Will you still want to be with me?
Poetry: Family - Rated: K+ - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 215 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/1/2006
I Don't Hate You, I Despise You by Red Vision reviews
hate
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/23/2006
Whenever You Fall by Iriador-niire reviews
Something I wrote one night for a friend... totally random line of thought, I guess, but I think it turned out alright.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 187 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/12/2006
bleed, angel, bleed by dress her up in fairytales reviews
the heavens deserve such a better angel.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 255 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/5/2006
I'm One of Those Girls by Arisnoe reviews
i think girls can relate to this pretty well...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Poetry/Humor - Chapters: 1 - Words: 254 - Reviews: 6 - Favs: 2 - Published: 12/25/2005
A Lie Was Told by sorrowssweetheart reviews
Its about lying to yourself and letting others do the same. Please read and review
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 144 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/2/2005
My Message by JohnnyR reviews
Don't you sometimes wish you could get your message across?
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 306 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/23/2005
Suicide by Addyestrada reviews
In memory of my dear sister Nicole who commited suicide a week ago. Please Read and Review
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 370 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 4/27/2005
For the Sake of Our Friendship by VIKKI NEMORIE reviews
What you do for the sake of a friendship and then you realize...
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Published: 3/9/2005
Inspired by you by swift sky silver reviews
what i would say to that person who fills me with so much inspiration... if i ever had the chance...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/1/2004
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Patrick
A widows husband was murdered and the murderer comes to the wife's humble home.
Fiction: General - Rated: M - English - Mystery/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 999 - Published: 6/8/2008
To Live and Obey reviews
A story about a mother who hates her daughter. It's told mostly through diaolgue.
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Horror/Crime - Chapters: 1 - Words: 756 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 6/8/2008 - Complete
Can it Last?
It's a fibonachi sonnet. It's about friends who become enemies and try to become friends again in the future.
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Friendship/Hurt/Comfort - Chapters: 1 - Words: 153 - Published: 6/8/2008
Faith and Nothing More
A ScreenPlay I wrote. It's kinda short but it's still intresting I think. It's about a girl who gets kidnapped and finds herself joining many other people who were kidnapped as well.
Fiction: Play - Rated: M - English - Horror/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 2,135 - Published: 6/8/2008 - Complete
Bring me to Life reviews
A story about a girl who has selective mutisim disorder who loses the disorder and has many soical problems happen to her through out the story because of having and/or not having the disorder
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 9,119 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 6/8/2008
Hand in Hand reviews
Just a haiku. my first one actually.
Poetry: Haiku - Rated: K - English - Spiritual/Friendship - Chapters: 1 - Words: 20 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/8/2008 - Complete
Envy Killed Her
I found a annonymous piece of paper with a secret written on it. The secret inspired the idea for this piece.
Poetry: Life - Rated: M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Mystery - Chapters: 1 - Words: 158 - Published: 6/8/2008
Alone reviews
In a bit of medophores..but thats otay cuz i love them and talk in them all the time..oh yeah..its about my family..kinda i guess
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 9/11/2006
Without you reviews
You were here one day, then you were gone. and now I'm just alive
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 283 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 9/11/2006
Pacman reviews
The pacman, he eats away her heart, and while he does, he tears her away
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 200 - Reviews: 7 - Published: 5/30/2006
History Repeats reviews
Is history repeating it's self, or am I making it happen?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/23/2006
Birdie reviews
I got this birdy thing on a keychain for easter and I fell absolutely in love with it, but my brothers broke it. I am heart broken! lol, yeah, I felt as though I should write something for the thing I love so much. here is it's story...
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/21/2006
Nature's course reviews
Through the coruse of nature people live and act upon the nature though themseleves, or is it that the nature acts upon us and make us reveal ourselves?
Poetry: Nature - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 406 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 4/17/2006
Forcing reviews
The forcing must come to an end, and it will, so I hope
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/7/2006
Pure Love reviews
The absolute Pure Love of God...The struggles of walking with him, self worth
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 816 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/7/2006
Rocks reviews
No special pattern...See if you can find the secret message in the 3rd stanza
Poetry: Religion - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 199 - Reviews: 5 - Published: 4/7/2006
The rope reviews
It's more of a story, but it's in a rhyming poetry format so I put it in poetry...anyways, it's about a girl and the struggle of being tossed back and forth by darkness
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,287 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 4/2/2006
Gone to nothingness reviews
A poem I lost and refound...I wrote it last summer when my ents where fighting alot...joy
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 74 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4/1/2006
Failiure and dissopointment reviews
My failures, and the dissopointment that comes with them
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 180 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/29/2006
I long reviews
Well, it's hard to put a good summary to it. I guess the most I can say for it, is I long
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 216 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/21/2006
Slipping away reviews
To understand, or ask for that helping hand?
Poetry: General - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 213 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/14/2006
Music reviews
That one source (It's not a song, but it's the closest thing to music as a catogory)
Poetry: Song - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 180 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3/13/2006
Meaning reviews
The rhyme scheme is a bit strange, and no particular reason for writing this...i think
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 383 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/12/2006
Regret reviews
Regret, is one of the hardest things to deal with
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 191 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 3/11/2006
I am reviews
I am beautiful
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 370 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 3/11/2006
Thanks reviews
It's for a really good friend of mine...Love ya!
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 298 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 3/1/2006
What has society come to? reviews
It is what the title says...It shows you, and gets you thinking, what have we become, and dont just laugh and say haha cuz guess what, it is not at all in any way funny...
Poetry: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 435 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/26/2006
The Nameless Diary
My short Story for English, please note...Names were chosen by friends, and this IS NOT my life
Fiction: General - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 6,531 - Published: 2/23/2006
No matter the cost
well, the title pretty much explains it
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Published: 2/21/2006
Jesus
I had to write about something I love in my Compy class. And I wrote this..the letter x doesnt start w/ x cuz I couldn't think of anything w/ x so we could just have a word w/ x in it...enjoy!
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 122 - Published: 2/20/2006
My Family reviews
Well, I wrote this about a year ago, I have a guitar part for it too. It is a song. Enjoy
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 423 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/16/2006
You reviews
eh, not really a poem, also something I wrote a long time ago.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 340 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/16/2006
Maybe she's right reviews
I wrote this a long time ago..very long time, like 2 years ago. Mrs. T in this poem, is pretty much my imaginary physiatrist ..enjoy
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 151 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/16/2006
Just for you reviews
I wrote this awhile ago...I had some help with my sister and her friend on this poem...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 144 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/16/2006
Pretend reviews
Must take off the mask..I must do it, for the sake of myself, for the sake of others.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 368 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/16/2006
Thinking of thought reviews
Have you ever got lost inside your thoughts?
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 189 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/16/2006
Rights reviews
I should be allowed my rights, but sadly, I am not allowed them. Sometimes I just wish that it would all stop.
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 448 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/16/2006
Dear Lucifer reviews
Just read it
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 391 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 2 - Published: 2/11/2006
Those words reviews
Those words I said I never ment. Please forgive me
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 272 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 2/11/2006
Questions reviews
Questions from me
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 196 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/11/2006
Sick reviews
Sick...
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 200 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/11/2006
My raindrops reviews
I wrote this while stairing out my window...My parents were fighting again...I don't really consider it a poem because it doesn't really flow all that great. Maybe more of a story or prose shrug Enjoy
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 693 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/8/2006
What have we become? reviews
Just a bunch of random questions about what we have become in this fallen world, and what we must do to save it
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 273 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 2/5/2006
Don't worry my friends reviews
Well, this is dedicated to all of my friends, Mostly to Chris and Kevin...(love you guys so much) This poem is abour friendship
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 319 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/2/2006
The gates are open reviews
Just remember he is there and he is waiting...God loves you all so much
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 290 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1/28/2006
Why him out of all? reviews
I wrote this because of a friend of mine. I am so extreamly woried and I care about them so much. I love you Kevin...I hope everything is going okay
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 286 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1/25/2006
Fake smile reviews
Each day I put on this "fake smile"
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 116 - Reviews: 6 - Published: 1/10/2006
Standing alone reviews
It's pretty much self explainitory
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/10/2006
Please don't kill me again reviews
People have tended to take this the wrong way...This is about a person who has been emotionally killed...
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 64 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 1/10/2006
Look Deeper reviews
This is dedicated to my best friend and life link, Chris...
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1/10/2006
Please reviews
My parents fought alot, when i started to write this one, so its about them fighting
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 53 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1/10/2006
Lana reviews
Tada! it's me
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 85 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 1/8/2006
She's the one reviews
She is the girl
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 516 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/8/2006
All is lost reviews
All has been lost once again
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 240 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/7/2006
Him reviews
Just about someone special to me
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 185 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/4/2006
Being lonely reviews
Being lonley and afraid of love and life is one of the hardest things that i have found to have to deal with
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 62 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 12/31/2005
My every night reviews
In my every night, I have this reoccuring dream that I want to end, but when I wake, I do not wish to be awake anymore
Poetry: Love - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 166 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/31/2005
Time to end reviews
Sometimes friendships need to end, no matter how hard it may be to get over them, they still ocasionally need to happen
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K+ - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 228 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/31/2005
Death's eyes reviews
Through deaths eyes I see her, my twin...
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/31/2005
In the shadows reviews
My life
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 351 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/29/2005
Do you remember? reviews
Do you remember when you were still my sister?
Poetry: Family - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 180 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/29/2005
If only reviews
Missing someone I did care deeply about
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 106 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/29/2005
Disappear reviews
Life is hard sometimes, and we do tend to feel alone, even more so when your best friend and love turn away and never speek to you again
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 123 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 12/29/2005
Tears they fall reviews
Tears fall and sometimes its hard to realy truely know why they do
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 44 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/29/2005
The inner us reviews
Look past the other outer parts of people and see the inner them, no one wants to be known for what they look like, but for what they are
Poetry: Life - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/29/2005
Wake up reviews
About pretending and my way through life, it can be related to alot of other people
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 93 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/29/2005
Down to the grave reviews
A poem dedicated to my sister Sami...
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 138 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/27/2005
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