"Life of a teenager, life of a someone no one better." -defunct elegy

i suck at poetry, probably why I like to write. (ironic) -in the process of l.e.a.r.n.i.n.g.

all I write are random thoughts, or so that's how I see my works...

i write for myself & not because i want to be a poet... - nope, no l.a.b.e.l.l.i.n.g. pls

i love angst & tragedy kinds of poetry.

i am sadistic.

yet i confess to be a hopeless romantic.

i prefer being considered as an it.

often my works deals with the concept of death tragedies & love.

i'm actually 18 now.

i love tall, white, lean-bodied guys my age or a bit older. Haha.

(Don't get me wrong, pure admiration here - nothin' suspicious. Heh.)

i cannot live without PS2, PSP & computer.

i love debating on the concepts of life. - I never seem to get s.a.t.i.s.f.a.c.t.i.o.n.

eating & nibbling bananas give me the drive. - hey, don't get me wrong, p.o.t.a.s.s.i.u.m. is great

AND your reviews are greatly appreciated.

they give me strength & dedication to keep writing.

And yes, I am a devout C.h.r.i.s.t.i.a.n.

A/N: I've been off the world wide web's radar for about more than a year already. Blame it all on facebook... lol. I've been studying (yeah, right). More of forced studying, no choice kind of studying but I want to graduate so better finish what I started. I've been lost since I wrote a lot of poetry before during the more than a year I was away - BUT our PC got busted so everything was erased. So I lost the drive to write (heck, I wrote a lot of GOOD poems back there). I'm still in the mode of soul searching... gah.

P.S. Oh, yeah. Question: Why do the poems I write out of boredom come out pretty sweet but when I write out of my true feelings - they suck?

Please help me start over guys. Thanks for reading this, I LOVE .YOU. ALREADY. xoxo