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Joined 01-22-06, id: 510342
Author has written 51 stories for Young Adult, Love, Life, Essay, and General.

Name: Crimson Cyanide (formerly known as Frozenblade and/or cyanide tears)

Location: Malta, Europe

Age: supposedly 17

Star sign: Capricorn

Hobbies: Reading, writing stories and poetry, spending (read: wasting) time with friends... some people think I like to torture myself too

I hate: Myself at times, for being too weak to carry on, and too stubborn to show weakness... okay, not "at times". A lot of the time.

Favourite singers/bands: Good Charlotte, H.I.M., Nightwish, Within Temptation, Simple Plan, Evanescence

Favourite songs: Wounded, Dead Boy's Poem, Sleeping Sun, Wake Me Up When September Ends, Crazy, Bless the Child, Join Me In Death, Tourniquet... need I go on?

Favourite books: Thrillers! And the Fearless series, anything about war...whatever! If it's text, I'll read it

Favourite colours: Black and dark red

Reason for being on Fictionpress: To escape the real world

Thanks xxxx

If you see yourself somewhere in a story or poem, I'm sorry... hate me if you must

Nearly all my poems were written at school (during boring lessons), and they're almost all dedicated to the same person, much as I hate to admit it.

A/N: I had to remove "Eulogy to the Hated" since some people apparentely freaked out over it (can't say I blame them).

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Yes Sir! I am a Girl! by stephy151 reviews
The last place Lily thought she would find herself would be an all boys military academy, but after the sudden death of her parents, she finds herself right in the middle of the testosterone drivin student body. Can one boy capture her heart or destroy it
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 21 - Words: 52,729 - Reviews: 659 - Favs: 291 - Follows: 377 - Updated: 12/30/2013 - Published: 11/28/2006
His Eyes by pen-ink reviews
When Amy answers an ad to babysit a boy, little does she suspect that he's her age! Meet Tristan, a rich 18 year old who's recently gone blind…and he's not at all interested in being helped. Or so he thinks. [PUBLISHED]
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Humor/Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 502 - Reviews: 2531 - Favs: 1,327 - Follows: 267 - Updated: 12/15/2013 - Published: 3/18/2005 - Complete
Stolen by taraahlx reviews
When someone sets up a Twitter account in Adrienne Hastings's name, she quickly gains notoriety. However, things quickly spiral out of control, and she finds herself with no power over her identity, as well as in a whole lot of trouble.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Suspense/Mystery - Chapters: 19 - Words: 26,153 - Reviews: 45 - Favs: 7 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 6/4/2013 - Published: 2/6/2013 - Complete
I know there's a light somewhere by x.your.brand.new.mistake.x reviews
REPOST Alexis Daniels begins a new school. Things are good but when they go downhill, the only person she has, is the one who caused her fall. WARNING:Rape, abuse, language, slight drug abuse and references to homosexuality
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 78 - Words: 72,645 - Reviews: 230 - Favs: 74 - Follows: 48 - Updated: 2/23/2013 - Published: 4/25/2007 - Complete
Without Hope by brianne135531 reviews
I've been kidnapped along with four others. I hear the screams and yells from the other girls as they enter their owner's room. Bruises and gashes appear on their skin while mine is perfect. While they're being beaten by their owner I'm falling in love.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Romance/Crime - Chapters: 13 - Words: 17,927 - Reviews: 225 - Favs: 147 - Follows: 75 - Updated: 2/14/2013 - Published: 2/20/2011 - Complete
Incest: It's All Relative by and we'll dance reviews
WARNING: INCEST! I look at him and grasp his hand tightly, "I will never win this game without you. This heart is yours and yours only." His lips are fierce as they crush against mine.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Romance/Drama - Chapters: 26 - Words: 106,772 - Reviews: 178 - Favs: 128 - Follows: 121 - Updated: 6/13/2012 - Published: 6/8/2006
Sealed With a Kiss by Keri S reviews
A coming out, lesbian novel focusing on the relationship between two young, sassy and lovable women...as well as the friendships and relationships affected by their love.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 14 - Words: 55,303 - Reviews: 45 - Favs: 39 - Follows: 43 - Updated: 2/21/2010 - Published: 5/22/2007
Playing House Series by JuliAngelFace reviews
I had my first kiss and lost my virginity all in the same night. I’m worse than Jillian, beyond that. Oh my god, I slept with my best friend’s brother, who's my sister’s boyfriend. Me, a camper, slept with my camp counselor. If anyone finds out, I'm dead.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 36 - Words: 167,663 - Reviews: 653 - Favs: 417 - Follows: 286 - Updated: 12/16/2009 - Published: 6/3/2005
Can Girls Get Testicular Cancer? by Shiori Miko reviews
A collection of the random and idiotic sayings of me and those around me.
Fiction: Humor - Rated: M - English - Humor - Chapters: 52 - Words: 50,704 - Reviews: 362 - Favs: 206 - Follows: 91 - Updated: 11/22/2009 - Published: 4/6/2007
Allison Wonderland by DianaChristine reviews
Welcome to the teenage wonderland: everything from rebellion to self-destruction to, worst of all, love. Fifteen-year-old Allison Moss doesn't stand a chance. Or does she?
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 37 - Words: 53,726 - Reviews: 633 - Favs: 432 - Follows: 98 - Updated: 7/31/2009 - Published: 1/15/2007 - Complete
The Forgotten One by Fabala33 reviews
April was forgotten by many in the light of her friends' deaths. No one really knew her story... knew about the girl who was the last female survivor...
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Chapters: 16 - Words: 25,057 - Reviews: 39 - Favs: 11 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 4/12/2009 - Published: 9/18/2004
Cigarettes, Stalkers, and Other Orgasmic Objects by Delayed Epiphany reviews
Winter Orion is sexy, popular, and as cold as his name suggests. He should NOT have to deal with a cruel father, superficial friends and abhorrent school plays. And who keeps on putting freakin love letters in his locker? That is SO junior high... -slash-
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Humor/Mystery - Chapters: 7 - Words: 39,773 - Reviews: 367 - Favs: 754 - Follows: 159 - Updated: 4/10/2008 - Published: 1/29/2007 - Complete
All The Small Things by saltychlo reviews
Allie is a prostitute who was abandoned on the streets at childhood, Matthew is a successful businessman with a pregnant wife. Their worlds are so separate, they're alienated until one day on the tube crossing paths lights the flames of something unique.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 4 - Words: 5,901 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 7 - Updated: 11/5/2007 - Published: 9/5/2007
Not As It Seems by Kaltes reviews
Remedy High School was ruled by wealth and reputation. Boring, redundant and routine. Until a certain girl walked...crashed into the student body. Changing everyones lives but mostly those of three boys, digging up the past and making a future. R and R!
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 8 - Words: 30,305 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 6 - Follows: 16 - Updated: 10/20/2007 - Published: 5/19/2007
Not for Me by tickledblue reviews
FINISHED! I'm the loner with no backbone. He's the school's favourite god. He's at the top of the pyramid, while I'm not even part of the pyramid. Somebody tell me how this is going to work out.
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Drama/Humor - Chapters: 30 - Words: 159,158 - Reviews: 4792 - Favs: 2,869 - Follows: 343 - Updated: 9/7/2007 - Published: 6/22/2004 - Complete
Letters From an Insomniac by wecouldgoandget40s reviews
I don't have to be one of those people who cry themselves to sleep over the person they're in love with because either way, I'm not going to sleep. All of my cries isn't going to help at all. You've destroyed me but it's not like you actually care. R&R
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 6 - Words: 6,570 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Updated: 9/1/2007 - Published: 1/13/2007 - Complete
The Piper and the Doll by R.D. Joli reviews
Piper has always hated dolls due to a childhood incident. Most girls receive dolls at the age of six, not sixteen. Imagine Piper's shock when she receives a doll, much more when it suddenly comes to life. How will she deal with this sexy addition?
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Fantasy/Humor - Chapters: 11 - Words: 28,890 - Reviews: 205 - Favs: 67 - Follows: 49 - Updated: 7/26/2007 - Published: 1/16/2006
Mommy, Why Am I Different? by dzkdreamer reviews
ONESHOT Fable: Moral.
Fiction: Kids - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 668 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/27/2007 - Complete
Why Me? by FantasmaLuna reviews
A poem about the Holocaust and what it has done to its victims. R.I.P. all who suffered through these sad years.
Poetry: War - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 247 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Published: 5/24/2007 - Complete
Noise and Kisses by Sakuri reviews
Slash. When the blatantly gay Lucca begins attending Harper's shool, there is an instant attraction between them. Harper has to deal with his own feelings as well as those of his friends, all on top of exam stress...
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 18 - Words: 46,829 - Reviews: 280 - Favs: 144 - Follows: 136 - Updated: 5/13/2007 - Published: 4/30/2006
Crimson by Tomorrow in Tokyo reviews
I wrote this for someone who broke me in more ways than they will ever know.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 208 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 4/26/2007 - Complete
101Things You Never Thought You'd Say on the Phone by Reevee reviews
A list of stuff. Name says it all.
Fiction: Humor - Rated: T - English - Humor - Chapters: 4 - Words: 1,539 - Reviews: 31 - Favs: 16 - Follows: 12 - Updated: 4/25/2007 - Published: 4/23/2007
Waiting by wecouldgoandget40s reviews
The only reason I waited for you was because I love you. And I'm still waiting because the fact the I'm in love with you tells me that it's worthwhile. Even if you don't feel the same way. I'm waiting, but you still don't come. [Please read and review.]
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 298 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/26/2007 - Complete
Time To Hold A Traitor's Hand by Lovelorn Nightmares reviews
The last day of a woman in death row. She relays why she got stuck to death sentence. A twist tells us why she shouldn't even be imprisoned.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,672 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/22/2007 - Complete
I'm Going to Die by who-im-bleeding-for reviews
This is how me and other people are gonna die. Send in your name and I'll make up some way of how you are gonna be tortured to death.
Fiction: Horror - Rated: M - English - Horror - Chapters: 10 - Words: 2,157 - Reviews: 21 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 4 - Updated: 3/3/2007 - Published: 6/1/2006
Passing Thoughts of Him by ArekuKawaii reviews
I am very bleh about this one guy. I don't want to have feelings for him. yet I do. So he is a poetry topic of mine as of late... Tell me what you think and what I should fix!
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 121 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/19/2007 - Complete
Infinity on a Vixen by ArekuKawaii reviews
Do you have a guy you like, but he can't get over that 'hot chick'. Read this and tell me what you think...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 126 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/19/2007 - Complete
Under the Bed by RedRaine reviews
Sometimes fate tells you to do somthing stupid just for fun. Thank it afterwards once you figure out it just saved your life.
Fiction: Thriller - Rated: K+ - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 704 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 2 - Published: 2/19/2007 - Complete
Never, Ever Be Mine by VampireZombieGirl reviews
I still wish he was mine, though I know I shouldn't.
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 2/10/2007 - Complete
Deeper by MicroQueen15 reviews
Unlike my other stuff this is not talking about me. This is about those who cut or hurt themselves and suicide. Please Please Please Review. I'd really appreciate it. Just teen to be safe.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 149 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/3/2007 - Complete
Suicide Letters by TropVraiTropVrai reviews
Lindsey Tyler leaves posessions and letters for family members and friends as her way of making sure they don't forget... forget that she's gone... forget that she's commited suicide. Redone chapters to meet with the Intro. Sorry 'bout that.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 6 - Words: 4,367 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 3 - Updated: 1/27/2007 - Published: 11/28/2006
Don't Forget How To Love by Balls On a Shingle reviews
Falling for someone who has already found their love always ruins a person...
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 423 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/25/2007 - Complete
Not Yet, But I Will by Songbird's Desk reviews
Unrequited Love. What a bittersweet topic...
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 65 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 1/1/2007 - Complete
Talk Down by Kohl Rhymdyze reviews
Of course you would be missed what have you been thinking?
Poetry: Friendship - Rated: K - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 38 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/31/2006 - Complete
Living is the Silent Rebellion of the Week by themoonshinesthrough reviews
When one girl commits suicide, everyone is affected in different ways, and not necessarily how they expected. Oneshot.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,509 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/10/2006 - Complete
Her Thoughts by Bernie-V reviews
I wrote this for my english language exam, what do you think? Please read and review
Fiction: Essay - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 644 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/9/2006 - Complete
The Fire, The Rose, The Moon by between the lyrics reviews
He's my eternal fire, my beautiful rose, and my vibrant moon... even if he doesn't realize it. Dedicated to KSD
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 11/28/2006 - Complete
Pawn to Queen by Le Ferre reviews
Just tired of guys not willing to even take notice of a relationship possibility, i.e. me!
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 131 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 10/31/2006 - Complete
StopTheBleeding by asteria24 reviews
For all those who have stopped the bleeding. I am glad to be one of you.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 245 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 10/29/2006 - Complete
How Come How come? by TropVraiTropVrai reviews
How come we all fall for someone we know we will never have a chance of getting? How come, worst of all, we never have a chance? How come it’s always no?
Fiction: Romance - Rated: K - English - Romance/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 448 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/16/2006
The Industry by Play that record backwards reviews
[mxm] When Father Callahan first saw the boy, it didn't occur to him that he was a whore. [mxm] Yay organized crime!
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Adventure/Drama - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,667 - Reviews: 7 - Favs: 5 - Follows: 14 - Updated: 8/31/2006 - Published: 8/6/2006
Mr Akey by Sydney James reviews
A black man comes to a racist town to teach band and makes a real impact on one of his students
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 4 - Words: 4,567 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 8/13/2006
I Wouldn’t Have To Cut by TropVraiTropVrai reviews
It's sad that it stings, burns, tingles, throbs, bleeds, and hurts; That i sink this low just to feel the pain.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 224 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 2 - Published: 7/30/2006
At it's End by Emiley reviews
Poem of he abuse my ex partner put me through and how I will move on :)
Poetry: Family - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 136 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 7/8/2006
The Famous Five by Swimmingly Yours reviews
When Jimmy died, the rest of the friends fell apart. Seven years later, Kate, tangled in the teenage mess of school, family and love, finds Jimmy's last wish, the one that will bring them together again...
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,180 - Reviews: 9 - Favs: 1 - Published: 6/1/2006
I'm That Girl by and we'll dance reviews
I am the girl who lives a fake life everyday because I'd be shunned by my Catholic family for liking other girls... [HIATUS]
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 5 - Words: 18,897 - Reviews: 19 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 5 - Updated: 5/4/2006 - Published: 1/30/2006
For the Love of the Game by i found nemo reviews
She's a football obsessed cheerleader who ends up coaching the school team. He thinks her place is on the sidelines. Mutual hatred? Yep. Sometimes the last person you want to be with is the one person you can't resist. AWFUL, read at your own risk!
Fiction: Romance - Rated: T - English - Romance/Humor - Chapters: 30 - Words: 85,916 - Reviews: 668 - Favs: 691 - Follows: 80 - Updated: 4/10/2006 - Published: 7/1/2005 - Complete
Mating Habits of the Popular and the Petty by Myrika reviews
A certain prom night's events tore apart six friends. Loyalties splintered and love spoiled. Newcomer Jas Lindsay must figure out what really happened. //REMOVED//
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Drama/Romance - Chapters: 22 - Words: 4,194 - Reviews: 3862 - Favs: 1,443 - Follows: 110 - Updated: 12/20/2005 - Published: 8/22/2005 - Complete
colorless blood by lackluster reviews
it's illegal to fuck with the dead, you know
Poetry: General - Rated: M - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 47 - Reviews: 54 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 1 - Published: 9/21/2005 - Complete
Sick Day by write25 reviews
[One-Shot] Julie and Luke are friends, and when Luke is out sick one day, Julie goes to visit him. Things change between them the minute she steps inside his house.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: K+ - English - Romance - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,399 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 3 - Published: 4/22/2005
The Other Side of the Mirror by Never Knows Best reviews
A girl who has been betrayed by everyone she's ever known; a boy who has lost everything he's ever loved; their first meeting is through a traumatizing kidnapping experience, but can these two strangers find hope in each other?
Fiction: Romance - Rated: M - English - Angst/Romance - Chapters: 41 - Words: 83,903 - Reviews: 860 - Favs: 457 - Follows: 39 - Updated: 1/5/2005 - Published: 2/20/2003 - Complete
the child of children who cannot afford abortion by PCTavarez reviews
cut at her stomach, shallow cuts, to watch her baby bleed... she dreamt of the child forming itself inside her, little fingers and little toes... a little heart
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 373 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/8/2004
Eulogy to the Blind by Matthew James Current reviews
Not one of my best pieces. Truly more of an evaluation of the thought processes leading to suicide. No doubt I will at some point come back and make this actually Poetic. For now, I think it holds up all right.
Poetry: Life - Rated: K+ - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 282 - Reviews: 8 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/31/2004
I Am by TiEka Koniku reviews
Its a standard 'I Am' poem. wrote for my speech class last year. when my class heard it, they were silent for about 5 mins. interesting. and so very true. -=sigh=-
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 198 - Reviews: 12 - Favs: 4 - Follows: 1 - Published: 5/20/2004
Masochist by Regn Hino reviews
What happens in the head of people is very complex. Stress quickly builds when you talk to no one. How do you relieve the stress? Easy. Cut away.
Fiction: Horror - Rated: M - English - Angst/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 702 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 3/9/2004
GirlBlood by aspogak reviews
"No... it's... I... it's... uh. There's probably... there must be... um... maybe she... cut herself? Or... or... don't raise your eyebrow at me! It's a perfectly reasonable suggestion!"
Fiction: Humor - Rated: K+ - English - Humor/Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 642 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 5/2/2003
Candles by Daimeera reviews
A story of the final moments before a young girl's suicide, Candles is centered around Clarise, who after having fought depression for years, is ready to give up.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,739 - Reviews: 11 - Favs: 4 - Published: 3/15/2003
We Killed Me by OneCrazyGurl reviews
Suicide
Poetry: General - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 103 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 2 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/20/2002
Self Suicide by Rob-o56 reviews
when u know u cant have something u want(love) but u go after it anyways u kill a part inside of u the longer u go on...resulting in self suicide
Poetry: Song - Rated: T - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 202 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 1 - Published: 7/31/2002
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A Voice From the Dead reviews
She killed her baby brother at the age of seven... now she has a baby of her own. The problem is, her conscience won't let her rest, certain that Baby Ryan is her punishment
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Drama/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,658 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 7/20/2007 - Complete
Who Held the Knife? reviews
The police assumed it was suicide. Her friends say it was murder. Can she speak to them from beyond the grave?
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Mystery/Angst - Chapters: 5 - Words: 4,004 - Reviews: 4 - Favs: 1 - Follows: 2 - Updated: 3/31/2007 - Published: 8/11/2006
Welcome to My Family
My entry for an essay competition. Luke returns home after WW2, unable to come to terms with what he's left behind him.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Drama - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,557 - Published: 3/29/2007 - Complete
White Lilies reviews
Oneshot, written during an exam. Two friends are devastated when the third member of their trio succeeds in taking her own life. Better than it sounds, honest!
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 687 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/26/2007 - Complete
Sweep up the mess that is my life reviews
Four individuals ended up sharing a flat. Will they wreak havoc in each others' lives, or help them sort out the mess that is their existence?
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 2 - Words: 1,985 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 3/21/2007 - Published: 8/3/2006
Circle of Support reviews
Written as a request from BernieV about three months ago. Having experienced true heartbreak, a girl finds solace in her friends
Fiction: General - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 767 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 3/21/2007 - Complete
Crimson Tears reviews
By coincidence, I got my head bashed open soon after writing this so it really looked like I was crying crimson tears! Blood drawn from biting my lip, blood along my arm using a razor, and the tears that fall when no one's looking
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 222 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 3 - Published: 2/25/2007 - Complete
Valley of Death reviews
My friends were discussing a certain valley where a lot of people have committed suicide, then thought better of it when they noticed I was listening eagerly. This is the result of that conversation: a oneshot about suicide. See? I didn't jump myself!
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 529 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 2/25/2007 - Complete
Undeserving reviews
A monologue to the girl someone chose over me... It's a bit exaggerated but please read, review and tell me if I'm over reacting
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 92 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/22/2007 - Complete
Because of You reviews
This is what I've become and what I've learnt, all through you. I will never love or hope ever again
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 237 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/11/2007 - Complete
Angel of Mine reviews
Nightly plea to my guardian angel, if this angel can really hear me
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 152 - Reviews: 2 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/2/2007 - Complete
Goodbye Hell reviews
The final moment before sweet death
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 2/2/2007 - Complete
All I Want
What I want and what you want have nothing in common. I want you.... you don't want me... I bet you'll take anyone but me
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 147 - Published: 1/30/2007 - Complete
Broken and Bleeding
Three people, two wounds, inflicted differently by the same person... a wound of pleasure.... a wound of pain
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 86 - Published: 1/30/2007 - Complete
Killer reviews
I don't care who deals the final blow, or even if I deal it to myself... I just know that you're as guilty as sin, no matter what Rated for mentions of suicide and murder
Poetry: Love - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 246 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 2 - Published: 1/30/2007 - Complete
Is it Love?
Teenage breakup... teenage makeup.... Destined for each other, they just can't stay apart for long. Dedicated to two of my best friends, who have shown me that love does exist
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Romance/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 622 - Published: 1/26/2007
Fear
When I was younger, my fears were the usual childish fears. Now, my fears have changed to deeper fears and persistent nightmares... you're in all of them, night and day. At night, you and blood... during the day, you and thoughts of eternal sleep
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 194 - Published: 1/25/2007 - Complete
Do You Think You're God?
Can't you see I'm lost without you? Can't you see I'm desperate for your love? What gives you the right to play God with my fate? There's only one aspect of me you can't control
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Published: 1/25/2007
Sweet Farewell reviews
I can't give you up, even though you can't be mine. My death is the only thing which can make me say goodbye to you.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 169 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/25/2007 - Complete
Too Late reviews
You told me not to get sucked further in, that I was only heading for heartache. You told me to get out while I still could, but I can't. I'm in too deep already, I just can't break free.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 159 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 1/12/2007 - Complete
What Do You Think of Me? reviews
I'd give you anything, but you wouldn't want it. I doubt I ever cross your mind, except as the person you once or twice got a glimpse of...a shadow
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 165 - Reviews: 10 - Favs: 14 - Follows: 1 - Published: 12/31/2006 - Complete
Icy Kisses reviews
An icy kiss will be my legacy to you, since you can't be mine in life
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 163 - Reviews: 5 - Favs: 6 - Published: 12/31/2006 - Complete
Am I Pretty Enough Now? reviews
Will I be pretty enough for you as I die? What do I have to do to be pretty enough?
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 146 - Reviews: 1 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/31/2006 - Complete
Far From Perfection
You'll never be mine only because of one thing. You expect perfection, but that's exactly what I'm not, and I'll never be, no matter how hard I try. I'll just never be good enough for you... I don't deserve you.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 134 - Published: 12/30/2006 - Complete
What Happened to Happy Endings? reviews
Does the perfect storybook ending only exist in a soppy Disney movie? That's what I think. Not my best work, I just wrote this as a kind of selfanalysis, but you're welcome to read and hopefully review
Fiction: Essay - Rated: K+ - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 322 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Published: 12/29/2006
Final Try reviews
This is a lastditch attempt to show my crush how I really feel towards him. Some friends think I should show it to him, but I don't know... it just seems like there's too much resting on it. Please rr this!
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 145 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/27/2006 - Complete
What Next?
I admit, I'm lost in you... but now what happens? Do I go on like this, suffering unrequited love, or should I admit that this is a hopeless case? Can I admit this to myself?
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 101 - Published: 12/27/2006 - Complete
Ode to the Unborn Child reviews
My first prochoice poem! We're saving the unborn children from what life has in store for them
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 309 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/22/2006
Farewell Signs
How could we have ben so blind? You were calling out for help, and we didn't hear you. One girl's thoughts once she hears of her best friend's suicide.
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Angst/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 524 - Published: 12/14/2006
Unlovable reviews
How many times can you endure rejection? At some point, you can't take it anymore, and you have to ask WHY? Why am I unlovable?
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 143 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 12/14/2006 - Complete
Goodbye reviews
I want this to be read at my funeral the truth of my hatred for life revealed at last.
Poetry: Life - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 229 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/8/2006 - Complete
Alone to Eternity reviews
When you're on the outside looking in, true love mocks you making you feel worthless
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 109 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 12/8/2006 - Complete
Never Forgotten
A sixteen year old haunts the site of her suicide. Ten years on, her best friends find her to try and help her find peace. But maybe peace isn't what a once fun loving ghost wants... maybe she wants havoc...or just closure
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Spiritual/Fantasy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 1,065 - Published: 11/30/2006
I'm Nothing reviews
I'm worth nothing to you, yet you're my everything. How do you see me? Would you even care if I was gone? I honestly doubt it.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 129 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/30/2006 - Complete
Be Mine reviews
You're all I want and need, but why can't you see this?
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 97 - Reviews: 3 - Published: 11/28/2006 - Complete
Who Are You?
I want to get to know you why do you keep pushing me away?
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 155 - Published: 11/28/2006 - Complete
Tainted reviews
There's only one person I want to be tainted by: you, you and only you.
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst/Poetry - Chapters: 1 - Words: 169 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/28/2006
Lost in You reviews
I'm losing myself... you're with me non stop, and I just can't go on like this
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 241 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 11/24/2006 - Complete
Selfish Love reviews
Sometimes love that is not returned becomes the most selfish and possessive of all
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 148 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 11/16/2006 - Complete
I Want Out reviews
I can't go on like this.... Rejection is better than what you've done to me
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 119 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/29/2006
Confusion reviews
Dedicated to a person I used to adore, then hated.... now I just don't know what I feel towards him
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 120 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 10/29/2006
Legacies Written In Blood reviews
Gaia's time on earth is drawing to a close: the ten years since she was forced into a suicide pact are up. The group will meet and she must end her life... with no choice....
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Tragedy/Drama - Chapters: 3 - Words: 1,570 - Reviews: 3 - Favs: 1 - Updated: 10/18/2006 - Published: 8/7/2006 - Complete
Elimination Is the Name of the Game reviews
The voices told Amber to get rid of her. So she did -stuff the body down a well and forget about it... no big loss
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Horror/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 699 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 8/10/2006
fight the snake
It was a foregone conclusion -I tried to fight, but lost
Poetry: Love - Rated: K - English - Chapters: 1 - Words: 96 - Published: 8/3/2006
Stolen Heart
You kept on and on until you finally won -take him, he's yours
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 98 - Published: 8/3/2006
You, Her, Together Forever reviews
The title says it all
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 52 - Reviews: 2 - Published: 8/3/2006
If Life Was Perfect
In this imperfect world, you chose an imperfect snake
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 107 - Published: 8/3/2006
Embrace the Snake
Night and day, you choose her -the queen of snakes
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 91 - Published: 8/3/2006
Love through a Mirror
Will you choose me if I prove I will die for you?
Poetry: Love - Rated: T - English - Romance/Tragedy - Chapters: 1 - Words: 395 - Published: 7/8/2006
Love That Will Never Cease reviews
Rated for suicide and homicide... Valentino is obsessed with Leah -love gone totally awry...PLS R&R
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: M - English - Drama/Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 968 - Reviews: 4 - Published: 4/19/2006
I Called You My Friend reviews
I thought you were a friend...but best friends don't do what YOU did...you lying backstabber...
Fiction: Young Adult - Rated: T - English - Angst - Chapters: 1 - Words: 882 - Reviews: 1 - Published: 1/25/2006