"Find strength in your moments of weakness"

-Rascal Flatts I'm Movin' On

hey there. thanks for looking on my page. i hope that you enjoy my work and please review it. thank you to all my friends who have supported me through the best and worst of times. just to name a few, TLC, KS, TC, CK, MR, TH, SB, GO, GE, JP, and AS. you guys all rock!! My fav Cousin!! and Munchkin!! you know who you are!! i love you guys!

justagui, thank you SOOOOOOOOOOO much!! you are an inspiration to me. you really help me to write the best things i can and always give my best effort. thank you sooo much

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So ya, thanks for reading this..and i hope you like my poetry!! Enjoy=D

so ummm heres a little about moi

location: somewhere in this boring world

interests/about me: right now, life could be better but i shouldn't complain because i am alive...i love black and i also love photos black and white are the best though..

ok so i haven't been on in a few months..right now my life is..it basically sux..there are some good things don't get me wrong, but too many people are dieing and i am plain sick of it

websites: ; fictionpress!!

music: anything at all (almost anyways) it just depends on my mood for what i feel like listening to.. my favorite song today (July 23, 2007 at 11:30 pm) is Your Gaurdian Angel by the Red Jumpsuit Apparatus i love that songggggggggggggg

today..12/27/07 s honkey tonk badonkadonk

True. by Ryan Cabrera

Sorry by Buck Cherry Finally by Fergie

Fall to Pieces-Avril Lavigne

All Around Me-Flyleaf (thx a lot S.B.)

Cassie-Flyleaf

Eyes On Me Faye Wong

movies: romantic comedies aka chick flicks i heart the titanic!! Catch and Release! The Nanny Diaries The Holiday Premontion 27 Dresses 10 Things I H8 About You

books: i love to read!! without books i would die! my favorites are: the series The Sisterhood of The Traveling Pants (Ann Brashares) and The Last Summer (of You and Me) (also by Ann Brashares), THE OUTSIDERS BY S.E. HINTON The Twilight Series by Stephenie Meyer

books i h8: Hatchet, i know theres more but i cant think of it Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austen (i have been asked why i dont like P&P, well, i read the first chapter, and was like wtf?! this is sooooooooooo boringggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggg and im a book fanatic so...)

thoughts about writing: i wirte at my own pase i cant be rushed or pushed for a line because it just wont happen and it will come out really crappy. i get bored of stories that i write too, so when i do actually finish one, (very rare) its not usually all that good at the end. the beginning is not too bad but the end is too predictable, thats why i dont write much other than poetry.

When writing a stopry, for it to be the best it possibly can be, the writer must give his or her whole heart and soul to the story. If the writer truly listens to the story within, screaming to be told, it will be amazing.

hmm i am writing a little faster lately i mean well i've written three stories within the past two months..and they don't totally stink!! my friends are addicted to them i'll put them up soon

UPDATE!!3/23/08 I AM WRITING A BOOK. CURRENTLY IT'S 75 HAND WRITTEN PAGES. I AM HOPING TO PUBLISH IT SO I CAN'T PUT IT UP HERE. OH WELL. SORRY. IT WILL PROBABLY BE UNDER MY PENNAME OF BELLAROSE THOUGH.

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my inspirations: MOSTLY SONGS AND PEOPLE OH AND YA CANT FORGET EMO SH!T

soo ya i hope you like what i have written!! leave me reviews to say what you think

I LOVE JESSE McCARTNEY!!

..a quote that is an inspiration and is a meaningful piece of writing..

"I believe the sun should never set upon an argument

I believe we place our happiness in other people's hands

I believe that junk food tastes so good because it's bad for you

I believe your parents did the best job they knew how to do

I believe that beauty magazines promote low self esteem

I believe I'm loved when I'm completely by myself alone"

- Savage Garden

"LIFE IS MESSY. LOVEIS MESSIER." -CATCH AND RELEASE

..thanks to Stephenie Meyer for writing these wonderful words that have inspired me so.

"Time passes.
Even when it seems impossible.
Even when each tick of the second hand aches like the pulse of behind a bruise.
It passes unevenly, in strange lurches and dragging lulls, but pass it does.
Even for me."
- Bella Swan

“And so the lion fell in love with the lamb…" he murmured. I looked away, hiding my eyes as I thrilled to the word.
“What a stupid lamb,” I sighed.
“What a masochistic lion.”
- Edward Cullen & Bella Swan

“I know who I can’t live without.”
- Bella Swan

“So eager for eternal damnation.”
- Edward Cullen

“When I said I didn’t want you, it was the blackest form of blasphemy.”
- Edward Cullen

“Forbidden to remember, terrified to forget; it was a hard line to walk.”
- Bella Swan

Cascada -"What hurts the most"

"I'm not afraid to cry every once in a while." -Cascada

"Lady Marmalade"

"I'm sittiing on a cornflake..."

~RIP~

RB

TM

AS

HL

MB

"I will rember you..quot;-Ryan Cabrera

dates that changes my life since 2007

6/25/07

8/15/07

9/5/07

11/25/07

4/11/08

4/16/08

5/10/08

5/29/08

6/10/08

6/12/08

6/19/08

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Love ya ERA

I am the kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian. I am the working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.
I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.
We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.
I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.
I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.
I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.
I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.
We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.
I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.
I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.
I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.
I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.
I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.
I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.
I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I did not have to always deal with society hating me.
I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.
I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.
I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.
Re-post this if you believe homophobia is wrong. Please do your part to end it.