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aim: okalani eyes
Your world has been blown.
It was all fine at first, you were young after all. But now where do you go? How does your life compare to the way you want it to be? When you get it, it will no longer be what you want. Greed consumes your thoughts. Mine. Mine. Mine...
For a time it was good.
And here is where I find sanctuary. In my writing. True, I cannot spell, nor is my grammar perfect, but this is me- on a page. My soul is in the lines. I want you to love it. I want people to see this as me, and have a place where I am defined at last; without question or regret but my own.
I am also a hopeless romantic. Many of these boundaries have been... broken. However, I do not frown away from a little realism in life- just don't let your reality get in the way of my love. I believe in love above all things; when I doubt myself, when I hate life, when I scorn the day to come, love is what keeps me breathing.
I wish to expand on what I mean in when I say I believe in love. It is too vague.
I believe in love. It is an unadulterated power that exist to control, create, and make life a little more enjoyable. It is an addition, something that is unbreakable no matter what harm falls in the way of it. You can undyingly love another and never have them love you in return. It will happen to you whether you like it or not, and it will, at times, cause you such anguish that nothing can stifled it. We express love through kisses, touch, gifts, word and all sorts of ways. When you love someone, and they love you too- it is something that should be worked on- no matter how tough- together.
I believe in love because it controls me. It is a power I cannot escape. I will never not be able to be in love with something- and that pains me because I put so much effort into the things I love, and only now come to realize that love may be one of the weakest places to be. If you let love control you, your emotions will not be stable, your heart will never steady, and it will never be enough because love can be expressed in so many ways.
I believe in what the bohemians say about love, and I do believe it exist. The greatest thing you'll ever learn is just to love and be loved in return. If I could live this way, without qualm or hesitation, I know I will be broken, less of an individual because giving your life to one cause is not living.
But I feel at ease with love. When it rushes me to a high I can think clearly and calmly and know who I am.
That is why I give all of myself, express it with joy, empty the rest of me out to make room for it. grins asking something of a return of the favor is sometimes too much to ask- and to all those offended by jealousy or possession or passion or tears- this is my decree to love.
Rhythm rules me. Even in a sentence, I like to hold a certain melody. So welcome to my lair- I hope it can some how bring you a sense of me and company in the world.
Quotes I hold dear:
~Death can be more than physical, and it can happen many times, but the battle is only over when your heart stops pumping blood and lungs stop letting oxygen to your brain.
~Sometimes love makes you selfish.
~ "I am not your Ma Petite! I am his Ma Petite and only His Ma Petite."
~"But I want you to want to kiss me when I want."